Today Was My 1 Year Army Anniversary

Today was my 1 year Army Anniversary

I did in fact listen to all 10 hours of BTS’ main discography minus the skits, I Need You EDM remix, and On ft Sia

Hi, same person from earlier. 10 years! That’s crazy. I’ve only been doing this for 3 years and I got into it because of high school dance team. I haven’t done nearly as many styles either, I’ve mostly only done jazz. If you don’t mind me asking, what injuries do you have? You don’t have to answer in detail or anything like that. You don’t have to answer at all if you don’t want to. I haven’t been doing it nearly as long as you, but I also love it a lot. You’re super nice to talk to, also. 😄

This entire post is really over-explained, I apologize.

Hello, again 🙂 First off all, you’re also super nice to talk too. I talk to people here and there, but not that much so thank you for the compliment and conversation. I think I’m over sharing a bit, but once I get started about dance, I can’t stop 🤪

I did dance team my freshmen year, but there was a lot of drama on my team, one of the juniors, who would become a senior (in charge of the team) didn’t like me at all, and I was having a hard time in my life, so I only did it for one year. Dance team is a really good place to get started tho really, if you do think you want to do more in the future.

I’m sure this probably isn’t what you meant, but don’t let mine or anybody else’s # of years or styles intimidate you. Does learning a lot of styles and doing it for a while help you to improve certain aspects of your dancing? Yes. But none of it determines what kind of dancer you are. It’s all about your confidence in yourself and what you feel you need and want for your own dancing. How driven and passionate you are. I just didn’t want you to feel insecure or anything 😅

Lastly, I don’t mind talking about my injuries, it’s just that they’re kinda intense and I sound like a crumpled piece of paper. Bare with me here 😅 Basically, they’re mostly from my body overcompensating for another injury and that made everything worse. I also wasn’t really taking care of myself like I should’ve been so that’s part of the problem as well.

First, sophomore year, I developed shin splints and I got a stress fracture in my left foot ☹️

My junior year was kinda weird because of the lockdown, but before it happened, I got tendinitis (severe inflammation) in my Achilles’ tendons (behind the ankles) and my quadriceps tendons (right above the knees) 😔

My last major issue is kinda tricky bc it was kind of a pre-existing injury before I even started dance. My hips were both dislocated when I was born and they were put in place through a clinical trial so I didn’t have to get invasive surgery as an infant bc there was a chance I wouldn’t have been able to walk at all. It worked 😀 but I have permanent hip dysplasia (hips not set properly in their sockets) 😩 They’ve always have kinda been an issue but like I said it’s tricky. Hip dysplasia causes a lot of other issues on it’s own and I was dancing very intensely on top of that, so….

I also have exercise-induced asthma 😃 it happens in elite athletes, not sure why. I don’t have asthma, I’ve never had asthma, but intense exercise causes asthma like symptoms 🤨

Like I said, I sound like a crumpled piece of paper 🤡 😅 my shins, tendons, and hips are inflamed all the time because they’re all injuries that can take a really long time to heal to the point of not being painful. Shin splints never go away they just stop hurting after a while 🤨

I hope I don’t scare you or worry you with these. A lot of people go through dance just fine and are banged up here and there. Nobody will tell you this and some people will argue, but dance is one of the hardest sports on your body. There are a lot of preventive measures to stop injuries and there are a lot of way to take care of them after you do have them. But DO NOT overwork yourself bc it can lead to injury and make them worse. If something feels off and not quite right, there’s probably something wrong. That’s just the way the sport is.

I hope you have fun and I hope that dance brings you much joy in the future. Thank you again for the conversation bc I myself am a dance fanatic 😏

I’m high rn buts that’s okay because I think I’m going to make kimbap for lunch tomorrow. It’s spring break so my brother is home and I’ll have to make some for him too but that’s okay. But I also really like bibimbap and ramen with an egg 😤😤 I love cooking and I love food 😤✨ I’m not a picker eater at all unless it’s spicy, I love foods so much. Fresh foods or from scratch is the best. I’m going to make meat buns tomorrow for my family’s dinner and I make the dough and it’s so soft and good

Bro…. spam 😤 I love

It’s time for us to return the favor so our sunshine has plenty of sunshine. Get well soon, Hobi 💜💜

Hey,

Sorry I’ve been gone for a couple days. I’ve received some mean anonymous chats and I was going to talk about it, but I don’t think it’s fair to bring that here. Anyways, I just needed to step away for a second, but now I’m back 🙂

~ On Another Note~ I was kinda planning to grow a little garden this year. I’ve always had one and I love growing plants so I have some things lined up. I know this is technically a BTS account, but would anybody be interested in seeing gardening updates and such? I thought about making another blog for it but I don’t really want to do that and I just thought it would be cute to give little updates here. Please let me know if you’re interested in that 😊

That’s all I have for now. I’ll be around more, sorry I was gone again. Please take care and let’s be happy 💜 Spring is about to be in full bloom 🌹🌷

Some TWs for mentions of meds and indirect mentions of covid

Hey,

First off, I know I don’t have much of a following here, but for those that are still here, I’m still here too. I apologize for my absence for over a month now, 2022 has been very rocky on this end.

I hope I don’t come off as pretentious because I’m certainly not the only one that’s been going through it.

I am also aware of the events happening in Europe right now and I hope I don’t come off as insensitive now or at any point in the future. I never thought I’d see the day when a war broke out, but I also don’t know what I was expecting. I hope this entire post doesn’t come off as insensitive.

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I started taking a new medication mid-January and, whether you have or haven’t been through that process, it’s a process. It actually just got changed again the other day so I’m back at it, but it’s going a bit better this time. (I say very lightly, it’s only been 3 days). It took a lot out of me the first time and I was not feeling well at all. But I am a bit better now. If you’re going through the same thing right now, stay strong and stick with it. It’s for the greater good.

Everything that happened with Jimin and then Taehyung, hit kinda hard. For a very long time I was just sitting with this feeling of “it’s only a matter of time before something serious happens to them.” Sure enough, Christmas rolled around and boom, 3 members down. Then Jimin had a very unexpected double whammy and that was scary. Coincidently, I still had that “matter of time” feeling (it’s very overwhelming) and for some reason, I kept thinking something was going to happen to Taehyung. Sure enough, you know the rest of the story. It all hit really hard. I know I’m not that only one in that either though. I’m glad the boys are all very strong and healthy. I’m glad to be seeing them back in the studio and back with each and I believe all the members heal each other in some way.

On a happier note, I made it to my birthday. I’m 19!!!! My birthday was February 15th and I had actually planned to make a little comeback and give you an update then, but unfortunately, Tae tested positive that day. I didn’t want to come off as insensitive about the situation, so I didn’t post anything. Idk, it just didn’t feel right to. I tried not to let it get me down though and it was a pretty good day. I waited to write this until we got the word that he was alright. So…. Yay!!!! My birthday and Taehyung is okay!!!!

Happy birthday Hobi!!! 🎉💜🥳

The vlives have been fun 😊

Holy shit!!!!! BTS coming to Las Vegas!!!!!! Good for them. Manifesting good health for the rest of 2022. Also can we talk about the fact that BTS are filling up 2 stadiums at a time. One with the actual concert and a live-streamed concert?!!!!!! Truly the greatest.

Anyways, those are the main things that have been going on with me for the past month. Sorry, again about the absence. I feel guilty for the people I interact with bc y’all need support too. Hopefully, things will get better and I’ll try my best to be here more often.

Let’s be happy and try to find the light. It’s not easy, but it’s always there and you deserve to find it.