The Way I Mentally Dropped Everything And RAN

The way I mentally dropped everything and RAN

WAKE UP IT’S LEVI MONTH!!!

Beautiful Cruel World [Chapter 2] Only Human [Levi Ackerman]

A knock on the front door woke him from a short nap. Furlan groaned in irritation as he stood; exhaustion once again caught up and put him out at the dinner table instead of his bed. He hated when this happened. It meant that he was working too hard.

As he stumbled across the room, his ankles and back popped in sudden protest. He scratched his stomach and tore open the door but no one was there. The sun was barely up yet; the oil lamps were burned down and barely visible. Furlan thought it may have been his imagination – the kind exhaustion sometimes played on people – but just as he was about to turn and go back inside, his eyes caught sight of something.

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This totally represents how deeply Levi understands his comrades. How much he trusts them and supports their decisions. He's a great leader and a great captain without any questions.

I mean, Levi is not a casually violent person. I probably did something to deserve it 🤷‍♀️ might as well take it like a champ and thank him for the opportunity

Maybe it’s my desperate ass that needs to see Levi’s thug family return to salute him but IS THAT ISABEL HIDING BEHIND ERWIN?? I CANT TELL IF THE HAIR IS RED OR NOT BUT THE SCRUFF HAS ME THINKING ASHTYTVFTL-

shinzou wo sasageyo😤

Erwin testing different methods of persuasion here makes me squirm in the worst way possible as he so quickly can adopt a cruel and inhumane approach towards someone he ultimately wants to align himself with. It’s clear that what he is doing is, to put it simply, ‘matching Levi’s freak’; attempting to speak his language using tactics you would see from any other Underground thug. This doesn’t make his actions any easier to digest, though, since no mater how much reason you can back it with he still is ordering someone’s face to be pushed into sewage. It’s despicable in every sense of the word and it’s no wonder that both Isabel and Furlan are furious at the blatant disrespect of their friend. However, their quick defense of Levi turns out to be their biggest mistake, as it allows Erwin to deduce the bond they must share and, consequently, the power it could hold over Levi. Now I would be lying if I said that Erwin doesn’t have the biggest stones for threatening the people who Levi holds most dear, earning the hatred of who he likely views as the strongest man alive, but just because I’m in awe of him for it doesn’t make it any less awful. Ugh… I honestly envy the people who never have seen this side of Erwin because even after all he has done to move humanity forward I still resent him for his actions towards Levi, Furlan and Isabel. A simply ‘sorry’ after Levi agreeing to join the scouts would have helped me feel better since it would show that while he did what he believed he had to he still felt remorse or empathy for those he hurt, but no. He pushes those feelings down again and again and again until the consequences are finally too great to ignore

That analysis post about why Levi likes tea so much reminded me, with this panel, of something I also don't think people fully understand. Which is why Levi was so angry at Erwin at first, and why he was so out for his blood.

It's because he threatens Furlan's and Isabel's lives here. He orders his men to hold their swords to their throats, simply because Levi had refused at first to give him his name. Levi's belligerence on that front is rooted, I think, in how Erwin and his men are treating him and his friends. Having them down on their knees, in the filth and mud, with their arms bound behind their backs, making demands of them all the while. It's made worse when Erwin orders Mike to push Levi's face into the sewage. And that's what it is. It's sewage, not simply mud. You can see it coming out of the drain pipes. Levi was deeply upset by this, and understandably so. Putting someone's face into a puddle of sewage is a ghastly thing to do, especially when one really considers what the consequences of something like that could be. There's all sorts of diseases one could contract from inhaling that kind of filthy water. But it's what happens next that I think really drove Levi to wanting to kill Erwin.

Isabel is certain that the scouts are going to kill them in the above panel, and in a show of defiance, tells them to just get it over with. Furlan's face is frozen in fear, sweat trickling down it, because he feels the threat is real too.

But look at Levi's face.

Where before he'd only been angry, here, he's horrified, shocked and frightened. He realizes, suddenly, that Erwin isn't just capable of humiliating them, but seemingly willing to take their lives if he doesn't comply. He's threatening the only two people Levi has in his life. The only two people he's ever been able to call friend, and really, are more like his family. The two people he's done all he can to protect in the dangerous world of the Underground City. Basically, the two people he lives for.

I think some people tend to think Levi wanted to kill Erwin over wounded pride. Even just calling what Erwin did, before ordering his men to hold their blades to Isabel's and Furlan's throats, a case of wounded pride is an understatement, I think. He thoroughly humiliated Levi and his friends, and treated them inhumanely, as if they had no rights or autonomy. But it really wasn't that which drove Levi toward wanting to kill Erwin. It was that Erwin presented himself as a threat to his family.