Hello,

Hello,

I just wanted to apologize in advance. If I ever post anything that’s triggering or something that is just really personal and out-of-pocket, I apologize. I have posted some things in the past, but that was when I had like 2 followers and now I have a bit more. I usually write that type of stuff impulsively when I’m having a moment and post it impulsive and then end up deleting it. If I ever do that and you see it before I delete it, I’m sorry. I don’t want to be bothersome to anybody and I’m kinda worried I might say something.

That’s all I have to say. I know it’s kinda personal and not related to anything you probably want to see, but I felt that I had to say it.

Somebody asked, but I accidentally deleted the anon ☹️😤 I’m so sorry. Also my apologies for answering this so late.

Basically, they asked me what are the dramas that I’ve watched. Truth be told, I didn’t start watching dramas until this year, but I do have a list. I don’t exactly remember when I started watching them (I wanna say somewhere in May) but I don’t think I’ve watched a western-media show or movies this year. These are listed in the order I watched them and I’ve indicated their region and where I watched them.

I won’t be putting summaries or thoughts here because…. that wasn’t the question 😑 plus, I’m not the best at summaries. If you would like to know my thoughts on any of these though, don’t be afraid to ask 😊

The Untamed (Chinese) Netflix

Legend of Fei (Chinese) Viki

Kingdom (Korean) Netflix

Color Rush (Korean) Viki

Word of Honor (Chinese) Viki

Shadow (Chinese) Netflix

Heaven Official’s Blessing (Chinese) Netflix

Eternal Summer (Chinese) Netflix

The Rise of Phoenixes (Chinese) Netflix

The Yin Yang Master (Chinese) Netflix

Begin Again (Chinese) YouTube

Squid Game (Korean) Netflix

The King: Eternal Monarch (Korean) Netflix

The Guest (Korean) Netflix

I don’t know why I’m drawn more to Chinese dramas, but I am and most of these are actually historical dramas (I have many reasons why I’m drawn to these). Also, it doesn’t matter where the film or series is produced (western, asian, whatever) I usually travel between dramas based on similar actors. For example, Wang Yibo was in The Untamed and Legend of Fei. Gong Jun was in Word of Honor and Begin Again. Chen Kun was in The Rise of Phoenixes and The Yin Yang Master. I don’t always watch them right after one another, but I have a huge list of dramas I want to watch and many of them have actors that have been in dramas I’ve watched. Also, contrary to popular belief (especially bc of this list💀), I’m actually not a huge romance watcher, but I do think it has grown on me since I’ve gotten a bit older. 

I’m sorry if my blog is misleading at the moment. I did have an idea for what I wanted to so on here, but I’m kinda scared now. Anyways, I’ll get back to you on this topic. 

Hey,

Several people asked me to turn my anonymous jazz on. It should be on now, but let me know if it isn’t. The mobile app is kinda ass-backwards and difficult about some things.

If it is on, feel free to asks me or talk about anything. Don’t be scared to get anything off your chest. I want this to be a safe space and I’m more than willing to talk. If you just want to say something and for me not to reply or for me to reply privately, that’s completely fine too. It may take me a minute, but I’ll get to you. My only rule is to be respectful, but I hope that goes without saying.

Sorry, it took me a few days to change my settings. I don’t have my tumblr notifications on, so it took me a minute to realize that people asked me for that.

Anyways, have a good day and take care of yourselves ❤️

My heart flutters every time I see a clip of the boys at the Harry Styles concert last night and that they were having the time of their lives. And they met Lizzo!!!! I’m not gonna try to explain how it makes me feel because I’m not good with words, but I’m just so glad that they’re here and living their best lives. I also really appreciate the fact that even tho they sat in the crowd (we stan humble kings) and there were a bunch of armys there, nobody was mobbed, everybody stayed in their place and just appreciated the presence in the room. Warms my heart 😊 I have this funny image in my head of them fighting to buy their tickets online, kinda like what army have to do to get their tickets. Idk what it’s like buying Harry Styles’ tickets (bc I’ve never been to any concert ever💀) but I have this image of them sitting in a room in the hybe building, impatiently waiting and getting antsy about it.

I’m sorry, I think I’m a little confused 😅 If you don’t mind me asking, what’s been going on with the boys?

Well first of all, I overthink a lot so it’s probably not as bad as I think. Basically, since Joon’s birthday live, he’s expressed multiple times that he just hasn’t been doing the best mentally. I also know based on his lyrics and things he’s said in the past, his mental health is something that he’s always struggled with. I’m just worried about him is all, I don’t want him to fall too far, ya know. I think that if he’s been struggling there’s probably some other members that are too (this part is purely just my brain wondering). I know they also just really want to perform in front of army really bad too. Like the previous anon mentioned they are quiet busy rn and I know that. All that being said, I don’t want what they do to become a chore bc they are dealing with stuff. I just want them to be happy and satisfied with what they do.

Here’s a shrine for our strongest, bestest boy for a strong, quick and healthy recovery. Get well soon, Yoongi. 💜💜 feel free to add on.