Being Hpd/npd/in Recovery Is Fucking Wild Because Theres This Guy That Is So Obsessive And I Have Like

being hpd/npd/in recovery is fucking wild because theres this guy that is so obsessive and i have like three reactions to him:

holy fuck hes fucking obsessed YES PLEASE hello??? i can do whatever the fuck i want??? and he is so akjsjjkaskdjksakjajsdlasjkdsa. the attention he gives me is so everything and i dont have to do anything for it. like ill wake up and have three digit notifications from him. LIKE. HELLO. and i can literally not even read any of it and send him a one sentence response. and he is so fucking EASY hes like a fucking dog. like he'll do whatever i say and he gives me so much attention especially sexually and romantically and god. its so FUNNY. its so addicting and like. he doesnt even fucking realise how much hes obsessed. (and he doesnt realise this isnt what friends do.... haha)

i hope he fucking kills himself. like. he is the worst man ever and he is so ANNOYING and he has such a shit reputation and can we just fucking drop him already like fucking. i hope he dies. i hope he suffers a long and painful death. but not too long. god and can he like stop. ive already told him multiple times to his face that i hate him and i hope he dies and that i dont care about him. hes such a nuisance and ive told him. like. stop. stop stop stop. kill yourself. like please hes such a BITCH- calling him a dog would be an insult to dogs.

hello why the fuck are we still??? talking to him??? god we are fucking arguing with ourselves everyday and also like its not worth it. and also he's fucking stalking us??? like yes i understand we get a kick out of it but also we are terrified??? LIKE. AND HES AWFUL. AND ANNOYING. can we fucking stop talking to him already??? we've expressed to him multiple times we hate his ass and he doesnt listen. he doesnt fucking listen???? gang- like-

anyways worth it

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also to the friend who might internalise this I WANT TO SEE YOU AND I CARE ABOUT YOU AND I REALLY LIKE TALKING TO YOU AND I WANT TO EXPRESS THIS MORE AND BETTER AND YOU DO LISTEN TO ME AND YOU DO RESPECT ME AND CARE FOR ME PLEASE DONT INTERNALISE THIS YOU ARE NOT A BAD PERSON actually narcissistic actually npd npd actually cluster b cluster b cluster b safe npd safe hpd actually hpd hpd safe actually histrionic histrionic personality disorder narcisstic personality disorder lithium throws tables into the void