For Those People In My Personal Life Who Don't Know I Write A Lot:

for those people in my personal life who don't know I write a lot:

sometimes I wonder what it'd be like to share my art with you;

so many of you don't know how truly dark my mind can be...

seeing you like this

it's made me feel pain I've never felt before

a world devoid of good things and bliss

but how can I help, how can i do more?

it's just you and me casually walking

all around us the red leaves falling

falling like i did for you

only their fall isn't half as cruel

I'm sorry I didn't ace that maths test

I'm sorry I'm not the best of the best

im sorry I'm not enough but i cant do more

im sorry that I was fucking born

Wishing on banners for featured four stars (don't) - part 2

I should really just stop going for featured four stars. I literally just wanted sucrose. SUCROSE!

umm... won my 4th 50/50 in a row and now I'm an ayaka main??

all of that ei prefarming down the drain ):

(not complaining though)

how are your poems so meaningful? how do they speak to my soul louder than my own poems do?

To be in Love #Poem 100

It's strange to think that I wanted to be in love so desperately, But when I fell in love for the first time, I wanted to fall out of it as soon as possible, Because it hurt more than I thought it would, It hurts more than I can handle, Perhaps, that is only because it is unrequited, Perhaps, if it were requited it would be less painful, It would be something beautiful, But it isn’t so it doesn’t matter what it’s not, One day I’ll know, What it feel to be in love with someone as well as be loved by someone.