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李 ｡｡ I HATE YOU, BUT I LOVE YOU ─ he worried you.

𝓢 . 𝗂𝗇 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗁! 𝖾𝗇𝗁𝗒𝗉𝖾𝗇 𝗀𝗈𝗍 𝗍𝗈𝗈 𝖻𝗎𝗌𝗒 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂𝗇𝖼𝗅𝗎𝖽𝖾𝗌 𝗁𝖾𝖾

희승 ⟡ 𝒽𝖾𝖾𝗌𝖾𝗎𝗇𝗀 𝗑 𝒻𝖾𝗆 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 . . . 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿, 𝗌𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍 ⋆ 241 ( 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝖼𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 + 𝗁𝖾𝖾'𝗌 𝖾𝗑𝗁𝖺𝗎𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 ) ৎ 𝗋𝖾𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗀, 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍 . 𝖼𝖺𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗈𝗀𝗎𝖾

백합 ! first hee fic based on enha's current situation.

𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗉𝗅𝖺𝗒𝗂𝗇𝗀

"what? new album? soon after releasing one weeks ago?" You look at him in disbelief, your brows barely touching. A small 'clack' sound could be heard soon as you placed the plate full of pancakes right across you.

"Uh-hmm," he hums, head still buried deep between his arms he gently rested on the table. It was your boyfriend, Lee Heeseung. The eldest member of South Korea's well-known boy band, Enhypen.

"We've confirmed it." He says, finally looking up at you, his gaze finding yours. A strong conclusion immediately struck upon you like a tidal wave and it hurts. It hurts you so bad to watch him like this.

A deep exhaustion that's clearly visible stuck all over his normally bright and warm face.

You love him so much it kills to know that he's working terribly hard but still gets to flash you a loving smile despite the huge burden he carries. 

You push your thoughts aside as you startle him by wrapping your arms around him, tightening the grip, and nuzzling your face deeper in the crook of his neck. Your eyes begin to blur as you feel hot tears drop like a tiny droplet, one by one. You don't bother asking him any further questions nor providing any explanation. 

All you're able to do is muster a single phrase saying, 

"I hate you."

He lowers his head on top of yours, his soft hair rustling. 

"But I love you."

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( 희승 ) ✧ "SHOOT HE'S LOOKING AT ME. RIGHT AT ME"

( 𝓢 ) 𝗂𝗇 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗁! 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝖾𝗇𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝖻𝗒 𝖫𝖾𝖾 𝖧𝖾𝖾𝗌𝖾𝗎𝗇𝗀

백합 ! 𝗂 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗈𝗇𝖾 >< 𝗁𝗈𝗉𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗀𝗎𝗒𝗌 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗂𝗍 𝗍𝗈𝗈

𝒽𝖾𝖾𝗌𝖾𝗎𝗇𝗀 𝗑 𝒻𝖾𝗆 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 ღ 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿, 𝗋𝗈𝗆𝖺𝗇𝖼𝖾 ʚɞ 𝗌𝖼𝖾𝗇𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗈 ⟡ 318 . . . 𝗉𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾 𝗌𝗎𝗉𝗉𝗈𝗋𝗍 𝗆𝖾 𝖻𝗒 𝗋𝖾𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗀, 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍 . 𝖼𝖺𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗈𝗀𝗎𝖾

You were just about to enjoy your most-waited meal at this some old-fashioned restaurant when you noticed three figures walking directly to the table across you.

At first, you simply ignore it, assuming it was just some people wanting to dine in. But as you look up to them, your heart abruptly skips a beat. At the slightest moment, you knew that

You're just enchanted by the guy from across you who seems busy scrolling through his phone. His features,

Thick, dark, and well-defined brows that are perfectly arched, highlighting a rugged of handsomness to his already captivating features, The bright light from the room reflects off the lenses he wore, making his eyes appear more magnified and alluring, his messy hair that fits perfectly to his overall effortless and edgy look, and how he make even the most ordinary jersey looks cool and fashionable.

He's the most breathtaking and ethereal person you've set your eyes on for your entire lifetime.

As you were busy daydreaming about how charming he looks, completely lost in your own little fantasy of admiration for him, he abruptly took you by surprise when he lifts his gaze from his phone and stare right into your eyes.

"shoot"

your breath hitches in your throat and you felt your world shattered soon as he caught you red-handed, staring at him like some sort of psycho or a madwoman but, it didn't last for even the slightest second when

His gaze bore into yours.

"He's looking at me. Right at me."

And a small smile curves at the corner of his lips.

Time seems to slow down and it feels like the world around you has faded away, leaving only the two of you in your own world. In the midst of the intense magical moment, your eyes suddenly slides down to where his palm are held up open.

And there it's written,

"Lee heeseung"

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( 이희승 ) ━━ ❝𝖶𝖮𝖴𝖫𝖣 𝖸𝖮𝖴 𝖦𝖨𝖵𝖤 𝖬𝖤 𝖠 𝖯𝖠𝖳 𝖳𝖮𝖮?❞

꒰ 𝓢 ꒱ 𝗂𝗇 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗁! 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗌𝗄𝗌 𝗁𝗂𝗆 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖺 𝗉𝖺𝗍

백합 ★ 𝗉𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽 𝖻𝖼𝗌 𝗂 𝖿𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝖼𝗎𝗍𝖾 >3<

𝒽𝖾𝖾𝗌𝖾𝗎𝗇𝗀 𝗑 𝒻𝖾𝗆 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋. 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿, 𝗌𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝖼𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄. 𝗁𝖾𝖾𝗌𝖾𝗎𝗇𝗀 𝗅𝖺𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗍 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋, 𝗌𝗎𝗅𝗄𝗒 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋, 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗉𝖾𝗍𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗌 ( 𝖻𝖺𝖻𝖾, 𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒, 𝗉𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖼𝖾𝗌𝗌 ) 𝗌𝖼𝖾𝗇𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗈, 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 ⟡ 273 . . .

𝗉𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾 𝗌𝗎𝗉𝗉𝗈𝗋𝗍 𝗆𝖾 𝖻𝗒 𝗋𝖾𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗀, 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍 . 𝖼𝖺𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗈𝗀𝗎𝖾

"Ahahahahahaha, oh my babe, you're so funny."

He shuts his eyes tight while slowly leans back against the couch you were both sitting on, indicating that the question you had just asked seconds before was far too entertaining for him. 

"like very, very funny." 

You glance at him in puzzlement, rolling your lenses 360 degrees. "shut up."

With a pout on your lips, you throw both arms around yourself and move your figure away to the opposite direction from him. 

Your shift made Heeseung realize that you were genuinely upset, so he instantly decided to calm himself down.

"H-ha..." but he still managed to let out a small pant, apparently drained from the huge laughter he'd burst earlier. 

"Is it too weird?" You mumbled, still not getting over how he mistook your earlier request as a joke.

"Baby," he calls you lovingly, raising his back from the cushion and extends a hand over his left side to support his weight.

But you remained silent, clearly hurt by his previous action, which caused him to let out a long sigh before finally saying, 

"What the princess wants, the princess gets." 

Frustrated and confused, you manage to toss him a short issue,

"Lee Heeseung, what are──,"

but before you could even finish it, you felt his smooth right palm have been placed on the crown of your head, and as quickly as it happened, your eyes widened in surprise, and you felt your cheeks grew hotter with each passing time as a deep rosy hue spread all across your features. Before you could even protest anything, he spoke, 

"Would you give me a pat too?"

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lee heeseung; autumn heartbreaks.

pairing: lee heeseung x reader

genre: angst, lovers to strangers

synopsis: where the only person you could ever imagine loving, breaks your heart.

trigger warning(s): n/a

word count: 1.3k words

a/n: this stayed in my drafts for weeks, decided to work on it today and here we are. ITS SO CRINGE I CANT HELP IT

yours and his life was once all about each other.

morning picnic dates but he forgets to pack the strawberry jam,

coffee dates during fall when he'd wrap his scarf around your neck even though you already had one but it was only another excuse to pull you in close and give you a kiss, he'd smile cheekily right after pulling away. oh how you loved his smile.

library dates during finals week because he insisted on helping you study,

waking up every morning to see him already staring and admiring your features with so much love in his eyes. "morning, doll" he'd always say every morning with a soft smile as his hand reaches out to your face to move your hair from your face delicately

kissing on his rooftop during new years eve as fireworks lit up in the night skies

those days where you'd get into little quarrels and he'd always show up at your doorsteps with snacks in his hands, especially banana milk and chocolate. and you'd always end up forgiving him because you could never seem to stay mad at him.

taking your dog out on walks around the park and stopping by some food stands to get some churros,

baking chocolate cupcakes, dancing around your kitchen island and swaying side to side with his hands on your waist and yours on his shoulders as he plays his playlist that he made thinking of you in the background. staring into his eyes made you want to give in whatever you had to make those moments last forever.

those glowing bambi eyes that once felt like they held a thousand galaxies behind them. his gaze that was once so full of love whenever he was with you, was now all dull and felt as if there were no emotions in him at all.

your worst fear was that he'd fall out of love.

your worst fear was that one day, heeseung would find someone else that was better for himself, someone he loved more. and no matter how hard you've tried to be his ideal type, no matter how much you've always tried to be that someone, he was out of your league.

you've always been there for him, you've seen every side of him and stuck with him no matter what. you showed him all the love you ever could to anybody, and yet that somehow wasn't enough.

you weren't enough.

-

you find yourself waiting on your boyfriend to get home safely again, and hes late, like he's always been.

heeseung's been tired lately, you can't really do anything about it since its been stressful at work for him and of course you wanted to treat him well especially during these hard times. it was the least you thought you could do.

you made plans of what you were gonna cook him day to day, made plans of how you were gonna shower him with gifts and movie nights, you made sure to make the bed, did his laundry although he insists, did everything at home despite your study schedule and made sure he was comfortable as soon as he got home.

just as you were done cooking something up in the kitchen while waiting for him to get home, the apartment door opened.

"heeseung! you wanna watch a movie together? look i made ramen and some-" "y/n, we need to talk"

your heart dropped. his tone was unusual, sending an uneasy feeling to your guts.

you stared at him in concern, the look in his eyes were unreadable.

"we can talk about it over some ramen," you gave a warm smile as you walked over to arrange the table, hoping that looking away could cover up the fear you had deep down because you could guess the words that he was going to mutter out next.

and you were saying whatever for for him to not say it even if you already knew.

"let's break up" he said in monotone, looking away from your figure avoiding eye contact.

you froze in place and turned to look at him and all you could mutter out was his name

"hee..."

"i'm sorry"

"is it something i did? i promise you i can fix it if you'd just tell-"

"its not something you did y/n,"

"then.."

"i.. i fell out of love."

he fell out of love. and all you could reply back that day was "oh."

you swore you saw tears in his eyes, all he could say in context to why were just his apologies.

why was he crying? he's the one hurting you most and he knew it. yet all he could spill out were his apologies that would never fix anything.

four years worth, and all he could say is sorry. no better explanation. just his useless apology.

after that he just left. leaving you in tears with the heavy burden on your chest. you hated him for that but all you had to blame was yourself. were you not good enough? did he find someone new? all those questions hanged around your mind.

he just left you alone in your apartment and from that day on, everything you did reminded you of him, all those memories haunted you everywhere you went or did and all you could do about it was cry yourself back to sleep for god knows for how long.

its been a year since it all happened.

your bestfriend, ryujin convinced you to move out of you apartment and helped you pick yourself back up. staying in that apartment would only lead to endless days of skipping meals, classes and crying yourself to sleep. whatever you did was just going to end up in tears and breakdowns.

you've been better and managed to pull yourself back together and focus on your studies. you worked a part time job in a cafe with ryujin and heeseung wasn't much of a burden for you anymore. the thought of him still made you feel heavy and hurt. but at least he everywhere you looked now didn't remind you of him.

-

[9:30 PM]

it was just like every other weekend, you took up an extra shift since you were free. you closed up the cafe, now on your way home to your shared apartment with ryujin. it was autumn again, leaves were falling and it was cold, cozy. you tucked your hands into your coat as you walked down the streets, street lights lighting up the path as you walked along it quietly, admiring the autumn scenery as the cold wind lightly blew on your hair.

reminded you of that winter night two years ago when you were the happiest, with him of course.

the memories lingered in your head and instead of crying like you used to, it made you feel heavy, but those memories made you feel warm and you managed to smile upon thinking about it.

you can't help but miss the way he'd gaze at you, you missed his gentle hands moving your hair away from your face, you missed the love you felt in his gaze whenever he looked at you. but now, those loving eyes were no longer meant for you.

you treasured every single second with him, and you genuinely loved him. and you can't lie to yourself, if he was to call you and told you to come over right now because he wasn't feeling okay, you'd definitely find yourself running back to him with no second thoughts. he still owned your heart like no one else's.

but now, at least he's happier and thats all that really mattered to you.

he fell out of love. and there was nothing you or himself could do about it. it was what it was.

he was out of your league, and no matter how much you tried to be enough for him, you just weren't the one.

it was nice while it lasted, you experienced what love felt like and how much it could hurt.

it hurts for you to think about it and you dread thinking about it, but he wasn't yours. no matter how much you loved him and cared for him,

those loving eyes just weren't yours.

-

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lee heeseung; heart eyes.

pairing: lee heeseung x reader, heeseung x reader

genre: fluffffff, inspired by the song melting by kali uchis!

synopsis: in where the both of you have nothing but love in your eyes whenever you looked at each other, and all flaws turn into perfection. but it took you both long enough, so heeseung decides to confess at the perfect time

trigger warning(s): abit of swearing, overworking

word count: 1.9K

a/n: finally back on tumblr!! ive been away for a while due to some personal reasons. and i wrote this and dedicated it to heeseung because of the amount of unnecessary hate he's getting :(. i love him with all my heart and all im hoping for is for all this to die down and that he'd feel so much better. we truly dont deserve him.

this was sort of rushed and was resting in my drafts for a while unfinished, ive had a pretty buzy schedule irl so i apologize beforehand for all grammatical mistakes or lines that sound rushed, im not in my right state of mind and im just writing to distract myself. but i really hope you enjoy!

~~~

[7:20 AM]

saying that you were sleepy was an understatement, you’re exhausted.

it's a bad habit but you tend to either overwork yourself with an overwhelming amount of schoolwork and studying or you’d not study at all.

last night was one of those nights where you forgot about the time and ended up sleeping at 4AM.

you laid on the desk resting your eyes, slowly drifting back to sleep. that’s until a loud thud could be heard beside you, making you flinch.

“morning loser” a deep voice said. heeseung.

you quickly lifted your head back up to look up at your side, watching him sit down.

how does one look so good in an oversized shirt and messy hair? no idea.

“what made you decide to come to class today?” you said, in a sarcastic voice.

the boy barely makes appearances to class, it was kind of weird to see him arrive at class so early too.

“what a way to greet your best friend” he replied as he roughly ruffled your hair.

“yah!” you yelled, not in the mood to fuck around due to how tired you were.

he laughed, leaning back on his seat with his arms now folded and staring at you as you irritatedly fixed your hair.

you turned back to throw him a glare, that shit grin was still on his face. quite the opposite of how he made you feel at that moment.

"you look like a panda" he half whispered.

"i know" you muffled, turning back to your desk to lay down. letting out a sigh after closing your eyes.

heeseung digging through his bag could be heard

"i'll be right back"

"mhm"

he dashed out of class

~~~

"yah, wake up" a familiar voice said, not too far from your ear. you turned to the direction, only to be greeted by heeseung's face right next to yours.

your heart just did a backflip, his face was practically right next to yours, one little move, your noses would be touching.

honestly it wasn't the first time he made you feel that way, every single time he was around you, every time he spoke, every time he smiled or just did anything, your insides turn inverted, your blood starts to rush and the feeling of butterflies in your stomach grows.

he then smiled, looking at your clueless expression due to your distracting thoughts. you could stare at him all day, and oh how you loved his smile, you always have. he was panting a bit due to all the running he did. the way his bambi eyes squinted, the way he smiled, his soft lips, just everything about him you loved

sometimes you wonder how perfect a person can be, especially your best friend thats right in front of you. just like your favorite song that came to be your favorite because it reminded you of him, he's just like heaven's incarnate. whenever he was around, whenever he talks you felt safe and comfort.

he didn't find your staring weird because he was doing the same, the smile never left his face.

realizing how you were staring directly at him and how the tension grew between you two, in a tired voice, you muttered out "where did you go?"

he let out a breathy laugh, lifting his hand to boop your nose, and then back to smiling and staring at your sleepy state for a bit, he then sat back up to rummage through the plastic bag in his hand

"i got you breakfast because i know you skipped it" he brought out custard bread that he bought from your favorite bakery and placed it right in front of you. "and coffee, just how you like it"

he handed you your coffee cup, he also had one in for himself in front of him.

it has always been like this between you two, he always took care of you, ever since you fell scraped your knee back in kindergarten, when you both were only 5.

you remember him running to grab a bandaid from his little school bag, made you sit and took care of your little injury. ever since then it was always an instinct to take care of you whether it was necessary or not.

and it was also because it was his love language, his act of service.

he leaned forward resting his face on his palm, staring straight at you and sipping his coffee, in a way sarcastically smacked his lips rapidly, and took another sip.

"you look stupid" you said laughing a bit, finally sitting up to stretch yourself a bit.

he was still in the same position just staring at you.

"what"

"i'm waiting to make sure you eat"

"you make me feel like a kid that needs supervision at all times sometimes"

again, he laughed. and it made you feel good because he found it funny. you'd be lying if you said you didn't watch every stand-up comedy to learn to be funny specifically for him.

it didn't matter anyway because he always finds himself unconsciously smiling at everything you say.

"you kinda are, if you think about it" he said

"heeseung i will-

"eeaaattt" he said, with your custard bread he unpackaged without you realizing in his hand, shoving it in your mouth.

~~~

[5:30 PM]

"hey" the long awaited notification popped up. you had been hoping he had texted you today ever since you were on your way home.

"hi hee" you responded

"you wanna go for a walk around the park?"

"yeah sure"

"alright, i'll be at your house in 15"

you shut your phone and smiled to yourself, rushing to get a thick coat and a beanie to go downstairs to wait for him.

you picked out your shoe and waited by the door, fixing your hair a bit.

the doorbell rang soon after. his house was close so it was a short walk.

you opened the door and there he was. the cold weather made the tip of his nose red, and his breathes were kind of foggy. his hair looks effortless, like he did nothing to it except brushing it and ran out the house. he had a scarf on, covering his face a bit.

again, butterflies.

"ready to go?"

"yup"

~~~

[7:25 PM]

if there was anything heeseung loved to do the most with you, it would be hanging out in peaceful and quiet places. because that way, you two talk alot.

heeseung loved listening to you talk, because it always meant you were opening up to him and telling him feelings you've bottled up. it made him feel at in a way special and at ease knowing that you find it hard to open up to people, and here you are, talking to him.

"seriously, things are sorta getting better for me. or maybe it's just that i've gotten used to all of this." you said, looking down at the dimly lit path, staring at both your shadows and smiling to yourself a bit, realizing how bad that kind of sounded.

"y/n, if anything you're the most hard-working person i know, and i'm not stopping you from doing your thing but sometimes i just think it's too much for you. your mental health matters too you know?" he said in a reassuring way, turning to you.

you hummed in response and looked back at him.

"you matter too." he sighed and softly smiled, "we're young, you know. we got a long way ahead of us and plenty of time. don't waste your youth on just overworking yourself, you'll regret it."

in deep thoughts to what he just said, you stared ahead once again.

the moon was so clear tonight. you had always loved night walks at the park. something about the quiet atmosphere, the street lights lighting up the path, the crickets and the big trees. it's always so calming and it always felt like, to you, the few good things in your life.

little did you know, one of those few things was staring at you, but too you were too distracted in your thoughts to realize. it was one of the few things he kind of loved about you because of how unconsciously mesmerizing you looked, smiling to yourself from time to time, but also something he kind of wished you did less of.

both good things like something that makes you feel all warm inside, bad things like overthinking or stressing, or bottling up your feelings. you have too much thoughts to think about in that little pretty head of yours, he thinks to himself.

"what do you think i should be doing during my youth, hee?" you suddenly asked. something about how you said it was soft, sad yet with a sense of hopefulness.

"so many things, doll." your blood rushed at the sudden nickname. "like?" he smiled at you, "adopting a cat and naming it after me like you always said," you giggled. "or visiting different places you've always wanted to, with friends?" i barely have any friends, hee" you both laughed.

you were terrible at socializing and it's not that he didn't know. he tries to help you with it too. like telling you beforehand what to say and how to talk to the cashier before entering a café, a bookstore, or with greeting people. he was always there for you to grab onto when you're feeling shy or awkward around people. "you get my point, just go have fun. don't be so harsh on yourself."

it was pure silence after that. not the unbearable and awkward kind of silence, it was a comforting silence, all thoughts.

a love life? although you had eyes for a person, you didn't think you could afford love at the moment. and it was kind of hard to imagine anyone ever liking you.

all you saw in yourself were flaws that you've constantly been working on to fix.

with always working being your habit ever since young, it was hard for you to think of doing anything else during your free time other than working or making yourself feel useful and busy.

you could think of one thing actually,

"the moon's beautiful, isn't it?" he asked, stopping in his path and distracting your thoughts once again, not that you complained because he was the thought.

you looked up at the boy. if anyone else looked at how you were looking at him right now, they would all say you got hearts for eyes.

he was the prettiest boy you had ever laid eyes on. and every single flaw he had, to you, it only made you fall for him even more. you loved his eyes and how much it reminded you of bambi, you loved his tall nose and the way it scrunches up every time he laughs, you loved his soft lips.

"yeah, it is" you responded, your eyes unknowingly stays on his lips. feeling your stare, he looked at you and his smile turned into a grin.

"d'you wanna kiss me?" he said in a teasing matter, leaning down to reach your eye level, a few inches from your face.

you froze for a bit, "i- no no! that's not what i meant" awkwardly laughing.

your heart rate increased so fast it felt like you were having a heart attack. your blood rushed up to the tip of your nose and cheeks and it wasn't helping that he was staring right at you with that smile of his when you were doing everything in your power to avoid his eyes.

he found your flustered state adorable. with the wind blowing on your hair lightly, your cheeks all rosy and your eyes moving all frantically he felt like he was going to lose it.

he smiled widely, bringing his hand up to your head, patting it softly. "you know y/n," he said as he straightened up and slowly walked closer towards you, "you don't realize how much of an impact you have on me."

he paused for a bit, thinking of all those words he had been dying to tell you, gathering them all up and picking out the best ones because if he was to say everything he loved and thought about you, you both would have to stand there until the moon sets and the sun rises again.

"and you should know that if there's anyone in this world that deserves to be loved and to be cared for most, it would be you." he continued, "i admire you for everything you do, and nothing could ever change my mind."

"i like you a lot, y/n." he said as his hands moved up to caress your cheek. "too much even."

"like, like like?"

"yeah, like like like." he said, with that soft smile of his that made you feel like your heart was melting like an ice cream under the hot sun.

"but why?"

he laughs, "should i not?"

"i mean if you want to,"

then and there he leans down and presses his lips against yours, moving it slowly, passionately. not a care in this world, like nothing else mattered except the person right in front of him.

it was your first kiss, and it felt like you were floating on clouds.

he slowly pulled away, noses still touching while staring into your eyes with nothing but love in his.

"if that still doesn't answer your question, yes. i do want to, with all my heart." he whispers, "and i'm afraid i won't be able to stop doing so even if i tried to."

he kissed your forehead, making you smile. "i like you too, hee." you said, resting your head on his chest, trying to hide your face from him muttering out the words your thought you'd never say out loud as he pulled you closer into his embrace, resting his head on yours.

he softly chucked at your action and caressed your hair. "i thought you would've figured out by now that i've always liked you since we were kids, hee. i hate that you always make me flustered too."

again, he laughed. "you did?"

"of course i did, did you?"

"i always have, sweetheart."

in fact, he ever only had those eyes, as they would say, heart eyes, for you and only you and no one else.

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SITUATIONSHIP 〻ᯇ # lee heeseung

IN WHICH ✶ y/n loved the idea of love, simply because she hadn’t experienced it yet. She hoped and prayed that love would come to her at the perfect time of her life where she’s mentally stable and ready for it. So when she suddenly gets attention from Lee Heeseung—she can’t tell if she likes this or not? This sudden attention, he was extremely sweet to her, way too sweet that it was suspicious. Given his reputation, Heeseung wasn’t the type to settle. So why was he all up on Y/n? and just why was Y/n enjoying it? She was confused with herself and her new situationship, maybe she’s just overstimulated by everything and scared to commit.

genre ୨୧ ꙳ smau, strangers2lovers, light angst, fluff, college / university au, lee heeseung x female reader.

warnings ; swearing , kms/kys jokes ,suggestive jokes (no smut), mentions of being high, drinking, ningning as faceclaim.

featuring ୨୧ ꙳ RIIZE - seunghan + sohee + sungchan. AESPA - winter + karina. TXT - soobin. NMIXX - lily. + more

release date ; 02/27/24

status ୨୧ ꙳ ongoing

disclaimer ; this is all fictional, how i write and portray idols in this are fake.

jayjay note ୨୧ ꙳ AYYY first smau on the new account🙏

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001. skatergirl133 | group one

002. KittyDestroyer.com | group two

✶ MY FIRST SITUATIONSHIP! ੭

001. BOMBOCLAAT | smau + written (760 wrds)

002. stanky feet | smau

003. off the clock | smau + written (519 wrds)

004. love | smau + written (606 wrds)

005. motives | smau

synopsis: when streamer heeplays needs to find a plus one to go with him to the Streamer Awards, what does he do? he makes a google form of course! and what happens when up-and-coming streamer y/n jokingly fills out the form, catching heeseung's attention? stream starting soon: be my +1 !!!

pairing: streamer!heeseung x fem!reader

content/genre: strangers to lovers, college au, streamer au, fluff, crack, (potential) angst, smau

warning(s): swearing, will be more specific each chapter, league of legends. valorant. video games in general 😭 gamer terms

status: in progress (updates are whenever i can)

featuring: the rest of enhypen, txt, lesserafim, stray kids, zb1 and more (ngl i still haven’t decided 🧍🏻‍♀️)

note: this is my first smau so please bear with me !!! i wanted to get a gamer!enha fic in the timeline bc half the time there is either a lack of fics or like it’s not actually a proper gamer thing (tho i have been seeing more as of recently ^-^) so as i release this i plan to include a little footnotes/dictionary section for gamer terms which some people may be unfamiliar with :] also ! thanks you to @soobnny for all your help <3 (y’all should check out her work :D)

tags: bm+1, bm+1 updates, bm+1 thoughts, bm+1 asks

taglist: send an ask to be added :D

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profiles. choose your player !!!

> y/n and the roomies

> otvhee and friends

> otv (1) (2)

> and friends

> valo squad

> enhas

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lvl 1. - new roomie !

lvl 2. - god's gift to valorant

lvl 3. - we need a name

lvl 4. - i love get up by newjeans

lvl 5. - maidenless

lvl 6. - women in stem ✨

lvl 7. - do it for the plot

lvl 8. - inch resting

lvl 9.

lvl 10.

more to be added :)

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extras.

> dictionary/references

> streamer awards voting form (STILL LIVE)

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Tulips And The End Of The World — Lee Heeseung

[Boyfriend!Heeseung x GenderNeutral!Reader]

Warnings: Making out, talking about the end of the world, was in my soft Heeseung hours

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“Do you think one day the earth will explode?” you ask Heeseung, tracing his neck with the tip of your nose. he lets out a breathy chuckle, startled at the strangely morbid question.

“What do you mean?”

“like the volcanoes.” you answer shortly, too focused on kissing him on the bulge of his adam's apple.

“darling, you need to elaborate,” he giggles, interested in what you’re trying to ask or say but too endeared by your preoccupation.

your kisses make their way down to his clavicle and then back up again to his chin, “like i mean have you ever imagined the earth gets so hot that it erupts? what if that happens?” you interrogate him with a little more information than your initial question.

Heeseung watches you settle down on his lap again, folding your hands on top of his chest and resting your chin on them.

“i’ve never thought about it but i guess it’s possible. i don't know,”

he supposes you must want something more definitive as a response. yet he’s too lost in the way you unintentionally flaunt your innocence to come up with a better answer.

your doe eyes look up at him to carry on the conversation,

“what do you want to be doing when the world ends, Heeseung?”

he has the opportunity to say so much— performing with his members, going out to eat with his family, playing video games, running around in a field full of puppies— his options are quite literally endless.

he forgets all of them once his eyes land on your lips.

your strawberry pink lipstick has been smudged thanks to your little pecking session on his soft skin. your supple lips leaving gradually fading prints across his body. he notices how well the shade compliments the shape of your lips. they’re so delicate and kissable. everything about you is kissable.

the pecking session had started as a cuddling session. but when you started paying your attention towards his neck, all his thoughts went out the window. it was truly amazing how you could help him relax with just a kiss at his temple.

temptress, seductress— these are the kind of words Heeseung had heard people say about their significant others. he had never anticipated that his own significant other would be sanctity incarnate. your touches bloom seven shades of tulips inside his chest. his eyes turning as soft as lilies when they stare into yours. he wants to trace the constellations you draw against his chest, waiting for a reply, but he makes no attempts to disturb your peaceful activity.

had Heeseung been a stronger man, he would have given you the answer you wanted. but he's not. he’s only what you make of him, what you let him be in your presence. it's sickening how oblivious you are to his unequivocal devotion to you.

he lets his palm rest against your chin and caress the honey skin. bringing you up, he kisses you on your lips. you taste of cherries in spring and smell like violets in full bloom.

Heeseung wonders if he has fallen in love with a narcotic of some sort instead of a person.

are you even real?

his tongue maps your bottom lip and you grant him permission to deepen the kiss. his tongue traces around on yours unhurried. the conversation may be centered around the end of the world but Heeseung is sure time only begins when he’s kissing you like this.

he breaks the kiss to breathe, looking into your hooded eyes, drunk on the passionate kiss,

“i’d die like this.”

tilting your head, you repeat his statement, asking for an explanation, “like this?”

“yeah,” he breaks out in a small smile. reaching towards you, he takes your mouth in a deep kiss again, “just like this.”

“you mean kissing me?” you confirm with a shy grin.

with his eyes closed shut, he hums out dreamily. hugging you close, he whispers against your lips.

“what a lovely way to die.”

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A/N: bias wrecker activities

familiar stranger — l.hs.

pairing. idol!heeseung x reader

synopsis. what if lee heeseung takes a liking to the cute stranger that asked him for a picture with the pretty view instead of one with him? 

genre. pure fluff, humor, you meet heeseung accidentally

warnings. a little swearing, heeseung is a flirt

word count. 1,554

you were hearing his laugh loud and clear.

“yeah! and i almost fell down the stairs giving jungwon a piggyback!” lee heeseung’s eyes got teary as he was telling the story he found absolutely hilarious. his friends followed right after, cracking up as soon as he mentioned the younger member causing their old friend to almost break his neck. 

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## you, me and the moon. — l. heeseung

synopsis: lee heeseung is a famous frat boy who is known to be mysterious since he would always stay at the corner to observe people passing by but he does not like the fact that his eyes would linger a little longer on you than he likes to admit because who the fuck is he kidding? you're way too good for him.

pairing: fratboy!heeseung x fem!reader

content/genre: college au, fratboy au, pining, big ass slowburn (here we go again), angst, fluff

warning(s): i'll put them on every chap. <3

note: another smau !! i thought it would be a one time thing but here we are <3 tell me if you want to be added on the taglist okay? <3

introduction/drabble.

zero. — profiles. / profiles (two). / profile (three).

one. — how it started (pilot).

two. — how the first day went.

three. — how y/n bumped into heeseung.

four. — how heeseung became sunshine.

five. — how y/n got her favorite note.

six. — how jisung and hyunjin rated heeseung.

seven. — how heeseung almost got caught.

eight. — how jake concluded the plot twist of the century.

nine. — how y/n got a large cup of coffee.

ten. — how jay woke up a little earlier than usual.

eleven. — how heeseung priv got people.

twelve. — how heeseung and y/n got lunch together.

thriteen. — how heeseung is so stressed about sunghoon.

fourteen. — how a heey/n fan account was made.

fifteen. — how jisung's stupid lame plan worked.

sixteen. — how y/n got heeseung to dance.

seventeen. — how heeseung tolerates y/n's ass.

eighteen. — how the heey/n fan account survived the drought.

nineteen. — how y/n and heeseung had a deep talk.

twenty. — how it took seven days for heeseung to convince jake.

twenty-one. — how jake and y/n had a date.

twenty-two. — how the heey/n account almost deactivated.

twenty-three. — how heeseung is looking out for y/n.

twenty-four. — how y/n slowly distanced herself from heeseung.

twenty-five. — how heeseug did things with you.

twenty-six. — how jake got frustrated with heeseung.

twenty-seven. — how valentine's went for them.

twenty-eight. — how sunoo got banned in the e-sports area.

twenty-nine. — how heeseung told jake about his plan.

thirty. — how heeseung and y/n started talking again.

thirty-one. — how y/n broke it off with jake.

thirty-two. — how heeseung and y/n got their moon date.

thirty-three. — how heeseung's one mistake caused everything to make sense.

thirty-four. — how heeseung almost did it... again.

thirty-five. — how y/n is slowly getting impatient.

thirty-six. — how jake and sunoo realized.

thirty-seven. — how y/n did the job for heeseung.

thirty-eight. — how heeseung gave y/n space.

thirty-nine. — how they "talk" after the argument.

forty. — how jake knew y/n still cares for heeseung.

forty-one. — how the semester ended.

forty-two. — how heeseung talked to y/n.

forty-three. — how y/n spent her semestral break.

forty-four. — how the first day of second sem went.

forty-five. — how heeseung ended up in the hospital.

forty-six. — how the heey/n fan account came back.

forty-seven. — how it was just you, me and the moon.

alternative ending. — how you were such a good dream.

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permanent taglist [ open! ] : @ja4hyvn @goldenhypen @acciomylove @kuromieiie @baekhyunstruly @knrejj [ can't be tagged/deactivated: @robotsahi @sheepgardenenha ]

back 2 u — lee heeseung.

pairing. heeseung x f!reader

genre. childhood friends to strangers to lovers, mutual pining, fluff, slight angst.

warning(s). swearing, mentions of bruises.

summary. butterflies always found their home again in your stomach whenever you saw heeseung wrapped in the warm spring breeze, destiny and the decisions you both make in life make your paths cross several times unintentionally, although they repeatedly parted ways, in the end you always end up going back to the other.

note. this is my part for my beloved @moonsluvr's "in between the lines" collab. i hope you enjoy it cause it's especially for you! ik it's late but happy birthday love, i love you.

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You fell in love for the first time on a sunny spring morning, at the age of 6.

"Hi, I'm Lee Heeseung!"

You looked at the small hand that had multiple paint stains of all colors that was extended towards you to take it. This was the first time you saw him and the first thing that caught your attention, apart from the fact that he was almost completely covered in paint making his clothes a rainbow, was his bright smile which was missing a tooth and his beautiful eyes.

"Hi." your voice was barely above a whisper as you shook his hand shyly, noticing how it left a red stain on yours.

The boy who said his name was Heeseung stared at you, waiting for you to keep talking so he could know your name. Only after a few seconds in silence did you realize why his eyes didn't even want to blink, in case he missed any detail, when you finished telling him your name you were already holding back a few tears due to the embarrassment you felt.

One of the first things your mom told you was that you should always introduce yourself to the children who approached you and it was the first thing you forgot.

"Nice to meet you! Do you want to be my friend? I was painting a drawing I made myself, if you want you can help me." if you had to be honest you never met someone so energetic and cheerful before. The friends you made up until now were the same as you and didn't dare to leave the comfort of your routine and relate to someone outside your small circle.

You remembered your older brothers and how they had plenty of friends and always went out to play in the street with them and sometimes you used to feel jealous about it, so you would give yourself a chance to make new friends even if it was hard at first.

So you accepted. But in the short span of a few minutes you were already on the floor holding your knee with some tears running down your cheeks, without any teacher around to help you.

Now you were beginning to regret making that decision, you were used to playing quietly or just walking through the halls while talking about anything with your classmates, so when Heeseung proposed to play hide and seek you got excited to try something new and more fun.

But the moment you couldn't find him anywhere, about 7 minutes into the break, you began to despair, you were running from one place to the other, you checked all the places you knew although it was useless because it's as if he had disappeared from the planet. Your little mind began to think unimaginable and exaggerated things but the nerves had won over you.

When your crying reached the ears of the boy who was even holding his breath so as not to be found, he came out of hiding almost running with concern marked on his face.

"Are you okay?" He knelt in front of you, looking sideways to see if any teacher would peek out so they could handle the situation. What could a child do to calm someone crying?

A small spotlight was lit on his head, he quickly checked the pockets of his pants and a big smile came to his face when he found what he was looking for, he put in front of your eyes a band-aid with drawings of panda bears to show you that he already had everything under control.

He used to fall and hurt himself quite often so his older brother had given him a box full of those so that he would start taking care of himself a little bit so as not to give his mother too much trouble.

He gently placed it on your injured knee, it was rare to see that in him because of how unruly he turned out to be at all hours. Your wound wasn't that bad but you still flinched at the touch, successfully making the small waterfall in your eyes stop.

"I couldn't find you anywhere." that bothered him a bit, he didn't like to see people get sad because of him.

"I'm sorry."

He looked down as he played with his hands only now noticing how dirty they were from the paint, the thought of painting your face pink flashed through his head. He mustered up some courage and you felt his lips rest on the band-aid he just put on.

you were startled and he didn't even give you a chance to say anything because he ran into the classroom at the sound of the bell.

Maybe you were too young to experience what love really was, but back then you could swear your heart was about to explode and you were scared to feel that way whenever you were with him.

A moment so sweet that later you wrote down in your personal diary with great detail, you didn't want to forget that moment for anything in the world.

It was something new and fresh, like lilies of the valley covered with drops of morning dew. But what could you know? You were just a little brat.

The months passed and whenever you shared a moment that made your stomach turn, you wrote it down and treasured it for yourself. You never told anyone about those emotions that made you feel more alive than ever.

After a few years being the best friends that could exist, you disappeared from the city without notice leaving Heeseung alone.

And from there you didn't know anything about each other.

The day you didn't come to school worried him a lot, but nothing compared to the feeling that shook his body when he went to your house only to see the "for sale" sign outside, with not a single piece of furniture inside.

It was as if all the memories you had shared together were shattered into thousands of pieces, just like his heart and the letter he had written for you, telling you even his deepest feelings for you.

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The second time you thought you fell in love was a winter afternoon when you were 16 years old.

Spring was just around the corner but these days the cold hadn't given you a single break, today was your first day in a new high school and you already made the mistake of not bringing any coat and letting yourself be fooled by the sun in the morning because now your body was shaking from head to toe.

The snow melted days ago and if you paid attention to your surroundings you could see how the flowers began to bloom, decorating the streets a bit giving them joy, as well as a cute and innocent feeling inside your stomach that tickled your silly heart. The sun's rays fed and gave life to everything every new morning.

You took a deep breath trying to feel the early warmth of the season you loved the most.

And your body completely freezes at the smell of that perfume.

Was all this real? It's as if the whole world had stopped, time ceased to exist, the birds that were flying were frozen in mid-air, and all sounds disappeared, leaving only the rapid beating of your heart pounding your chest with force.

And all because you exchanged glances with him.

Heeseung had been so engraved in your memory and soul that today, after years, you could still recognize the typical smell of his perfume.

But had you really fallen in love again? He was the same person after all and it was as if all those butterflies were coming out of hiding that they refused to leave. They never left.

You watched as he said something to the boy next to him to walk towards you. With each step it's as if he is activating a bomb in your head not knowing what to do or say.

"Hey."

His voice made everything around you return to normal, letting time run again.

You couldn't say anything, there were so many things you wanted to say that in the end they got stuck in your throat. Both of your eyes already said a lot, although it was still not enough for two people who had loved each other so much and then stopped knowing about the other.

You let your body act by itself and quickly passed your arms around hisneck while you hid your face on his chest, the warmth of his body made you feel in paradise and when he passed his hands on your waist a chill ran down your spine. Feeling his touch after missing him for so long gave you goosebumps. It was overwhelming.

When you parted everything was uncomfortable, he raised his shoulders not knowing what to do and you just covered yourself using your arms because of the cold that penetrated inside your light clothes.

"Long time no see," it was as if you had become strangers, though practically You were "you're taller now."

You did your best to make the environment more comfortable, it was the first time you saw each other after years. His eyes were still the same as you remembered them, he was tall, much taller, his bright smile hadn't changed a bit but he was already a bigger person, you could tell just by looking at him that he wasn't still the same 12-year-old boy.

"Are you cold?" he noticed how your body reacted to being outdoors without any source of heat "I don't want you to get sick."

Heeseung didn't even let you reply that he was already taking off the hoodie he was wearing to put it on your head without hesitation.

"Oh but you don't need to!" he didn't even listen to you and from one second to another his hands were already on the edge of the hoodie making sure it covered you completely "now you could get sick."

"I care more about you." he said softly. His face was so close to yours that you had to hold your breath. He was so cute, he smelled so good and his smile mesmerized you in a way that you could die right there.

He was still the same Heeseung as always.

You didn't talk as much as you would've liked, at least you were able to spend a few minutes talking about what you had done with your lives in recent years, although you couldn't concentrate even for a few minutes, your head kept overthinking every action you did and your eyes couldn't stop traveling in his face trying to remember every last inch of him as if you weren't going to see him again for another long period of time.

Only when you got home did you realize how red your cheeks were, you were embarrassed to think that Heeseung saw you all the time with your face burning and your heart beating so loud, you were sure he could hear it.

That night you slept without being able to take off the blue hoodie with some yellow lines and letters that he gave you, it was a silly thought but you could tell that it was something he would buy the second he saw it. You smiled at that, you had missed him so much that you couldn't be able to get away from that smell that comforted you so much in the past and that remained engraved in the depths of your mind.

You hadn't thought about him going to your high school until that moment, he had the same uniform as you so that got you excited because maybe you can be close again and just thinking about being near him increased your heart rate. You felt like in a fairy tale and you hoped you could tell him what your heart been holding.

But when you went the next day he wasn't there. Nor was it the following days.

Even if you were dying of embarrassment, Heeseung was much more important to you, so you had the audacity to ask the person you saw him with, but he just told you that he had left there and he didn't think he'd be back anytime soon. You felt your heart break a second time for the same person.

Your anger spoke for you but you wished you had never seen him that day just to avoid feeling that unbearable pain you didn't want to remember for anything in the world.

It's as if Heeseung had never existed, being all a product of your imagination that so longed to live his love story.

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Heeseung was like a loose leaf that had been wandering since autumn letting the wind carry it to no particular destination.

That's why the air caught in his throat when he saw you in the cafe he used to go to whenever he needed to clear his mind of it. He had never seen you there before and you didn't seem to be some new employee so he assumed it was because he always picked the times you weren't working.

Feeling so many emotions running through his body made him overwhelmed and dizzy. It was ridiculous that you always met after years in places you least expected, he was tired of that, he was tired of feeling how his heart shrank at your memory and how he cried when he saw you, it erased all the "progress" he was making trying to forget you and he went back 100 steps because he already convinced himself that you weren't meant to be together.

But looking into your eyes always gave him a little hope and he held tight to it, refusing to let go.

It was for that reason that he was too cowardly to approach you, and he simply turned around wanting to leave the place and his feelings as well once and for all. Inwardly begging not to regret his decisions later.

And it looks like the universe heard him for the first time in years.

"Heeseung?"

There weren't many people in the place and he was grateful for it because he could take off his mask and cap calmly without anyone recognizing him, but he was surprised how you could tell it was him just by looking at his figure, his stomach couldn't stop spin around.

Despite the fact that the few who were there stared at him because he had been standing for like 5 minutes without moving, he shrugged it off and walked towards you, with the counter being the only thing that separated you.

"Hey," he smiled at you, "I didn't know you worked here."

"I used to work in the mornings," you didn't know if it was because you hadn't seen him in a long time and you couldn't remember him as well as before but you noticed he was a little sad, you both looked at each other for a few seconds and stayed silent trying to distract yourselves with something "you want a drink?"

"Yeah, of course." Heeseung ordered for his usual.

Everything was damn awkward, you couldn't even talk like you did that time at the high school entrance long ago, everything was worse since you were practically strangers who didn't know anything about each other, just two unknown people who shared a past trying to talk, which would obviously end in embarrassing failure.

Both of you are left with many unspoken words about to come out of your throats, but you had to swallow them.

When Heeseung had his takeout order in his hands, he said goodbye to you and started walking towards the exit. With each step he took, new thoughts came to your head, you couldn't let him go like nothing like you did before, you had to do something to keep him by your side even for a few more hours or else you would regret not having done nothing for the rest of your life.

"My shift ends in about 20 minutes!" your ears turned red realizing you yelled at him, when you got his attention you continued "do you want to wait for me so we can talk?"

"I would love that." his grin dispelled all your doubts, he didn't even have to think twice.

You couldn't do your job properly while he waited sitting next to a window, your mind kept wandering to the image of him with the sun's rays lighting up his face. He was still the most beautiful person you've ever seen and you think you can never get over Lee Heeseung.

Getting him out of your heart is like an impossible mission, it was as if he had been created specifically to be inside you all his life.

"I still have the hoodie you gave me that day." you played with your fingers not wanting to see his expression.

Both left the cafeteria and headed to the first park you found, there were some children playing and running everywhere. You couldn't help but think about when you used to play with Heeseung until it got dark and your mother had to practically carry you home by the ears, you even avoided going home to drink water for fear that she wouldn't let you out again.

His giggle made you look up "I can't believe you kept it," he looked up at the sky, hesitating as to whether or not to say the words on the tip of his tongue, but he was tired of keeping things to himself so he let his mouth speak for itself "it's more yours than mine, it always was."

You tilted your head to the side, not understanding what he meant "what do you mean?"

"This is embarrassing," he tried to cover his face that was beginning to turn pink, "but I bought it with you in mind."

"Are you serious?"

"I've had it since I was 12 years old just because I wanted to lend it to you, so I bought it a few sizes bigger than it still fit me," your chest tightened at the memory "I never wanted to leave you." his sudden words confused you.

"What?" you tried not to stutter.

"That day I had to rethink what I wanted to do with my life several times just because I saw you again after years wondering what happened to you," he took a deep breath trying not to overwhelm his emotions "but I followed my dreams ignoring the deeper feelings, I became a trainee and now I'm here, being an idol. I'm sorry I left, but I don't regret it."

"You fulfilled your dream, of course you don't have to regret it, I would never want you to." your brain still couldn't process everything he told you, you just concentrated on the fact that he was able to fulfill what he told you so many times and you couldn't be more proud of him because your body couldn't contain so much happiness "I'm so proud of you Heeseung, I still remember when you-"

"Even though I don't even know if I like it that much anymore," he cut you off with tears welling up in his eyes "you're right, I fulfilled my dream, but everything is so difficult that I'm beginning to believe that there are more cons than pros in all of this."

You didn't know what to say, you didn't even know what was going on in his life right now, and fuck, you don't even know if you can consider yourself his friend after being apart for so long.

"No matter what I do or how hard I try there will always be bad comments that sometimes become so overwhelming that they far outweigh the good ones. I'm just tired," he looked into your eyes and a spark traveled through your body "and this may be silly but I really do believe that love doesn't exist. Or at least not for me, I don't know if I should give up."

How could he say that? How dare he say love didn't exist when you felt it with every fiber of your body every time you looked into his eyes? When that strong feeling took over your heart from the moment you met him? How dare he when he taught you what love really was even if he didn't know it? It's true, it wasn't always pretty and it used to hurt a lot to the point you want to tear your heart out in order not yo feel anything and forget everything, and you knew that better than anyone for all the years you spent away from him feeling abandoned, but you wouldn't change the love you feel for Lee Heeseung for anything in the world, even if it hurts and burns you inside you're convinced you will never be able to find something similar in your life. Love was what made you feel alive every day.

"You're wrong about that... Love is real. I know because I've felt it."

"Please don't say you love me."

But even if you were consumed with shame and with your pride broken, you decided to stand firm and stare into his eyes, those orbs that you loved so much and from which you had fled so many times.

Hearing that completely paralyzed you, had you been so obvious all that time? You wanted to get out of there, run away and never see him again.

This was the last chance you had to tell him the whole truth and stop being a coward for once in your life, you were going to fight for what your heart dictated, even if everything ended badly you wouldn't be left with that heavy feeling following you everywhere.

"I love you Heeseung, I always have."

He didn't even move, you could see his gaze change but you couldn't figure it out, it was an ocean full of doubt and he was drowning in it.

"Don't make this harder please." His lips were trembling, afraid to blurt out the next words "because I love you too."

You had to blink several times to make sure you weren't in some weird dream or misheard. You wanted to beat him until your hands got tired, you wanted to yell at him until you lost your voice. You were already preparing to be rejected and he told you that? You couldn't believe it, so many years thinking that your feelings were one-sided when in reality he felt the same? You wanted to beat yourself up too by not taking the risk sooner.

But maybe that was fine, probably if you had done it before nothing would have worked, you wanted to believe that the universe was responsible for bringing you together at the right time.

"Please tell me you really mean it." your eyes were watery, waiting for any answer so the tears could fall.

"I never in my life said something so serious." his tone of voice changed to a slower and softer one to make sure you were the only one to hear him, his hands slowly moved up your neck to position themselves on your cheeks and caress them with his thumb "I'm sorry I didn't say it before, I was scared."

Your fingers were on his, not wanting to stop feeling the touch of his fingertips on you, giving you goosebumps "scared of what?"

"Scared of loving you." he was getting closer and closer to you, now you could feel his breath caress your eyelashes "scared of being the only one who felt all these butterflies when we were together and ruining the only good thing in my life."

You repeatedly shook your head letting some tears fall, although there weren't many because Heeseung took care to wipe them all away.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I was going to move me out when we were 12."

"And I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I was on my way to fulfill my dream and let you slip out of my arms, you have no idea how much I wanted to see you again but I let you go."

"Don't worry about it, we're already together, right?" he nodded as your fingers played with his hair.

"Hold me again, I've missed your arms more than anything in the world, I can't let you go, not this time."

It was getting dark, the children were gone and the only thing left in the place were your butterflies that finally fluttered together.

You wrapped your arms around his neck as he wrapped them around your waist. Your heart was threatening to burst out of its cage, he was getting closer and closer and you closed your eyes waiting for his lips to touch yours. The euphoric feeling leaving you dizzy and dazed, wondering what would happen to you if he didn't hold you in his arms.

Your lips fit together like a perfect puzzle which have been searching for its missing piece for too long.

This was how it felt to truly love someone, your hearts never gave up and if you had to wait 100 more years just to feel the moment when your lips and hearts were fervently linked then you would wait as long as it takes. There is nothing in the world you wouldn't do for each other, you would go to space back and forth, burn down entire cities and plant millions of trees if it meant you would meet in another life over and over again until your souls lived through it all.

The first and only time you fell in love was that spring morning 14 years ago.

14 years and the flower that bloomed in your chest without hope of living long hasn't withered yet.

Your heart and spring would always go back to him.

what are enhypen members like in a relationship? heeseung ver.

pairing: idols!enhypen × fem!reader

w/c: 1,8k

warnings: relationship development, petnames, kisses, physical touch, smut under cut

a/n:  I feel like this one is a bit messy. I just wanted to speak out. it's just my opinion and made for entertainment! you can agree or disagree, that's fine. if you liked it, likes and reports are welcomed. also let me know if I should do this with other members too. 

heeseung jay jake sunghoon sunoo jungwon niki

the first meeting

So, first of all, let's be honest. Have you seen how awkward and embarrassed Heeseung looks around girls? Even Jay in the interview said that Heeseung is actually really shy around females, but he treats everyone nicely. So when you first meet, don't expect him to talk a lot. He would act politely, nodding sometimes as you talk, but not more. He might like you, though. The way you speak, the way you look, the way you laugh. He would be quietly impressed, but wouldn’t think a lot about that, because he meets so many beautiful fans and not only every day. He would be just fascinated and that’s it.

However, as you start to bump into each other more often, he would start thinking “Oh, her outfit today was so nice” or “Her hair looked really cute today”.  Maybe he would start to open a little bit more, like when you meet in the elevator he would greet you with a smile and make small talk about weather or something casual. Heeseung would ask, "Which floor are you going to?" just to press the elevator button instead of you. 

friendship

When he realizes that you are close friends with Jake, it doesn’t go unnoticed. Sometimes he starts seeing you in the studio, in the practice room, in their dorm after all... Moreover, you get along with other members, which predisposes Heeseung’s trust to you. He’s starting to feel more relaxed around you, getting used to it. And that’s when you become friends with Heeseung too. 

He finds out you two have a lot in common, it fascinates him. The way you’re both hardworking, charismatic, kind, gentle and funny. You show your emotions a bit more than him, but it only delights him. You two would play video games together and even though you love it, you kinda suck at games sometimes. He wouldn’t laugh at you, but praise after each game “You did well, though”. During the game, when you make a good move with your character, Heeseung would exclaim “Wow that was good”. And even though you lose a lot, you are never upset with that and always praise Heeseung with a gentle smile. And there is something in your actions that made Heeseung want to give in so you could win just to see your smile and the way you try to make it up for him, so he wouldn’t be upset. 

But it’s not just about games. Everything about you just feels right like you were made for each other. Your playful comments, your interests, your reactions. The way you look, the way you talk, the way you rub your eyes, feeling sleepy during a movie. And this is when he realizes that maybe he likes you a bit a lot. 

He would understand that immediately, Heeseung knows himself. But he wouldn’t bring it up to you, scared of what to do. Normally, he would put himself together and confess to you no matter what, but right now he’s an idol… And it makes everything 100x more difficult. What if you like him back? Should you two date? But what if someone finds out? Wait, what if you don’t even like him…

With these thoughts Heeseung came up to Jake, your best friend. Actually, he wasn’t the one who brought it up first. It was Jake, who noticed Heeseung's behavior around you.

“Do you like Y/n by the way?” Jake would ask just to make sure, but Heeseung’s red ears, nervous giggle and head in love would tell everything without words.

his confession

He doesn’t care anymore what’s gonna happen. He just feels that it would be honest to confess to you, to let you know his feelings.

He would ask you for a walk and make surprise just for you. Imagine, it’s dark outside and Heeseung leads you to the Han river (sounds scary lol). He closes your eyes with his hands as you come near the place that he prepared. Heeseung slowly guides you, being careful so you wouldn’t stumble. When his steps stop, his hands move away from your face and you see a picnic place that Heeseung organized for you.

So this is where he confesses to you. He’s hella nervous, his voice is quiet.

“I don’t want my words to ruin anything, but I feel like you deserve to know my true feelings. I want to be honest with you. Y/n, I like you. Maybe even more than that. I tried to get rid of this, but that was too difficult. You don’t have to answer back, I just wanted you to know.”

When you say to him that you like him too, his smile is the brightest you’ve ever seen. You two hug each other, when he whispers “Can I be your boyfriend?

And your answer again makes him the happiest person ever.

relationship

I feel like he’s the type to be really awkward and shy at first. Like the first time you would go out somewhere to get used to each other’s presence. Even though you already were friends, now your relationship felt different and you would need time to adjust yourself. Heeseung would definitely be the sweetest guy ever, trying to show himself from the best side as your boyfriend. He would buy you flowers, win plushies in the arcade, text you even when he was at work. He would listen to you attentively, admiring you with a soft smile on his face. Also at the first time, I feel like he would be kinda awkward in the physical way around you. Like you two would hug each other when you met but nothing more. His ears would turn red and his leg would start shaking every time your hands met for a second or when your faces just closer to each other.

But it’s only for the first time. You can tell that when Heeseung gets comfortable, he gets too comfortable. He would start teasing you more, flirting more, touching you more. When he gets confident it’s really rare to see his ears red. He would flirt non-stop, getting really close to you physically. He would act like he was born to make you flustered. You can see how satisfied he looks when fans are blushing around him but if you’re his gf IT’S EVEN WORSE. And Heeseung is definitely the type of guy who would love to be affectionate around members/his friends. Flirting with you just to hear fake throw ups behind him? Oh yeah he loves that.

first kiss

I feel like Heeseung has had his first kiss already, but it doesn't make him less nervous. It's still important for him, he wants you to be comfortable enough, he wants to make it memorable. 

One time you are watching a movie together, his hand wrapped around your shoulder, you cuddling. When a movie ends, no one speaks. You just look at each other, your eyes stuck on his lips. Heeseung notices this and looks at your lips too, trying to put himself together to lean closer and gaze into your eyes, “Can I?..”, his voice is a soft whisper. As soon as you nod and give your permission, he slowly leans closer, pressing his lips to yours. He doesn't move first until you really kiss him. He smiles into a kiss, answering back. 

18+ UNDER CUT

first time

This bro is inexperienced, but he always tries to do his best. And always succeeds. Heeseung would be really scared to mess up in front of you. Like he's gonna read a lot about sex, watch different videos, even though he is probably not going to find out something new. He just wants to make sure there's nothing he doesn't know about. 

When the right time comes, Heeseung is the most gentle and caring person in the world. He's passionate, but slow. He asks you if you are sure a lot of times before doing something. He looks at you with those gentle fascinated eyes, giving you compliments as you take your clothes off. 

“You're so beautiful…” he whispers, leaning closer to you to kiss your naked chest, caressing your sides with his hands. 

I feel like for the first time he would be kinda shy to talk a lot, but he would remind himself to do it. When he sees your reaction to his words, Heeseung gets more confident. With each moan that follows his movement, he would become braver and bolder. 

“That's it, baby…” he murmurs, feeling you clenching around his fingers as he pulls them in and out, warming you up, “You feel so good around me”

He would let you cum before the main part as much as you want. On his fingers, on his tongue. Even though he's really hard and it's difficult to control himself, Heeseung would give you the best he can, making sure you receive enough stimulation. 

“Let it go, baby. Let me taste you well” he mumbles before pulling to your pussy again, sliding his tongue inside you, his nose massaging your clit. 

He would give himself off for 200%, being in the moment fully. When it comes to the main part, you have already come twice and he still hasn't even once. When you suggested a blowjob, he almost choked on the air, imagining your mouth around his cock, but didn't let you do anything. 

“Not today, baby…” he said as his ears turned red. “Or you want to stop? That's okay” Heeseung asked to make sure that you didn't suggest a blowjob just as an excuse.  “No, no, no. I don't want to stop” you answered, pulling him closer by the nape of his neck, “Don't stop…” you whispered and Heeseung couldn't help but smirked. “I got you, princess. I won't stop.”

I can say that when he finally slides inside you it's going to be the best feeling he's ever experienced. And it would become his favorite moment from now. 

Also, I feel like he's not into aftercare when it comes to himself, but he cares about you. Like he doesn't care if he's sweaty and covered all over your cum. Heeseung is going to ask you about your feelings first, to help you clean yourself. 

+ bonus

I feel like when he's used to sex with you, he's going to become wild. He just loves to make you feel good, loves to know that he can make you feel that way. He's going to find out a lot of things about himself through sex with you. 

It doesn't mean that he would be rude for no reason, only if you ask him to. He's always gentle with you, but also ready to do whatever you want to make you feel good. And trust me, if you want something from him, he's gonna be the best at it. ;)

MELTING ⸺ LEE HEESEUNG

genres! fluff, established relationship, song fic

word count! 280

warnings! slightly suggestive

playlist! melting by Kali Uchis

Lee Heeseung was heaven’s incarnate, you were sure of it. His divine aura had bewitched you from the very moment you laid eyes on him, his potency enshrouding all your senses every time he was near.

He melted you like ice cream basking in the warmth of the sun, like your favorite flavor of the soft frozen treat you craved the taste of his soft lips, like taking a bite from the crisp cone you desired the harsh pinch of his pearly whites on the skin of the space between your neck and shoulder, like layering your preferred toppings on the sweetened and flavored cream you lusted for the weight of his body on top of yours.

Heeseung was nothing short of a daydream, he was extraordinarily ethereal, you’d never met anyone who had been so blessed by the goddess well known for her love and beauty, he must’ve been Aphrodite’s favorite. His doe eyes the color of loamy soil, his plump lips a tinge of peony, his olive skin pure like he only ever bathed in the waters of a holy river, and wisps of feathery blond hair that framed his face like a renaissance painting exhibited in a museum, a place reserved for items of only the most incalculable value.

Your infatuation for this man was boundless, surely he had you under a love spell, the way his smile infallibly set your heart ablaze like a flame to a candle, blood rushing and insides turning inverted at his every saccharine utterance or touch, his laugh comparable to the melodies sung by the angels up above.

He was your deity, and you, his devout votary.

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LOVER ⸺ LEE HEESEUNG

genres! fluff, established relationship, song fic

word count! 550

playlist! lover by taylor swift

synopsis! in which Heeseung finally pops the big question

A soft giggle slips past your lips when your boyfriend twirls you back into his arms as you both fall in step once again, letting the rhythm control your movements.

The music on the mini-speaker played lowly throughout the apartment, the scent of gingerbread cookies and hot cocoa wafting through the air, with your arms around his neck and his hands finding solace on your waist.

The golden glow of the Christmas tree illuminates your dancing figures as you look up into his big brown eyes that shine with affection, his lips curled in a tender smile that flashes his pearly whites as his forehead rests against yours, and you wish to always be this close with your lover.

He places a gentle kiss on the apple of your cheek before whispering, “I have something for you,” his peppermint breath fanning your face.

“Early Christmas present?” you quip in a whisper of your own, the grin on your face growing bigger as you laugh inwardly.

He chuckles but doesn't respond and slides his hands down to your hips before gently pushing your body away.

Your heart skips a beat the very second he gets down on one knee, a quiet gasp escaping your lips when he pulls out a small red velvet box from the pocket of his plaid pajama pants, opening the top to reveal a diamond ring, you instantly recognize it as the one you couldn't stop admiring a few months ago in the jewelry store.

He looks up at you with those beautiful doe eyes of his, their deep brown rich and soft like chocolate, “I spent months trying to come up with the perfect speech for this moment, and every time I fell short on words.” he laughs, dropping his head for a second as tears begin to blur his vision.

You fared no better, eyes becoming glossy as your heart swelled with joy, you waited for his next words.

He looks up at you again with a tear streaming down his cheek and takes your hand in his, “All I know is that I love you, I love you today, I loved you yesterday and all the days before, I’ll love you tomorrow and every day after, I’ll love you forever.” He sniffs, wiping away the tear with his shoulder before he continues.

“I love you when you're sad, when you're happy, and even when you're angry. I love you when you’re stressed, I love you when you’re sleepy, I love you when you’re on your period and being kind of mean to me.”

You giggled at the last part, warm tears spilling down your cheeks.

“I love you the same no matter what version of yourself you are.” He plants a long and light kiss on the knuckles of your hand that he cups in his own.

“There’s a lot of things I could say but I wanna show you instead with this ring, so…” You can see him gulp nervously. “Will you marry me?”

“Yes,” you don’t waste a second, dropping to your knees so your face is level with his and cupping both his cheeks, his hands holding your midriff. “Of course, I'll marry you.”

He smiles, “Ok good, I was a little scared you would reject me like when I first asked you out.”

You roll your eyes, a grin adorning your face. “I love you too, Hesseung.” You respond before pressing your lips against his, pouring all your love into the kiss.

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UNDERSTAND ⸺ LEE HEESEUNG

genres! fluff, best friends to lovers, song fic

word count! 751

warnings! minor profanity

playlist! understand by keshi

synopsis! in which heeseung realizes he’s in love with his best friend at 2 am while eating ramen

“Heeseung?” your soft voice pulls him out of his thoughts. “Are you okay?”

He blinks, head jerking back gently in confusion as if he had just woken up from a daydream.

“Yeah, I'm good,” he says. “Just thinking.”

Your lips curl into a smile, watching him pinch the noodles between his chopsticks and shove them into his mouth which ended up being a bad decision since the ramen was still steaming hot, burning his bottom lip.

“Shit!” he exclaimed, dropping the utensils back into the bowl and pinching his lip.

You laugh. “Dummy, I just told you it's hot.”

He looks at you with a serious expression but you only laugh again, the way he pinches his lips forces them into a pout that you find incredibly endearing.

“Dude, that fucking burned,” he complains, voice altered from still clutching his bottom lip that’s starting to lose circulation due to his unnecessary tight grip.

“Did you try asking the soup to cool down?” you quip, a satisfied smirk on your face at your own lame joke.

“Hahaha, so funny,” he retorts with a roll of his eyes.

You decide to stop teasing him and grab two ice cubes from the freezer, dropping one into his soup. “Pro tip,” you simper with a wink. “It helps cool down your soup faster.”

You grab his wrist and move his hand away from his face with care, gently you bring the ice cube to his bottom lip, he flinches away at first but after a stern look from you, he gives in.

You rub the ice cube along his swollen lip with a tenderness that warms his entire body despite having direct physical contact with one of the coldest elements on Earth.

He watches you intently and he can't help but wonder if you've always been this pretty or if it's just the way the dim yellowish light from the oven reflected in your eyes and casts a soft glow on your features that's adding a certain kind of sentiment to this moment.

Though that wouldn't make any sense, he’s been with you like this plenty of times, these 2 am ramen meals were a regular occurrence in your friendship.

Friendship. When did he start to not like the sound of that?

But it wasn't like he had liked the sound of a relationship either. Did he?

Heeseung never wanted to fall in love, he was too scared, but a small part of him had always thought it would be worth the risk if it was with you.

You're the only one who understands him anyway, you never judged him for anything or made him feel bad for making mistakes, you alleviated his mind when he was overthinking, and you supported all his dreams.

Looking at you in this moment, he never felt more inspired to try it. He wondered if you would let him.

“Better?” you ask, taking the melting cube off his lip that had now shrunk in size and you discard the remainder of it in the sink.

“Not really,” he shrugs.

You sigh, a hand falling to your hip. “Heeseung, it couldn’t have burned that bad, stop being dramatic.”

“It did though,” he whines. “You don't understand.”

You scoff, “Of course I do, I eat ramen more than you.”

He turns away from you and you get the feeling he's not really talking about noodles, “No, you don't. You've always been braver than me so you don't understand.”

His tone is harsh and you know he's definitely not talking about the ramen anymore.

It was true you understood Heeseung in many ways but he was certain this was something you didn't understand about him.

“Heeseung,” you place a hand on his shoulder and gently force him to face you again.

You don't urge him to explain. You understand.

You always understand. Even when he thinks you don't.

“What?” his voice is soft and the slightest bit brittle.

Your palms meet the skin of his cheeks and in one quick motion, you kiss him. And he kisses you back.

His big hands hold onto your waist, his cold and swollen lips are too numb to feel your lips properly but he kisses you back as best as he can, pouring all his love into it, and he knows you'll understand.

Heeseung never thought the one for him would be so near but he was glad it was you because now it’s worth the risk, after all, you're the only one who understands.

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— posts with situationship!lee heeseung

✰ summary — series of texts and social media posts in which heeseung wants a girl that has boyfriend. not that he really cares.

✰ genre — smau, humor, college au i guess

✰ warnings — swearing & suggestive content (minors dni)

✰ a/n — SO EXCITED FOR THE NEW ALBUM AHHHHH

PLEADE CAN SOME RECOMMEND A LONG ASS SUNGHOON/JUNGWON/HEESEUNG FIC😭😭😭

early mornings.

all members- fluff, comfort.

warnings- kisses, mention of arguing! lmk if i missed.

not proof read! lowercase intentional.

heeseung-

waking heeseung up in the morning was so unpredictable. one day he might push you away and mutter something sounding like “one more minute..”. on the other hand, he might shoot straight up with wide eyes rid of sleep, which was more likely to happen if you had something planned for the day that he was excited about.

you placed a hand gently on his soft and rosy cheek, gently caressing it as you whisper his name in a weak attempt to draw him out of his sleeping state. “hee baby.. it’s time to wake up my love” you mumbled as he stirred around restlessly. he groaned, shutting his eyes tightly as if to force the light seeping into your room from the curtains away. moving his hands up to his eyes, he rubbed the sleep away gently, still with squinted eyes. you retracted your hands, holding them in your lap as you sat up and stared down at the beautiful man laying beside you. he very quickly opened one of his squinted eyes, stealing a quick peek at you before shutting it again with a small giggle. heeseung reached out to grab you, pulling you down next to him and into his chest. “let’s just lay here for a while, hm?” he slurred sleepily, cradling you in his arms as he pecked the top of your head.

jay-

waking up with jay was comforting in the sense that the neither of you had to speak to understand what the other was thinking or needed. jay was one to try and wake up before you so he could have the pleasure of seeing your first moments every day or simply to just admire you when you weren’t doing anything in particular to make yourself prettier. it was in these moments that he really noticed how in love he was with you.

grunting softly, jay propped himself up on his elbows, glancing over at your sleeping figure next to him. almost instantly, a soft smile splayed itself out amongst his defined features. he admired you for a moment, sighing softly as he wondered how int he works he got so lucky to have you. he ran his fingers through your messy hair, tangled with dreams as his fingers gently untangled them. he treated you with such care, as if you were made with the most fragile porcelain. he sighed, debating whether to let you sleep in or to wake you up but he eventually settled on allowing you to get your beauty sleep, not like you needed it anyways. he thought you were the most precious thing in the world. and silently, he pledged to never left anything hurt you which he sealed with a gently kiss on your forehead and a small smile.

jake-

jake was always a confused baby every morning, as if he had forgotten the past years of his life. it took him a solid five minutes to process that he has woken up in his bed with his girlfriend next to him in his house. after realising though, he would snap out of his dazed phase and get up. jake wasn’t one to stay in bed for long after waking up, much unlike many of the other members.

beep beep beep

jake hummed sleepily as he rolled onto his stomach, unconsciously shoving you off of him as he swatted his hand around on the night stand, trying to shut the loud beeping up. who’s dumb idea was it to buy this alarm clock.. or right. it was jakes, yet he was always the one complaining about it. he sat up after successfully shutting up the loud blaring of the alarm clock before craning his neck to look at your disheveled appearance laying down next to him. he stared up at him with a glare, having spoken to him about the alarm clock. “ i thought we agreed to get rid of that stupid thing” you complained, shoving him to the side as he giggled, plopping down next to his and pecking your cheek as a silent apology. you rolled your eyes with a sigh but eventually gave in and leaned into your big baby’s touch.

sunghoon-

sunghoon would just sit there and stare off into the distance (a while wall). poor guy probably needs to get that checked out. that’s all i have to say.

stirring out of your sleepy state, you turned over to look at your boyfriend that would usually be laying down next to you. in this case, when you turned around you where staring right at his back. confused, you sat up aswell, staring at your boyfriend who was also staring. just not at you. you looked at where his gaze was headed, not noticing anything special about the wall of your shared bedroom. “sunghoon?” you called out with furrowed eyebrows, leaning closer to him to wake a hand infront of his eyes. no reaction. “ooooookay then.”

sunoo-

sunoo was the sweetest cutie ever when he woke up. if he wanted to be. in most cases, your shared morning together would be filled with shy kisses and giddy giggles. but. if you did something the previous night to annoy this ray of sunshine, he would definitely not let it go and make sure to hold that grudge through his dreams. so just make sure to solve any petty conflict before sleeping!

you rolled onto your stomach, your hazy eyes stilled filled with the events of your dreams as you gently brushed the hair out of your boyfriends face to admire him. his eyes shot open, rid of any sleep ever evident before he moved away from your hand with a small scowl. “what are you doing” he asked you, intensely side eyeing you. your eyebrows furrowed at his harsh reaction to your touch as your tried to recall why he would be acting this way. “ you ate my tteokbokki y/n. i even had a post it note on the top saying that it was mine and not to eat it.” he muttered, huffing and turning on his side. you giggled, pecking his cheek as you shook his shoulder. “i’ll take you out for food later ok? my treat” you said, instantly warning a squeal from the previously pouty boy who very obviously knew what you were going to say.

jungwon-

jungwon would quite literally be the only normal one in the morning. he would just ask for a few more minutes and if not, he would get up and start his day like any normal person would. if he was feeling really tired though, he would try and force you to stay in bed with him so he had more of a reason not to get out. this did prove to work most of the time anyways so it’s a strategy he resorted to using most of the time.

“wonnie.. time to get up my love” you said softly, leaning over your boyfriend who was sleeping peacefully on your shared bed. he stirred in his sleep, turning on his side in an attempt to get away from your soft pleas to get him up. “do we have things planned?” he mumbled sleepily, making it hard for you to understand the slurred words coming from his mouth. you hummed an affirmative note, gently tugging at his hand to try and get him up. he huffed, reaching to grab your hand with his free hand, pulling you down lazily to lay down next to him. “let’s delay them a bit. ok?” he suggested, not really giving you a chance to respond. not once opening his eyes until now, he stole a glance at you, smiling softly when he saw the love struck look on your face. “sleep, baby.”

niki-

boy oh boy were you in for a struggle. every single morning. this format baby would never pay any mind to any of your desperate calls to get him out of bed. most of your mornings consisted of trying to get niki out of bed. once he was in bed, good luck getting him out. this is how most of your mornings together would go.

“niki, please! we have things we need to do.” you pleaded desperately, tugging at your boyfriends arm to try and get him up. he huffed, retracting his arm closer to his body. he shook his head, shifting to kay down on his stomach. you waddled over to the foot of your bed that was being hogged by a big baby before grasping your hands onto the end of the duvet. you snickered, knowing you were finally going to have your way with the big baby. giving yourself a mental countdown from three, you tugged forcefully at the blankets, only for them not to budge whatsoever. niki snickered this time, lifting his head full of messy hair from the pillow to stare at you. “ nice try baby. come sleeeeep~” he whined, opening his arms for you. of course you gave in.

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THE END!

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strawberry kisses ♡

paring:heeseung x fem!reader

genre:fluff, fluff, fluff

warning:some cussing

“NO YOU BITCH” “heeseung why are you screaming?” I look up from my phone, to see heeseung practically ready to throw the controller at the tv in front of us. “i just died!” heeseung said pouting. “dude its just a game” heeseung looks at me like i just said the most scandalous thing ever. “but i was just about to winn” heeseung whines. heeseung then launches his body on top of me. “heeseung get off! you big ass is literally crushing me” “no can do” he muffles. not knowing what to do, i decide to just lay there. heeseungs head is resting in the crook of my neck while i just scroll through my phone. i can feel his breath against my neck as he calmly lays here, using my body as a pillow. “heeseungie? “yes?” “you know i love you right?” i feel heeseung stiff up at my words. the room goes quiet as i think that maybe it wasn’t the time to say it yet.

me and heeseung met about a year ago. it was a decently warm day. the sun was out and the faint smell of the flowers that surrounded the area was present. i was on my way to a local café that my friend had told me about. getting to café, i was glad that it wasn’t overly crowed. it wasn’t until i reached the counter, where i felt my heart pick up. i was never the type of person that believed in true love, but in that moment, i knew i fell in love. “hi! how can i help you today?” snapping out of love struck daze, i realized the person i was looking at fell in love with, was talking to me. “oh, umm..can i get a strawberry and crème frappuccino please?” “of course! can i get a name for the order please?” “y/n” “okay, that will be right out” the guy smiles at me, then turns around to go make my drink. i walk over the one of the tables that were neatly put around the main part of the café. “Y/N” i walk over and grab my drink. bidding my goodbyes, i walk out of the café. i go to take a drink, only to notice something that was written on the side of the cup. “you have a pretty name♡ ” 

over the next couple of weeks, i was constantly going back to that café. spending to much money but i could care less. it wasn’t until late july where the cute barista finally talked to me with something more than “hi, what can i get you today?”. i was sitting outside the café, with my drink in hand. not paying any mind to the people going in and out of the café doors. “umm excuse me, your y/n right” i look to my left to see that guy i’ve been crushing on for the last few weeks. “yeah that’s me..” “i’m heeseung!” he says while rocking back and forth on his heels. i look at him questioning where this was about to go. “ohh yeah. i was wondering maybe if you wanted to know umm hang out this weekend?…I MEAN YOU DON’T HAVE TO BUT I-“ “i would love to” “wait really?” all i do is nod with a small smile and rosy cheeks adorning my face. heeseung face lights up and he hands me his phone. “here you can put your number in here, so i can text you” “oh okay”. after the first ‘date’, we would constantly hang out. he would take me to small restaurant, to dog cafés as well. i learned that heeseung loved strawberry flavored thing just as much as i did. early september is when he asked me out. sending a big bouquet of flowers to my apartment and constantly sending me small affirmations throughout the day through text. it was around 5:25 pm when heeseung had texted me to meet him at the café, stating that he had a surprise for me. upon arriving at the café, i was honestly terrified. i really don’t remember why but in the end, it was totally worth it. walking in, i saw heeseung standing there holding another big bouquet of pink flowers with little strawberry decorations sticking in between, i small pink and white gift bag that had small little hearts on it, and oddly a strawberry and crème frappuccino in the other hand. “surprise!!” walking up to him, i take the drink and flowers out of his hands. “do you like it?” nodding my head, i place the items on one of the table near me. i walk back to heeseung and pull him into a hug, feeling tears building up in my tear line. “i love it hee” heeseung hugs back, holding onto me tightly. “i’m happy you like it. to be honest i was a bit scared you wouldn’t like it” pulling away, i look up to see heeseung already looking at me. “thank you. i really mean it.” “of course love. now go open the present i got you!” i looked down to see the bag sitting nicely on the floor where heeseung placed and picked it up. opening it, i saw a box. in the box, was a beautiful silver charm bracelet that ironically had a small strawberry charm in the middle. surrounding the charm was a small h and y/f-i, and smaller little pink diamonds. “oh my god heeseung, this is beautiful” “here let me help you put it on” taking the bracelet from the box, heeseung puts it on my wrist. snug but not to tight. “look i even have one too” heeseung says while showing me his wrist. looking at the bracelet that now adorns my right wrist, all i could think about what i did to deserve all this. “i feel like this is a little late to ask but i was wondering if you would be my girlfriend?” heeseung asks while looking down at his shoes. “yes” heeseung looks up to see me already looking at him. “really?!” “yes really! i mean it would kinda awkward if i said no when you already gave me all this stuff” i say with a small giggle. “i mean even if you didn’t give me all this stuff, i still would’ve said yes. to be honest, i’ve kinda liked you since the day i first came to this café” heeseung laughs while taking my hands into his. “well i’m glad”

“i love you too y/n” heeseung lifts his head from his place in my neck and looks at me. “really?” “really. i think i’ve loved you since they day we became friends” “that long!?” all heeseung does is laugh and finally sits back up in his spot. he grab my drink from the coffee table and takes a drink. “hey that’s mine!” “ok and i’m the one that made it” “stop it heeseungie” “nope no can do. anyways why do you always get this” “okay now that’s a dumb question” i say while taking the drink from his hand. “well why do you?” taking a sip, i place it back onto the table. “because it reminds me someone” shocked, heeseung then goes to grab you and place you on his lap. “and who is so called person that it reminds you of?” “uhh let’s see. he can be offly loud, especially while playing games” i can feel his hand pinch my waist from my remark. “hey!” “okay okay. he always and i mean always makes the best drinks, he always makes sure i eat when i’m busy, and there’s so many more things i could list about him.” looking at heeseung, i see a smile starting to break out onto his face. “ohh wait! there’s one more thing!” “what is it?” grabbing heeseung by the face, i state my last reason. “he also has a mild addiction to strawberries, just like i do” from the final word, heeseung leans in. closing the distance between us. there is a faint taste of strawberries from when he decided to take a drink my drink. pulling back, i see heeseung slightly blushing. “well this person seems like a fun one, doesn’t he?” laughing i pull him into a another kiss. knowing that this will not be the last time we share strawberry kisses.

a/n: well i decided to come out the pits and write this. i’ve been really busy with school and some personal things but i actually had the motivation to write this🧍‍♀️ like i had no ideas where the idea for this came from but i honestly had really fun writing this! i hope y’all like this and please do tell me, if i messed any words or something :)

Stop it, it's not funny | Lee Heeseung.

Heeseung was on his schedule at the company, and I was supposed to be with the TXT members completing the review of their upcoming activities, but I couldn't miss this moment for anything, we wouldn't have another chance. Lately our days were totally full of work and our hours or days off didn't coincide in the slightest, that we bumped into each other in this place was something really wonderful.

Hee pulled me into a blind spot of the security cameras.—Hi beautiful.—. He placed a kiss on one of my cheeks.

— Hi baby, I miss you so much—. Were the words that left my lips, he nodded, lowering his gaze. Although we both had very tight work schedules, his were the worst at the moment, so much so that we had not been able to celebrate his birthday together, since he was doing promotions, he was in the middle of a comeback.

I placed a small kiss on his chin and he leaned down to hide his face in the hollow of my neck, we stayed like that for a second until Heeseung recovered his posture looking around, smiling he took me by the wrist and guided me to another point of the long corridor with no exit, just at the point where a sanitization station was located.

Heeseung slid everything on the table to the other end and turned back to me still smiling, in the blink of an eye I was sitting with my legs around his waist. Everything seemed to happen so fast, Heeseung's lips caught mine in a desperate kiss as my hands traveled to the back of his neck where they gave him a few caresses, maybe the hallway wasn't the best place for this to be happening, but in the heat of the moment neither of us really seemed to care.

Heeseung pulled away from me a little, his smile still intact on his face, I watched his eyes for a second, they said so much in that moment and I knew we both wished we could meet somewhere else.

With his hands holding my cheeks, he was inviting me to join our lips in a new round of kisses, when a loud throat clearing made us separate suddenly, Heeseung immediately turned in another direction while I jumped from the table trying to put everything back in its place, neither of us dared to look at the person who had caught us, until a laugh burst breaking the tension of the place, in front of my eyes Yeonjun was holding his stomach almost throwing himself to the floor enjoying his laughter. A sigh was all that left my body, for a moment I had thought we were in trouble.

— Yeonjun stop it, it's not funny.— I confronted him trying to stop his laughter, but this only incited him more.

— Of course it's funny, you should have seen his face, poor Heeseung, I had never seen him so pale.— Yeonjun approached Hee to pat his shoulder, the poor guy still didn't seem to get over his astonishment.— It's okay, you know I won't tell anyone, but I'm really impressed, I thought I had you.— He said while giving me a wink, I gave him an annoyed expression while Heeseung turned to look at him.

— Hyung, don't say things like that, please.— Heeseung pointed at him playfully as he passed by him shaking his other hand in my direction as a goodbye and being the first to leave. Leaving me in front of Yeonjun who gave me a look full of fun, I knew that we would be the target of many jokes from that moment on