You Know Once Upon A Time I Was Just Chillin In The Brony Community When One Day I Saw One Of My Favorite

You know once upon a time I was just chillin in the brony community when one day I saw one of my favorite pony artists had made a song about some deer guy named Alastor, next thing I knew I was invested in RadioDust, screaming at the Angel x Vaggie shippers, crying along with Blitzo during his breakdown, and watching Harley Quinn walking into an orgy; what the fuck has my life become?!?!

To the girl I once loved:

You made my heart float above the highest trees,

Your laughter was more beautiful than the heavenly chorus,

Your eyes shine like the sun itself,

You never let anything bring you down, and you inspired me to do the same,

You may not be beautiful by the world’s standards but you’re beautiful to me,

You taught me what the feeling of truly loving someone is like,

You learned I was trans and you embraced it,

I loved you so, so much, but you didn’t love me back;

You forced me to leave how to mend a broken heart,

For you left mine in pieces and kicked me aside,

You couldn’t accept that I loved someone like you,

You learned I loved you and you left me,

I miss you each and every day,

I know you could never love someone like me,

Someone who wasn’t born a male,

But I will always love you!

Yeah, no. I wasn’t groomed, that’s not an actual thing. I was manipulated by the christian church into thinking that there was something wrong with my own feelings and emotions to a point that gave me anxiety about my value as a person, but the MLP community if anything never talked about queer issues, it was just a wholesome place that I used as an escapism from those anxieties that the Baptist community gave me

I just realized there’s a correlation between Discord fans from MLP and non-binary pride, and now I am sitting alone in my room on the verge of tears because I never knew, and if a younger me had looked just a little deeper, I may have been introduced to the concept from this community, and I may have found the words to express myself years ago, but instead I sat in silence not fully able to express the way I felt about myself

Anyone else look at Tumblr for years now and never go on Twitter cause you knew it was cursed, but then you learn about the Muskpocalipse and you make an account so you can track all the chaos easier? Just me, okay then

You know as an agender person sometimes I really wonder what it feels like to have a gender, like I have dysphoria, but I don’t feel like a big or a girl, I don’t feel in between either, so sometimes the concept of actually having a gender feels like some fantasy concept, like some bizarre fiction

I decided to make a persona for Helluva Boss, this is my dude Kesp: