What If And Hear Me Out Charles Lee Was Just Autistic And Didn't Like Change Which Is Why He Was So Mad

What if and hear me out Charles Lee was just autistic and didn't like change which is why he was so mad after Von Steuben renovated Valley Forge but Von Steuben had OCD and didn't want this place to be filthy and disorganised and so they were both neurodivergent but in the opposing ways and that's my ted talk on why they REALLY didn't work out together okay thank you

I know people have already talked about Von Steuben's letters and this might just be a personal thing but I don't think you all understand just how sickening, how gut-wrenching, how tear bringing, how absolutely depressing they are because oh my god oh my god how I wish I could have helped that god damn old decaying man because no one else did and nobody was there and his gaggle of 20yro boyfriends practically abandoned him and his last year was without his dog so he was left with nothing ABSOLUTELY nothing worth anything in his life, and he was desperate for company and desperate for all his friends to reach out to him, yet when Hamilton finally did, he denied?? All his post-war letters basically either say "oh North how can you even love me I'm horrible...do you even love me?" OR "hey old buddy I'm financially struggling can I pls get some money to feed my family of 14 who visit sometimes" like???? OMFG this man. I am crying. I will fight for this man. And I would say "why didn't anyone just reach out and help him" but like Hamilton tried but I'm still absolutely depressed for him I love him so much I wish he was doing okay because I can't mentally bare him being sad even though he died like 200 years ago and I swear I was actually gonna ramble about important stuff but I'm rereading this post and it actually looks really stupid and I don't know what point I was trying to make in the first place okay bye

Can NOT get over Palmer's biography of Von Steuben calling Du Ponceau "callow" fight me on this idc that he was like 17 he was the most mature person on that boat

Hey man I have no idea who Fair Youth is, but OH MY GOD DO I HOPE SHAKESPEARE GOT WITH HIM. LIKE, THE FAIR YOUTH SONNETS ABSOLUTELY RIP MY HEART OUT. SHAKESPEARE, DEAR GOD I HOPE YOU LIVED THE LIFE OF YOUR DREAMS WITH THAT MAN BECAUSE IF NOT CATCH ME CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP OMG

Hey is there anyone who like knows how to write or draw or something who can make some Steuponceau/steubenceau/ whatever the hell you wanna call them, Von Steuben/Du Ponceau content because PLS PLS PLS I am the only one remaining in this fandom istg thanks I'm writing a thing about them but I'm only about 2k words in so yay

I need content grrrr

I've resorted to reading ai fanfiction. :(

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thinking back to when this textbook in a chapter about 18th century Prussia and Frederick the Great described the Hans Katte incident (the red underlining and everything preceding), while referring to Hans Katte as his friend, then wrote "This incident, however, did not change the future monarch's preferences" (purple underlining). The ruler was also considered a master of blowing the flute (green underlining)".