kaiyodei - i don't know what is going on here
i don't know what is going on here

i don't know. 99.9% womany, myrsexual myrromantic fictosexual. is this where I list all my medical and mental health problems? I wish I could be a hot mess, but I'm only a mess

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Gottcha. Trying To Grab This Guy, Screenshot My Phone

Gottcha. Trying To Grab This Guy, Screenshot My Phone

Gottcha. trying to grab this guy, screenshot my phone


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1 year ago

just how common and possible is it, for someone to talk to other's bond? it makes things sound more real, and not anything else, or some special skill, like being a braggard of an angel or animal communicator. to hope for honest parties to play message relay or "be my translator"

This is a highly debated subject in the community, but our stance on this blog is generally neutral but cautious.

While we have seen others who seem to do this fine and it is theoretically possible, it is a very risky thing to get involved in because it is one of the go to things that liars and manipulators will use.

If your communication isn’t good though, I would highly recommend against doing this. The best way to tell if someone is lying is to check in with your soulbonds and ask them what is actually going on. This way someone can’t say “Your soulbond said __” when they actually didn’t.

If you really do want to do this, you need to work on somehow improving communication before you can even consider this an option. Otherwise you are making yourself and your soulbonds an easy target for very bad things.

1 year ago

anxiety

after the hearbreak and shock of elfwood and it’s subsets being gone, and the fact I would never be able to retreive my infomation, I got in a bad mood. then fb althrotham changed, then I just see the dead people on my fb contacts. then cascading of meories, guild, regret, deviant art being unpalateable, memories, the fact I’ve wasted my life fighting on the internet, flyby posts, lack of the community I had decades ago. more sad, more anxeity. my past ruining any futrue. the fact I need an audiance, attintion,. historic tendeancies.

i wasted my life.

without the internet. and the illusion of being in contact with the world. what am I?

I can’t be alone.

I need the world to know my every little thought.

I am immature. I read old emails. and it’s crushing. I have not changed. I have not changed for the good.

I am alone.

oh my god this is suffering.

i can’t. 

even going back to zelda classic gives me an anxeity

i can’t enjoy.

just panic.

without the drama what am I?

without constant interaction. what am I?

anxeity. fear, my secret pubic on line life is going to get me. was this a mistake going back to 1997? was the internet a mistake?

I’m not networking for good

I’m not fowarding my art.

I’m not ........i’m just old and bitchy. hateful. envious. 

I am missing the days. nostaliga won’t fix this. it will make it worse.

i am in shock. grief. terror.

maybe dropping from 200 to 100 mg of lamictal did not help. 

now every little thing is bothering me. 

seperation anxiety from my entertainment. my scrolling on fb and quora. it is differnt. it was my interaction. and yet it is so impersonal. there are no friends on quora. and nobody i reach out to on facebook. is this an end of an era?

without it what am I?

i can’t appologise to the friend I was so jelious of , because she is dead


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1 year ago
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1 year ago

praw stories

I thought tumblr made it aginst the rules to show porn.

and why are the only people following me, smut tumblrs? it’s disheartening. 


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1 year ago

aurg

there is something seriously wrong with me, if I was thinking about what I was thinking about trying to figure out this puzzle in tears of the kingdom. this is where I self diagnose with somehting serious?


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