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“Actors” (chapter 56), Attack on Titan 

I mean, Levi is not a casually violent person. I probably did something to deserve it 🤷‍♀️ might as well take it like a champ and thank him for the opportunity

Levi, in his head: I’m thinking of a hundred and one ways to kill your jolly ass but I like you for some reason so I’ll just chalk them up to preparedness

Quicksketch of Levi and Farlan inbetween commissions. Still need to figure out how to translate quick and sketchy into desired quality but practice is practice! Also pouty Levi and teasing Farlan are an aesthetic

Love the beach, willing to remove limbs if someone gets between me and my food, people always tell me I’m too loud and my shit stinks - I’m a seagull through and through

The way I mentally dropped everything and RAN

WAKE UP IT’S LEVI MONTH!!!

This totally represents how deeply Levi understands his comrades. How much he trusts them and supports their decisions. He's a great leader and a great captain without any questions.

Attack on titan

Levi Ackerman

“They say stars actually go round and round in the sky – is that true?”

The Reality of Levi Ackerman's Personality

If he were "personality-less" (a difficult thing to define, honestly) as some people say, it would be due to the sheer trauma he's been exposed to. Humans, when in traumatic situations, turn to the fight-or-flight response for help and turn on the Monkey Brain to survive. This is something of an emotional/personal growth stunt. This is why it is very difficult for people who went through trauma as children. They are not rediscovering themselves; they are discovering themselves. Levi, who has only just escaped the endless trauma of the war, is now crushed under the weight of grief for his mother, the things he saw at the underground brothels, his friends, his comrades, mental issues from all he's witnessed, a sudden loss of independence, and the reality that he's a cripple and will never be the way he used to be (which will only feed the hypervigilance he inevitably developed).

It's been some forty years. His personality is built out of the trauma he's endured, so of course, he isn't going to look/act like your normal guy.

As an old guy with nothing to do, he'll go out and discover himself. The food he likes (in the underground and in the scouts, you take what you get and don't complain), the hobbies he enjoys, posssibly new friends who he won't be so afraid to lose to death, etc. But he's going to spend a lot of his time trying to heal from forty years worth of trauma. He probably won't, not before his life ends, so in short, Levi has quite a few excuses to be the way he is.

The way I gave an audible ‘AAAH’ at this artwork 😆 the absolute chokehold these three have on my heart

Hikaru Suruga, illustrator of ACWNR manga, posts Thug Trio artwork to celebrate Season 2 

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Thank you sm for your response, and such a thoughtful response! Your understanding of Erwin is one of the more well-rounded takes I’ve heard; people claiming him to be either a badass or a monster, much like in the show itself. Personally I think I’ll always lean towards the latter due to his blasé attitude towards sacrifice, tho I do understand how he got there. He is a flawed and painfully human character whose heart is in the right place more times than it isn’t, even when it leads him to do some unsavoury things

That analysis post about why Levi likes tea so much reminded me, with this panel, of something I also don't think people fully understand. Which is why Levi was so angry at Erwin at first, and why he was so out for his blood.

It's because he threatens Furlan's and Isabel's lives here. He orders his men to hold their swords to their throats, simply because Levi had refused at first to give him his name. Levi's belligerence on that front is rooted, I think, in how Erwin and his men are treating him and his friends. Having them down on their knees, in the filth and mud, with their arms bound behind their backs, making demands of them all the while. It's made worse when Erwin orders Mike to push Levi's face into the sewage. And that's what it is. It's sewage, not simply mud. You can see it coming out of the drain pipes. Levi was deeply upset by this, and understandably so. Putting someone's face into a puddle of sewage is a ghastly thing to do, especially when one really considers what the consequences of something like that could be. There's all sorts of diseases one could contract from inhaling that kind of filthy water. But it's what happens next that I think really drove Levi to wanting to kill Erwin.

Isabel is certain that the scouts are going to kill them in the above panel, and in a show of defiance, tells them to just get it over with. Furlan's face is frozen in fear, sweat trickling down it, because he feels the threat is real too.

But look at Levi's face.

Where before he'd only been angry, here, he's horrified, shocked and frightened. He realizes, suddenly, that Erwin isn't just capable of humiliating them, but seemingly willing to take their lives if he doesn't comply. He's threatening the only two people Levi has in his life. The only two people he's ever been able to call friend, and really, are more like his family. The two people he's done all he can to protect in the dangerous world of the Underground City. Basically, the two people he lives for.

I think some people tend to think Levi wanted to kill Erwin over wounded pride. Even just calling what Erwin did, before ordering his men to hold their blades to Isabel's and Furlan's throats, a case of wounded pride is an understatement, I think. He thoroughly humiliated Levi and his friends, and treated them inhumanely, as if they had no rights or autonomy. But it really wasn't that which drove Levi toward wanting to kill Erwin. It was that Erwin presented himself as a threat to his family.

Whether it was intentional or not I’ll never get over how this soldier looks like Furlan 🥺🥺

Levi, Levi, Levi

He doesn't berate the soldier who openly disobeyed his orders and caused the Titans to attack. He doesn't punish him even though bodies of the deceased had to be forsaken. He doesn't say "I told you so" even though Dieter is responsible for the fact that Eld, Petra, Oruo and Gunter won't have a proper burial. He doesn't do any of that. Instead he gives him something to hold onto.

He offers him hope that it wasn’t all in vain.

Erwin testing different methods of persuasion here makes me squirm in the worst way possible as he so quickly can adopt a cruel and inhumane approach towards someone he ultimately wants to align himself with. It’s clear that what he is doing is, to put it simply, ‘matching Levi’s freak’; attempting to speak his language using tactics you would see from any other Underground thug. This doesn’t make his actions any easier to digest, though, since no mater how much reason you can back it with he still is ordering someone’s face to be pushed into sewage. It’s despicable in every sense of the word and it’s no wonder that both Isabel and Furlan are furious at the blatant disrespect of their friend. However, their quick defense of Levi turns out to be their biggest mistake, as it allows Erwin to deduce the bond they must share and, consequently, the power it could hold over Levi. Now I would be lying if I said that Erwin doesn’t have the biggest stones for threatening the people who Levi holds most dear, earning the hatred of who he likely views as the strongest man alive, but just because I’m in awe of him for it doesn’t make it any less awful. Ugh… I honestly envy the people who never have seen this side of Erwin because even after all he has done to move humanity forward I still resent him for his actions towards Levi, Furlan and Isabel. A simply ‘sorry’ after Levi agreeing to join the scouts would have helped me feel better since it would show that while he did what he believed he had to he still felt remorse or empathy for those he hurt, but no. He pushes those feelings down again and again and again until the consequences are finally too great to ignore

That analysis post about why Levi likes tea so much reminded me, with this panel, of something I also don't think people fully understand. Which is why Levi was so angry at Erwin at first, and why he was so out for his blood.

It's because he threatens Furlan's and Isabel's lives here. He orders his men to hold their swords to their throats, simply because Levi had refused at first to give him his name. Levi's belligerence on that front is rooted, I think, in how Erwin and his men are treating him and his friends. Having them down on their knees, in the filth and mud, with their arms bound behind their backs, making demands of them all the while. It's made worse when Erwin orders Mike to push Levi's face into the sewage. And that's what it is. It's sewage, not simply mud. You can see it coming out of the drain pipes. Levi was deeply upset by this, and understandably so. Putting someone's face into a puddle of sewage is a ghastly thing to do, especially when one really considers what the consequences of something like that could be. There's all sorts of diseases one could contract from inhaling that kind of filthy water. But it's what happens next that I think really drove Levi to wanting to kill Erwin.

Isabel is certain that the scouts are going to kill them in the above panel, and in a show of defiance, tells them to just get it over with. Furlan's face is frozen in fear, sweat trickling down it, because he feels the threat is real too.

But look at Levi's face.

Where before he'd only been angry, here, he's horrified, shocked and frightened. He realizes, suddenly, that Erwin isn't just capable of humiliating them, but seemingly willing to take their lives if he doesn't comply. He's threatening the only two people Levi has in his life. The only two people he's ever been able to call friend, and really, are more like his family. The two people he's done all he can to protect in the dangerous world of the Underground City. Basically, the two people he lives for.

I think some people tend to think Levi wanted to kill Erwin over wounded pride. Even just calling what Erwin did, before ordering his men to hold their blades to Isabel's and Furlan's throats, a case of wounded pride is an understatement, I think. He thoroughly humiliated Levi and his friends, and treated them inhumanely, as if they had no rights or autonomy. But it really wasn't that which drove Levi toward wanting to kill Erwin. It was that Erwin presented himself as a threat to his family.

Your Help - A Levifar Story

Chapters: 5/?

Summary:

Levi has been friends with Furlan Church for what is going on two years now. Though it's never been confirmed, he thinks they could even be best friends. Despite Furlan's cleaning ability being a solid -5, and his level of sex jokes high enough to make a hooker blush, Levi has no regrets over knowing him. Levi doesn't fully despise how Furlan has grown to know him either.

However.

As his unofficial best friend, Furlan knows enough of him to determine when Levi needs some help.

… What was it he said about having no regrets?

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So I made a thing :P

It’s a story I was at first very excited to share then very reluctant as the ideas dried up and lack of faith in my writing ability set in, but I’m back now and hope to see it to the end. It’s a shame that there is so little content out there for this ship so I am determined to give this offering to our small but mighty community.

The fic is currently up on Ao3 and can be accessed using this link: (see below)

I would be so incredibly grateful to anyone who would give this story a chance and hope it will bring you some joy.

@cosmicjoke Uggggh I hate that you’re most likely right in this analysis, but a little part of me holds onto the hope that Levi’s non-reaction doesn’t stem from exposure to true sexual violence. Could it be possible that Kenny had a hand in his reception to the thugs’ attacks and taunting? Many in the fandom infer that Levi’s “pain is the best teacher” philosophy was formed in no small part due to Kenny beating the ever loving shit out of him in their combat lessons, and I feel it’s safe to add verbal lashings as a part of said lessons. With that, threatening to sell Levi off/leave him without protection to fall prey to some business-minded individual, even to impose himself over Levi in a way that could be read as sexual, seem like the kind of thing Kenny might view as a good character building exercise - providing a taste of what Levi can expect in the broader context of the Underground. If Levi has become used to this sort of treatment through Kenny’s “contained” examples, that may explain why he isn’t freaking out when confronted with the real thing and is able to remain focused on his objective to recover his mom’s tea set.

As for Levi not defending himself from the attacks… whelp. You got me there :,)

What Levi's Lack of Response to His Assault Tells Us:

Something else I want to talk about in "Bad Boy" is how Levi reacts to the treatment of the men who assault him, and what it tells us about him and his expectations for how he should or would be treated.

He doesn't cry, and he doesn't beg, and he doesn't expect anyone to help him.  He’s essentially non-reactive. 

Levi nearly gets beaten to death, and he's obviously in extraordinary pain, and he also gets threatened with sexual abuse, assault and kidnapping, and is spoken of as an object, rather than as a person, referred to repeatedly as "it" and as "pig food".  But he never really shows any fear, even as his face is twisted in agony and desperation, and he never really protests the treatment he's receiving, either through tears or pleading. He never shows any offense at how they speak to and about him. He never asks them to stop hurting him, and he never even tries to defend himself or get away. Even after being brutally beaten, kicked viciously in the chest/abdomen, he only tells the men to give his mother's tea set to him, that it belonged to her. He doesn't beg them to stop, or beg for mercy, or for his life, he simply keeps insisting that the set isn't theirs.

What this tells us about Levi is that he's used to this kind of treatment.

A child who wasn't used to being beaten or roughed up in this manner, or even threatened in this way, would with certainty cry and even fall into hysterics. They would scream and beg and cry for help. They would be sobbing. They would be terrified.

But Levi displays none of these behaviors. In fact, he even shows defiance in the face of their treatment, insisting they give him back what, by rights, belongs to him, and only fights back when they start speaking ill of his mother, something which highlights, once again, Levi's heartbreaking and inherent selflessness, that even then he felt others were worth fighting for, even as he felt no such inclination to fight for himself, something we see in him again and again throughout the main story. He did this knowing it was only going to result in him being hit again, knowing it was only going to result in him being more badly beaten.   He was willing to take that to defend his mother.

But again, Levi's lack of response, his lack of tears, lack of fear, lack of any attempt toward self-preservation, tells us that Levi is used to being smacked around and beaten up. That he's beaten almost to death, and he still doesn't show any fear or beg for mercy shows he's been raised to expect this kind of treatment, and that he's been raised to believe this is what the world is, and this is how people will treat you, that this is how he expects people to treat him.

It's pretty obvious to me from this that Kenny used to beat Levi, and that he let Levi get beaten by other men, probably in some twisted attempt to bring out Levi's power.

Further, the fact that Levi showed no, true initiative to fight for himself, despite the kind of treatment and threats he was being subjected to, shows that he didn't care if he lived or died, that he had no real regard for his own life, well-being or safety. It shows a breathtaking lack of self-worth. 

That’s what happens to a person who’s been repeatedly abused and exposed to deep trauma, physical, emotional, and mental, at the very least.

Further still, when Levi finally does fight back, his attack is completely ineffectual.  This shows us that, while Kenny taught Levi to fight, Levi himself showed no real ability, strength, talent for or natural inclination toward violence.  Despite Kenny’s lessons, Levi is still helpless, and even exceptionally so.  I’ve always thought if someone with a propensity for violence, like Eren, for example, had received the kind of training Levi did, he would have been deadly.  He was deadly, even without training, as we see with how he approaches Mikasa's kidnappers.  But we see here that Levi is completely at the mercy of these men, because, as I’ve said again and again, Levi isn’t naturally inclined toward violence.  I don’t think it comes naturally to him at all.  What this tells us is that, almost certainly, Levi was on the receiving end of many bad beatings without being able to actually defend himself, and doubtless all manner of other abuses.  And that would only have been worsened by what we see here in him, which is a total lack of will to live or sense of self-preservation. 

It isn’t even a will to live that makes Levi eventually kill these men.  It’s simply the awakening of his Ackerman powers, compelling him to act in defense of himself without thought, an instinct to survive sparked and driven by something outside himself. 

This story just continues to shatter my heart into pieces.

Levi really is a miracle of a man.  That he’s still so good, and so caring, and fights so hard for others, despite all of this… God, it’s truly devastatingly tragic. 

😐🙄…… hubba hubba- 😳🤐

Happy Birthday, Captain Levi 💕

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This reddit user took a poll of 3,500 people and went really in depth with asking their favorite terminology, along with actual pie charts on what the readers preferred to see in their smut.

Here's the direct link to the Google doc with all the info!

Maybe it’s my desperate ass that needs to see Levi’s thug family return to salute him but IS THAT ISABEL HIDING BEHIND ERWIN?? I CANT TELL IF THE HAIR IS RED OR NOT BUT THE SCRUFF HAS ME THINKING ASHTYTVFTL-

shinzou wo sasageyo😤

Beautiful Cruel World [Chapter 2] Only Human [Levi Ackerman]

A knock on the front door woke him from a short nap. Furlan groaned in irritation as he stood; exhaustion once again caught up and put him out at the dinner table instead of his bed. He hated when this happened. It meant that he was working too hard.

As he stumbled across the room, his ankles and back popped in sudden protest. He scratched his stomach and tore open the door but no one was there. The sun was barely up yet; the oil lamps were burned down and barely visible. Furlan thought it may have been his imagination – the kind exhaustion sometimes played on people – but just as he was about to turn and go back inside, his eyes caught sight of something.

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Clicked Isabel and Furlan for obvious reasons but a death I’m equally never going to get over is Nanaba failing to save Gingar and feeling so helpless that in her last moments alive flashes back to her dad abusing her

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Beautiful Cruel World [Chapter 2] Only Human [Levi Ackerman]

A knock on the front door woke him from a short nap. Furlan groaned in irritation as he stood; exhaustion once again caught up and put him out at the dinner table instead of his bed. He hated when this happened. It meant that he was working too hard.

As he stumbled across the room, his ankles and back popped in sudden protest. He scratched his stomach and tore open the door but no one was there. The sun was barely up yet; the oil lamps were burned down and barely visible. Furlan thought it may have been his imagination – the kind exhaustion sometimes played on people – but just as he was about to turn and go back inside, his eyes caught sight of something.

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