Rainy Day(B-Joo-TOPP DOGG)

Rainy Day(B-Joo-TOPP DOGG)

~Love is always like a monsoon that comes and goes, it stays for a while and leaves to someplace else. Sweet rain falls for a moment and stops~

You stared out the window, watching as the droplets of rain slid down the glass pane and fell onto the ground. Distantly you heard your phone ring but ignored it, not wanting to move from your spot and not wanting to talk to anyone. You continued to stare out the window and watch the rain fall, much like how yours tears were falling down your cheeks. Sighing, you wiped your cheeks dry yet again then groaned in frustration as more fell.

"I knew you wouldn't answer." You jumped and turned around to see your best friend, Shin Jiho standing in the doorway. Or, as he's also known as Xero. He smile fell when he saw your wet cheeks and puffy red eyes, kneeling in front of you and grabbing your hands.

You didn't pull away but you turned your head, not wanting him to see you crying and then tell the others. "What are you doing here?"

~The sun has gotten too long, I pray that rain falls on this dry city. The only way I can feel you is the rain that drenches me~

"Where else am I supposed to be when my best friend is crying?" He pulled me up then sat down where I was preciously, then he pulled me onto his lap and layed my head on his chest. "It's okay. I'm here now, you're not alone."

The tears started to fall faster as you let yourself feel the grief and pain, finally wanting to cry since you weren't alone. This is why you loved Jiho, ever since you guys had become close friends when you were kids he was always there for you no matter what.

After a little while, the tears finally seemed to stop and you felt like your chest was lighter. Like a burden was taken away from you, leaving you to feel more at peace. Of course, you didn't think you could ever truly feel better ever since you lost him. You didn't even want to think about that night, the night where everything that was so right went so wrong so quickly.

~Every day, every night, in my eyes rain still falls. I wish this rain was a light shower, but it feels like a long monsoon. Why is that?~

"The guys are worried about you," Xero muttered into your hair while rubbing your back. "You want to go see them?"

You kept looking down listening to his heartbeat that was steady, slowly calming down more and more until you were able to breathe regularly. "I don't think seeing them would be be-"

"You know they don't blame you, right? It wasn't your fault y/n, don't you see that?" He grabbed your chin and made you look up at him, his eyes showing honesty and hurt. "None of us blame you, it was an accident. And if he was here, he wouldn't blame you either so you shouldn't blame yourself."

"I was driving the car Jiho, I could have prevented that wreck! I should have died instead of Byungjoo!"

~It feels like you'll come from somewhere. Will you fall like a rain shower? That's just my hopes, it's too late~

Tears welled up in your eyes again and you stood up, angered. Jiho stood up right behind you and grabbed onto your shoulders, making you look into his eyes. "It wasn't your fault, y/n! Stop blaming yourself. Byungjoo wouldn't want you to be like this! If he saw you like this, wanting to be dead, how do you think he'd feel? Huh?"

"It doesn't matter does it?" You said as you stared at him blankly. "He isn't here anymore."

You knocked Jiho's arms off your shoulders and ran into your bathroom, making sure to lock the door behind you. You heard Jiho pounding on the door, trying to reason with you and get you out so you wouldn't be alone. Blocking everything out you slid down the wall and onto the floor, pulling your knees to your chest and silently crying. The banging had stopped and so had the shouting, making you pick up your head and place your chin on your arms.

It doesn't matter does it? He isn't here anymore, "And it's all my fault." You whispered to yourself as you closed your eyes.

~When rain falls on my lips it feels like I can touch you, feels like I can catch you. The rain resembles you~

flashback

"Yah, jagi! Come here, quickly!"

You rushed downstairs, worried that something had happened. "What is it Byungjoo?"

You saw him standing in the doorway with the door wide open as he pointed out to the sky. "It's raining!!"

Staring blankly at him you tried to understand what it was that he was so excited about. "Uh huh, shut the door and come in or you'll catch a cold."

You turned and started to walk back upstairs to finish your work when you felt a hand on your arm, stopping you and turning you around to face a smiling Byunjoo. "Come on." He said simply making you look at him with confusion.

"Huh?"

"Come on!" He said, starting to pull you out of the house and out into the rain.

~The sunlight has gotten wet, I hate the rain so much. I try to forget you but you keep falling, stop it~

"B-Joo! What are you doing?! We're getting soaked, and I'm not even wearing shoes."

"So?!" You could barely hear him over the sound of the rain falling hard onto the ground.

"We're going to get sick!"

"So? That's why we have each other right? To be there for one another? Come on baby, live a little! Have some fun," he told you as he jumped into a puddle and made sure to splash you.

You shrieked and jumped back then stared at him, "What the hell B-Joo?!"

He laughed and grabbed your hand, twirling you around and then pulling you towards him and starting to dance. You tried to hold your laughter in, not wanting him to win, but eventually you couldn't hold it in anymore and started to laugh as he spun you around. He pulled you to a stop, you pressed against his chest and looking up into his eyes.

"I love you, jagi." He said before he leaned down and kissed you, making this a night you would never forget.

~It's like this every day after you left. All day, rainy day. It's because it's raining~

~~

"Are you serious? I've been busting my butt working to help pay the frikin bills, and I'm tired. I told you I didn't want to go to that thing tonight!!" Byungjoo shouted at you as he stood in the middle of the room.

"You don't think I'm tired? I've been working too, Byungjoo! It's not just you trying to pay bills, and we promised my parents that we'd go tonight over three months ago! You're going to break your promise just because you're tired one night? Is that how little my family and I mean to you?!"

He shook his head and looked away from me, "I don't know why I ever married you." Your eyes widened and he turned, stomping into the bathroom to change.

You hurriedly wiped your eyes and headed downstairs to get your keys and bag in order. You glanced upstairs , listening as you heard him turn the shower on and then started to silently let the tears fall. Lately, your marriage hadn't been going so well due to the fact that you both always had insane work hours and when you finally were together you both were either too tired or didn't feel like doing anything. But to hear him say that, it really hurt you.

~Coming from a long way it was so hard for us to meet, but breaking up was so easy. Each of us had different ways of hurting, it was just the difference of weight. We're strangers now, it's over now~

The silence in the car was becoming unbearable as you drove to your parents house, Byungjoo sitting beside and glaring out the window at the rain. You sighed quietly as you focused your attention back on the road, not realizing that there were tears falling down your cheeks. Neither of you said anything, you too scared to break the tension more so than not wanting to speak. It had started to rain harder and between your eyes being blurry from your tears and the rain hitting the windshield, it was getting harder to see the road.

You felt the car hit a puddle and swerve slightly, making you shriek and grab tightly onto the wheel. "God, can't you even drive?!" Byungjoo stopped short when he saw how you looked. Your eyes were red now from the tears, your cheeks had tear streaks, and you were shaking. He felt his heart break, realizing it was his fault you were like this and wanting to take everything he said back.

He hadn't meant any of it, he loved you more than anything in the world but he was just too tired. He noticed that you had bags under your eyes from sleep deprivation, and felt even worse knowing that you had in fact been having a rough time as well. He reached over and tried to grab your hand, failing when you hit his hand away and grabbed the steering wheel tighter.

~Every day every night, it's useless. The weather said it'd be different today but it was wrong. Look at my head, drenched with your thoughts. Are you with someone else, somewhere?~

"Jagi," he said softly to try to calm you down. "Hey, jagi I'm sorry. Here, pull over and I'll drive okay?"

You ignored him and continued to keep your attention on the road, frustratingly wiping your tears as you tried to see better. Byungjoo grabbed your hand successfully this time and pulled it up to his face, kissing the back of your hand and gently squeezing it.

"I'm sorry, jagi."

"How could you say that?" You said through new tears, not looking at him.

He closed his eyes, his heart breaking even more when he heard your hoarse voice. "I didn't mean it baby. I was tired and aggravated. Not once have I wished that we weren't married, and not once have I regretted marrying you! That was the best decision I have ever made, and I'm so sorry that I've hurt you."

~It feels like you'll come from somewhere. Will you fall like a rain shower? That's just my hopes, it's too late~

You stayed quiet, wanting to forgive him but not really sure if he was telling the truth. You loved him, of course you did, but his words had really hurt you and you weren't sure if he was telling the truth or just saying this cause he felt guilty.

"Baby, please pull over so we can talk. I don't want you driving when you're upset."

You sighed and turned on your turning signal, checking you mirrors and over you shoulder more than once before pulling onto the shoulder. After the car was off Byungjoo unbuckled his seat belt and grabbed your face, pulling you into a kiss that showed you how sorry he was. He pulled back slightly, pushing a strand of hair back as he smiled at you and studied your face.

"God, you're so beautiful. I don't think I have ever seen anyone as beautiful as you." You blushed and hid your smile as you playfully pushed him away.

"Shut up, sweet words won't get you forgiven this time."

~When rain falls on my lips it feels like I can touch you, feels like I can catch you. The rain resembles you.The sunlight has gotten wet, I hate the rain so much. I try to forget you but you keep falling, stop it. It's like this every day after you left. All day, rainy day. It's because it's raining~

"No? Hmm," he smiled widely and layed his chin in his palm. "What if we go out in the rain and dance like we did three years ago."

Your eyes widened and you quickly looked over to him. "You still remember that?"

"Of course I remember that, we were sick for a week after that." He laughed loudly, making you chuckle and play with your hands. "That's not why I remember it though." You looked over at him confused and saw him staring at you, serious and smiling softly. "I remember that you looked so beautiful with that rain falling down around you. I remember how alive you looked as you twirled around, your hair hitting your face but you didn't care. You just kept smiling and laughing, you looked so beautiful that night, and it made me realize just how lucky I was to have you in my life."

He wiped the tears away that had fallen while you listened to him, falling in love with him all over again. "Okay," you mumbled, "Maybe sweet words will get you forgiven."

He chuckled and leaned over, kissing you once again as you smiled and forgave him. "Okay, okay." You chuckled as you pulled back, motioning for him to put his seat belt on. Once he did, you turned your turning signal on once again and made a quick u-turn once the road was clear.

~After the rain stops maybe you're sorry, maybe. It feels like you're going to come back. Always at that place, on this street we met for the first time, just come back to me~

He looked over to you confused when you did and asked, "Wait a second. Where are we going? I thought we had to get to your parents?"

You smirked over at him. "I'll just tell them you caught the flu."

His eyes widened as he watched you with shock, "You'd lie to your parents?"

You laughed and patted his hand, "Oh please. It's not like you wanted to go anyways."

"I would've gone for you, I'd go anywhere for you."

You looked over to him out of the corner of your eyes, not understanding how someone so amazing could exist. God, you loved him so much and you smiled and he grabbed your hand. The one second you looked over to him, you saw his eyes widen and he started to shout. "Y/n, watch out!"

You quickly turned your head back to the road and saw a truck in your lane, heading towards you. Turning the wheel you tried to get out of the way, not making it sadly as the truck slammed into the side of your car and made it flip. Byungjo reached out and grabbed your hand, squeezing tight as he screamed for you to hold on.

~When rain falls on my lips it feels like I can touch you, feels like I can catch you. The rain resembles you~

flashback ended

You wiped your eyes as you recalled the last time you saw him, panic on his face as he pointed out the truck that had been the cause of Byungjoo's death. You knew it wasn't your fault, it was an accident but you couldn't help but blame yourself. It had been almost half a year since that dreaded accident, but the scar was still fresh and every time someone brought it up it just got deeper and deeper.

You felt a blanket being wrapped around your frame, making you look up and see Jiho sitting on the floor beside you with his arm now around your shoulders pulling you towards him. He didn't say anything, just kept his arm around you as you two sat in the silence and thought about Byunjoo. All the good times you all have had played through your mind, making you faintly smile and lay your head on Jiho's shoulder.

"I'm sorry," you whispered into the air quietly to Byungjoo. Jiho said nothing, just tightened his grip on your shoulder. You both turned your heads towards the bathroom window when you heard everything go silent. Standing, you walked to the window and saw that the rain and clouds had disappeared letting the sunlight shine through the window and warm your figure.

"Lookie there," Jiho said over your shoulder as he too looked outside. "I told you he doesn't blame you."

You smiled and layed your palm flat on the now warming glass, closing your eyes and letting out a breath you hadn't realized you were holding. I love you, always.

~The sunlight has gotten wet, I hate the rain so much. I try to forget you but you keep falling, stop it. It's like this every day after you left. All day, rainy day. It's because it's raining~

Better Day(Rokhyun-100%)

Requested by: -swegchicken

~You were more potent than anything, it's good that we broke up. But even if you were poison this place without you doesn't feel right. I wanna go back to your lips. When you sweetly melted me, to the day I swore that I'll only look at you~

You turned your phone screen off and sipped your tea as you waited for your friend to show up. Looking out the window, you realized that the whether forecast was actually right today since it started to rain lightly. You layed you head in your hand and stared out the window at the clouds and hoped that it wouldn't storm too hard since you had to walk back home.

"Stupid flipping whether," y/f/n said as she sat down in front of you, damp from the rain.

"What? You don't check the forecast?" You asked her as you laughed at her frustration.

She narrowed her eyes at you, "No. Who the hell checks that besides parents?"

"Uhm, lots of people actually do. Especially if they have plans, so they can see if they'll need a coat or something. Doof."

She looked to me in disbelief than shook her head. "It doesn't matter. Did you order for me?"

You froze, your cup halfway to your mouth, and looked up at her innocently. "I didn't know you wanted me to."

She rolled her eyes and stood up. "I'll be back."

~I wanna go back to your lips. When you sweetly melted me, to the day I swore that I'll only look at you~

You smirked as you watched her leave the table and head to the counter, loving the fact that you could get away with anything when it came to her. Looking back towards the window you froze in shock when you saw your ex boyfriend, Rokhyun, and his friends jog across your vision and head to the door. When you heard the door open, you quickly turned your body to where it was angled towards the window since you didn't want them to see you.

Y/f/n sat back down in front of you, now with her drink in her hand, and was looking at you confused. "Uhm, what are you doing y/-"

"Shh," you quickly shushed her quietly before peeking over your shoulder to see if Rokhyun had heard. "Rokhyun's here," you whispered as she peeked over at them slyly.

Her eyes widened and she leaned her own head against her palm, angling herself towards the window as well to hide herself. You smiled at her in thanks and sipped your drink. "Do you want to leave?" She said as she peeked over to the guys.

~Even if it hurts so strongly I will go back to you. Though I know it's crazy, I will go look for you~

You thought about it and then decided that it would probably be best for you two to leave. Honestly, you didn't want to run into him since the breakup hadn't exactly been smooth and simple. The two of you stood from your table, quietly since you were trying not to catch their attention, and started to head towards the door.

But of course, you being you, you tripped and stumbled into someone's chest as they wrapped their arms around you and kept you from falling. You heard y/f/n gasp and then slowly looked up at who caught you, seeing the face that you were trying to escape from. Rokhyun's eyes widened as he looked down at your face in surprise, not expecting to see you here.

You got your balance and stepped away from him, looking away and then turned and continued your previous walk to escape the building. Y/f/n was right behind you, putting her arm over your shoulder in comfort as you two walked away from the building.

"You alright?" She asked as she patted your shoulder softly.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just surprised is all," you told her as you focused your gaze on your feet.

"Y/n! Wait, y/n!"

~I'm addicted to you. This fatal poison spread deeply in me. I think your existence is the only reason I live~

You and y/f/n stopped short, her turning to look behind you but you stayed facing straight ahead. You heard footsteps running towards you, getting closer every second and making you want to run  away from them. You stayed still though, not really knowing what to do when they stopped behind you two. Hearing him breathing right behind you was seriously messing you up, you hadn't been this close to him since weeks before you guys called your relationship to an end.

"Y/n," Rokhyun said as he stepped closer to you. "Can we talk?"

Three months, you thought in dismay, we haven't seen each other in three months. Why do you want to talk now? I haven't even gotten over you yet! Please don't do this to me.

You sighed and turned to face him with sad eyes, finding yourself staring at a spot above his shoulder and not being able to look him in the eyes. "I don't think that would be best."

He sighed and grabbed your chin, gently turning your head to face him directly. Then staring into your eyes, something which always took your breath away, he pleaded silently to you. You closed your eyes and took a step back away from him, reluctantly agreeing to listen to what he wanted to say.

~I'm going crazy. My reflection in the mirror looks like a beggar. I wanna lay next to you again, I wanna go back~

He smiled softly as he watched you tap the toe of your shoe against the ground, something you always did when you were nervous. Y/f/n had left a couple minutes ago, deciding it would be best for you two to talk. "I missed that," he muttered which made you look up at him with confusion.

"What?" You asked, wanting him to speak louder so you could understand him. You hated when he did that, he always would talk too softly until you made him repeat what he said, and it always got under your skin.

He chuckled, knowing what his muttering did to you and slowly walked closer to where you stood. You took quick steps backwards, realizing you were in a pickle when your back hit a wall. You started to curse walls ever being made as you watched Rokhyun stop right in front of you, close enough so you could smell the cologne that was always your favorite. He grabbed a strand of hair that was hanging in your face and pushed it back behind your ear, then leaned closer and layed his forehead against your own.

~Give me a chance to hurt again, bury your scar in me. Because you're the place I need to stay, though I know it's crazy~

You stared at his chest with wide eyes, not knowing what was happening. Not understanding why he was doing this all of a sudden, since after all he was the one who came up with the idea that you two should separate. You gulped nervously, then looked up at him only to see him staring down at you with a sad smile on his face.

He placed his palm on your cheek, making you unconsciously lean into his familiar palm. You pulled away once you realized what you were doing and pushed lightly against his chest. "Don't do this Rokhyun."

He didn't budge no matter how hard you pushed at his chest, instead he leaned closer and layed his head on your shoulder and took a deep breath. "God, I missed how you smell. I miss the way you feel in my arms. I miss everything about you, y/n."

You stayed frozen, not wanting to hear this but wanting to at the same time. You were torn, confused on whether you should believe what he was saying or whether this was some sick game he played now. Your thoughts though, were broken when you felt something wet fall against your shoulder and looking up you noticed that you were under an awning, the rain falling no where near you and Rokhyun.

~I will go look for you, I wanna turn back time. Finally, I'm chasing after your shadow that has already left.Then I'm looking for your traces, though I sway when I get drunk. Why do my footsteps start walking to your house? I wanna go back~

He's crying, you thought in surprise as you tried to turn your head towards him. He never cries, at least never around me. Rokhyun pulled you closer and buried his face in your neck, silently begging you not to look at him as he cried and let you know how much he was actually hurting.

Silently, you wrapped your arms around his waist and patted his back to comfort him as he tried to control his emotions. You didn't know how you were supposed to respond to Rokhyun crying, of course you were trying to comfort him but it was still so strange to see him crying. You guys had gone out for 2 years and never once throughout those years did he ever cry in front of you, which made you start to wonder whether he would cry any time you weren't around.

"Rokhyun," you said softly, "Why have you never told me how you felt before?"

He brought his head away from your neck and your heart broke when you saw his eyes were red from his tears, then he turned his head away to wipe the tears. You stopped him though, bringing your hands up to his face and wiping the tears away yourself. He leaned his face into your palm and kissed your wrist before you brought your hands down and waited for him to answer.

~Even if it's an obvious end. Even if the same answers repeat because I exist for you~

He shook his head, "I didn't think you would want to talk to me after we broke up and before I didn't think it mattered. I was making that decision because I thought it was best for you."

You felt tears well up in your eyes and punched his arm making him jump and start rubbing his arm to help the pain go away. "Ouch, y/n what the hell?"

You punched him again, taking a step closer with every punch you landed. "You stupid butthole! You made that decision because you thought it was best for me?! That's not your decision to make!"

He caught your hands in his as he watched with widened eyes as tears fell from your eyes and down your cheeks. "Baby, hey." He grabbed your arms and layed your head on his chest. "I'm so sorry." He told you as he rubbed your back and kissed your head. "I thought that that's what you wanted, I mean we never talked much anymore and I thought you hated me."

~No matter who tries to stop me, I will go to you somehow. Even if I walk through dangerous fields of thorn I will go to you again~

"I loved you and I still love you, you big idiot." You said as you brought your head up to look at him through teary eyes.

He smiled softly then layed his head against yours again, looking into your eyes. "I love you too, baby."

He titled his head and showed you his words were true by kissing you softly, and making your stomach erupt in butterflies as you slowly started to kiss him back. The both of you made up by showing each other how much you still loved one another, by sharing small kisses and staying wrapped up in each other's arms.

"You know," Rokhyun said as he rested his chin on your head. "I'll be surprised if we don't get sick from standing out in the rain for so long."

"Who cares," you muttered. "You take care of me, I take care you. Right?"

"Right." He smiled down at you and kissed you once again, sealing the unspoken promise.

Killer(Daehyun-B.A.P)

Requested by: SiaSuYee

~She got the rhythm of my heart I can feel my heart race. Her style's like hit'em Oh My God. No one can swim out of her charm. Even if you just look the feeling comes, shut up Feel it. The picture itself is different, my instincts want it~

"Hey, y/n."

"Hm?" You looked towards your brother, Youngjae, and saw him standing in the doorway to the living room.

"You busy?" He asked slowly, making you confused since it seemed like he was almost hiding something.

"Uh, no?"

"Is that a question?" He asked you, raising an eyebrow.

"No?"

"Is that a question?" He started to laugh at you which in turn made you start laughing.

"Why?"

"Well, I may have brought some company over."

"Company?" You raised an eyebrow at him in suspicion.

"Y/n!" You covered your ears as five boys ran into the room and started screaming  at the top of their lungs.

~she makes me nervous,everyone is fallin'. aimed at my heart Oh. She got this heart, makes me go crazy. She got this heart. In my eyes i can only see you. You make me fall, you make me smile. Everyone calls you like this~

"Yah! Yah! Be quiet!" You yelled out.

"Yah! Settle down!" You narrowed your eyes at Youngjae, who had not helped in getting the boys to quiet down. He chuckled and scratched the back of his neck nervously, before walking over to you and sitting beside you. "Sorry, the boys and I had nothing to do, so we were wondering if you wanted to hang out today?"

"Oh? What did you guys have in mind?"

"Hm? Oh, uh. We didn't really plan anything." He paused and looked over to the boys, who were still being loud and crazy. "Hey guys!" They all stopped and looked over to Youngjae who had a small smirk on his face, one I didn't notice. "What do you guys say we go to the arcade?"

The rest of the boys, with the exception of Daehyun, smirked back at Youngjae and all agreed. So, with the boys and their unspoken plan, we all headed out and to the cars that were parked outside the front of the house.  You were in the car with Youngjae and Daehyun while the other four went in the other car with Himchan driving. Youngjae was at the wheel and you were in the front seat, you had tried to convince Daehyun that he could sit in the front but he wouldn't listen to you.

The three of you were humming along to the radio and there was a nice quiet that had settled over the car. You were looking out the window enjoying the scenery, well at least what scenery was there that didn't include buildings.

"We're almost there!" Youngjae suddenly screamed out making you put a hand over your chest in shock and look to him.

~Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah she's the killer for my soul. There's no other way my heart in her hands, she got my heart. You hold me and let me go Girl, you're shaking me up crazily. It's as if my soul will explode the closer i get to you as if my breath will stop, my heart trumbles. I Need U Darlin' i only need you to be here. I love you -in chinese- i love you. Our two gazes meet as if they'll melt I Fell So Hot it's hot~

"Yah! Yoo Youngjae! Why the hell do you always feel the need to shout?! There's only me and Daehyun in here." You hit your brother, which just caused him to laugh and look to Daehyun in the rearview mirror.

"Yah, you don't mind me shouting?"

Daehyun narrowed his eyes slightly, "I never said I didn't."

You laughed as Youngjae's face turned to one of shock. "See," you teased as you poked his arm. "Loudmouth," you muttered as you shook your head.

"Yeah yeah, just get out of my car."

Both you and Dae laughed as you followed Youngjae out of the car and towards the front of the arcade where the others caught up with you guys. Youngjae, who was still pouting, walked inside ahead of all of you so you hurried to follow. Daehyun was chatting with Himchan and telling him why Youngjae was pouting, which made the rest of the boys chuckle and pat your shoulder.

Once you were all inside everyone decided to split off into smaller groups, to make it easier to do what everyone wanted to do. So Himchan and Yongguk split off to go see where Youngjae went and Zelo and Jongup hurried off to the first game they wanted to play. And you looked around nervously as you realized that that left you with Daehyun, who was always look down at his feet and would glance over to you.

~Even if you just look the feeling comes, shut up Feel it. The picture itself is different my instinct want it. She makes me nervous,everyone is fallin'. Aimed at my heart Oh. She got this heart, makes me go crazy, she got this heart. In my eyes i can only see you. You make me fall, you make me smile. Everyone calls you like this~

"So, what do you want to do first?" Daehyun asked you softly as he fixed the jacket he had on.

"Uhm, I'm not sure. How about you choose first then if I see something we'll do that next?"

He nodded and smiled at you. "Okay, follow me."

He turned and you followed closely behind as he led you through the crowded room towards his destination. Which turned out to be DDR and honestly it surprised you as Daehyun hurriedly jumped on and put his coins in, then hopped on the arrows and preceded in picking out the song he wanted to dance to.

The music started and Daehyun followed, now he wasn't the best but he wasn't too bad. You held in your giggles and secretly took a video to show the boys, honestly though Daehyun looked like he was having fun so you cheered him on which made him smile over at you. And that one second glimpse made your eyes widen as you looked at the screen and saw the song speed up.

"Daehyun!"

With wide eyes he exclaimed his surprise and quickly tried to follow the arrow steps, but ended up missing. Your eyes widened in surprise and Daehyun suddenly tripped over his own foot and started falling towards you, so you not wanting him to hit the ground and hurt himself hurried over to try to catch him. Of course, since nothing ever turns out the way you want it to, when he hit you the force behind it ended up pushing the both of you down onto the ground. You closed your eyes from the impact and layed there on the ground for a couple seconds, before finally getting the courage to open your eyes.

~Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah she's the killer for my soul, There's no other way. My heart in her hands, she got my heart Ay rip my heart apart,into shreds. If it's you,if it's you it's ok, I'm only my own slave. In this brightned night,i'm having you. I want to comfortably close my eyes Eh-Oh Eh-Oh Wah~

When you opened your eyes you saw a pair of nice brown ones staring right back at you. You felt a blush start to form on your cheeks and quickly willed it away, not wanting him to see you blush. You looked back to Daehyun and was surprised to see a light blush dusting his cheeks. He cleared his throat though and hurriedly got off of you, then grabbed ahold of your hand and helped you up as well.

He cleared his throat and rubbed the back of his neck nervously before speaking. "Uhm, I didn't hurt you did I?" You silently shook your head and kept your gaze on the ground, too nervous to look up. "Good, I mean it's good that I didn't hurt you!"

You smiled slightly at the sight of Daehyun's sudden nervousness, which made him stop and stare at you with wide eyes. Your smile dropped and you hurriedly went to cover your face with panic. Did you have a mark or something on your face? Your thoughts were on full blown panic mode and you were having a hard time controlling them.

Daehyun must've seen your internal struggle because he quickly reached out and brought your hands down, reassuring you that there wasn't anything on your face nor did you have any marks from falling. You stopped your panicking only to forget everything as you looked up and realized how close Dae was. He was looking down at you with an almost gentle-like expression as he scanned your features.

It was a secret that you had a huge crush on the singer, the only person who knew your secret was your older brother. So, seeing Daehyun looking at you like this made your heart race and made you become even more nervous.

"Uh, Daehyun? Is everything alright?" You asked him softly seeing as he still hadn't let go of you, which it wasn't like you were complaining.

He shook his head and brought a hand up to cup your cheek. "Y/n, I need to tell you something."

~you take my breath and make it stop, even the sound of my breath becomes rough. So bright , my eyes burn. Me on the target. Although i have nothing to give , i end up giving more to you naturally, you make me do the impossible. What am i supposed to do? She got this heart, makes me go crazy, she got this heart. In my eyes i can only see you. You make me fall, you make me smile. Everyone calls you like this~

"Y/n, I've been keeping something to myself that I just can't contain anymore."

"What is it?" You were honestly confused now, what all did this singer have that was secret?

Instead of saying something, he grabbed your other cheek with his free hand and leaned forward. Your eyes shut automatically and you braced yourself for the kiss, instead you felt his soft lips touch your forehead gently and then opened your eyes when he layed his own forehead against yours.

"I like you, a lot." He paused as you looked up into his eyes. "And I have for a while, but I was too nervous to tell you anything. I understand also if you don't l-"

You brought your lips up to his cheek and smiled slightly as you answered his unspoken question. "I like you too, Daehyun."

His smile brightened and he quickly squeezed you to him, making you lose your breath but you didn't care. You just wrapped your own arms around his frame and squeezed back. For the first time in a while you were truly happy, and you didn't think anything could take that away.

"Hey, hey. Alright, hands off!"

A hand pulled you back away from Daehyun and you looked up in annoyance to see your brother standing in front of you. "Yah!" He quickly shushed you and faced Daehyun again.

"Listen here, you might be my best friend but if you hurt my little sister you're dead. Understood?"

Daehyun smiled and nodded, promising that he had no intentions of hurting you. All of you laughed when Youngjae suddenly screamed like a girl and wrapped Daehyun in a hug before quickly dragging him towards the exit of the arcade, talking about how they could actually end up being brothers.

You shook your head in embarrassment and hurried after the duo, the boys following closely behind. This is nice, you thought to yourself.

"Yah, y/n! Hurry up or I'll leave you!"

You narrowed your eyes at your older brother than smiled gently as you realized Daehyun was holding the car door open for you. Thanking him you hopped in and your smile broadened as he hopped in beside you, wrapping his arm around your shoulder and pulling you close to him. Yeah, this is really nice.

~Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah she's the killer for my soul, there's no other way. My heart in her hands, she got my heart~

Hard Carry(Mark-Got7)

Requested by: Ann

~Welcome to my world, let's do this. Call me an issue maker, I'm so ill. Wherever I go, the mood go higher. It's so loud outside the place, crazy energy~

You sighed and rubbed your eyes, still trying to catch your breath from the nightmare you just woke from. Every time you had it everything seemed to be real again, your mother standing over you as she screamed. Your cheek stinging from where she had just hit you, making you fall to the floor while holding your face and trying to stay strong. It was never easy, watching the past over and over again every single night and sometimes you were so scared of reliving it that you wouldn't sleep for days.

You heard your door creak as it was pushed open and you saw your younger brother Yugyeom step in, walking over to you to sit on the edge of the bed. He wasn't your real brother, in fact about six years ago you were put up for adoption when your mother was caught by the police one night. Turns out your neighbors had been home and called the cops, thank god for that because that night she had really lost it. You never really knew what you had done wrong, only knowing that she always would claim you weren't hers, even when you were little she'd say that.

~How I'm doing? Everybody knows it. But I'm not full yet, hungry. Whatever it is, I won't lose spirit. In other words, I have a fighting spirit~

That's when Yugyeom's parents, your new parents, adopted you and took you under their wing. You truly loved them though, they treated you as if you were their own flesh and blood and yugyeom looked up to you. It made you feel safe and protected, so when your nightmares had started to come back recently you didn't tell them because you didn't want them to worry.

"Was it the nightmare again?" Yugyeom asked you softly.

You nodded, but chose not to say anything since you didn't want to worry him either. You didn't even tell him about the nightmares, but one night you two were home alone and the nightmare had gotten so bad that you ended up screaming. Of course yugyeom was freaked out and wouldn't leave your side for the rest off the night, but you had somehow convinced him not to tell your parents. He still didn't know what the nightmares were about though, he also didn't know anything about how you come to be up for adoption.

~Once I appear, the game is over. I get everything I want. I know how to flow with the water. Again today, I do what I have to, hard carry~

"Yah, Ann-ah they're getting worse. I think we should tell mom and dad now."

You shook your head, quickly dismissing the idea. "It'll be fine, yuggie. Come on, do you want to stay in here?"

He nodded and crawled under the covers on the other side of the bed, reaching down and touching his hand to yours to show you that you weren't alone. And smiling you finally drifted off into a dreamless, and more importantly, a nightmare-less sleep.

~~

You woke up the next morning to the sunlight streaming in through the windows and the birds faintly chirping outside. You turned your head and saw Yugyeom still beside you, curled up into a ball under the covers which made you smile. After you covered him up you got out of bed and headed into the bathroom to get ready for the day.

~Let's fly again, fly again, fly again I got this right, don't worry about tomorrow. Today, I'll hard carry only for you~

You washed your face and stared at your reflection in the mirror, and seeing bruises and cuts around your face you gasped and quickly rubbed your eyes. When you opened them again the bruises and cuts were gone, leaving you with sad eyes staring at yourself. Just go away, you thought to yourself as you quickly fled the bathroom. You ended up downstairs, noticing that your parents weren't there which meant that they had gone to work already.

You fixed Yugyeom and yourself some breakfast, although you weren't going to be able to eat anything. You were used to the nightmares by now but you'd never had any hallucinations, and that scared you so much you didn't know what to do. Breakfast was finished by the time you heard rustling coming from upstairs, meaning Yugyeom was awake and headed down here. So by the time he had gotten downstairs, you had fixed his plate and had him sit down then kissed his head before walking to the front door and gathering your things.

"Ann-ah, you have work today?"

"Hm, oh ani. I'm just going to the store for some things, I'll be back soon though don't worry."

"Do you want me to come with you?" He asked as he looked down at you, that's right your younger brother was basically a good foot taller than you.

"Ah, aniyo. I'll be fine," you reassured him before grabbing your stuff and telling him to call you then heading out the door and off to your destination.

~Hard carry. Let it flow, let it flow now. Shake you up, put you up and down, hard carry. Let it flow, let it flow now. Shake you up, put you up and down, hard carry~

It had been almost an hour since you left the house and you were now currently standing the cafe's bathroom, bent over the sink and hyperventilating. You didn't really know what had happened, one second you were completely fine but then you heard some lady start yelling and you just started like you were going to suffocate. People started touching you which didn't help you at all, just made you panic even more and you made a break for it and found sanctuary in the nearest bathroom.

"Uhm, are you alright?"

Your eyes widened as you realized that the voice was too deep to be a woman's, which most likely meant that you had ran into the men's bathroom. Perfect. You kept trying to get your breathe back when you felt a hand start rubbing your back. The man helped you calm down and walked off to the side, then after hearing the faucet running you felt a damp paper towel wiping your forehead to help cool you down.

~I've never lost a game before. I always see the end, overflowing with passion. We have slight foam but we don't lose when it comes to playing – A skilled gambler~

You felt the towel drop from you face and heard a noise of confusion. "Ann-ah?"

Your eyes darted quickly to see Mark, one of Yugyeom's close friends. "Mark?"

"Hey, are you alright? What are you doing in here?"

"Uhm, I-I'm fine. I, uh, just had a panic attack."

He raised an eyebrow at you, "You have panic attacks?"

"Well, no. This was the first one to be honest."

His eyes widened as he got his phone out, probably to call Yugyeom, and panicking you grabbed his phone from him. "What are you doing?"

"You can't tell Yugyeom."

~The password and ID to this atmosphere, save it. A lot of people call me out again today. After the performance is over, I'm on the plane again. No other comfortable pillow than a cloud~

"Ann-ah, this is serious! You can't be alone when you have a panic attack! This is serious, you could have passed out and no one would have known until someone saw you in here."

"I don't care," You handed his phone back to him. "He can't know. Please, Mark."

Mark sighed and set his phone back into his pocket, giving up for now. "Fine, but I'm walking you back home and you're explaining things to me."

He grabbed your arm and helped you stand up, before leading you by your hand out of the cafe. Eventually you guys reached a park and sat on a bench, you closing your eyes as you felt the wind blow your hair back. Here goes nothing, you thought to yourself as you got ready to tell your story to him.

"Uhm, did my parents ever tell you how I came to be adopted?"

He looked over to me confused, "Uhm, no they didn't."

"Good, that means they probably haven't told anyone." You took a deep breath to prepare yourself and looked down at your hands in your lap. "Uhm, the reason I was put up for adoption was because years ago I was abused by my mother."

~Once I appear, the game is over. I get everything I want. I know how to flow with the water. Again today, I do what I have to, hard carry. Let's fly again, fly again, fly again. I got this right, don't worry about tomorrow. Today, I'll hard carry only for you~

Mark stayed silent as he listened to you tell your life story, and you thanked him for that. Knowing that he wasn't going to pity you really made you feel more relief than you thought possible. After you were finished you were staring out over a small pond, watching as a mother duck and her ducklings swam around.

"Yugyeom doesn't know, does he?"

"No," you replied to his question simply.

"I won't tell him," he said softly which made you look over to him relieved.

"You won't?"

He shook his head and looked down at his hands. "It's not my story to tell, but can I share my opinion?" You nodded your head and watched him as he chose his words carefully. "I think you should tell him. I get why you didn't before, he was young and probably wouldn't know how to respond. But he's older now and he really loves you a lot. I think if you were to tell him, to talk to someone else about this it, it wouldn't just help him feel closer to you but it would also help you."

~Hard carry. Let it flow, let it flow now. Shake you up, put you up and down, hard carry. Let it flow, let it flow now. Shake you up, put you up and down, hard carry~

"How?"

He smiled a little before answering, rubbing the back of his neck. "Didn't telling me help you?"

You turned back around, facing the pond again, as you realized that you did indeed feel better. It wasn't like you had forgotten everything, but you felt as if your chest was lighter. Like a burden had been lifted from your shoulders. You turned to face Mark as he was watching you with a soft smile.

You felt heat rush to your cheeks as you turned away again, "It did. Thank you for listening to me Mark."

He reached his hand out, and instead of flinching away like you normally would, you felt calm as he pushed a strand of hair away from your eyes. "Come on," he said standing and reaching out a hand. "Let's get you home."

~If you wanna get this, do as you did. Without a care, just let it be. I wanna be light in the darkness. I just wanna blow your mind, I just wanna show my mind~

The rest of the walk home was spent with you two laughing and him telling ridiculous stories to lighten the mood. After you two reached home, Yugyeom opened the door and looked confused from you to Mark and back again. Both of you were smiling and patted Yugyeom on the head as you headed inside, him hitting Mark's hand away and pouting before pulling you into a tight hug. You immediately hugging back, feeling lucky to have an amazing new family and a new person who you could confide in. And as embarrassing as it was to admit it, you silently found yourself hoping that one day you and Mark could learn even more about each other and develop your friendship.

You Are Special(Suwoong-Boys Republic)

Requested by: SiaSuYee

~I don't understand, please tell me, why him? (na na na na) He's only all talk, he's no good for you (na na na na) I felt the pain in your eyes (I'll run for you baby) You hid it with a laugh that sounds different from before (I won't be still)~

You let out a fake laugh and turned your head from the boys who were currently telling a story that you weren't really paying attention to, it had something to do with something Minsu and Sungjun had done the day before that they found hilarious. You knew it probably was considering it was that pair but you honestly couldn't find it in you to smile and laugh along with them. Suwoong, the one among the boys that you felt closer to, must have noticed that you weren't paying attention because the next thing you felt was a hand patting your own. You looked up and saw Suwoong smiling down at you.

"Come on," he said softly and motioned his head towards the door.

Thankful for the excuse to get away from everyone for a bit you followed him out the back door and over to the porch swing that was swinging softly in the wind. You sat beside Suwoong and looked out over the backyard, tucking your feet up under you as he pushed you two lightly. Neither of you said anything instead you both enjoyed the silence and it gave you time to think about everything that had happened recently, why you were acting so reserved and silent.

"Y/n," Suwoong said softly making you look over to him.

"Hmm?"

He reached over and grabbed your hand. "Talk to me," he said softly.

~I'll tell you exactly how it is, just listen, that guy is not right for you. This is who I am, I don't beat around the bush, you're special to me. I can't hold it in, I don't want to just watch anymore. I can't take it, be my girl. I'll say the words I've held in for all this time. If it's okay with you, be my girl~

You sighed and closed your eyes, squeezing his hand slightly thankful for his warmth and presence. "It's b/n," you said softly scared that you would start crying.

"What'd he do this time?" His grip had become tighter and you held on, worried about what he'd do if you let go.

"Just the same old crap really," you muttered.

Suwoong sighed and tightened his grip, almost painfully and you looked over to him out of the corner of your eye. His jaw was tight and you could tell he was pissed, it was written all over his face. Eventually he sighed and stood up making you look up at his tall figure with wide eyes.

"Su-ah?" You asked softly, staring at his back in confusion as he walked to the edge of the porch and stared out over the yard.

"Why don't you leave him?"

"What?"

"Why don't you leave him? You know that how he treats you is horrible, so why don't you break it off with him?" Suwoong was mad and you were starting to get more worried.

"Su-ah, I love him." Tears were starting to form in your eyes and you held them back, not wanting him to see you cry.

"This, the way he treats you, that is not love!" He turned and was facing you while shouting, he wasn't mad at you he was just upset that you stayed with the jerk you call a boyfriend.

~Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down. He pretends to be a hotshot, playing around and it's annoying (na na na na) So I don't like him being next to you (na na na na)~

"You don't know that! Suwoong, you don't understand!"

"What don't I understand, y/n? I don't understand the fact that he verbally abuses you just so you'll believe that you don't deserve better?! Y/n, you need to listen to me," he was know on his knees in front of you and he was holding your hands gently in his own. He swallowed nervously before continuing, "You deserve so much better than what that jerk gives you! He doesn't deserve you! I can give you what you deserve, I can be the one to pick you up not bring you down. I just want you to give me a chance."

Your eyes widened as you listened to him, he practically pouring his heart out in front of you and you were stuck. You had no clue what to say since you didn't even know he felt this way. "Su-ah, I-" you were cut off.

"Don't," he sighed, "I don't think I could actually bear listening to you reject me. I understand though, that you don't like me that way. But could you do me a favor? Just don't go back to him, okay?"

~I'll tell you exactly how it is, just listen, that guy is not right for you. This is who I am, I don't beat around the bush, you're special to me. I can't hold it in, I don't want to just watch anymore I can't take it, be my girl. I'll say the words I've held in for all this time. If it's okay with you, be my girl~

"Suwoong!" You said, cutting him off by placing your hand over his mouth. You smiled slightly at him and patted his head. "You've always spoken what you've thought, that's what I've always liked about you. But sometimes you speak your mind too much." You knocked softly on his head making him chuckle. "I thought I loved him, but maybe you're right. Actually I know your right but I just didn't want to admit it."

"Why not? Why would you put yourself through that?"

You sighed, "Because your right. He made me think that I didn't deserve better. I thought that I deserved everything he would say, he made me think I was lucky to have him."

"But you do deserve better!"

"Su-ah, shush and listen." He chuckled as you pushed your finger up against his mouth. "Look, Suwoong I am very happy that you confessed to me. But, I need time. I hve to break things off with b/f and help myself through all of this. Hopefully though after I'm feeling better about myself you'll be there?"

He smiled and grabbed your hand. "Always."

~All around you are players, players who targeted you. I will protect you like a dome, dome, dome. Higher higher goes my desire for you. Just come to me, game is done done done. I can't hold it in, I don't want to just watch anymore. I can't take it, be my girl. I'll say the words I've held in for all this time. If it's okay with you, be my girl ~

Now(Jongup) pt.2

Requested by: SiaSuYee

~Who would've thought that you and I would go together. I used to be comfortable being alone, girls didn't suit me. I wasn't lonely, you didn't catch my eye. You were pretty but as always, I thought you would just pass by. Now, whatever you do. Whatever it is, I like like that (like that) Now without any interveners, I want to be alone with you~

1 year and a half after part 1

Yawning, I opened my eyes to the sunlight shining through the thin curtains in front of the window. You smiled and turned your head to look at the handsome man that was asleep behind you, his arms wrapped tightly around your waist and his legs entwined with yours. You tried to roll over so you could face him but that proved to be impossible when Jongup tightened his grip around your waist. Sighing, you tried to push and pull at his arm to try to get it loose enough so you could move around but again he tightened his arms which made you sigh in frustration.

"Yah, Moon Jongup!" You looked to him over your shoulder, not surprised that he ignored you and kept sleeping. You narrowed your eyes and smirked slightly, bring your fingers up to his arm and pinching it quickly but as hard as you could without hurting him too much.

The arm was quickly retracted and you turned over to see Jongup rubbing over the spot where you had pinched him. "Oww~ Jagi, what the hell was that for?"

You stared at him, trying and hopefully succeeding to not show him how much you loved his morning voice. "That's what you get," you said matter-of-factly before poking his chest, which you also couldn't help but remember that he was shirtless so you had to physically stop yourself from staring. "It felt like I was trapped and you have too much body heat, so I was getting over heated." You joked with him as you stuck your tongue out childishly.

He raised an eyebrow at your actions then smirked. "Oh? Well you weren't complaining last night about my body heat when-"

"Moon Jongup!" You said as you hit him with a pillow. "Shut up! And stop being dirty! Nothing happened and you know it!"

You turned away from him when you heard him let out a laugh then you felt his arm around you again as he pulled you towards him. "I know, I'm sorry. I was just wanting to see your reaction. Forgive me?"

"No," you told him as you successfully stood from the bed and made your way into the bathroom.

~Right now, hold tight to me and stay like that. Right now, when we lock eyes remember this, know this I want us to get closer girl. Where I go, I wish you were there. I've never been like this before. Without you, I felt empty. I wish you would be bored whenever I'm not around. I wanna hold your hand and go somewhere~

"Yah, jagiya~"

You rolled your eyes and kept your back to him, smirking when you know he couldn't see. Jongup had been trailing you like a puppy since you had gotten out of the bathroom, calling out your name and trying to hug you only to pout when he failed. You loved playing like this with him, it brought out the side that no one else sees. The only person he acts like this around is me and you loved to bring it out and see how far you could test him.

"Jagi~"

Sighing, you turned and pretended to glare at him making him flinch nervously which just proved that you were the master of glaring, be it fake or not. "What Jongup?"

"I'm sorry," he muttered as he looked up at you through his eyelashes.

Should I? Naw, you thought as you turned around again and smirked.

You finished breakfast and got worried when you didn't hear Jongup anymore. Turning and deciding to give up on the game, you bumped into a hard bare chest which belonged to the smirking Jongup now standing in front of you. He cocked his head to the side and leaned down to your ear, making you shiver and he let out a breath before speaking. [0.0 this sounds like it could lead somewhere bad but it's not going to I swear x'D]

"You really like to play that game of yours don't you? The cutest part is you don't realize that I'm actually playing a game with you."

Your eyes widened and you looked to him from the corner of your eyes. You were nervous, you'd admit it. When Jongup was like this there was no way to turn him back into the cute little puppy, nope after he turned into the sexy serious Jongup there wasn't a turn around. Not that you cared though, you thought he was hot as hell when he acted like this.

"Jagi, I think you need to learn your lesson."

You narrowed your eyes, it's always a hidden meaning with this boy. Shaking your head you looked up into his eyes as he brought his face in front of your own. He smirked down at you as he leaned closer and you closed your eyes, waiting and hoping for the kiss. Only to be disappointed when he pulled back and frowned down at his phone that was now in his hand.

~When you look at me with those eyes I can't forget, I stayed up all night, I wondered if this was real. Listen to me girl right now, hold tight to me and stay like that. Right now, when we lock eyes remember this, know this I want us to get closer girl~

"Sorry, y/n. I've gotta go," he told you as he turned and headed up the stairs quickly.

You watched his leave with the frown still on your face. Sighing you turned the stove off and put the finished food onto a plate, then set it on the kitchen table. After the boys had saved you that night, Jongup had been acting different. Of course, he'd been even more attentive as he nursed you back to health and he had never left your side but when he'd get a call or text from the boys about 'work' he'd instantly harden and turn his emotions off.

It had frightened you at first, seeing him like that, but then you'd brush everything off when he'd come back home and after a few hours he'd turn into your Jongup. You looked up at the ceiling, well floor technically, of where you could hear him getting ready to head out. You ate what you could, disappointed that you knew Jongup would leave without eating any of it so everything would go to waste.

You didn't look up as Jongup bounded down the stairs and towards the front door to grab his things. "I'm heading out now, y/n." You made a noise of acknowledgment and heard him let out a small sigh, then heard his footsteps come towards you. "I'll be home soon, I promise." You closed your eyes and leaned into his touch as he rubbed your shoulders and kissed the top of your head. "Make sure you eat, okay? I love you!"

He walked towards the door once more and slid his shoes on, you watching his every movement. Then with one last small smile he was out the door and on his way to wherever the hell he was needed. You looked down to the food that was left and felt like puking, there was no way you could eat anymore. It wasn't that you didn't want to but if you even took another bite you'd probably puke, it had been this way ever since you were saved. Of course you didn't tell Jongup, in fact the only one who actually knew about this was Daehyun and that's only because he found you throwing up the food that you had to force down so Jongup wouldn't catch on.

Your phone started to ring and you looked at it, almost laughing when you saw who it was. "Speak of the devil," you said to yourself before answering the call and placing the speaker to your ear. "Hello?"

"Hey, y/n!"

You smiled as you heard Dae's voice and shook your head in amusement. "Yes?"

"Can we meet up?"

"Huh? I thought you and the guys had 'work'??"

"Huh? What are yo- Oh!! That!! Uh, no! That's just Jongup, Yongguk, and Zelo!!"

You were confused when you noticed that Daehyun was starting to stutter, something he did only when he was nervous. "Daehyun? What's going on?"

~  Close your eyes and stay right there. Don't be scared, I'm gonna hug you. Even if these are momentary feelings I like you. Right now, hold tight to me and stay like that~

"Hm? Oh, uh, nothing! Just was wondering if you wanted to hang out. You know, since I have nothing to do?"

"You don't sound too sure," you told him as you raised an eyebrow.

"No, uh, I mean yes? Ow! Hyung~"

"Give me the phone you imbecile," you heard Himchan mutter as he proceeded to take the phone from Dae and start speaking to you instead. "Hey, y/n-ah."

"Hey, channie~"

"So, are you free to come over and hang with us until the others get back?"

"Depends, are you guys planning something behind my back?"

"What? No, of course not. Too much effort."

You laughed and put your hand on your forehead, that honestly was something Himchan would say so you shook your head and agreed to meet up with them. So, what was only 15 minutes of getting ready you locked the door and headed out towards the boys' house. Jongup used to live with them as well until we got married, then we both bought a house together and moved in. [A/n: Soo~ I totally forgot that in part 1 'you' and Jongup were married until just now, so if i put something like where Jongup is the 'boyfriend' please let me know so I can fix it D'x bc knowing me I won't catch it and I haven't but please let me know if you catch something.]

You slowed down and eyed the house in confusion when you saw that all the lights were off, the outside lights were off as well which made you honestly start to get scared and worried. About to walk to the house and go in to check, you noticed a flickering of a light that came from the back yard. Confused, but curious you walked along the side of the house to see if they were in the back. And you were partly correct because as soon as you got to the back you saw candles in all around the yard in mason jars, some even hanging from the trees.

Glancing around in awe you didn't notice Jongup walking towards you, coming out from the darkness and stepping into the light. He cleared his throat to get your attention and when you looked to him the breath caught in your throat. Jongup looked so handsome in his nice dress suit and smiling softly at you.

~Right now, hold tight to me and stay like that. Right now, when we lock eyes remember this, know this I want us to get closer girl~

"Jagi," he called to you as he held out a hand which you grabbed ahold of tightly.

"W-what is this?"

"Dance with me?"

Smiling, with tears in your eyes you nodded and placed your free hand on his shoulder as he wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you closer. Soft and slow music suddenly started to play, which made you laugh and Jongup smiled down at you then slowly started to lead in dancing. He'd twirl you and spin you out then pull you back, but when he dipped you he leaned down and kissed you. It was soft and new, nice but definitely new. Of course, he was never rough with you but this was very new to you and you loved it.

"I love you," he whispered as he pulled back and brought you back up, looking down into your eyes.

"I love you too, Jongup."

"Happy anniversary," he said as he wrapped both arms around you and hugged you tightly to him.

"Happy anniversary."