Rare Vent Post On This Account...

Rare vent post on this account...

I don't normally vent on this account, but I had reality set in, and I just realized how fucking bad my situation is. Due to financial issues, my mother and I are currently living with my grandmother. Both of them are horrifically transphobic, which has made every day a living nightmare. My mother knows about my identity but refuses to acknowledge it, instead choosing to go down the detransition rabbit hole and try to guilt-trip me into not being the real me. My grandmother doesn't know, and honestly that's probably for the best. I'm going to try to set up some kind of intervention for my mother with my therapist because I don't know if she realizes how much suffering she's putting me through and that what she's doing is not normal. I'm going to try to set that up for tomorrow. I'll have my phone on me, recording the audio so that if she decides to say something overtly transphobic I can actually have evidence to give to social services. Then again, I don't know if social services would actually do anything, considering they did nothing last time. Currently, I don't have a source of income, so affording an apartment is out of the question. And living with anyone else in my family would lead to more transphobia and pain. If I knew I could get away with it, I'd kill my mother and grandmother in cold blood and run away. I want to feel safe in my own skin. It feels like everything around me is slowly falling apart, and I'm helpless to stop it.

Let's start over, shall we?

My name is Julia, I am an amateur game developer who has yet to actually create a full game. But that will change.

Fear and Hunger in Las Vegas

IDK lol

Here's this two-headed freak, I designed for a game I'm working on.

The Guardian

Is this anything?