I Have Too Much Free Time On My Hands, Which I Should Probably Use For Studying But No. I Create Things

I have too much free time on my hands, which I should probably use for studying but no. I create things like this. I regret nothing tbh

James has two appearances after he died. His first one, which actually captures how beat down, bloody and rotten is body would be and his second one, in which all his bruises and scars are healed/faded, his face isn't disfigured and he looks the way he did pre death. He hates his actual appearance, how disfigured and rotten he looks so whenever he can, he'll present as his second, 'healthy' appearance. Although when he haunted down the man who did this to him, he presented as his first, accurate post death appearance, just to slowly make the man go more and more mad before he ends up taking his own life.

“I will be no longer complicit in genocide. I am about to engage in an extreme act of protest, but compared to what people have been experiencing in Palestine at the hands of their colonizers, it is not extreme at all. This is what our ruling class has decided will be normal. Free Palestine. Free Palestine. Free Palestine.”

Some of my sketchbook pages!! (oldest to newest)

I love how you can just see that I progressively got more comfortable to draw whatever shit I want lmao

Also, I love stickers. Of any kind. Even those on fruits. Plus I took the sticker that was on my The Cure cd and yeah, looks pretty cool tbh

Sometimes I just want to leave society, run away, build myself a wooden hut and live in a distant forest with a dog/cat.

If you advocate for mental health awareness, but joke about things like intrusive thoughts and schizophrenia, think it’s disgusting and lazy when people who are depressed can’t do things like showering or cleaning their room, use terms like “narcissistic abuse”, and believe that having ASPD, BPD, or NPD makes someone a bad person, you are not a mental health advocate. You don’t actually care about helping people or de-stigmatizing mental illness, you just want to make yourself feel like you do. You can’t pick and choose what disorders and symptoms are acceptable, and which ones make someone a bad person. Either you support everyone, or you support no one.

and if you’re neurodivergent/mentally ill and you do any of those things, you are part of the problem. there’s no such thing as “good/moral” disorders, or “bad/immoral” disorders. We all need to have each other’s backs.