LOLLIPOP CHAPTER THREE.

LOLLIPOP ♡ CHAPTER THREE.
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series summary. choi soobin only wanted a part-time job to survive the semester — and hopefully — save some money for a quick summer trip with his friends. sadly, life got other plans for him when his friend signed him up to be the babysitter of a famous rockstar's little brother.
chapter warnings. some swearing and teasing. a kid being a bit threatening and bossy. WRITTEN AND SMAU FORMAT.
A / N : hello hello here's the first written scene of lollipop! I hope you guys enjoy the update and let me know your thoughts. Have a good week!
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CHAPTER THREE : CUPCAKE TALKS.
“What’s your favorite cupcake?” Soobin stops by the entrance of the cafeteria and holds both handles of the double door before looking to his right. The little kid steps on his tippytoes and looks up, nearly breaking his neck to reach the sight of Soobin’s eyes properly. He pouts before repeating his question. “I said, what’s your favorite cupcake?”
“Now you want to talk?” Soobin asks dumbfounded.
For the first four hours of the shift, the kid told him nothing. After having the most awkward encounter with his favorite musician and a horrid experience signing contract papers, the toddler simply greeted him respectfully and then walked by himself to a common room. Once Soobin reached the place, Sunwoo signaled him to sit down on the opposite side, opened his green school bag and took out some papers and colors. ‘Stay quiet while I draw. Thank you.’ He said softly and started ordering his colored pens by size before picking one.
Soobin, not really expecting to be silent for so long, limited himself to shrugging it off and nodding before opening the folder of instructions for babysitting to read it more thoroughly.
Simple instructions such as “make sure to check his studying notepad for homework” were mixed with oddly specific requests like “do not give him salads. Separate all vegetables with dividers and add double portions of meat or chicken, or he won’t eat them.” And the more he got to read, the weirder the requirements got for him.
It got to a point where Soobin was sure he’d have to study the folder as if it was information from college given how complicated and specific all points were.
After going through it thrice though, he noticed the kid was engrossed in his drawing and Soobin had close to nothing to do so he simply recomposed himself on the chair and tried to grab his phone from the pocket of his jeans only to get glared at by the kid who raised a tiny finger to his mouth, reminding him to stay quiet.
His big bambi eyes narrowed towards his new babysitter and a huff escaped through his lips before he brought his index finger to his mouth and Soobin gulped.
There was something odd about the kid. Maybe Soobin found him weirdly off-putting because of all the theories the fans liked to throw around over him; many believed the toddler was probably rageful or spoiled enough to the point he’d threaten his own babysitters without care. Or maybe Soobin was not really someone with enough emotional strength to establish a level of authority over anybody, including a kid so tiny he could step on it by accident.
Who knew?
Regardless, Soobin didn’t mutter one single word until the kid was done drawing, and only when he received a text from you saying you should meet for brunch now, did he dare to open his mouth and go as far as moving too much in front of Sunwoo.
Surprisingly the kid didn’t mutter a single complaint and got up from his spot on the floor, dropping the pen and eagerly sprinting towards the door, waiting by it until Soobin caught up with him and could turn the knob to let him out.
They both walked side by side in silence until they reached the doors, mainly because Soobin was not sure if he was allowed to speak or not yet and didn’t want to accidentally send the kiddo into a frenzy, but oddly enough he decided to open his mouth last minute and take Soobin by surprise.
“I think it’s important to know which cupcakes you eat.”
“Why?”
“Because if you like carrot cupcakes I will tell sister and have you fired.”
Soobin takes a deep breath and opens the doors. “I don’t think your sister would fire anyone over cupcakes.”
“So you like carrot cupcakes?” The little kid walks fast by his side and reaches for his hand, holding onto him.
“No, Sunwoo, I don’t like carrot cupcakes. I don’t eat cupcakes that frequently to know that many flavors either.”
“New babysitter Soobin, your life must be sad if you don’t know much about cupcakes.”
“Woo baby?”
Soobin and Sunwoo stop deadly on their tracks and look to their side only to see Yeonjun approaching them through small jumps, with the biggest of smiles. Once he is at a short distance he kneels down and opens his arms, expecting for the toddler to run to his arms and he happily obligues, nearly tackling him to the ground on a hug. “Uncle Junnie!”
Nearly seconds after Jaemin and Jeno enter through the main doors as well with you and Bang Chan behind them and you all way towards them. Jeno scans Soobin up and down before rubbing Jaemin’s shoulder in comfort and the new babysitter looks at them back in confusion before dropping his gaze to his shoes, feeling out of place and nervous pretty suddenly.
Perhaps, the scariest thing about taking this new job wasn’t really the kid but who it was associated with.
SALEM as a band may of be really famous now but Soobin had the pleasure to follow them pretty early on their career and being so close to them now, about to talk to them in a much more personal way was nerve-wracking. That if he didn’t count the fact that since day one, Soobin felt somewhat infatuated with you out of all people as well. There was something about you that could make you stand out for him in between the many people he followed and admired and he felt terrified of having you so close now; his heartbeat was becoming erratic the more steps you took towards him and your little brother Sunwoo, and once you were face to face with him he could truly say he was breathless.
You were simply ethereal.
He did not care if he got to greet you hours prior, he wanted to re-introduce himself and leave an excellent impression on you. He wanted so badly to stand out and leave a good mark on you if only for a day at least as a way to retribute all the years your music and words brought comfort and joy to him.
“I’m…I’m Ch-choi Soob —.”
“Soobin, we talked yesterday and today too. You don’t have to keep on introducing yourself,” you giggle and ruffle Sunwoo’s hair. “How’s everything going?”
Your eyes sparkle so prettily. Your giggle sound ten times better in real life. Your perfume is the sweetest…
“Is he giving you a hard time?” You tease and Sunwoo lets go of Yeonjun to wrap a hand around your wrist, tugging you down so you can hear him better. “What baby?”
“Soobin doesn’t know about cupcakes. That’s really sad.”
“It-it’s not like,” Soobin stutters, “I just don’t eat them frequently.”
“Well man, now you’ll be having them all the time.” Jaemin interrupts walking towards you and bows down to Jaemin. “No exceptions.”
“He’s bullshitting, don’t worry,” Jeno also joins the conversation while Bang Chan decides to stay behind and only observe for now. “You don’t have to eat what we eat. We just do it because Sunwoo likes cupcakes quite a lot, don’t you Satan?”
“I’m not Satan!” The kid sticks his tongue at the boy. “But you are dumb!”
“Sunwoo,” you call him in a scolding tone. “Let’s go sit down to eat okay?”
“Yes, Soobin, you can sit next to me!” The toddler says in a cheery voice and practically starts dragging the gigantic babysitter to the nearest table taking everybody aback with his unusual enthusiasm. "Come on! I will tell you everything you need to know about cupcakes."

“So you designed all of these?” You ask impressed and Soobin quivers on his spot, downing another bite of a cupcake under the inquisitive eyes of Na Jaemin. “They seriously look so cool.”
“Why would you want so many tattoos, Choi Soobin?” Jaemin questions observing the outline of a dragon tattoo that goes from Soobin’s wrist and disappears under his halfway rolled up sleeves. You groan and turn a napkin into a ball before throwing it at your friend’s head. “Hey!”
“Quit on being annoying, my God — you know he is being noisy because he hates that you are taller than —.”
“Shut up!” Jaemin interrupts fearful and throws you a glare. “I am just curious.”
“Noisy, I said,” you correct him and look at Sunwoo who’s busy playing with the empty boxes of cupcakes you already finished. “You need to understand…” You sigh, “we aren’t the most skilled when it comes to making friends.”
“Most of the time we are trapped in here,” Jeno adds. “But your tatts? They are fucking cool.”
“Yeah,” Bang Chan finally speaks. “We don’t really sit down and chat with the many babysitters Sunwoo has had either. They come from a trusted service and already know the drill but your case is different and we just want to make sure that you are alright with this and all. To be quite frank here, the idea of having a fan near Sunwoo isn’t the most exciting.”
“Channie…” Yeonjun breathes out a bit surprised.
“No, no, it’s okay.” Soobin decides to speak back in reassurance. “It was really shocking to me when I landed the job and I completely understand how you feel. You can be as wary as you want, after all I am a fan of the band and I get how that might make you all feel a bit uncomfortable. I bet a lot of people approach you with second intentions and you don’t want me to turn out to be some crazy stalker or anything else but I promise I’m just here because I need the money.” Jeno to Soobin’s words and grab another cupcake. “It’s probably dumb but me and my friends have this tradition since kids where we would have a big trip with our families during summer and now that we are older we want to go by ourselves without the help of our parents and everything, so I took the job to pay for some of the expenses and have a good time.”
“Do you really think you can handle Sunwoo, though?” Jeno says with his mouth half full of frosting. “He is kinda…”
“Yeah, I know. I got many papers with specifications. It’s kind of scary the amount of care he actually needs but I can pull through. I promise if you give me a chance I will make it worth it. I won’t meddle in your business and if it makes you feel safer I can stay outside whenever you guys stop by to visit Sunwoo to give you extra privacy. Whatever you need to feel more comfortable just let me know.”
Jeno and Jaemin seem content with the response, nodding along and humming to themselves but on the opposite side, you and Bang Chan still appear to be a bit apprehensive. While you don’t show outright disgust or discontent with his answer, you don’t appear fully convinced either, and Soobin starts to feel nervous again.
He is not sure if he can actually mutter an entire sentence without stuttering again, especially with Chan nearly scanning him up and down.
“You said you like to draw, right, Soobinnie?” Yeonjun asks softly and the babysitter mutters a small yes. “Sunwoo enjoys drawing and painting quite a lot. He is really connected to his art and I think, judging by your tattoo designs, you are also connected to yours, exactly? Like, you really enjoy what you do.”
“Yes, for sure.”
“I think he is alright,” Yeonjun announces to the rest of his band members and Soobin blinks a few times in confusion. “It can be of help to have someone that actually knows about arts,” he continues talking and completely forgets the tall boy is there hearing them out or maybe he chooses to pretend he is not there. “He can teach —,” he pauses and looks back at Soobin. “You can teach him a thing or two, right?”
“I-I guess so? I…uh, I’m majoring in drawing. I can always bring some of my stuff and teach him whatever he needs or let him use some things to draw in general.”
Yeonjun wiggles his eyebrows at you and you roll your eyes then sigh. “Okay fine. You can stay as long as you can last with Sunwoo, and Woo?” The little kid raises his head and smiles. “Be nice, okay?”
“Okey-dokey,” he nods. “If you know so much about drawing you will show me now. Let’s go to the room again!”
“Easy Woo, he is not done eating yet,” Yeonjun warns and Soobin simply picks the rest of his cupcake and stuffs his mouth with it all in one go, throwing everybody a thumbs up before getting up from his seat and extending a hand for Sunwoo to grab. “I…well, we will see you later then?”
The babysitter eagerly nods and Bang Chan clears his throat to catch his attention before he leaves. “Whatever you need to teach him arts you tell us okay? Don’t bring your stuff. We will buy him our own.”
“And always contact me or the guys if you have any problems with Woo or need anything, not the manager. Got it?” You add a bit more sternly than intended yet the rest don’t seem to care or don’t notice.
Soobin nods yet again and bows down, feeling the cupcake climbing to his throat after a particularly harsh swallow. He think it’s important for him and Sunwoo to leave as soon as possible because something is telling him you may or may not want to discuss a few things about this whole babysitting situation with the rest of the band in private and he frankly does not want to be there anymore invading your privacy but also feeling painfully uncomfortable.
“Okay, you two have fun I guess. I will see you at night.”
Once Sunwoo waves at them all he is free to leave on his merry will with the little child, ignoring the curious stares he feels on his back as he walks out.

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↬part forty one — badmouthing
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↬hwang hyunjin x reader | college au
you have a crush on him, he feels nothing. you'd do anything as long as you get to spend time with him, he takes it for granted. but even those who have feelings for someone can reach their limit, and hyunjin is the only one to blame.
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genre/warning(s): friends to lovers, toxicity if you squint, wine is included in some parts, a drop of angst, but mostly fluff !! unproof read. let me know if i miss something <33
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in high school, you had a crush on lee heeseung.
no one knew, not even your best friend.
heeseung was one of those hopeless romantics, you noticed. you saw him go around, look at one of your friends with his doe eyes. he was adorable, you could stare at him all day long. even though his eyes were on somebody else.
it was just a happy crush anyway.
you were about to enter your homeroom when you felt a hand on your shoulder stop you, “hey.” you hear, causing you to look up. heeseung smiles at you and you smile back, asking him if needed something. “uh, can you hand this to (name).” he asks, handing you a letter and a chocolate bar.
their favorite chocolate bar.
“sure.” you say with a smile, taking it.
“thank you.” heeseung says with a grateful smile, walking away. he was too nervous. so, you went to your friend, handing it to them. from that, they started to date. heeseung would always tag along, he was the perfect boyfriend. even if their relationship slowly started to grow… not so ideal anymore.
your friend became controlling and you saw miserable heeseung was, but he never broke it off. he was in too deep. they even once fought when everyone was there and heeseung surrendered right away.
the graduating year was almost over, so you spent most of your days in the library, just reading since you were done with your requirements anyway. you see heeseung pass by and you frown.
your heart ached for him.
you wait for him to pass by again and when he did, you speak up. “did you make up?”
heeseung stops, looking at you. he sees your concerned eyes and he forces a smile, nodding. “did you apologize?” you ask and he nods. “why did you?”
“they wanted to spend time with me, i—”
“they spend time with us, their friends. but with you, you’re not allowed to spend time with your friends?” you softly say. “you shouldn’t have apologized.” you said, going back to your book. “you are their boyfriend, but doesn’t give them the right to control your life.” you say and heeseung looks down. “imagine your parents let you do what you want, but you can’t because of your partner. kinda…” you trail off shrugging.
“what am i supposed to do, y/n? i just want to fix our relationship.” heeseung says.
“it’s unfixable.” you deadpan. “they’re my friend, but they’re wrong.”
you felt like you were betraying your friend because you had a crush on heeseung, but even heeseung’s friends felt that way. your friend is wrong.
you went back to reading as heeseung leaves the library. the next time you saw him was during graduation, he was with his friends. he looked happier. his eyes caught yours in the crowd and he waves at you, giving you a big smile. you wave back.
you felt guilty, you really did. but when your friend got into another relationship within less than a month after breaking up with heeseung, not so much anymore.
two years passed by when you next saw him. he transferred to your university when he saw there were more open opportunities there. it was funny how when he last talked to you, it was in the library of your high school. now, he sees you in the university’s library… sleeping. heeseung giggles softly, deciding to take the seat across from you as he starts working on his own work. after an hour, you wake up, sighing as you sit up straight, eyes meeting heeseung’s.
“good morning.” he softly teases and you only close your eyes, hiding your face in your palms.
“don’t you go to the university in… another town?” you mumble and heeseung giggles at how you were basically still asleep.
“i transferred. i’ve been meaning to text you, actually, but i realized i don’t have your number.” he says and you chuckle, grabbing your phone as you give it to him for him to put his number in. “i take you’re doing great, sleeping in the library.”
“i was stressed for weeks for my presentation, i didn’t get to sleep. so when it was done, i came here to do some work, but i dozed off.” you mumble, chuckling and heeseung smiles.
you two became inseparable and slowly, your happy crush on him rekindled. heeseung got into relationships, but always ended right away. every semester, it was a different partner. when heeseung felt conflicted about his relationship, he would run to you for advice. ever since you talked some sense to him in high school, he trusted you.
but you didn’t trust yourself. you didn’t know if you were being biased since you had a happy crush on him… which is slowly turning more than that. you were convincing yourself it was just a stupid happy crush, but you know it wasn’t.
it’s not a happy crush anymore when it’s starting to hurt.
a month before graduation, you were surprised that heeseung wasn’t in a relationship. but at the same time, not really. you know how focused he is in his internship that he hopes to be his full time job when he graduates.
at past seven in the evening, he comes knocking in your dorm with a big smile. “i have a job when we graduate.” he says and you smile widely as giggles come out of your mouth, hands covering your mouth.
“congratulations!” you exclaim, pulling him in a hug. you knew how much he wanted to work with big hit and now that he is, you were more than proud.
it was a big day for heeseung. he is now a full-time worker in big hit, he finished the song he is to pass as a final requirement. he was happy. although, the hopeless romantic in him never died. when he was younger, he hoped that when he reached everything he would have the love of his life celebrate with him, graduate with him. he was in no rush, but he wanted to finally have the person he would make songs about all the time.
as he sits on your small dining table with wine as you two talk, he catches a spark in your eyes as you talk about how much you know he wants the job. you were so proud of him. you rambled about how happy he is going to be and how happy you were for him. heeseung smiles, looking at you.
it wasn’t a goofy smile. it wasn’t his grin when he finds something funny. it was a smile reserved for something else.
that night, heeseung realized how stupid he was.
you were there right in front of him for so long, but he only saw you after years of trying to find his muse.
“what?” you ask, noticing how silent he was.
he only smiles. “nothing.”
he realized he was in love with you and he saw that you felt the same.
graduation comes, the ceremony ends in a bittersweet manner. you were supposed to get ready for the graduation dinner in the university, but heeseung was pulling you somewhere. your hand in his as you two walk, reaching a meadow. not to mention, you two were still in your togas. heeseung was carrying a backpack though.
when you two reach a tree, heeseung softly lets go of your hand with a lingering touch as he takes his bag off his back, opening it and taking out a blanket. you help him lay it out on the ground. heeseung proceeds to take out a bunch of food and a bottle of wine and two glasses. you giggle.
“ooh, having a picnic with heeseung.” you giddily say.
“no, love.” he catches you off-guard with the nickname. you look at him, confused. “we’re having our first date.”
you look at him and he only smiles. “did you ask me on a date?” you ask, dumbfounded. you probably forgot since your schedule was hectic lately.
heeseung laughs, shaking his head. “i thought it was cute,” he says. “i had some realizations and one of them being i should have been with you all along. you always treated me right and i always gravitated towards you. you were right in front of me all along and i…” he shrugs. “so, if it’s not too late yet, will you accept?”
you smile, taking one glass from heeseung’s hand and he opens the bottle as he pours the glasses in half. “happy first date.” you say with a smile, raising your glass and heeseung softly clinks his glass against yours.
years passed by, heeseung never thought he would be this happy. he was having a bad day at work, but you were there for him. he was curled up against you, head on your chest as he started to feel light. “hee, it was a mistake. you’re inevitable to make a mistake, you’re human.” you say, playing with his hair as he closes his eyes.
“i will never get how you manage to choose me everyday even though i’m not perfect.” heeseung mutters and you kiss his head.
“because you’re real.” you answer.
“i know, i’m real. i’m not pinocchio.” heeseung mumbles against your chest as he turns his head and you laugh.
“come on,” you say. “you know what i mean. when a person is perfect, they’re not real, hee. you have your flaws, and i love you in spite of them. it makes you real, transparent. no secrets from me.”
“i love you, y/n. i really do.” heeseung says, lifting his head as he towers above you, pressing his lips against yours. the rest of the night pass by, positions have changed as you were now the one laying on heeseung’s chest, his arm under your neck as his hand was holding yours. it was already five thirty in the morning, but heeseung couldn’t sleep.
there are a lot of times when he wouldn’t sleep and just soak up the feeling that you were the one he gets to sleep and wake up with. heeseung softly intertwines his fingers with yours, raising it so he can see your hands hold together. the soft rays of the sun slowly entered the room and heeseung could see himself putting a ring on your finger soon. he puts your intertwined hands down, pressing a kiss on your head as he closed his eyes, feeling content with everything.
you are his everyday and he is yours.

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star lost with you | hyunjin au | part 13

synopsis: working in a quaint little art store, you’ve had the honor of meeting all kinds of people, but you’ve never met somebody like him.
there were many reasons hyunjin returned to his hometown; a getaway from the ephemeral and fast-paced life of the city, so he could fall in love with life again. he thought he was prepared for everything, to study art in the way that he’s always wanted to, but what he didn’t anticipate was meeting you.
hwang hyunjin realises that sometimes, the best things in life happen unplanned.
series: star lost with you
pairing:idol! hyunjin x artist! reader
genre: friends to lovers, angst, smut, fluff, set in the idolverse, mutual pining, unrequited love, forbidden (?) romance, slowburn (!), soulmate au (kind of)
word count: 39K… ( :] )
warnings: cursing, lots of angst and confrontations, drinking, jealousy, mutual pining, sexual tension, mentions of blood (minimal), mature content, forbidden romance angst, dirty talk, mentions of fingering, dom! hyunjin, edging, mentions of the word cock, references to a sex shop, phone sex…, mutual masturbation, arguments, way too much cheesy fluff, flashbacks (?)
a/n:so sorry for the delay, but so much in my life was happening, and i was finally able to put out this chapter. there’s a lot of plot developments…and i hope you like it. i loved exploring more of hyun, and i hope you love it too! didn’t sleep for five days editing this, but there still may be some stuff i missed, or overlooked. it’s almost 40,000 words so i hope you have a good time reading it <3
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The baby blue mirror on Hyunjin’s bedroom wall did little to conceal his state of distress.
His eyes were still puffy from last night, a striking red that couldn’t be ignored. He had always been terrible at pretending, but on a day like today, it was obvious that he hadn’t slept.
It was obvious that he’d cried.
A cold puff of his breath coated the reflection, and he hurriedly ran a hand through his hair. A feeble attempt to somehow tame it. There was little time to spare before he had to leave, so he brushed it back, not wanting it in his face, but all that did was draw even more attention to the tiredness in his gaze.
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𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘 𝐓𝐖𝐎 — 3

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 ❆ choi soobin x f!reader
𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘 ❆ you met choi soobin one fateful summer when you were nineteen and then he became the one that got away. now you’re twenty two, and just when you think you’re ready to move on, the only boy you’ve ever truly loved shows back up in your life. but your friends are determined to keep you together this time.
𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 ❆ ello!! happy 22 friday bffers this ones just a little filler and goes into both some plot and the dynamics of y/n’s friend group!! ignore some time stamps on this one 💔
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𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 ❆ two — happy birthday to me ig 😕
𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓 ❆ four — we’re getting gimbap
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LOVE NEWS ! — CHAPTER 2

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