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Crying because this hurts in so many different levels no matter how much I try to get over it
The child athlete to chronically ill/disabled pipeline is NOT for the faint of heart
I’m telling you 😮💨
Am I really disabled or can I actually do things?
*shooting pain sent down into my limbs*
Oh. Right right ow ow okay I won't doubt you!
I just got back from a fun fair and I was on a ride sitting adjacent to this little boy. I was so intrigued by his demeanor. I will never forget how he made me so sad. He wasn’t excited about the ride, he was muttering to himself before the ride so I thought he was nervous. What stroke me was when the ride started, he had no grand reaction, no screaming, no facial expression, he was so serious and calm. More like he didn’t want to be there. I actually spoke to him after but he didn’t respond sand stored out. The other kids were going on and on about the ride, he was literally mute.
What could possibly steal joy out from a kid? I feel so sad for him, I wanted to give him a hug. I hope he heals from whatever he is going through.
August 1st.
I must say, I’m very nervous about you August, your instant change of weather is my enemy of progress. I hope you can ease it out for me a little bit, I’ve been in a good productivity streak July set for me. Please go easy on me. I’m still just a girl.
I love seeing women of all ages at the gym taking control of their bodies, no content creating, no pictures, no people pleasing, just the grind. The conversations hit differently when you’re a 24 year old sharing a station with a 60 year old who works as hard as you. Greatest life lessons stem from Observation. You start thinking aging is not as bad as we’ve been told. This makes me appreciate older women with clarity. The confidence that comes with aging is unparalleled.
Just finished Nora Roberts’ The Liar and all I’m saying is I need me a Griffin Lot🤌🏾
nicksider ~ instagram
Like sunlight, sunset, we appear, we disappear. We are so important to some, but we are just passing through.
Love should calm the storm inside of you, not provoke it.
k.b. // drowning, resurfacing: notes on heartbreak & healing by frankie riley
I hope on this last day of July, you can have mercy on the efforts you have put for the last 7 months. Be proud of the little things you have accomplished and if there is none, not all hope is lost, the year hasn’t ended. You have room to redeem yourself. You just need to focus.
The hardest pill to swallow is the fact that you can’t make people love you the way you want them to love you. You can show them how to love you but you can’t make them implement. It’s their choice. It doesn’t negate anything about you. Not everything is about you. Accept it and move along.
It’s a chilly evening on July 31st and you’re comfortably snugged in your favorite clothes and a warm blanket. You suddenly realize that it’s been 7 months since this year started and there hasn’t been any big milestone you experienced so far. Either way, you’re swallowed by extreme feelings of contentment. All you can ever think is, I am doing my best. That’s enough. That’s what I call being at peace…
L. Mabaka
Do people just sit and reflect on how they might have hurt other people and actually reach out and apologize?
Good books can make you homesick for places you have never been.
it's not executive dysfunction, I just don't want to because it takes time and effort and is at some points boring
Yes, I have "childish" interests, aesthetics and behaviors. No, I am not ashamed
Being different from your family can be hard sometimes. Because no matter how hard you try to fit in, you will always come back disappointed. All you can do is love them and accept yourself.
Thank you so much for these comforting words 🌻 this comes from someone who have accepted their new normal even it’s not easy and continues to be so kind to themselves. I’m inspired to continue taking baby steps.
When do you ever feel content with your chronic illness? Because I feel like I’m a failure because I can’t do basic stuff sometimes.
I have been always been the person to cringe every time I have to appear in front of people either live or virtually in a video. I always cringe hearing myself speak. I grew up being bullied and made fun of for the way I looked. I mean it wasn’t my fault. So I grew up a very anxious and super self conscious child. I was diagnosed with ADHD last year. In the past few months I really always saw myself looking good and people always complimented me. I never believe them, I always thought they are saying that because they have good and kind hearts. Recently I’ve been feeling horrible because my Fibro is making me gain so much weight and I’ve been body shaming myself without even realizing. When I said that to an old friend of mine, he said that my face is coming out and i look good. After him, 2 of my other friends said that as well. I’m here to tell you that you need to let go of the opinions of those that looked down on you and start embracing the ones that elevate you and make you feel better. I believe this is a start of healing. I feel like I’ve been holding myself back because of what an 8 year old said 16 years ago. I no longer care. It feels good to feel good about yourself. It really does.
Is it just me or it’s so hard reading social queues
When do you ever feel content with your chronic illness? Because I feel like I’m a failure because I can’t do basic stuff sometimes.
Sometimes all you need to do is Hope. Hope that things will be okay, hope that you will overcome whatever you’re going through, Hope it will all come to pass. Sometimes, just sometimes, all you need is HOPE