Kai Finds Something Down Under

Kai Finds Something Down Under

This is my first actually detailed smut, be kind 😅

Topics: Blowjob (K and BC receive), I don’t know what else to put, pls let me know if there’s something specific I missed pls.

Kai woke up feeling great, ready to learn from others' lead.

He promptly gets out of bed as soon as his alarm goes off, quickly making his bed. He can't help but smile slightly as he places his WolfChan plush and Dweakki on his pillow before checking his phone.

He's already receiving messages from a few others and his new manager, who informed him that a car would be arriving outside his dorm to pick him up.

Locking his phone, he grins to himself, still not believing the fact he’s in a group, a big group nonetheless so he’s also a little bit nervous.

As he enters his bedroom, he puts his phone down on the soft bedspread and walks towards the closet. He wants to dress to impress, but comfort is just as important to him. After giving it some thought, he decides to go for a trendy yet effortless look. He picks a pair of stylish bleach-spotted ripped jeans and pairs them with his favorite blue tie-dye shirt. To stay warm in the chilly weather, he adds a cozy baby blue hoodie and layers it with a sleek leather jacket. He takes a final glance in the mirror and feels confident that he looks great in his well-coordinated outfit.

He finishes off his outfit with a pair of blue high-top sneakers adorned with red flower embroidery, adding a pop of color to his look. After hopping off his bed, he reaches for his trusty cross-body bag, which is adorned with a WolfChan keychain. He carefully places his phone, charging pack, chapstick, and other essentials inside, including a small pill container for emergencies and a couple of fidget rings. He also takes great care to include his lucky (G)-idle Soyeon photocard, which he never leaves behind.

As his mind drifts away, a familiar tune emanates from his phone, indicating an incoming message. He glances at the screen and notices that it's from his manager, who kindly reminds him that he's patiently waiting in the car parked downstairs.

As he emerged from his room, he couldn't help but question himself, "Did it really take me a whole hour to get ready?" He quickly brushed off his self-doubt, waved goodbye to his fellow trainee in the dorm, and made his way downstairs towards the van that would take him to his destination.

"Hello, sir," Kai greeted the older gentleman. "Hey Kai, how do you feel? You got out here awfully quick," the gentleman replied. "Uh, a bit jittery and excited. To be honest, I'm scared as well," Kai confessed. "You'll be great. You look good too. This outfit style fits you well," the gentleman complimented. Kai blushed slightly and scratched his cheek. "Thank you, sir," he replied.

As Kai sat next to the manager, he couldn't help but feel nervous. The manager noticed Kai's trembling hands and decided to strike up a conversation to ease his nerves. He made small talk about the weather, the office, and other trivial topics while maintaining eye contact with Kai. Despite his anxiety, Kai appreciated the manager's effort and began to relax as they chatted.

Upon arriving at the building, the manager places a reassuring hand on Kai's shoulder and guides him inside with a smile.

They took an elevator to a couple of floors up, and then stopped in front of a door. "We will be meeting together in the dorm. The four guys who live here should be back soon from the company. I'm going to get the other four boys, and then you can finally meet them. Are you okay with that?" He asked as he unlocked the door. Kai let out a shuddery breath.

"Um, yeah, meeting my idols and inspirations makes me a bit nervous, but I think I'll be okay," stuttered Kai. The manager smiled and patted his head reassuringly. "Don't worry, you'll be just fine. From what I've learned, you're just like them," he said with a nod before walking away.

Kai stepped hesitantly into the unlocked dorm and found it a bit messy, but not an eyesore.

He was instructed to wait, but being alone, he didn't know what to do with himself.

He sits awkwardly on the couch, panicking and holding his stomach, the nervous bubbles brewing inside making him sick, but he knows it's just anxiety and nervousness.

As he hears a thumping sound on the nearby wall, he jumps and turns towards it to ensure that he is just imagining things and there is no one present. He doesn't feel mentally and physically prepared to face any of them without the presence of the manager.

As he heard the sound again, he stood up slowly and cautiously walked to the end of the hall. He listened closely, wondering if the dorm wasn't empty and someone was present. His gut told him to ignore it, but he couldn't shake the feeling that one of the boys who lived there might need help. However, he didn't want to just barge into their room, and knocking felt awkward.

He reaches the center of the hallway and pauses, listening to a sound emanating from his left. He notices that one of the doors is ajar.

He knows he shouldn’t, but he can’t resist his curiosity, so he peeks through the slightly open door. The door opens to the right, revealing a wall and part of a closet.

Kai could hear two voices coming from inside the room, but he couldn't recognize who they were. He decided to ignore them and stay hidden. Suddenly, two figures appeared near the slightly open door, directly in front of Kai's sight. If they looked over, they would easily spot Kai.

He covered his mouth with his hand as his eyes widened and he trembled.

He now saw clearly that Bang Chan had pinned Lee Felix to the wall. Felix’s eyes were closed and his mouth opened wide as Chan was buried in the other's neck.

Kai observed the older male biting his neck and realized they weren't just kissing.

Kai was watching them fuck on the wall.

Kai blushed brightly and averted his gaze, moving away from the open door to stand against the wall. He kept his hand over his mouth, out of sight.

What the fuck just happened? Are they doing what he thinks he saw?

Felix was in the middle of a moan when he choked on a gasp as Chan bit him hard and stuttered, "Ah! H-Hyung, M-Manager-nim said he's bringing the..." Before he could finish, he was interrupted by a gasp. "T-The new guy here soon," he continued. Chan, who was listening patiently, replied, "Yes, that's exactly what he said. He mentioned that the new member would arrive shortly. So, let me finish what I started." it sounded like he was still kissing the younger's neck.

He stood still, gazing down at the floor in front of him, trembling but not taking a step.

Why are you not moving? You are not supposed to be here! You should not be listening to this!

Kai remained frozen as his eyes fixated on the keychain attached to his bag, the realization hitting him as hard as a bus.

Chan is fucking Felix…

Holy Shit, Chan is fucking Felix?!?!

His face turns red and he steps back in fear when the floor creaks beneath his feet.

“What was that?” He heard Felix whine, assuming Chan stopped moving.

“I don't know," he hears him mumble. Then he calls out, "Is someone there?

Kai's eyes were fixated on the rug lying in front of him. He felt a surge of panic rising within him and struggled to control his heavy breathing. His hand was still clasped over his mouth as if trying to hold back from making any noise. Despite his best efforts to calm down, his heart was pounding loudly in his chest, making it hard for him to think straight.

As he utters a shaky "Hello?", his body tenses up and his eyes dart around the room frantically. Gradually, he regains his composure and straightens up, taking a deep breath. A wave of relief washes over him as he realizes that Chan didn't peek out into the hallway to see him. His chest loosens up and he feels a sense of calm settling in.

He hears Felix release a muffled gasp. The dancer looking at Chan with wide eyes when he didn’t recognize the voice. “Who are you? When did you get here?”

To say the situation didn’t spur Chan on would be a lie as he moved slightly and Felix smacked him. “Uh… I-I’m MinLee Kai…Y-Your group's new member. U-Uh, Y-Your manager j-just dropped m-me off.”

A strangled moan melting into a gasp had Kai’s eyes widen. Are they still going? While I’m talking to them??

Chan smiled and dropped his head to Felix’s shoulder who wrapped his arms around the older male's neck tightly as spurts of cum get on both their abdomens and drip down his length.

Kai's voice trembled as he spoke, "A-Are you guys Okay?" His eyes darted around the room, searching for any signs of movement. He realized he had made a mistake by using the phrase "you guys" when Chan was the only one who had spoken so far. He felt his heart race as he asked, "How do you know if there's someone else here?" Panic set in, and Kai's mind raced as he contemplated his next move. He knew he was in trouble and he had no idea what to do next.

“Come here.” “W-What?” “You saw, didn’t you?” “S-Saw what? I-I just got here.”

In the middle of their conversation, they were suddenly interrupted by the sound of the front door creaking open. Startled, he immediately turned around to investigate and noticed that the door to the room the two were in had been shut. The suddenness of the interruption left Kai feeling awkward. Did Chan seriously ask him to join?

“Kai? Oh, there you are. What are you doing down there?” The manager asks as Kai watches the other guys walk in. “U-Um, s-sorry, I was curious of what the rest of-of the place looked. I-I’m sorry if I over stepped.” Kai stuttered heavily and he saw what looked like a look of sympathy from Jisung.

“It’s okay. Come, let’s sit on the couch, I couldn’t find Chan and Felix though, you boys know where they are?” They shake their heads as Kai sits on the other long portion of the couch with the manager.

Suddenly both of them walk out from down the hall and Kai looks up from his hands, making eye contact with Chan before lookin at his hands.

He could see his eyes were still glossed over with a strong emotion as he sat closest to Kai, they sat in age order and Kai’s nervousness grew tenfold. He’s sitting with his inspiration but he also just saw Chan and Felix.

His mouth suddenly became dry and his breathing picked up. He was overwhelmed, thinking of everything and nothing, he was scared.

Even though eye contact with him was weird, he looked at Chan who wore an expression of concern. “Are you okay?” he saw his lips move and looked around to see the others expressions.

“W-Where’s the bathroom?” The manager placed a hand on his shoulder and pointed across from them. Kai got up and ran to the bathroom, shutting the door closed and leaning against it before sinking to sit on his heels.

He’s panicking, freaking out, nothing is processing, he’s overwhelmed.

A knock cuts through his thoughts and he hears Jisung. “Kai?” He inhales shakily and chokes out a reply. “I think I know what you’re going through and I’m sorry.” “W-Why are you a-apologizing?” “I-I just feel bad that you got to this point. I don’t know exactly what got you this way but it’s okay. I heard you know us so you should know we won’t hurt you, you know that right?”

Yeah, they were his comfort, the people he watched when he had a bad day, a bad practice, they cheered him up.

He stood up and opened the door, wiping his eyes and being greeted by a smiling Jisung who slowly opens his arms.

Kai shyly walks into them and hugs him back. His thoughts slow down and he relaxes into Jisung’s shoulder where his head sat. “I never thought I’d get a hug from any of you in my life.” He chuckles softly as he pulls back.

He walks back to sit next to the manager again, he looks at Chan, freezing slightly before apologizing. A barely noticeable wink from Chan before he said it was okay had Kai internally jump in his skin. He knows Kai thought as they carried on with getting to know Kai more.

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After introductions and Kai learning more about the boys, learning more than Stays have ever known, they realize they talked well into the night.

Although they have drivers, they didn’t want Kai to go alone, already grown to liking the male. They’ve learned he’s older than Changbin but younger than Minho.

He goes to go to the front door with the manager when he’s stopped. “Do you want to stay in one of our dorms? You’re fun to be around and I wanna know more about you.” Jisung asked as he held his arm.

“It’s okay, Kai. Do you want me to get clothes from your roommate or?” “No, I’m fine with my hoodie and jeans.” “Nonsense, I have extra sweats.” “Oh, I-I don’t…” He went to turn to Chan but he was already back to his room.

“Have a good night. Good night boys.” Variations of ‘good night sir’ came from the others when Chan came back.

“I-I appreciate the sweats but…” “What’s wrong?” “I-It’s embarrassing…” “Embarrassing?” “I-I’m… commando…under these…th-that’s w-why I denied the clothes, I thought it was inappropriate so I was just gonna deal with the jeans since w-we just met a-and I just feel awkward…uh, not wearing anything…with your clothes…”

After Kai’s embarrassing rant, all Chan does is smile before lowering the waist band of his own pants. “Just so you know cause you’ll learn at some point, most of us are commando when we’re dressed for sleep.” “I-I…th-that’s crazy to know now but I just feel wrong.”

Kai goes to push the sweats back to Chan but he insists. “It’s okay, I promise.” He says again and the blonde watches Chan give him a stern look but shocks Chan when the older sees that it didn’t work. Is Kai like him?

“Fine…Only cause my zipper is sharp...” he mutters and takes the clothing to the bathroom.

He does his business and puts the sweat pants on, a little bit jittery that he’s wearing his biases clothing. Inside his fanboying so hard and he’s honestly so happy to be given this opportunity.

He leaves the bathroom, asking where he can put his jeans before Chan once again offers and takes them to the laundry room then comes back out with a pillow a blanket.

“If it’s okay, you can sleep on the couch. Thought it might be awkward to suggest rooming with one of us.” Kai smiles and takes both objects and sets them next to him. “Thank you.”

Chan sat on his other side and stayed there. Even as the other members left for their rooms or the Maknae’s and Minho went to their dorm to go to bed.

Kai had laid down at some point with the pillow he was given and dozed off to a video on his phone.

He could still hear the tv and other noises as he imagined things in the void behind his eyelids.

His small dreams were interrupted when he heard whispering. “H-Hyung- Chan, No, he’s right there.” When did Felix come back? What were they doing?

“I swear he was there earlier with us, the only difference is that he’s next to us.” Chan said as he continued to kiss Felix’s neck and bring him closer. “That’s the problem. He shouldn’t know about us.” Us? Is it just them or all of them?

“He’ll find out eventually. Some of us can’t go five hours without needing some stimulation.” Chan mutters into the dancers neck. “Wanna know something?” “What now?” “Kai told me that he was commando under his jeans.” “Okay, and?” “He’s currently only wearing my sweats.” Chan smirks as he finally gets Felix in his lap and kisses his cheek.

“Really?” He asked curiously. “Yeah, why don’t you see for yourself.” “What?!” He whispered, staring at Chan in shock that he’d even suggest it. “Chan, you crazy?! He just got here.” Kai moves to lay on his back. He’s yelling at himself for even thinking about moving but honestly the thought has crossed his mind, I mean, come on…

Stray Kids is fucking attractive.

“Aw, look. He’s presenting himself.” “Cunt, he’s moving to get more comfortable. He’s asleep, idiot.” “Come on, Lix.” Chan kissed his cheek, his hands rubbing up his sides softly when footsteps were heard and Jisung appears, a little groggy. “If you do anything, be as quiet as possible.” “Of course, Sungie.” Chan says with a smile and the rapper nods, not completely coherent as he goes back to his room.

Jisung knows what’s going on?

He suddenly has the urge to jerk when he feels a hand at the hem of his hoodie and it gets raised up. Light fingers graze his toned stomach before going to his waistband. “That’s it, Lix.”

Felix huffs and gets off his lap, shoving him away as he giggles and watches the boy settle at a better angle to sit on his heels and hesitantly pull down the waist band and expose Kai who resisted the urge to react and continue to act asleep.

“H-He’s already half hard…” Felix mutters and reaches his finger up to drag it from the tip to the base, his dick twitching slightly.

“Go on, Felix. Have fun with the newbie.” Chan said in a smooth casual tone as he leaned back and watched him wrap a hand around Kai from over Felix’s shoulder and the younger took the head into his mouth, swirling his tongue around the tip before going over the slit and back to licking.

“That’s it, good Lixie.” Chan praised and got up behind Felix. Felix pulled off the tip and looked at his hand. “Shit, he’s big.” “How big?” “M-More than…all of us…Fuck.” “Really?” Chan asked shocked as he combed his hand through Felix’s hair.

Kai’s breath hitched when Felix went back on and further then his tip, trying to fit as much as he could. “Aw, look.” Felix didn’t pull off but looked up to see Kai’s chest rising and falling rapidly. Felix exhaled slowly through his nose before slowly sinking further down, a triumphant whine mixed with a moan escaping him when he managed to take all of Kai in and his nose reached his pelvis.

“Good Job, Lixie. Who would’ve thought you could still take a new cock.” He hums and rubs against the couch below him.

Felix adjusted a bit before finally moving his head up and down. Kai tried to be faking sleep a little longer before he let out a breathy grunt and opened his eyes, looking down at Felix before looking at Chan who smirked. “Look who’s awake.” “F-Fuck.” He sighs and puts his head back on the pillow. His hands twitching next to him before his right hand was grabbed by Chan and placed on Felix’s head.

“It’s okay.” Chan reassured and Kai pants slightly, staring at Chan for a moment before grunting, slowly moving to lean back on his left elbow and grip the dancers hair after combing his fingers though it to grab the long stands a pull him closer.

“Fuck…ing hell…I-I don’t know w-what’s ha-happening but a-as a fan, I-I’m freaking out, ah shit!” Felix has his eyes closed, enjoying the cock resting heavily on his tongue as he licks a vein before moving to the slit. “Why’s that?” Chan smirks as he moves Felix to his knees and removes his shorts before removing his own sweats.

“M-My b-bias wrecker is…” He’s cut off with a whine before he grips Felix’s hair tighter, pulling him impossibly closer. “Fuuck~ swallowing my dick, how else am I-I supposed to react?” He pants and almost falls backwards off his arm when Felix digs his nails into Kai’s legs, constricting his throat which squeezes around his tip.

“Who’s your bias?” Kai smirks, he voice suddenly a stark smoothness as he holds Felix’s head down and his eyes stare directly into Chan’s eyes. “Looks like he’s about to fuck the wrecker.”

Chan laughs and enters Felix, leaning over him and pushing his back down. “Usually your place is taken by one of the others but look at his throat.” Chan wraps a hand around Felix’s neck and can feel it bulging, his comment going unheard by Kai as he exhales sharply and throws his head back. “I can feel you through it.” He squeezes his neck slightly and Chan groans, feeling Kai’s dick a little more from the outside and the male can feel the squeeze on his end too.

“I-Is he the only one?” Kai asked and Felix was feeling dizzy. “Shit.” Felix whines and tightened his throat. “Does he always act like this when he’s ignored?” “Yeah, but someday you should feel how he reacts from this end. Maybe even tonight.” Kai moans quietly and throws his head back again. “And no, if you like his, just wait for Hyunjin’s.”

“Oh fuck.” Kai whimpers loudly over Chan speaking and holds Felix’s head from bobbing and shoots down his throat. “Take it, Lix. Don’t stop.” Chan said as he himself went faster, hitting all the right spots in Felix as he pulled off of Kai and rested his cheek on his thigh. “Ah~ Ah~ H-Hyung, G-Gonna- ngh~ Please, I wanna c-cum please.” Kai thought he was just asking in general before Chan gripped his hair and made Felix look at Kai.

His eyes were filled with tears and his face flushed red, Kai always thought his freckles were cute but add the lewd look on his face, his tongue hanging out and saliva all over his mouth almost had Kai wanting to cum again. “I don’t know, Kai. Should he cum?” Kai looked back up to the older male with a shocked expression. “You go dom, right?” He grinned and stopped thrusting into Felix who whines. “P-Please~ K-Kai…” Felix begs breathlessly and Kai can’t take it.

“Fuck…No, I kinda wanna see how long he can go.” Chan smiles and pulls out of Felix who whines, it almost sounding like he’d start crying. “No…” He weakly protests, in this state, Kai finds his accent even more attractive.

“Wanna know more about Lixie?” Kai thoughtlessly nods and Chan reached forward, a hand going to the front of his neck as he pulls him up to sit back on Chan lap. Kai has to be dreaming, there’s no way in hell that his favorite members of his favorite group are currently in front of him, Chan holding Felix up by his neck, both half naked, with Chan’s free hand resting on Felix’s hip and Felix’s hands were clinging to Chan’s wrists.

“Hell, never thought I’d be in this position.” Felix stayed staring at the ceiling while catching his breath, leaning his head back against the closest part of Chan near him which was his shoulder. “Like it?” “U-Uh, Y-yeah…Yeah, I actually do…” Kai panted and laid back down for a moment as his chest slowed down to a less rapid speed.

“Kai.” Chan muttered and the blonde looked up, moving back to one of his elbows as he pushes a hand through his hair. “Huh?” “Lix, why don’t you be a good kitty and ride Kai?” Chan whispered loud enough and Kai watched Felix shudder with a breathless moan.

Chan takes Kai’s hand a places it where his hand was, leaving Kai in charge of Felix now. Kai turns his wrist, making Felix follow as he sat up and had Felix sit with his back facing him. “Wow, you seem like a natural.” “A-Actually, I-I’m new to being a dom…none of my o-old partners were into it, although it was just two.”

“Well, you’re good. Got him in that position faster than i’ve ever seen.” “H-Hyungs~” Felix whines and Chan smirks. “Go ahead, Kai.” He said giddily as he stood up and moved in front of Felix. Kai rubbed the smaller males hips before guiding his tip to Felix’s hole before pulling him down slowly. “Put it all in, he can take it.” Chan said before noticing his hesitance and pushing on Felix’s shoulders to make him sink all the way down in one move. “Shit, Kai is so big~ Ah~”

Felix leaned back against Kai with a content sigh and laced his hands with Kai’s to bring his arms to wrap around him. “Lix, I know you are trying to get comfortable but I want your mouth, lean forward again.” He huffs and throws his head back against Kai’s shoulder before letting go of his arms slight before leaning forward and looking up at Chan. “Cun- mm!” Felix was about to cuss at him when suddenly Chan shut him up with his cock. “You and that word, I swear.” Chan said through gritted teeth and clenched his fist in Felix’s hair when he playful bit him slightly. “D-Did he just-“ “Bite me? Yeah, he’s a twerp.” Chan replied and started using his throat.

Felix moved his hands to rest on Kai’s thighs that are between his own spread legs and gripped them, he was told to ride, so he will.

At first he rocked back and forth, feeling as yet another dick shaped him and stuffed him full. Chan was about to remind Felix when Kai beat him to the reins. “I thought Chan-Hyung said to ride me?” He said as he grabbed Felix’s hips and started thrusting right into the sensitive numb inside him that made him see stars.

His moans where interrupted with every thrust from both ends. Kai grabs his arms to pull them behind him as leverage for each thrust he’d pull Felix closer, going impossibly deeper. Suddenly he’s being pushed further down onto Kai and the cock in his throat goes deeper as Chan leaned over him, surprising Kai when he looks up from watching Felix bounce and his dick disapearing each time to suddenly be kissing Chan.

They don’t fight one another, their power equal as they make out and the both of them swallow each others noises when Kai yelps in shock and pulls away to look down when Felix stopped bouncing and Kai’s cock was all the way inside him, Felix clenched at being ignored and treated like nothing but a fuck thing apparently as he too came and tried his hardest to keep moving for Chan to finally release down his throat.

Felix pulls off of Chan and also most falls forward before Kai noticed, letting go of his arms to wrap an arm around his chest and around his stomach to pull him back and onto his chest.

“Felix?” Kai looked over him, his eyes were fluttering and soft moans escaped him as his hips rocked back and forth. “Ah, don’t- Hey…” Kai stutters, suddenly sensitive as he watched Chan lean closer to Felix.

“Lixie, bubby, come back.” Chan gently moves Felix to close his legs, Kai spreading his so Felix’s legs could sit comfortably between them as they pulled Felix back to reality.

Kai rubbed gentle circles onto the males abs and stomach under Felix’s soiled shirt, his thumb of his other hand moved back and forth softly over his collarbone. “Lixie, you there? You know where you are?” He closes his eyes and inhales deeply before practically melting back into Kai and releases a moan before panting.

“F-Felix?” Kai asks and he hums, turning his head into Kai’s neck. “Where are you?” “H-Home…” “You know who your with?” “Chan and Kai-Hyung…” He says breathlessly as he whines and tried to cuddle closer to Kai before he whines when he moves wrong, Kai still nestled inside him.

“Can I touch you, Kai? To help?” Chan asked and Kai deadpans. “Are you really asking that?” “Touché.” He said as Kai helped lift Felix and Chan slowly helped Kai out of Felix.

“Hold on.” Chan said suddenly when just his tip remains and he grabs his underwear and runs to his room, returning immediately after with a plug and removing Kai completely only to replace him with the plug as Felix whines and finally was able to freely move to curl into Kai’s chest while he looks at Chan with a questioning look he didn’t know he was giving. “He likes to be full.” He said casually.

“I know you were told that you could take the couch but you can go to Felix’s room if you’d like. Seems like he’s gonna cling to you tonight.” Chan smiles and helps to gently put Felix’s underwear back on and replace his messy shirt with his hoodie.

Kai tried to stand Felix up to dress himself as well but his legs were weak as he immediately fell into Chan’s arms who smiled and kissed the top of his head while Kai got his sweats back on.

Kai took the younger from Chan and picked him up, situating his legs around him and he was about to leave when Chan put a hand on his shoulder and turned him around to kiss him again deeply, playfully biting his lip before laughing and smiling at Kai as he walks next door to the other dorm, Felix burrowing further into Kai’s neck at the cold hallway and tightening his arms around his neck and whining out incoherent words.

Surprisingly, the other dorm is unlocked and his concern was answered when he saw Minho on the couch. “Finally, I can go to sleep without leaving the door unlocked.” He mutter but smiles at Felix in Kai’s arms. “He okay?” “Yeah. Exhausted but he’s okay.” “Why was the door open and your out here?” “I knew Felix hadn’t come back yet and whenever he’s over there, one of them bring him back. Didn’t know it was gonna be you though.” He’s making it sound like Felix just fell asleep at the other dorm. Is it just Felix and Chan? Do the others not know?

“I’m gonna go put him in his room. Goodnight, Minho.” “Goodnight, Kai.”

He follows Minho to the bedrooms and turns into the room Minho pointed to and he heart flutters when he sees Felix’s room is almost exactly how he pictured it to be. He walks over to the bed and moved the blanket to put Felix under them but he holds onto the other. “Stay…” He mumbles softly. “I am a stay.” Kai chuckles but moves to lay with him nonetheless as Felix whines and pulls him closer, grumbling at the cheesy joke before clinging to Kai.

He has no idea what just happened and how he got to this point but he’s surprisingly not surprised. He’s a bit prideful that he’s the only Stay the got to seem them like that.

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Holy Shit, He fucked Felix and Kissed Chan…and saw them naked…Damn…

Yay, First One with the members done. Honestly really proud, i’ve never written such detailed smut before. I hope you like it.

Cat Distribution System is broken, he already has cats!

I don’t know what this title is but I love Minho and I’m bored.

Walking down a sidewalk, Minho rolls his eyes at Jisung and Felix. He didn’t want to go with them to get drinks and snacks for everyone but Chan said they needed some sort of supervision.

The two boys walked a few steps ahead of him, bumping into each other and laughing about who knows what as he watched them carefully and the people around them so if they bumped into someone walking by he can apologize for them.

It was slightly muggy that afternoon, rain from the previous night still cover the ground as the air almost feels sticky along with it being slightly humid but there was an added breeze that kinda helped.

Looking around, he almost missed Jisung whose knelt on the ground to tie his shoe. Regaining his balance he steps to the side, pulling Felix with who still stood in the middle of the path.

“Oh my gosh, Hyung, look!” He’s looking down at Jisung who’s staring forward. The rapper was about to stand up when something under a nearby box caught his attention. “What?” Minho asked, only seeing the trash bin the convince store they were going to owns and boxes around it.

Jisung gets up and quickly walks over to the dumpster, picking up a box as the other two walked over to him to reveal a seemingly small scottish fold kitten, it’s beady eyes looking up at its shelter suddenly being moved as it cowards away and tries to hide.

It’s fur was pepper and ginger colored soaked, slightly covered in mud. Minho’s face fell from his neutral look to a softer one as he gasped and picked the kitten up, it looked about 8 weeks old as the idol cradled the kitten to his chest. “What do we do? There’s a collar…” Felix spoke before picking up the blue collar to see if there’s a tag but all he found was a broken ring which usually hold the tag on it. “The tag broke off…Never mind…”

“Well, I can’t leave them here. Let’s go get the stuff and then we can go from there.” Minho concludes as the walk away from the garbage and to the store.

He put the kitten in his coat, trying to lessen its shivering as the three of them collected the requests of treats then leave.

They stood next to the store entrance before they returned to the others. “So, now what?” “Well…I’m not sure.” “It seems like the system is out to get you, Hyung.” “What?” “Cat Distribution System.” Felix laughed. “Although I think it’s broken, this is someone else’s cat.” “Alright…Well, I can take it with us to clean it up a bit then maybe come back here to see if someone came to look for them.” “You think that’s okay?” “Yeah, it’s not like I’m keeping them.”

Walking back to the dorms, the kitten had fallen asleep and Minho smiled softly. His hand rested on the kitten under his jacket the whole time back home, even when he dropped off one of the snack bags and went to the other door to change his shirt, it being wet from the cats fur, and to wash the kitten before walking back to the other dorm with the kitten wrapped in a towel.

“Minho, why do you have a cat?” “Found it.” “I assumed that but why do you have it?” Chan asked again as he sat cross legged on the couch.

“I couldn’t just leave it. I was gonna eat my snack then go back out to see if the owner was nearby.” “But there’s no collar, what if it’s a stray?” “Oh! If you’re going out later I should give you the collar to return it as well.” Felix said as he got up to get the collar out of his jackets.

“It has a collar?” “Yeah but no tag.” Minho replied and sat next to Chan. “Aw, that sucks. Well, it’s very cute.” He smiled as he reached over to scratch its head.” “Very cute.”

A little later on, he went out again back to the store he found the kitten. He doesn’t know how he can back track from there but maybe a sign or something was put up about a lost cat.

When he got there, he first checked to see if maybe the broken name tag was where the cat was only to find no tag. He let out a heavy sigh as he looked at the cat. “Where do you live, little one, huh?” All it did in return is meow and nuzzle against Minho’s chin.

“Minho!” He looks up at the sudden call of his name and look around. “Excuse me, h-have you-“ The voice deflated as it was ignored and the person walked away. “Damn it, my sister should be looking for him, not me. She left the door open, not me.” The voice huffed and Minho turned to his left to see a disheveled male, seemingly younger than him, looking around with what looked like tears in his eyes.

“Hey, Are you okay?” The boy looks over to him and he eyes widen when he sees what in the idols arms. “Minho! Oh my gosh, you found him, thank you so much.” He took the cat into his arms and hugged it as tight as he could and kissed his head. “It’s name is Minho?” “Yeah- Oh, buddy, where’s your collar?” “Oh, here.” Minho pulled the collar out of his pocket and handed it over. “When we found him the tag wasn’t on it anymore.” “Dang, well i’ve been needing to change it anyway since my address is different now.”

The boy finally looks up from cooing at the cat to the man who had found him. “Oh-Oh my god…Now I feel even more thankful.” “Huh?” “Thank you for finding my cat, Lee Know. Thank you.”

His eyes widen slightly when he hears his stage name and he chuckles. “Oh, well, uh, Jisung actually found him earlier today and took us to him. He was under that box over there.” He said pointing to the box. “I picked him up and took him home to clean him up. He was covered in a bit of mud when we found him.” “Aw, well, thanks again, Lee Know, for taking care of my cat. C-Can I ask you a question?” “Yeah.” “Usually I leave Idols to themselves but c-can i get a picture of you with…uh, Minho. My sister won’t believe me that Lee Know of Stray Kids found my cat.”

Minho smiled and nodded, taking the cat from the boy then smiling when he stepped next to him for a selfie. “Thanks again. I’m sorry if I kept you from anything.” “You’re fine, we didn’t have anything for today.” “That’s good. Um, could you say hi to the others for me? You don’t have to! I-I’m just really proud of all of you and I’m actually a month older than…um, than you actually…and it’s just really cool that you found my cat. Oh, my name is Kai.” Minho chuckles. “Yeah, I can say hi for you. They loved your cat.”

Kai shuffles awkwardly. “I feel embarrassed that I named my cat after you.” “That’s okay.” “Okay, um, right. Thanks again, I-I should head home to yell at my sister for leaving the door open. When you do, can you give extra love to your cats from me? Your cats are adorable as well.” “Yeah.” “C-Cool, take care Lee Know.” “You too.”

Kai walked away, happily scratching his cats head as Minho smiled and walked back home.

When he arrived at the dorms, taking off his jacket, Chan looked over to him. “Hey Min, did you find them?” “Yeah.” He smiled and moved to sit next to Chan once again. “Why are you smiling?” “The owner was a Stay, the cats name was Minho.” The boys coo and a couple laughed. “He asked if I could say hi to you guys for him. He’s proud of us and he mentioned he was a month older than me, he kinda went off on a rant but it was funny…in a good way, of course. Even asked me to give extra love to Soonie, Doongi, and Dori.”

“Did Minho find another cat dad and fall in love?” Minho’s brows furrow as he grabs the pillow between him and Chan to swat it at the back of Hyunjin’s head. “I was just returning his cat, and he’s a Stay anyway.” “So?”

Minho scoffs and rolls his eyes. Kai was kinda cute which threw Minho off for a moment before he fell into Kai’s rant and found him adorable. He now realizes that Kai was wearing a Maniac hoodie and his hair was blue. “His hair was blue like Felix’s…and he was wearing a maniac hoodie…” He says absentmindedly. “He also had a Leebit keychain tied to one of the hoodie strings.”

“Oh god, he’s in deep just from a simple exchange.” Seungmin said almost sounding mortified before falling to the floor when Chan kicked his arm to push him over.

Minho ignored them and pulled his phone out. He didn’t know if Kai had any socials but he tried the cats name. All he got was fan accounts with ‘Minho’ in the user before his eyes caught a profile picture of a familiar cat. ‘Kai_and_Minnie’ was the name and when he tapped on it, he saw pictures of the male and the cat.

Maybe it wouldn’t be a bad idea to talk to him again…

Just something cute. I love Minho a lot, he’s so cute.

My best friend is going into Basic training soon and I don’t fucking know how I’m gonna be without him.

I literally spent half an hour crying cause as lame as it sounds he does a lot for me.

He reminds me to eat, drink water, keeps the bad thoughts at bay, validates everything good I do cause I crave validation.

I can’t text him

I can’t go to him in a panic attack

I can’t distract myself from over thinking

Besides that, my attachment issues with my friends feels like it’s crumbling cause they’re all in college, going to college, going to BT and I feel like I’m losing them even though I know they’re my family and I’ll never lose them but it just hurts cause I’m trying to get to a point where I can thrive from my art without going to college even though I know I should go to college to learn more.

I feel like I have some weird FOMO even when I’m not really missing out on anything. Maybe it’s because I don’t have a true plan while they’re all going to college or military, I’m not sure.

Where the fuck did time go….

How is he already about to go into BT…

How is it already time for my other friends to be in college…

Graduation felt like a week ago…

What the hell happened….

Take me back to my senior year…where I didn’t have to worry about losing my favorite people…

I need my mom to take me to my school at some point soon…I’m losing hope and I just want to see my teachers…I need to see my teachers…and my underclassmen friends…

I feel so alone…

My Only Hyung…

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imma make myself sad but i’ll try to end this with comfort cause I just can’t make hurt/no comfort, it hurts my precious heart much to not finish without comfort. it’s also my first time writing so much detail, got carried away at the end.

[How did i just now notice the the ‘read more’ thing was on mobile?!]

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Listening to the music, the giddy feeling in his stomach took over Blue’s entire body as he jumped and squealed.

He was currently listening to his first ever album, having only published single songs, with his best friend and partner, Chan.

Happy tears threatened to fall as he settled down and wrapped his arms around the other with a chuckle. “I did it.” He murmured into the others shoulder and tightened his hold. “You did, jagi. I’m so proud.” “Thank you.” He let’s out with a laugh and pulls back, placing a small peck on the other temple.

“Thank you for helping me write my title track.” He said with a sigh. “Plus being in my first duet.” He added with a shy laugh. “You’re welcome, it sounds better then I could’ve imagined. So good!” “May I show it to the boys?” “Of course! They’ve been just as excited as me.” Blue was overwhelmed, smiling like a dork and he couldn’t resist as he leaned forward, all his feelings going into a strong, sweet kiss given to the other.

Pulling back, he placed his forehead on Chan’s and smiled. So happy at where he’s at in life.

“Thank you so much, Chrissy.” “You’re very welcome, Shawnie.”

—-

Jolting awake, Blue looks at his surroundings. He first noticed his manager in front of him, then out the window he sees his destination.

“Morning sleeping beauty.” A small smile graces his face as his manager moves out from his personal bubble. “Ready?” With a groan and a small stretch, he puts his sunglasses on and nods. “I guess.”

As he gets out of the van, he hangs his head down, a few fans gather near the vehicle as he quickly follows his bodyguard inside the venue.

Blue has been asked to perform to start off a k-pop award ceremony. He was glad to be the opening number but when he eventually saw the layout of performances, his mood flipped completely.

Stray Kids was on the list, the third performance of the evening. He should be excited, possibly getting to see his old friends again after two years but he’s nervous.

“W-Would I be able to see him again?” He asked his manager as they looked over the list. “Probably not. They got their own stuff to do tonight.” He replied, missing the part where Blue said ‘him’

His thought were cut off when he was lead to a room, his room for the evening.

“So, What song were you thinking of doing tonight? You said you’d get back to me on that.” His manager asked him as he put his bag on the couch. “I…” He hasn’t thought of that at all. “You haven’t decided?” The other asked again. “N-no, I have, I just…” He stared at the elder for a moment before mentally saying ‘Screw it!’ and answering. “The title track of my first album.”

The manager looked at him with a tilted head and a raised brow. “How come?” “Uh…” Because he’ll be there “Old times sake? It’s my most popular one, even today.” His manager accepted his excuse and nods. “Okay. I’ll let them know while you get ready.”

After he left and closed the door, Shawn sighed and sat in the makeup chair. None of his Makeup or styling staff were there yet so he relaxed and stared at the wall in front of him, thinking of nothing and everything from if he needed a quick snack to his choreography.

The title track didn’t have any dancing to start with until he saw a Live of Hyunjin free styling to his song, proceeding to go to the others and propose if they’d like to help him make a dance for it, happily agreeing.

Then it hit him like a bus. They would be in the audience, he’s performing a song co-written and choreographed by one of the best groups he’s befriended. He quickly snapped out of his zone and grabbed his phone, texting his manager.

Shawn: I want the song to be announced differently

Manager: What do you mean?

S: I want the title to be announced as a different name.

M: . . .

M: That can be done. What is the new name?

S: Stray Away

M: You sure?

S: Yes.

Shawn knew that the new title would be recognized.

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He stared at the managers in front of him, mouth agape and tears gathering in his eyes.

“W-We have to split? Th-that’s not fair!” “Your fames are growing and we’re not sure if your relationship can be hidden any longer. We see how connected you are but-“ Shawn’s manager looked at Chan’s then back to him. “We’re sorry.” They give a genuine look of apology then step out so they can process.

“Th-They want- break up? I-I c-can’t- I don’t-“ His hands reached up to his hair as Chan wrapped his arms around him, trying to stop the upcoming panic attack. “Hey, Hey.” Shawn wrapped his arms around the younger and held tightly as he buried his face in the others neck.

“I can’t.” He choked out, tightening his hold and fisting the others hoodie. “I can’t either but we have to.” He whispered.

They stood there in each others arms for what seemed like forever. “C-can’t we just say we did but not actually split?” “They’d find out somehow, Shawnie.” “I can’t. It feels so wrong. I-I can’t live without you, jagi, I just can’t.”

“We can do it. Just, when we do, promise me one thing.” Shawn pulled back and placed his hands on the others face, Chan leaning into it while leaning up and forward to rest his forehead on Shawn’s, his own hands raising to rest on Shawn’s “Anything, Jagi.”

“Don’t stray away from me and the boys.”

—-

He regrets leaving them behind but he still texts them.

Eventually his makeup and stylist arrived and got him ready. They styled him with blues, whites, and a little black.

“Real quick, gotta tell you something.” His manager said while slowing them down on the way to the stage. “While you were getting ready, I managed to find their manager.” He was confused but the other kept going, “We got to talking and eventually that lead to us being on a call with Jyp along with the venue leader.” His eyes widen, mouth falling open slightly. “We talked about nothing bad, i promise. We discussed two things with him and the leader, one being about you and the boys, specifically Chan but all of them were-“ “Blue, you’re up now!!” Someone yelled and he panicked.

“W-what’s the second thing?” He tried to get the answer but he was being pulled away from his manager and over to the stage. “You’ll see!! Don’t worry!!”

He was confused on what that meant but proceeded up the stairs, got help with situating his mic pack, and mentally prepared himself since he’s performing this song as a solo for the first time since the promotions of it.

When the lights dimmed after he was announced, he walked to his place and got set.

The music started and he got lost in his own world. Doing the moves beautifully and smoothly while singing.

After a move of reaching towards the ceiling, preparing to sing the other part of the duet, he goes to turn back and was expecting to ghost a hand on a backup dancers face when he first saw the dancer not wearing the face piece he himself chose for the song.

Locking eyes with the dancer, his singing faulted slightly before his line was over and the other started singing his part.

He stood there, shocked about what was happening at the moment that he was almost late on his line. His brain caught up to him as he began singing again with the other. He tried to look away, tried to be professional, tried to get back to the dancing but not even Chan was pulling away, subtly leaning closer into the hand still hovering, Shawn immediately thumbing over Chan’s cheek. They just sang, in their own little bubble until it ended and clapping snapped him out of his trance.

He smiled and bowed with Chan before walking off stage with him.

They barely made it out of the way of the stage stairs before Shawn engulfed the other in a hug, arms tightly wrapped around the shorter as his face is in his shoulder. Chan accepting it immediately, wrapping his arms around Shawn’s neck and burying his face in the soloists neck.

They stood there together for a few minutes before Shawn’s manager cleared his throat. They pulled away but the soloist kept his arms around the other. “So you told him?” Chan’s manager asks, confusion taking over the silver headed male. “No, he was being pulled to stage before I could.” “W-Was this what you planned with the venue leader?” “Yeah. How’d you like it?” “I-I was shocked. M-Maybe cause i haven’t seen him in person for two years.”

“Glad to see you liked the surprise.” His manager said, pointing out the arms still wrapped around Chan making the other pull away from out of embarrassment.

“What was the other thing? With JYP?” “Well, His members, over the years, have noticed a bit of a drop in his personality since that day we talked to you two and they voiced they’re concerns. Your staff had also noticed a shift in you and told me about it.” He explained. “We’ve been talking about it since about two weeks after you two, uh, split up. We’ve been trying to find ways to still have you two be together seeing as both of you are apart of the others personality, each others other half, inspiration, all that.”

Chan’s manager then spoke. “We talked to Chan recently after, unfortunately, months and months of talking with JYP and figuring stuff out. After talking, Chan proposed to opening a spot in Stray Kids.” Shawn’s eyes widen as the pieces click. Shawn loves being a soloist but he’s also talked in the past about wanting to be in a group, to both Chan and his manager.

“R-Really?” Chan nods. “The boys miss you, I’d also love to have my boyfriend with me all the time.” The soloists breath hitched before turning to his manager. “But-“ “You’ll be integrated into a group known for a lot of physical affection and playful interactions. Fans will just think you’re being playful with Chan, only if you play along with the others to not make it suspicious.”

He nods excitedly with a smile. “Y-Yeah, of course.” “So, Do you want to be a Stray Kid?” Chan asked and Shawn turns towards him, taking the formers left hand into his right, his left hand raising to Chan’s face as he leans in, giving the other a heart fluttering kiss that felt like their first.

If they could stay like that for longer, they would. Chan missing the way the older held him gently but tightly like he might disappear and his soft but slight chapped lips from his bad habit of biting. Shawn missed holding the other along with his soft, full lips.

It was only half a minute before he pulled back and chuckled with a sigh.

“You’ll have a hyung in your group now.” Chan sighed dreamily as he leaned more into the other and giggled, a noise Shawn was happy to hear again.

“My only Hyung.”

BITE ME

I HAVE ENHYPEN BITE ME STUCK IN MY HEAD AND BIRTHED WAS THIS MADNESS I hope it’s okay 😅

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“If you’re going to save me, just come kiss me and bite me.”

Kai laughed at the male who was splayed out on the couch, Minho then groaned with a “Yah!” as Kai kept laughing at him.

“Hyung, I’m not doing that and even if I wanted to, it wouldn’t save you from boredom.” “But you said you’d save me.” “Minho, I’m not gonna kiss you!” “Fine. Are you done in there yet?”

Huffing with a smile and walking to the kitchen doorway, he now snickers, seeing the dancer now upside down on the couch.

“Why didn’t you go get food with the others? It would’ve been more entertaining then being with me while I write letters to my family.” “Why are you even writing letters?” “Traditional.” He says with a shrug. “My mom likes it and it’s better than sending a big paragraph to everyone about how I’m doing.”

Kai walks back into the kitchen and sits at the island where his letters sit slightly folded on top of one another. It almost looks like a students study area with all the letters Kai has written.

He’s writing the same paragraphs over again to his grandparents when his wrist is being grabbed and lifted.

Looking up with furrowed brows, the cotton candied male watches as his hyung, who isn’t usually up for skin ship, sits on his lap. Minho’s legs dangle at his hips and his arms wrap around Kai’s neck as the brunette buries his face in the crook of it.

“Uh, who are you and what did you do with my hyung?” “Your hyung…” Minho mumbled and squeezed his arms tighter around Kai. “M-Minho?” He gingerly wrapped his arms around him, worried about him but at the same time confused at the sudden affection.

“Say anything about this and you’ll go into the air fryer with Hyunjin-ah.” Kai snickered and went back to writing his letters.

Finishing his grandparents letters and moving to his last one for his brother and his family, Kai jumped when suddenly a spot on his neck burnt and his whole face began to heat up.

He shakily sat his pen down and wrapped his arm back around Minho who straightened his back and pulled himself closer to Kai. Kai cleared his throat softly before blinking and going to reach out for his pen again when this time instead of a burn, it was a sting followed by goosebumps.

“H-Hyung, what are you doing?” “…Attention…” “Then just ask, you don’t need to-“ He was cut off by himself when he bit his tongue to hold down a noise when Minho bit him and not just a bite and release

He bit…and sucked.

“Minho, W-What are you d-doing.” He asked below a whisper, wanting to move his hands but settles for gripping the males hoodie at his back instead.

“Isn’t it obvious?” He mutters lowly and moves behind Kai’s ear to bite again. “Bitte, Nein- No, Hyung…” Minho chuckles and backs away from the youngers neck to mutter into his ear. “Got you so flustered you can’t pick a language.” His chuckle turns into a laugh as he backs away completely and looks into Kai’s eyes. “You’ve got three, you can do it.”

“Why’d you do that?” They stared at each other for a moment, Kai waiting for an answer and Minho debating if he should do what he wants to do.

Let’s just say…Minho appreciates the younger. Other than Kai being like a cat, there was something Minho just couldn’t place what he liked about Kai so much that his appreciation got stronger.

He liked that Kai was introverted but on stage would confidently lift his shirt to show the abs Minho wishes he could touch more.

He liked how fluidly Kai would move while dancing, seemingly more interesting to watch than Hyunjin but they’re both nice to watch.

He liked how the younger can pull off any type of clothing, especially crop tops or baggy shirts. Hell, he can make sweat pants look fashionable when he did nothing.

He always chalked it up to liking him as a member of the group like the others but the thoughts and day dreams grew more and more lewd and at first he panicked, he wasn’t supposed to like Kai but whenever he tried to distance himself, he always went back to the male.

With a small amount of resistance, he hesitantly leaned forward and gently connected his lips to Kai’s. First emotion was shock; He didn’t move away.

He pushed closer, the kiss a bit firmer but no one moved. Minho’s eyes were closed but he didn’t know about Kai.

Kai was stunned, he didn’t know what the hell was going on but if he’s being honest…it’s not bad but he’s still conflicted.

He could feel Minho’s hands shaking at the back of his neck and Minho started backing away. “I-I’m sorry…” He was about to get up and run away when Kai’s hands finally moved to his waist, holding him.

They just looked at each other again. “I-I don’t want you to go…b-but I don’t know what to do…” “I didn’t mean to…” “You did nothing wrong…I-I’m just conflicted…”

They began whispering. Kai’s hands lightly grip his sides, his thumbs moving back and forth slightly, just fidgeting with his hoodie fabric.

“I-I can leave…you can finish your letters…” He started to leave again when Kai hesitantly moved forward and kissed him again. It was unsure and hesitant, Minho reached up to the back of his head and gently combed his fingers through the loose pink and blue curls before moving it to his jaw and his thumb rested on the others cheek.

Kai relaxed, the conflict dying down when he realized that it would be okay but it was still there but for another reason.

It wasn’t until he heard a small, barely audible whine, almost like a mewl, come from the brunette on his lap. It’s like the switch that’s been off for years was finally flipped and he experimentally bit his bottom lip, receiving a gasp from Minho.

Kai moved his hands slowly to hold the others hips, pulling Minho further up his lap and closer, Minho’s arms draped over Kai’s shoulders, elbows bent as he practically hugged Kai’s heads as he got impossibly closer.

Minho tilted his head to the right and subtly licked Kai’s bottom lip, wanting him to go further. Kai’s logical thinking was abandoned as he moved his hands to Minho’s thighs and squeezed, Minho hums softly, his own hand tangling and gripping slightly, only receiving a deep inhale.

Minho truthfully didn’t like that, he wanted to know what Kai sounded like, wanted to know what way Kai went.

Minho got his answer when Kai’s hands moved again to his ass and pulled his lower half closer with his hands in his back pockets.

Kai then licked Minho’s bottom lip, internally amused that the brunette immediately opened his mouth but Kai pulled back a millimeter, Minho huffing before Kai went back in and did it again, Minho letting him once again only for Kai to pull back again.

He huffs in annoyance, mixed with his pants to catch his breath. “Why…” He pouts, not really asking as he watches a sly grin take over Kai’s face. “You tease us…” Kai said at a soft tone, he voice somehow deeper. “…I think you should get some teasing in return, Mein Süßer.” “W-What does the mean?”

Kai moved to Minho’s ear, lightly nipping the area under it before saying in a soft voice, “It means my sweet one. You want to be Mein Süßer?” The older huffs out a whine as he buries his face in the crook of Kai’s neck, “No…” Kai chuckles, his hands moving back to Minho’s hips and squeezing. “Yeah you do, I know you do. Why else would you suddenly be on my lap, shaking with I’m gonna guess with want and desire…” He paused, looking down at his hands when he felt Minho jerk. “…and let me guess…”

He looked back up, moving back to whisper lowly in his ear.

“You want your dongsaeng to fuck you…don’t you, Hyung?”

To say the noise Minho let out wasn’t anything beyond lewd would be an understatement. Trying to move closer to Kai again, he unintentionally rubs against Kai, Minho gasping, flushing when he suddenly feels how big the younger male is.

Suddenly a commotion is heard at the front door and at first Minho whines, but then he jumps up and almost falls back into the kitchen island when he tripped over himself while getting off Kai who watched with a dazed and amused look in his green eyes, placing his hands on Minho’s waist to balance him before he ran into the living room and back to the couch.

He was in there long enough for Kai to stack his letter and envelopes before running back in, grabbing Kai’s wrist and yanking him into the room, sitting him on the couch before shoving him to lay down.

Kai laughs with a huff as Mino lays on top of him, sitting up for a quick moment to glare at him before laying back down as the door opens.

Kai watches as Minho moves his hand to be on his chest, close to his mouth as he pretends to be asleep. Chan was the first one to see them on the couch, everyone gathering in the Maknae’s dorm to eat together, and Kai had to physically stop himself from laughing at the switch from Minho.

One moment he’s looking at Kai with glossy eyes and lust then another moment he’s curled like a cat, trying to get away from the teasing by pretending to be asleep.

“What is happening and who is that?” “It’s Minho?” Kai asked in fake confusion to the male. “Yeah but he never does skinship, he’s cuddling with you nonetheless.”

“Shush, I’m enjoying the moment.” Kai says as he watches the others split up around him and the dancer, Jisung turning the tv on to a random channel as they all get their food. “You said you weren’t hungry but I still got you something.” Felix said as he placed a sandwich on the table near him then sat down in front of him.

He looked over when Minho moved his head to face the couch, laughing to himself when Minho opened his eyes and glared then closed them again. “What’s funny? Minho actually allowing you to hold him?”

He looked over to Hyunjin with a barely viable smirk. “Yeah. It’s true what fans say, he’s just like a cat. He’s cute and mischievous.” Hyunjin and some of the others laughed, Minho giving him a noise of what seemed like a whine and a groan and pinching him where his right hand laid.

Yeah…this is gonna be fun Kai thought to himself.

—- Extra

“Kai, you have a bruise on your neck.”

Damn it, Minho…

I was inspired by one of Stray Kids’ videos. This fic was started when the video first came out but I’m a sucky writer.

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Kai sat next to Minho during dinner and watched the others laugh and comment on their old performances.

Kai was looking around at all the members, fondly looking at all them and the nostalgia he could see in their eyes, before his gut churned and he looked back at the TV. The others had gone silent while watching a performance of “Levanter” and Kai suddenly felt out of place.

He watched as the others started talking about it again and decided to step out for a moment, thinking some air would stop the bubbles in his stomach. In the process of leaving while the others are watching the TV, he grabbed one of the small cameras and exits silently.

He sits next to the front door, his forearms resting on his knees as he turns the camera around in his hands, fidgeting with it as he thinks and takes deep breaths to try and untie the knot in his stomach and get rid of the tight feeling in his throat.

He flips it back to face him before turning it on. He honestly didn’t know what to say or if this would be in the video, it probably won’t be, (it was) but he at least wanted someone to know, why not let the editors be the first.

“Um, the guys are currently watching old performances…it was sweet seeing the look in their eyes watching themselves but as i kept watching, this feeling of…I don’t know…I just suddenly felt out of place. They didn’t see me leave…I don’t think I could face any of them at the moment…”

Meanwhile, in the house, Chan looks around and noticed he’s missing a kid. “Hey, did any of you notice Kaihyunnie leave?” They all shake their heads or make noises of denial.

Chan hums before going to the front door to see if he went outside, but before he reached the door, he realizes the door was open slightly.

“I never realized how sudden me being added to the group was. I’m thankful for Stay being so welcoming but they’ve done so much together and I’ve finally noticed that they’re brothers, they’re a family and I’m just a stranger…that’s how i feel anyway. I don’t really have anything in common with them and I’m too shy to talk with any of them to see if we do have something in common. Other than me being a foreigner like Lix and Chan-hyung and having a pet like Minho-hyung and Hyunjin…I just feel like an outsider…”

Chan thought he was on the phone with someone and decided to just silently step outside quietly. Kai jumped when he heard footsteps and turned the camera off, wiping his tear filled eyes then looking up at Chan. “Hey, what’s up?” Kai went to stand when Chan joined him on the ground.

“Hyung?” “We both have a brother and sister, We both have a dog, I can’t handle spicy so I give it to you, we’re both just grown children, Technically we both have curly hair, yes, we’re both foreigners, we both love hugs, we both like affection…”

Chan kept thinking of comparisons, pausing occasionally to think, even starting to list some that he had with the other members, and Kai released a breathy chuckle when he realized what was happening. He smiled at his hands before looking over to Chan who looked back with a smile, his dimples appearing and Kai couldn’t help but lift a hand and poke them, making the older male laugh.

Kai let his hand fall and moved his head to lean on the others shoulder. “Thank you, hyung…” He said softly into the dark that blanketed the sky, almost inaudible, as if he’s not wanting to ruin the soft moment between him and Chan, that was also the first time he’s call Chan ‘hyung’ directly to him. “You’re welcome, Hyunnie…” He replied with the same softness as he wrapped his left arm around Kai’s shoulders and pulled him closer, his right hand moving to grab Kai’s hand, hesitating before Kai grabbed his hand in return and held it tightly.

They sat like that for a little longer before Kai spoke up. “I’ve always been the older brother growing up, I never had anyone to ask for advice or just to talk…” He lifts his head to make eye contact with Chan. “It’s nice to have an older brother like you…” Chan pulled Kai into a hug, Kai having to place his right leg over Chan’s Left knee so it wasn’t an awkward angle, Chan’s left arm still around his shoulders and his right wrapping around his back.

Kai wrapped his left arm around Chan’s neck and the other wrapped around his back with his hand fisting the fabric on Chan’s shoulder. Their faces buried in one another’s shoulder as they hugged tightly. “That was my goal…” Kai lifted his head slightly. “What?” “My goal was to have you be comfortable around us.” “It might still take me a bit to get rid of the out of place feeling.” “That’s okay.” The Kai started chuckling and pulled back from the hug.

“I wonder how Minho-hyung would react if I finally called him ‘hyung’…” Kai smiled and Chan stood up with a smile. “C’mon, Let’s go find out.”