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"Lost his mind But is clinically fine" ~Mr Doctor Man, Palaye Royale #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #midnightthoughts #selfharm #cut #disappointment #failure #hurt #pain #gonetoofar #losingmyself #hidden
"Lost his mind But is clinically fine" ~Mr Doctor Man, Palaye Royale #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #midnightthoughts #selfharm #cut #disappointment #failure #hurt #pain #gonetoofar #losingmyself #hidden
Social Anxiety things
Been looking forward to go to a festival
Now I am stuck thinking of excuses to cancel
Social Anxiety things
Been looking forward to go to a festival
Now I am stuck thinking of excuses to cancel
I won't drag you down with me
My state of mind isn't healthy for me and I'd be damned if I were to poison you, too.
I won't drag you down with me
My state of mind isn't healthy for me and I'd be damned if I were to poison you, too.
Where do I go from here?
You see, the point in life I'm at now is the point where I have to make big decisions that will determine my future.
But I can't decide on a single thing because I never thought I'd make it to this point.
I never thought that I'd be alive for this long.
Where do I go from here?
You see, the point in life I'm at now is the point where I have to make big decisions that will determine my future.
But I can't decide on a single thing because I never thought I'd make it to this point.
I never thought that I'd be alive for this long.
I confess
Writing something about your darkest feelings under an alias on a social media platform where no one knows who you are is easier than talking to someone directly. You can release thoughts that kill you on the inside and meet people who knows the feeling all too well. It's kind of therapy to me.
I confess
Writing something about your darkest feelings under an alias on a social media platform where no one knows who you are is easier than talking to someone directly. You can release thoughts that kill you on the inside and meet people who knows the feeling all too well. It's kind of therapy to me.
I kinda wanted to censcore the picture, but then what would have been the purpose? Because of israel (and all the countries or people supporting it) a CHILD died of starvation, yet people still say that Palestine is the terrorist. I'm not going to say anything anymore, I'm just disappointed.
Sticky Notes
You found my notes Crumpled in the trash
You pulled them out, Read them one
By one
By one
They start out simple, A couple of doodles here and there
But then I ramble
Each note a new word Or phrase
Your eyes pore over each word, Mouth slightly agape
You had settled into the notion That I was as sane as I appeared
But the notes say different
You notice a trend in the letters, All scribbled and hastily drawn,
Like the pen couldn’t get them out fast enough
The ramblings of madness, Obsessed with the worth of the author
There’s one word, Repeated over
And Over
And Over
D I S A P P O I N T M E N T
Here are those hastily written words:
“I love you” “so, so much”
“Too bad” “I’m nothing” “Next to those stars” “You compare me to”
“I’m a” “Disappointment”
“Bad at” “EVERYTHING”
“Disappointment” “Disappointment” “Disappointment”
Girl help, I’ve fallen victim to one of the classic blunders
-me after accepting the toxic friend back into my life
haunted
I had to admit that it was different. Part of me feels like we needed to reconnect in order to facilitate a proper goodbye and not admit to ourselves that it was idealized. We deserved that, at least I had missed her but when I touched her the ghost of the hands of another reminded me that she left She left with the intention of never coming back. She had left. She had left me. I loved her and maybe always will Only loving her this time didn't feel like a sacrifice I loved myself just enough to notice When we moved together our bodies were the same but contrived or not she tried to teach her heart to beat for another She left. Sleeping beside her reminded me of sleeping without her Hearing her apologize only reminded me of what she was sorry for The fact was she had left me and she couldn't un-leave me. For the remainder of the time we would spend together When she left a room I couldn't help but think of what it felt like when she didn't come back Even when she brushed her teeth, I was reminded her toothbrush still probably sat in a holder of someone else's sink. I tried to love her but not fearlessly like I had in the past because I wondered what it would have meant for me. I refused to find out what it may have meant for my soul to knowingly live in a haunted house
Level of depression after avengers: infinity war
I failed my German Vocabulary test.
I have a feeling that Stranger Things 3 is going to be massively disappointing to people like me who aren’t shippers.
Look, I just like the dude in a suit who stomps around hallways looking pissed off and I’m waiting for him to come back.
Which he most likely won’t.
But at least there are comics and poorly written fan ficiton expanded universe YA Novels about him!
Am I the only one who is disappointed that KitKats don't always make that crunchy-snappy noise?
