The Way I Mentally Dropped Everything And RAN

The way I mentally dropped everything and RAN

WAKE UP IT’S LEVI MONTH!!!

Clicked Isabel and Furlan for obvious reasons but a death I’m equally never going to get over is Nanaba failing to save Gingar and feeling so helpless that in her last moments alive flashes back to her dad abusing her

Whether it was intentional or not I’ll never get over how this soldier looks like Furlan 🥺🥺

Levi, Levi, Levi

He doesn't berate the soldier who openly disobeyed his orders and caused the Titans to attack. He doesn't punish him even though bodies of the deceased had to be forsaken. He doesn't say "I told you so" even though Dieter is responsible for the fact that Eld, Petra, Oruo and Gunter won't have a proper burial. He doesn't do any of that. Instead he gives him something to hold onto.

He offers him hope that it wasn’t all in vain.

Beautiful Cruel World [Chapter 2] Only Human [Levi Ackerman]

A knock on the front door woke him from a short nap. Furlan groaned in irritation as he stood; exhaustion once again caught up and put him out at the dinner table instead of his bed. He hated when this happened. It meant that he was working too hard.

As he stumbled across the room, his ankles and back popped in sudden protest. He scratched his stomach and tore open the door but no one was there. The sun was barely up yet; the oil lamps were burned down and barely visible. Furlan thought it may have been his imagination – the kind exhaustion sometimes played on people – but just as he was about to turn and go back inside, his eyes caught sight of something.

Keep reading

The Reality of Levi Ackerman's Personality

If he were "personality-less" (a difficult thing to define, honestly) as some people say, it would be due to the sheer trauma he's been exposed to. Humans, when in traumatic situations, turn to the fight-or-flight response for help and turn on the Monkey Brain to survive. This is something of an emotional/personal growth stunt. This is why it is very difficult for people who went through trauma as children. They are not rediscovering themselves; they are discovering themselves. Levi, who has only just escaped the endless trauma of the war, is now crushed under the weight of grief for his mother, the things he saw at the underground brothels, his friends, his comrades, mental issues from all he's witnessed, a sudden loss of independence, and the reality that he's a cripple and will never be the way he used to be (which will only feed the hypervigilance he inevitably developed).

It's been some forty years. His personality is built out of the trauma he's endured, so of course, he isn't going to look/act like your normal guy.

As an old guy with nothing to do, he'll go out and discover himself. The food he likes (in the underground and in the scouts, you take what you get and don't complain), the hobbies he enjoys, posssibly new friends who he won't be so afraid to lose to death, etc. But he's going to spend a lot of his time trying to heal from forty years worth of trauma. He probably won't, not before his life ends, so in short, Levi has quite a few excuses to be the way he is.

I mean, Levi is not a casually violent person. I probably did something to deserve it 🤷‍♀️ might as well take it like a champ and thank him for the opportunity