I Wrote A Letter To Namjoon Today.

I wrote a letter to Namjoon today.

I haven’t been doing well at all recently and I genuinely have nobody to talk to. Something in me told me to write letter to Namjoon, so I did. Maybe it’s because bts write so many letters to us. I decided to share with the class because…. I don’t really know why. I truly don’t even think anybody is gonna see this, but if you do and you ever feel down, try writing a letter to your idol or whoever. It helped me feel a bit better in the moment, it might help you too.

Anyways this is probably the cheesiest letter you’ve ever read, but I whole-heartedly stand by it 🙃

*my handwriting is kinda hard to read, I’ve been told😅*

“Dear Namjoon,

I just wanted to say that I’m so proud of you. I am so proud of you. You have genuinely grown as a person and I promise you, it doesn’t go unnoticed. Your passion overflows in everything you do. It doesn’t go unnoticed. I promise. You lead with your entire heart and inspire so many everyday. You write your lyrics with the deepest honesty. Your words are some of the most beautiful and sincere messages I’ve ever heard. Your mind is truly something out of this world. All of the light is followed by a shadow though and from your honesty, I understand that your thoughts and feelings aren’t that beautiful. That’s okay. Not everything can be good all the time. Thank you for having the courage to share something so vulnerable. You are so strong, Namjoon. Your are not alone and you help so many people to not feel so alone too. You are so loved and so incredible strong. You’re gonna be okay. There’s a lot of bad and people who will spend all of there energy trying to bring you down for their own satisfaction. They will try to make you feel less than what you are. It’s not true. You have defied so many odds and overcome so many challenges. I’m sure there’s many I don’t know about. Don’t let them or your thoughts belittle you. You deserve to be where you are. Your presence is absolutely beautiful and powerful and inspiring and you deserve to be here. Thank you so much. Thank you for working endlessly. Thank you for leading and caring for the members so well. Thank you for showing how to truly grow into a good person and for spreading your messages of encouragement, knowledge, and love. Thank you for your willingness to be vulnerable and open with your feelings. Thank you so much. I love you more than words can describe. I’ll always be with you and carry your courage with me wherever I go.

I purple you 💜”

I couldn’t figure out why #WeLoveYouYoongi was trending on Twitter. For context: I never go on Twitter. I’ve had it since 2017 and I’ve never tweeted anything, but somebody on weverse posted a picture of bts hashtags that were trending. After some exploring, Yoongi had his shoulder surgery a year ago today. He’s so strong and he’s come so far. I love him so much :]

I’m sorry, I think I’m a little confused 😅 If you don’t mind me asking, what’s been going on with the boys?

Well first of all, I overthink a lot so it’s probably not as bad as I think. Basically, since Joon’s birthday live, he’s expressed multiple times that he just hasn’t been doing the best mentally. I also know based on his lyrics and things he’s said in the past, his mental health is something that he’s always struggled with. I’m just worried about him is all, I don’t want him to fall too far, ya know. I think that if he’s been struggling there’s probably some other members that are too (this part is purely just my brain wondering). I know they also just really want to perform in front of army really bad too. Like the previous anon mentioned they are quiet busy rn and I know that. All that being said, I don’t want what they do to become a chore bc they are dealing with stuff. I just want them to be happy and satisfied with what they do.

Here’s a shrine for our strongest, bestest boy for a strong, quick and healthy recovery. Get well soon, Yoongi. 💜💜 feel free to add on.

My heart flutters every time I see a clip of the boys at the Harry Styles concert last night and that they were having the time of their lives. And they met Lizzo!!!! I’m not gonna try to explain how it makes me feel because I’m not good with words, but I’m just so glad that they’re here and living their best lives. I also really appreciate the fact that even tho they sat in the crowd (we stan humble kings) and there were a bunch of armys there, nobody was mobbed, everybody stayed in their place and just appreciated the presence in the room. Warms my heart 😊 I have this funny image in my head of them fighting to buy their tickets online, kinda like what army have to do to get their tickets. Idk what it’s like buying Harry Styles’ tickets (bc I’ve never been to any concert ever💀) but I have this image of them sitting in a room in the hybe building, impatiently waiting and getting antsy about it.

Hello,

I just wanted to apologize in advance. If I ever post anything that’s triggering or something that is just really personal and out-of-pocket, I apologize. I have posted some things in the past, but that was when I had like 2 followers and now I have a bit more. I usually write that type of stuff impulsively when I’m having a moment and post it impulsive and then end up deleting it. If I ever do that and you see it before I delete it, I’m sorry. I don’t want to be bothersome to anybody and I’m kinda worried I might say something.

That’s all I have to say. I know it’s kinda personal and not related to anything you probably want to see, but I felt that I had to say it.