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紫陽花/東京

I cried. This explains so much about how I feel about my siblings. I couldn’t have explained it any better.

The feels.

Dear parents,

Please stop yelling at me. I’m sorry I never do anything but I’m not lazy, I don’t have any energy left and I’m lonely. Please stop comparing and telling me I have to try harder because it makes me feel worthless. Please don’t blame me for your sleepless nights, it will make it harder for me to fall asleep. Please don’t tell me other people have it worse. I know sometimes it’s true but it makes me feel like I’m overacting and don’t deserve help. Please notice you push me closer to suicide when you yell at me. Please notice.

Why is suicide selfish, but expecting someone to go on with their unwanted life so nobody has to deal with the “loss” isn’t?

OMFG THIS CHILD I CANT

He should show his entire face more often 😍 no more hiding behind that fringe please

I got tagged

5 things that makes me happy

- my little brother and sister :P

- anime and manga XD

- music (mostly utaite bon jovi and the likes)

- my family and friends :3

- yamazaki kento and asuma kousuke ♥////♥