The Way I Gave An Audible AAAH At This Artwork The Absolute Chokehold These Three Have On My Heart

The way I gave an audible ‘AAAH’ at this artwork 😆 the absolute chokehold these three have on my heart

Hikaru Suruga, illustrator of ACWNR manga, posts Thug Trio artwork to celebrate Season 2 

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This reddit user took a poll of 3,500 people and went really in depth with asking their favorite terminology, along with actual pie charts on what the readers preferred to see in their smut.

Here's the direct link to the Google doc with all the info!

The Reality of Levi Ackerman's Personality

If he were "personality-less" (a difficult thing to define, honestly) as some people say, it would be due to the sheer trauma he's been exposed to. Humans, when in traumatic situations, turn to the fight-or-flight response for help and turn on the Monkey Brain to survive. This is something of an emotional/personal growth stunt. This is why it is very difficult for people who went through trauma as children. They are not rediscovering themselves; they are discovering themselves. Levi, who has only just escaped the endless trauma of the war, is now crushed under the weight of grief for his mother, the things he saw at the underground brothels, his friends, his comrades, mental issues from all he's witnessed, a sudden loss of independence, and the reality that he's a cripple and will never be the way he used to be (which will only feed the hypervigilance he inevitably developed).

It's been some forty years. His personality is built out of the trauma he's endured, so of course, he isn't going to look/act like your normal guy.

As an old guy with nothing to do, he'll go out and discover himself. The food he likes (in the underground and in the scouts, you take what you get and don't complain), the hobbies he enjoys, posssibly new friends who he won't be so afraid to lose to death, etc. But he's going to spend a lot of his time trying to heal from forty years worth of trauma. He probably won't, not before his life ends, so in short, Levi has quite a few excuses to be the way he is.

“Actors” (chapter 56), Attack on Titan 

Erwin testing different methods of persuasion here makes me squirm in the worst way possible as he so quickly can adopt a cruel and inhumane approach towards someone he ultimately wants to align himself with. It’s clear that what he is doing is, to put it simply, ‘matching Levi’s freak’; attempting to speak his language using tactics you would see from any other Underground thug. This doesn’t make his actions any easier to digest, though, since no mater how much reason you can back it with he still is ordering someone’s face to be pushed into sewage. It’s despicable in every sense of the word and it’s no wonder that both Isabel and Furlan are furious at the blatant disrespect of their friend. However, their quick defense of Levi turns out to be their biggest mistake, as it allows Erwin to deduce the bond they must share and, consequently, the power it could hold over Levi. Now I would be lying if I said that Erwin doesn’t have the biggest stones for threatening the people who Levi holds most dear, earning the hatred of who he likely views as the strongest man alive, but just because I’m in awe of him for it doesn’t make it any less awful. Ugh… I honestly envy the people who never have seen this side of Erwin because even after all he has done to move humanity forward I still resent him for his actions towards Levi, Furlan and Isabel. A simply ‘sorry’ after Levi agreeing to join the scouts would have helped me feel better since it would show that while he did what he believed he had to he still felt remorse or empathy for those he hurt, but no. He pushes those feelings down again and again and again until the consequences are finally too great to ignore

That analysis post about why Levi likes tea so much reminded me, with this panel, of something I also don't think people fully understand. Which is why Levi was so angry at Erwin at first, and why he was so out for his blood.

It's because he threatens Furlan's and Isabel's lives here. He orders his men to hold their swords to their throats, simply because Levi had refused at first to give him his name. Levi's belligerence on that front is rooted, I think, in how Erwin and his men are treating him and his friends. Having them down on their knees, in the filth and mud, with their arms bound behind their backs, making demands of them all the while. It's made worse when Erwin orders Mike to push Levi's face into the sewage. And that's what it is. It's sewage, not simply mud. You can see it coming out of the drain pipes. Levi was deeply upset by this, and understandably so. Putting someone's face into a puddle of sewage is a ghastly thing to do, especially when one really considers what the consequences of something like that could be. There's all sorts of diseases one could contract from inhaling that kind of filthy water. But it's what happens next that I think really drove Levi to wanting to kill Erwin.

Isabel is certain that the scouts are going to kill them in the above panel, and in a show of defiance, tells them to just get it over with. Furlan's face is frozen in fear, sweat trickling down it, because he feels the threat is real too.

But look at Levi's face.

Where before he'd only been angry, here, he's horrified, shocked and frightened. He realizes, suddenly, that Erwin isn't just capable of humiliating them, but seemingly willing to take their lives if he doesn't comply. He's threatening the only two people Levi has in his life. The only two people he's ever been able to call friend, and really, are more like his family. The two people he's done all he can to protect in the dangerous world of the Underground City. Basically, the two people he lives for.

I think some people tend to think Levi wanted to kill Erwin over wounded pride. Even just calling what Erwin did, before ordering his men to hold their blades to Isabel's and Furlan's throats, a case of wounded pride is an understatement, I think. He thoroughly humiliated Levi and his friends, and treated them inhumanely, as if they had no rights or autonomy. But it really wasn't that which drove Levi toward wanting to kill Erwin. It was that Erwin presented himself as a threat to his family.