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Some TWs for mentions of meds and indirect mentions of covid

Hey,

First off, I know I don’t have much of a following here, but for those that are still here, I’m still here too. I apologize for my absence for over a month now, 2022 has been very rocky on this end.

I hope I don’t come off as pretentious because I’m certainly not the only one that’s been going through it.

I am also aware of the events happening in Europe right now and I hope I don’t come off as insensitive now or at any point in the future. I never thought I’d see the day when a war broke out, but I also don’t know what I was expecting. I hope this entire post doesn’t come off as insensitive.

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I started taking a new medication mid-January and, whether you have or haven’t been through that process, it’s a process. It actually just got changed again the other day so I’m back at it, but it’s going a bit better this time. (I say very lightly, it’s only been 3 days). It took a lot out of me the first time and I was not feeling well at all. But I am a bit better now. If you’re going through the same thing right now, stay strong and stick with it. It’s for the greater good.

Everything that happened with Jimin and then Taehyung, hit kinda hard. For a very long time I was just sitting with this feeling of “it’s only a matter of time before something serious happens to them.” Sure enough, Christmas rolled around and boom, 3 members down. Then Jimin had a very unexpected double whammy and that was scary. Coincidently, I still had that “matter of time” feeling (it’s very overwhelming) and for some reason, I kept thinking something was going to happen to Taehyung. Sure enough, you know the rest of the story. It all hit really hard. I know I’m not that only one in that either though. I’m glad the boys are all very strong and healthy. I’m glad to be seeing them back in the studio and back with each and I believe all the members heal each other in some way.

On a happier note, I made it to my birthday. I’m 19!!!! My birthday was February 15th and I had actually planned to make a little comeback and give you an update then, but unfortunately, Tae tested positive that day. I didn’t want to come off as insensitive about the situation, so I didn’t post anything. Idk, it just didn’t feel right to. I tried not to let it get me down though and it was a pretty good day. I waited to write this until we got the word that he was alright. So…. Yay!!!! My birthday and Taehyung is okay!!!!

Happy birthday Hobi!!! 🎉💜🥳

The vlives have been fun 😊

Holy shit!!!!! BTS coming to Las Vegas!!!!!! Good for them. Manifesting good health for the rest of 2022. Also can we talk about the fact that BTS are filling up 2 stadiums at a time. One with the actual concert and a live-streamed concert?!!!!!! Truly the greatest.

Anyways, those are the main things that have been going on with me for the past month. Sorry, again about the absence. I feel guilty for the people I interact with bc y’all need support too. Hopefully, things will get better and I’ll try my best to be here more often.

Let’s be happy and try to find the light. It’s not easy, but it’s always there and you deserve to find it.

Today was my 1 year Army Anniversary

I did in fact listen to all 10 hours of BTS’ main discography minus the skits, I Need You EDM remix, and On ft Sia

I come to you with my first gardening update!!!!

I planted my non-root seeds on Thursday March 24th

I planted them in a peat moss, compost, soil mixture (if you know anything about gardening, most people don’t recommend you plant seeds in this kind of mixture. But at the same time it’s a seed so it really doesn’t matter as long as it’s moist and not drowning) I had to soak the hot pepper seeds, that’s why there’s a bowl of water. I also plan on planting carrots, radishes, strawberries, onions and a tomato plant. The Farmer’s Almanac recommends that things should be planted outside between mid-April and mid-May, in my area. So it’ll still be a while before I plant the root produce.

This morning when I checked my seedlings I found this.

🤩 A Bok Choy sprout 🤩

Bok Choy has the shortest germination time of all my seeds I’ve planted so far. There’s actually a few other sprouts too, but this one is the biggest.

I’ll be back when more exciting things happen.

Bro…

I just rewatched the 3J Butter Thee Remix dance break choreo… that shit is so fucking fast. I learned all of that choreo right after it came out and it took me a minute, but watching it and learning it, I didn’t think it was that fast. Rewatching it after months of not watching and doing it… I don’t remember it being that fast 😳

Even if you didn’t learn the choreo, rewatch that video and you’ll see what I mean.

I just bought the 2021 festa calendar a few days ago. When the preorder and festa happened, I was finishing school and dance, so merch collecting wasn’t on my priority list until later in the year. My last dance recital was literally on the day of Sowoozoo. Anyways, I’ve sense realized that it would be very meaningful for me to have the festa calendar since it was my first one to celebrate. So I bought it. My plan is to start collecting albums now, but my goal is to not buy anything else until after I receive my 2022 seasons greetings. If it has a bunch of shipping delays, I’ll have to regroup, but that’s my goal.

I’ll let you know if my will is weak in the eyes of temptation