I Have Too Much Free Time On My Hands, Which I Should Probably Use For Studying But No. I Create Things

I have too much free time on my hands, which I should probably use for studying but no. I create things like this. I regret nothing tbh

Introduction post

Joy | 15 y/o | ♂ | He/him | INFP | ♋︎ | Artist

"Amor vincit omnia."

Languages: German, English, Tamil

My art is usually about Creepypasta and/or my OCs and generally is free of use as long as you give me credit!

I also sometimes post information about my OC universe or my CRP AU.

Please don't hesitate to ask about my art, ocs and/or AUs, I'd be more than happy to answer any questions!!

I really don't care what gender you are, what pronouns you prefer, what age you are, who you're attracted to, if you're apart of a religion or not, if you have a mental disorder or physical disability. You notice me being disrespectful/making you uncomfortable in any way? Please correct and educate me, tell me your boundaries and I'll change my behavior and apologize.

DNI: Basic dni lists; proshippers; pedos/terfs

Disrespectful behavior towards: LGBTQ+, mental disorders, disabled people, religions, other ethnicities etc... will NOT be tolerated.

Interests: Creepypasta, Spiderman, poetry, readinb, art, philosophy, film, photography, music, psychology, marine biology, exploring abandoned places

Random facts:

-I'm goth, don't really dress goth tho, I dress more like your typical nerdy older brother character in a 2000's movie

-I have Schizophrenia, so if I ask for any type of reassurance it's probably because of my paranoia 

-Professional yapper, I either talk/text for a whole week straight or won't touch a chat for a month

Insta: koiflyy

Discord: arachnobite

Pinterest: Koilfy

Not my usual content but I had to speak about it

I hate when people say that they support people with mental illnesses and advocate for their rights while purposely triggering, mocking and de-humanising people with mental disorders such as BPD, ASPD, NPD, schizophrenia and much more of the "psycho" disorders. It's exhausting. As a person with mental illnesses myself, it's absolutely devastating when people start treating me almost inhumane as soon as I tell them that I have them. And even when they're okay with me saying I'm mentally ill, they start to mock me, make fun of me, harass me and not take me seriously when I show ACTUAL effects and symptoms of it. It's so confusing and sad, it genuinely disappoints me. My friends always say that mental health matters and say that people with mental disorders should be taken seriously while they do the exact opposite with people who have BPD, ADHD, autism, ASPD, NPD or schizophrenia. It got so bad that I had completely cut contact with some old acquaintances because they wouldn't stop treating people with these disorders like they were the devil. Please treat people with ANY type of mental disorder with the same respect, tolerance, acceptance and consideration as you would treat people without them.

(The same goes for fictional characters!!!)

Sometimes I just want to leave society, run away, build myself a wooden hut and live in a distant forest with a dog/cat.

Things I'd love for the Internet to leave in 2023:

• misusing the word "delusional" or saying "delulu"

• public freakout videos that are just someone displaying psychotic symptoms

• "I'm in your walls" and other paranoia triggering "jokes"

• schizoposting

• misusing the word "psychotic"

• baiting and triggering people online who are openly psychotic or displaying psychotic symptoms

• excluding schizo-spec and psychotic people from any neurodiversity/mental illness awareness

Let's just all try to be better to schizo-spec and psychotic people. And hold others accountable as well.