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Why are you eating ginger hair Ron.
Always need more hugs.
Aaaah, ha ha ha ha! I’m gonna git you fer this, Vexin! XD
(He is smiling in this, and if I get enough requests for it, I might post each layer of pony individually. Keep in mind though that some of the further backs might not be full ponies. Layering this was a pain in the patoot)
Words cannot properly express how much I hate being neurodivergent sometimes.
I HAVE to shower. Every day. If I do not. I am not okay.
Due to pots primarily, I overheat in my sleep. So literally every day I wake up I have got to shower. I can feel every inch of skin every strand of hair covered from sweat residue.
If I cannot wash that off every day. I become overstimulated immediately and extremely unhinged. I cannot think I cannot focus my mood is extremely negative I simply cannot function with that sensory status.
Today was day 3 of not having been able to shower (due to spoons and being a parent) and I snapped. I was shaking and crying and even yelled at inanimate shit in my house because I wanted to rip my hair out and shred my skin.
I finally had enough and I got into the shower.
Stood there a moment. Shaking. Crying. Bitching. Then berating myself for being such an unhinged pos. I got lightheaded and sat down. Cried more.
I have a little shower thing I say that helps. So I repeated it. Calmed down. Then I stfu and did my routine. Continued to improve. Kept saying my little thing every so often. Kept feeling better. Lighter.
Finally I just got out and did my after routine. Got dressed. I'm lying in bed still feeling stupid for the fact that 60% of my unhinged meltdown was washed away in the shower. My body is now all sensory goodness and we can all get on with our day.
I hate being like this. These not so whimsy sides of neurodivergence. I'm exhausted from the meltdown and from the task of showering itself.
Thanks for reading. Vulnerable snippet of my day today. Hope you're all doing better than I.
that bit in gtn where "protesilaus" draws on gideon while she's kneeling over cytherea, and after he stands down, harrow comes up behind her to chew out cytherea about it, and she's got her thumb pressed to the place where protesilaus's sword was the entire time. like. gideon takes it as a threatening gesture in the moment, but was it? i don't think so. if anything, if feels protective. posessive. he could've killed her so easily. is she trying to check for damage, just to be sure? is she only reassuring herself that he didn't actually hurt gideon? is she trying to make the point to cytherea that gideon is spoken for, that there's someone looking out for her? is it a completely unconscious gesture, born only from her impulse to place herself between protesilaus's sword and the back of gideon's neck?
harrow is rattled by that incident on several levels and one of them, i think, is her realization of how dangerous this challenge is. she could've lost gideon. she could've lost her, right there, immediately. and of course gideon doesn't, can't appreciate just how terrifying that was for her.
Okay but like Wen Kexing at least wanted redemption in doing good things to clear his name in the end; Xue Yang was evil and he knew it to the point that even when he found the life he could have had and a family he wanted, he couldn't help ruining it and never admitting that he did anything wrong. His "regret" manifested in doing even MORE insane stuff to try and maintain control and push the blame onto others.
I love both of these unhinged boys but at least my lovely Wen Kexing got his senses back with the power of true love and eyeliner-remover
Most Unhinged Round 3: Wen Kexing (Word of Honor) vs Xue Yang (The Untamed)
[Submitted Reasons Under Cut]
Wen Kexing: "that scene in episode 4 where he’s like frowning and upset that he got blood on his hands… babygirl YOU just stuck your hand through a man’s throat after single handedly massacring like 40 people in broad daylight. What did you think was going to happen…. And then next episode he’s like “oh poor little old me I can’t even kill a chicken. who is going to take care of me I’m just a humble little philanthropist who needs a big strong man to protect me.” babygirl you’ve led a bloody reign of terror for like 8 years now after skinning your predecessor alive and the people known as being the most cutthroat and evil in the whole martial arts world literally call you Lunatic Wen because you regularly gruesomely kill your subordinates to make examples of them…. He recognized a boy he met once as a child 20 years later by his shoulder blades and decided to marry him right then and there. He decided to not burn down the entire world because he wanted to become a housewife. If he was hinged once, he no longer is now."
Xue Yang: "Spoilers but this man had his pinky finger run over as a child and decided to murder literally everyone in retaliation. He thought ending many lives equated to his loss of the smallest and least useful appendage on one hand. He tricked a man into murdering the love of his life so that he could continue being with him (the man was blind and didn’t know who he was). When the man found out what he did he killed himself and xue yang tried to reanimate him. Sick. Twisted. Unhinged."
This guy's, like.. Actually unhinged. Truly and fully someone I would have a hard time not hitting upon meeting him. Jeez, get a life mate.
What do you mean the first ever Doctor Who serial is now missing from official release bc the writer's son who inherited the rights cancelled them out of a vague revenge plot, either for not paying his dad enough in the 60s, or bc he's mad that they cast a woman and a black man as the Doctor
He also seems to think his dad created Doctor Who and that he owns the TARDIS as a concept now which. Okay
Riiight.. So this blokes fully lost it. I wouldn't be surprised if he had corpses in his basement. There's funny weird and then there's this guy. He's really just buying into his delusions, alongside being a genuinely homophobic, racist transphobic POS. Also that last stadium looks more like a creepy mouth than an eye.
What do you mean the first ever Doctor Who serial is now missing from official release bc the writer's son who inherited the rights cancelled them out of a vague revenge plot, either for not paying his dad enough in the 60s, or bc he's mad that they cast a woman and a black man as the Doctor
He also seems to think his dad created Doctor Who and that he owns the TARDIS as a concept now which. Okay
i want tumblr mutuals. i want tumblr friends. I crave community amongst my unhinged brethren.
My (non inclusive) Top Moments In Early American History
- George Washington naming his dogs shit like Sweet Lips
- Aaron Burr lighting himself on fire while trying to light a candle with a gun
- America ever winning in the revolution because we were a fucking mess
- Alexander Hamilton hiding behind Henry Knox at Yorktown when a shell burst near the tent
- Congress not finding John Adams a home in New York, forcing him to live with John Jay for like two months
- Lafayette not noticing he got shot in the leg
- John Adams taking the job of presiding over the senate seriously
- Abigail Motherfucking Adams
- Thomas Jefferson breaking his wrist trying to impress a girl
- The Hamilton family basically having three names that they rotated between kids
- Jefferson inviting Madison to come live with him at Monticello and Madison responding by basically saying he needed a year to think about it and never broaching the subject again
- Literally nobody knowing shit about Monroe
- Hamilton making a bet that he would buy dinner for a dozen delegates at the Constitutional Convention if Gouverneur Morris went up and clapped Washington on the back, which he did, and was subsequently given a glare that made him want to sink into the floor
- Washington actually cutting down two cherry trees
- Admiral de Grasse calling Washington “mon cher petit général”
- Aaron Burr trying to annex Texas and being tried for treason
- the Merry Affair
- Thomas Jefferson procrastinating in calling in Virginia militia, which forced him to flee Richmond when Benedict Arnold swept the capital
- “One hundred and eighty miles in three days and a half. It does admirable credit to the activity of a man at his time of life.” - Alexander Hamilton talking about Horatio Gates abandoning his army at Camden
- Baron Von Stueben showing up at Valley Forge with an Italian greyhound and his gaggle of little French boyfriends
- Baron Von Stueben cussing out the soldiers in French, leaving Hamilton and Laurens to translate
- Baron Von Steuben
- Jefferson being given a 1000 pound wheel of cheese, which no “federalist cows” were allowed to contribute to
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