The Hardest Pill To Swallow Is The Fact That You Cant Make People Love You The Way You Want Them To Love

The hardest pill to swallow is the fact that you can’t make people love you the way you want them to love you. You can show them how to love you but you can’t make them implement. It’s their choice. It doesn’t negate anything about you. Not everything is about you. Accept it and move along.

August 1st.

I must say, I’m very nervous about you August, your instant change of weather is my enemy of progress. I hope you can ease it out for me a little bit, I’ve been in a good productivity streak July set for me. Please go easy on me. I’m still just a girl.

I hope on this last day of July, you can have mercy on the efforts you have put for the last 7 months. Be proud of the little things you have accomplished and if there is none, not all hope is lost, the year hasn’t ended. You have room to redeem yourself. You just need to focus.

I have been always been the person to cringe every time I have to appear in front of people either live or virtually in a video. I always cringe hearing myself speak. I grew up being bullied and made fun of for the way I looked. I mean it wasn’t my fault. So I grew up a very anxious and super self conscious child. I was diagnosed with ADHD last year. In the past few months I really always saw myself looking good and people always complimented me. I never believe them, I always thought they are saying that because they have good and kind hearts. Recently I’ve been feeling horrible because my Fibro is making me gain so much weight and I’ve been body shaming myself without even realizing. When I said that to an old friend of mine, he said that my face is coming out and i look good. After him, 2 of my other friends said that as well. I’m here to tell you that you need to let go of the opinions of those that looked down on you and start embracing the ones that elevate you and make you feel better. I believe this is a start of healing. I feel like I’ve been holding myself back because of what an 8 year old said 16 years ago. I no longer care. It feels good to feel good about yourself. It really does.

Crying because this hurts in so many different levels no matter how much I try to get over it

The child athlete to chronically ill/disabled pipeline is NOT for the faint of heart

I’m telling you 😮‍💨

Am I really disabled or can I actually do things?

*shooting pain sent down into my limbs*

Oh. Right right ow ow okay I won't doubt you!