Meaningless

Meaningless

I had changed. I was no longer the person you met. I had changed, and I did not know why. I hated what that change was doing to you. I needed to find my former self. I needed to be alone, completely alone. I needed to bury the quarrelsome person I was becoming, and I needed to protect you from it. So I let go of you.

Now, years later, I am who I was. The quarrelsome agitation is gone. But it is meaningless without you.

2024/03/07

Carrying Burden

Leaving you was a mistake. A regret I will carry to my grave.

Between now and then, I have to find a way to live.

2024/03/12

Self-Medicating

Lonely lust – easily scratched.

Lonely love – create dreams.

Lonely lost love – no cure.

2024/03/30

The Greatest Hurt

I know I destroyed the love. It is a shame that also broke the friendship.

2024/03/13

I'm Sorry

I apologize for having grown indifferent, And for not acknowledging your pleas.

I repent the times I ignored your advances, And for not flirting with you more often.

I regret the times I didn’t touch you, And for the time I touched you wrongly.

I am sorry for every wrong I inflicted.

2024/03/25

Feelings

It isn't about how he or she looks, or even what they do. It is the mood they create.