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Blitzø & Stolas’s Reconciliation (Helluva Boss Fan Fiction)

Night fully occurs outside the Goetia mansion. Inside, Stolas and the “Better than Blitzo” incubus from the party are making out with each other on the bed, until Blitzø barges in right through the bedroom door, pissed off with his teeth seething in full anger. They suddenly looked at him in full alarm.

“Oh, shit…!”

“Blitz?! W-what are you…?!”

The incubus nearly jumped out of his skin. Blitzø in an uncontrollable expression of anger and rage, charges at him, grabs him by the collar, and starts beating him up by violently punching him in the face.

“NOBODY… STEALS… THE…FUCKING… ASS… OF… MY… SEXY… BELOVED… OWL… BOYFRIEND!”

Stolas flinched and watched in horror as Blitzø continues to assault the incubus. He felt absolutely shocked and heartbroken as he saw how hurt and angry Blitzø looked he as he saw the expression on his face the entire time he was attacking and beating him up.

“Blitz, what the fuck are you doing?! Stop!”

Stolas get off the bed and rushes to stop the raging imp. Blitzø lunges and harshly pins the incubus hard onto the ground as the assault continues. The terrified incubus tried to defend himself, but to no avail.

“For the love of… OW! …Asmodeus…! What the fuck is… OOF! …is your goddamn problem?!”

“YOU BIRD-STEALING FUCK OF A SHITLOAD, THIEVING COCKBAG! YOU BEST STAY THE FUCKING ASS AWAY FROM HIM! HE’S MINE!”

As Stolas continued to watch that moment in heartbreaking silence and pain as the interaction continues, his chest was hurting even more. Stolas cringed as he looked away, seeing that he was behaving uncontrollably. Watching Blitzø continue to say those harsh words was absolutely destroying him. He was soon desperately trying to get him to stop fighting even further.

“Blitz, stop it! This isn’t you! Calm down! Just stop it already!”

But the imp refused to listen as he kept on pummeling. Things are starting to get a lot much worse than before. The incubus tried to hold back as he winced in pain while he tried to push the raging imp away, while Blitzø kept on punching him more and more. Then he grabbed in the neck and began to strangle him.

“YOU DARE TRY TO FUCK THE LOVE OF MY VERY OWN GODDAMN LIFE, AND I SWEAR… I SWEAR TO GOD…! I WILL FIND YOU, HUNT YOUR SORRY ASS DOWN, AND I, WILL FUCKING SHOOT THE GODDAMN SHIT OUT OF YOU AND YOUR VERY OWN DICK-ASS OFF!”

The terrified, defenseless incubus choked and suffocated as he was gasping and wheezing out for air, begging the angry imp for mercy, but he grippingly kept on squeezing his neck tighter. He couldn’t even let out a single breath through his mouth until he had coughed. His face was bleeding pretty badly.

“*Ack*  Can we…*Hurk*…please…*Gasp*…j-just talk about this…?”

Blitzø growled as he was seething through his sharp, yellow teeth in a blinding rage and fury. He raised his fist at him, aiming for his face.

“SHUT YOUR GODDAMN, DRUNK-FILLED, COCK-SUCKING MOUTH! DO YOU HEAR ME, MOTHERFUCKER?! SHUT THE FUCK UP!! I AM NOT LETTING YOU TAKE HIM THE SHIT AWAY FROM ME! NEVER… THE FUCK… AGAIN… LET YOU… HAVE SEX WITH THAT FEATHERED AVIAN BODY OF HIS…! EVER…!! FUCKING…!! AGAIN!!”

Just as he was about to strike out a finishing blow on him, Stolas manages to muster the courage to separate the two of them to stop the fight. 

“That’s enough!”

Then looks at the “Better than Blitzo” guy grimacingly as the beaten-up latter achingly gets up, his face all morbidly bruised and bloody.

“Please leave.”

He goes over to say something, but Stolas glares at him and yells…

“LEAVE NOW!”

The incubus flinched and gulped. He panicked as he rushes out the door.

“Fuck…!”

As soon as he dashed out fleeing in terror, Stolas then turns his attention to the imp.

“Dammit, Blitz! What the hell was that about?! Since when have we decided that we are an actual couple? There are so many things you and I have to address before we can even consider that. I’m sorry for everything that I’ve done to cause you all this pain and agony, Blitz. I truly mean that, but are you truly sorry for what you’ve caused me?”

Blitzø anxiously restrains himself to hold his anger back after what he has done, but then lashes out to him as an act of a self-defense.

“Well he had it coming, okay?! He fucking deserved it! I only did what I could to keep him away from you! To save your unforgiving ass!”

The prince, utterly surprised on hearing this, lashed out at him now..

“Do you fucking hear yourself?! You’ve been losing it all along! You’re out of your own goddamn mind and control! I don’t actually know how you’ve been acting out that way so highly in the first place, but this has already gone way too far!”

He was trying to remain calm, but when Blitzø said he was ‘unforgiving’, he snapped. 

“You expect me to just forgive you after EVERYTHING?! What exactly, in the actual name of Lucifer were you even thinking?! Things take time. Why is it so wrong for me to sleep with someone else but you can sleep with whoever you like!” 

Blitzø flinched in shock and confusion. There was a pause. Stolas couldn’t take this. He began to walk out of the room. But Blitzø rushed out and catches up to him, following as he continued to speak up with some sense.

“Fuck, Stolas! Will you just hold up and listen to me for a goddamn, fucking minute?! You can’t just keep walking away from me! All I ever did was to fucking apologize! To win you back! To get us back together again so we make love and have sex with each other! But you never forgave me! You just kept on ignoring me and pushing me away for no goddamn reason… BECAUSE OF WHO THE FUCK I AM! DON’T YOU EVEN GET THAT?! I’M THE ONLY ONE WHO YOU REALLY NEED TO CARE FOR!”

Stolas immediately stopped and grimacingly turns to him.

“Blitz, this has NOTHING to do with who you are. I don’t care that you’re an imp. I don’t recall you ever apologizing me. About what happened during the Full Moon and the party that I’ve attended with you, uninvited, it’s never going to work that way. I already gave you the Asmodean crystal in exchange for my grimoire, just have you protected from any danger that you’ve gotten yourself into. I didn’t even want to see you get hurt that way.” 

Stolas was too intoxicated, recalling he was at the party to remember that Blitzø apologized to him, or at least he tried to. But Blitzø, with tears welling up in his eyes and blinded by his fury, yelled at him the last time from the top of his lungs to let out the final blow.

“WELL I’M ALREADY SOMEONE WHO YOU SHOULD TRULY CARE ABOUT!! AND I’VE BEEN CARING ABOUT YOU TOO!! THAT’S FOR SURE!!”

After that, heavily breathed fast through his chest. All of the sudden, there was a huge silence. And at that moment, he instantly paused. He was beginning to feel that his head was about to explode, but he managed to keep himself together. His whole body begin to tremble, with his eyes tearing up.

“And… and I wanted to protect you… no matter what happens to you so badly… Even if you’re dead or alive… I just didn’t want to see it! I really don’t want to see you leave me all alone again… To let me see you suffer, and to watch you die the whole goddamn time…!”

Hearing that Blitzø yelled at him like that really terrified him. Of course, he had never heard the imp yell at him like that in the first place. He slowly moved back away from him. 

“If you truly care about me, then why are you playing it off like you want nothing to do with me? I’ve tried to reach you, Blitz. And I’ve tried to spend time with you, I’ve even tried to make it obvious that I like you to everyone. What more do I have to do to show you that I care about you?!”

Stolas had tears in his eyes now, heartbroken by very such harsh words that he had overheard. He looked away from him in pity. Blitzø was very confused. He doesn’t even what he was going to tell him. He doesn’t exactly know what he can do or how he was going to make things right for reconciliation. He took a moment, wiping away his tears, then nervously pausing to properly phrase his question before asking. His expression was quite earnest, but there was also a hint of worry behind his words.

“Stolas… Can I be honest with you about something?”

Stolas refused to listen as his shamefully shook his head, managing to get himself together. There was another pause as Blitzø tried to mentally prepare himself. He took a breath before continuing, his voice taking on a more somber tone, sounding like he was preparing for bad news.

“Listen… if you let me explain… I-I really need to admit something to you. It's... kinda uncomfortable, but I need to get it off my chest...”

He swallowed thickly, looking away for a moment, his grip on his chest tightening slightly before his gaze returned to him.

“I…”

He paused for a moment as Stolas was still looking away with his back turned in annoyance. He felt like having an anxiety attack, like he was about to be thrown out of the mansion as a final warning. He really didn’t want to mess things up again like the last time when it happened at the Full Moon and he was at the party uninvited. He was still trying to convince him.

“...Promise me you won't get mad...”

Another pause, his eyes locked onto his ex-partner. Blitzø let out a slow, shaky breath, trying to collect himself. It was clear how nervous he was about potentially revealing something. He still kept himself together for not showing his stubborn behavior towards him.

“I-... I need to be honest... I know I really mess things up the last time about how it happened before, but you have to believe me. I... I lied to you about something. ...I never told you the whole truth about how we first met, despite of being who or what I am in reality or if I would’ve been here for you. And... to be honest, I'm kinda ashamed for it...”

But Stolas, still too upset by hearing this, defiantly ignored him yet again, and Blitzø’s expression grew more remorseful, his eyes unable to meet the other's. He looked away, guilt written a crossed his face. He looked like he wanted nothing more than to disappear as he would tell him the truth. He swallowed, struggling to find the words to explain the situation truthfully.

“What I told you about it wasn't a complete lie, but it wasn't exactly the truth either... I... I left out some important details because I didn't think you'd be okay with them...”

Stolas slightly turned, allowing himself to slowly look straight at him and listen to him speak, yet he was still trying to keep himself together without forcing him to leave if it wasn’t the last straw for the both of them. Blitzø's expression was strained as his eyes still refused to look at him. The imp continued, the sound of his voice nearly cracking as he did.

“You see... the way I first met you, it was a very happy moment for us... And it... it wasn't as romantic as I told you, even if it means that we’re different from the rest of us, not realizing how much we’ve been going through like this, what love really means to us...”

Then his eyes locked on straight directly to the owl prince, staring at each other eye to eye in a distance.

“I'm... I’m sorry for lying to you, but I was afraid of what you would think if I told you the truth...”

Stolas listened very carefully, although he starting to look a bit confused about what he’s been try to say to him, longing for a reason. There was another pause as the poor, sorrowful imp’s mouth begin to wobble. He was clearly on the verge of bursting into tears, and his voice becoming a bit more anxious and desperate as he spoke in a sorrowful and grieving tone with full heavy breaths.

“S-Stolas, please! Just…please hear me out on this, okay…? Just d-don’t be mad at m-me… I-I'm sorry... I-I'm so, so sorry... I really didn't mean to… to lie to you… about how much I’ve been acting out all the time like this… Okay…? I was wrong… I’ll admit it… Honestly… I was completely wrong about you… if I wasn’t even here for you… I couldn’t even save you… A-And the way I behaved… and how much I’ve judged you from before… I… I-I fucked up! Okay? I really fucked everything up! I know that I hate myself that much… and you wanted us to be happy… but I shouldn’t have even told you that you deserve someone better than me… I-It really hurt me… And I don’t even know what came over me now and then… Shit, I was even thinking straight… I-I was so scared that… I thought I would be losing you, like if you were ever going to ditch me for some other motherfucker if I can’t change or love myself for you that way… Because… You just don’t want to be seeing me like this as a fucking piece of loser shit and a selfish, psychopathic asshole, unworthy of real love… And by not letting everyone else out there notice me like they would just see right through me, looking like I’m some kind of a shitty, fucked up outcast!”

He was completely running out of strained breaths while he was managing to speak up for himself. He could even feel his heart was painfully racing and breaking so fast. And then in full agony, he finally said something once again.

“And… it’s not that you just don’t want me! I ruin everything and everyone around me! A-and I really didn’t want that happen like that either! I-I didn’t deserve it! And I wasn’t even good enough…! I just really don’t want any of this to ever happen to us again anymore, even if you still hate me seeing me suffer like this for the rest of my whole, fucking life, knowing that it’s like I never existed to you at all! A-and I didn’t want that to keep going on like this forever…! I-I don’t even know what I was going to do to make things right…! I just don’t fucking know… I’LL BE NOTHING WITHOUT YOU!”

Once again, the silence echoed through the entire room. Those words really struck Stolas. He, his eyes widened open, hesitated upon hearing him how emotional it sounded and how absolutely devastated and heart wrenching it had been. He lamented to see him struggle to hold back his tears, and the way that he spoke was filled with so much sorrow and anguish, with so much heartbreak, and with just so much pain and remorse. He even felt his heart break upon hearing those words as he listened to the hurt and broken voice of his ex-boyfriend with so much guilt, followed by pain and regret.

“Blitz… I would never hate you… But to tell you the truth, all of this was a huge mistake… For the both of us…”

He shook his head sadly, seemingly clutching on to his chest in full concern. That seemed to be the straw that broke the camel's back; the imp's emotional facade fully collapsed. Blitzø’s next words were so choked up, it was hard to tell exactly what he was saying to him, with such sincerity, as if he told him the truth, but the words were clear enough. Tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, rolling down his face and staining his cheeks as he tried to keep himself together. He couldn’t even afford to struggle himself to hold them back. His shoulders began to shake, his breath coming out in ragged gasps and short sobs as he spoke in an almost sincere manner, with his grip on the other tightening. He fell on his knees as his entire body trembled from the force of his sobs, the air around them filled with incoherent mutterings and half-spoken apologies. His hands fully clenched on to the ground in desperation, and his voice became very desperate and pleading, the words forced out between sobs and strangled breaths.

“P-Please don't leave me...! I’m begging you…! Please don’t make me go away…! J-just don’t leave, okay? I’ll do anything! I promise! Oh, God help me! If you would’ve ever given me another chance, shit I fucking swear… In the name of Satan himself… I will never let you down! I promise I’ll stay with you! I just need to change! Please, Stolas! Just give me another chance! Please…!”

Stolas let his tears slowly fall as Blitzø let his walls crumble. Whatever he said, both hit him and the imp so hard. He heard Blitzø apologize and he was shocked that he already did. Stolas didn’t know what to do. He slowly approached to him but kept his distance.

“Blitz. I’m not mad at you. I’m more hurt than anything. You push me away and then turn things around like this whole thing is my fault. I know I have screwed up, but so have you.”

The owl prince was trying to be gentle with his words as Blitzø lifted his head up, with his mouth wobbling and his tears overflowing as he looked directly straight at him with sad puppy-dog eyes. He couldn't take it anymore, his tears flowing freely. He felt like his rapidly beating heart would soon completely shatter into broken shards, as if he was about to give up and suffer from heartbreak. He then stood up, raced over to Stolas and wrapped his arms around him, embracing him like if he would disappear at any moment. He let out a full cry of agony and despair.

“I’m sorry, Stolas!”

He let out a shaky, choked gasp as he continued to cry, too lost in the moment to acknowledge the compliment at the moment. The imp was clinging on to the other in an almost protective manner, his fingers digging into the fabric of the latter’s shirt as he held onto him, begging for him to never leave him. It was only after several moments and several shuddering breaths that he was finally able to speak.

“I’m really, really sorry! Please don’t leave me again! Oh God, please don’t let me go! Don’t send me back home! I love you, Stolas! Forgive me!”

Stolas felt that Blitzø was beginning to tighten his grip on him, desperately sobbing and muffling on his feathery chest, and his arms squeezing strugglingly around his waist. He opened his arms and lightly embraced the imp into a hug.

“Blitz, thank you for your apology. I’m sorry too.”

He then kneels down and gently places his head on his shoulder, cuddling him. The comfort was soon overflowing. Blitzø sniffled as he looked up, whimpering. There was another moment where he seemed unable to speak, the sobs still racking his form, trying to get himself under control to speak clearly. His breathing was starting to stabilize slightly, but he could still feel the tremors occasionally run through him. The sobs were back, though not as hard this time. He let out a strangled, choked gasp, the trembling coming back, before he buried his face further into the other's shoulder to muffle the noises he was making. His grip on Stolas tightened again as he tried to speak, his voice coming out through tears.

“I-I'm s-sorry for lying… about everything... I-I just... I was scared... I didn't w-want to lose you...”

Stolas just held Blitzø and let him cry. He wondered how long he was holding all this pain in. He listened to the imp plea to give him another chance. He placed a gentle kiss on the imp’s forehead.

“It’s okay, Blitz. I promise I will never leave you again. I should be forgiven too. I’m very glad that you have already been thinking about me. You have changed so much, although I truly understand how much you wanted me in your whole life. And I will always be here and there for you, to care for you, to stay with you and to love you as much I ever wanted to.”

He knew they both had some things to address. But right now, he just wanted Blitzø to know that he truly forgave him. Blitzø let out a shaky, choked gasp as he continued to cry, too lost in the moment to acknowledge the compliment at the moment. After a few more shuddering breaths, the imp managed to force out a few more words between sobs, his body trembling as he did so. He continued to cling to the other in an almost protective manner, his fingers digging into the fabric of the other's shirt as he held onto him. It was only after several moments of sniffled sobs and shuddering breaths that he was finally able to speak.

“I... l-love you... God... I-I love you so fucking m-much...”

Stolas cuddled him more as he smiled very sweetly, with tears running from his eyes.

“I love you too, Blitzy…”

That seemed to finally break the poor imp's emotional dam. The sobs were back, though not as hard this time. He let out a strangled, choked gasp, the trembling coming back, before he buried his face further into the other's shoulder to muffle the noises he was making. Blitzø's grip on him tightened again as he tried to speak, his voice coming out through tears.

“...Promise...? C-Can you promise me... you won't leave me...? P-Please... I-I love you so damn much... I won't... I won’t let you down... I promise... just... don't... go away... please... I’ll… never… lie to you… ever again... Y-You really.... still want me...?”

Stolas nodded in agreement as he comfort continues.

“Yes… I do want you in my life…”

He tried to speak, but the words came out as more of a choked sob. Whatever he was trying to say was completely incoherent, his voice too drowned out by his tears. Blitzø clutched at the other even tighter, almost as if he was afraid of letting go and losing him, his body still trembling in his hold, the sobs shaking his frame as he cried. For as chaotic as the imp usually was, in this moment he looked like he was completely broken, reduced to a mess of tears and desperation.

“And I will never let anything bad to ever happen to you. I promise…”

Blitzø's breathing was starting to stabilize slightly, but he could still feel the tremors occasionally run through him. The imp let out another shaky sigh, letting his grip on the other loosen slightly, his face still against the other's shoulder. His voice was quiet, and slightly hoarse and raspy, though it was clear he was trying his hardest to get his emotions under control. There was no holding back now.

“…Please… Don’t let me go…”

Stolas comforted him as he gently rubbed his hands around the other’s body.

“There, there… Everything will be okay… I will never you go...”

There was no holding back now. Blitzø broke down sobbing again, his body trembling against the other, tears streaming down his face with no way of stopping it. The imp clutched at the other, desperately clinging to him as he spoke, his voice almost incoherent as he begged for him to stay with him.

“P-Please... I-I love you so much... I won't... l-I won’t disappoint you ever again... I promise... just... don't... go away... please…”

Stolas gently places his own finger on the imp’s whimpering lips, shushing and silencing him to calm him down. He looked very deeply at him with his charming, four red eyes.

“Don’t say it anymore… It’s all over. It’s already in the past now. Believe me. I will never leave you. You are someone who I truly deserve better. More than anything that you ever desire… You will always be in my heart, and I will be in yours… Always…”

It took a moment, but the imp managed to get a hold of himself again, his sobs slowly fading into soft cries and whimpers. His body was still trembling, the tears still streaming down his face, but the emotional breakdown was slowly fading, though he was far from recovered. Stolas embraced him more, and Blitzø let out another shuddering sigh, his body relaxing against the other somewhat, though he refused to let go, staying pressed against the other, his voice barely above a whisper as he looked up at him.

“T-thank you…”

He then let a slightly sad smile. He couldn’t be happier than ever. They stared at each other romantically in their own eyes and kissed.

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Blitzø & Stolas’s Reconciliation (Helluva Boss Fan Fiction)

Night fully occurs outside the Goetia mansion. Inside, Stolas and the “Better than Blitzo” incubus from the party are making out with each other on the bed, until Blitzø barges in right through the bedroom door, pissed off with his teeth seething in full anger. They suddenly looked at him in full alarm.

“Oh, shit…!”

“Blitz?! W-what are you…?!”

The incubus nearly jumped out of his skin. Blitzø in an uncontrollable expression of anger and rage, charges at him, grabs him by the collar, and starts beating him up by violently punching him in the face.

“NOBODY… STEALS… THE…FUCKING… ASS… OF… MY… SEXY… BELOVED… OWL… BOYFRIEND!”

Stolas flinched and watched in horror as Blitzø continues to assault the incubus. He felt absolutely shocked and heartbroken as he saw how hurt and angry Blitzø looked he as he saw the expression on his face the entire time he was attacking and beating him up.

“Blitz, what the fuck are you doing?! Stop!”

Stolas get off the bed and rushes to stop the raging imp. Blitzø lunges and harshly pins the incubus hard onto the ground as the assault continues. The terrified incubus tried to defend himself, but to no avail.

“For the love of… OW! …Asmodeus…! What the fuck is… OOF! …is your goddamn problem?!”

“YOU BIRD-STEALING FUCK OF A SHITLOAD, THIEVING COCKBAG! YOU BEST STAY THE FUCKING ASS AWAY FROM HIM! HE’S MINE!”

As Stolas continued to watch that moment in heartbreaking silence and pain as the interaction continues, his chest was hurting even more. Stolas cringed as he looked away, seeing that he was behaving uncontrollably. Watching Blitzø continue to say those harsh words was absolutely destroying him. He was soon desperately trying to get him to stop fighting even further.

“Blitz, stop it! This isn’t you! Calm down! Just stop it already!”

But the imp refused to listen as he kept on pummeling. Things are starting to get a lot much worse than before. The incubus tried to hold back as he winced in pain while he tried to push the raging imp away, while Blitzø kept on punching him more and more. Then he grabbed in the neck and began to strangle him.

“YOU DARE TRY TO FUCK THE LOVE OF MY VERY OWN GODDAMN LIFE, AND I SWEAR… I SWEAR TO GOD…! I WILL FIND YOU, HUNT YOUR SORRY ASS DOWN, AND I, WILL FUCKING SHOOT THE GODDAMN SHIT OUT OF YOU AND YOUR VERY OWN DICK-ASS OFF!”

The terrified, defenseless incubus choked and suffocated as he was gasping and wheezing out for air, begging the angry imp for mercy, but he grippingly kept on squeezing his neck tighter. He couldn’t even let out a single breath through his mouth until he had coughed. His face was bleeding pretty badly.

“*Ack*  Can we…*Hurk*…please…*Gasp*…j-just talk about this…?”

Blitzø growled as he was seething through his sharp, yellow teeth in a blinding rage and fury. He raised his fist at him, aiming for his face.

“SHUT YOUR GODDAMN, DRUNK-FILLED, COCK-SUCKING MOUTH! DO YOU HEAR ME, MOTHERFUCKER?! SHUT THE FUCK UP!! I AM NOT LETTING YOU TAKE HIM THE SHIT AWAY FROM ME! NEVER… THE FUCK… AGAIN… LET YOU… HAVE SEX WITH THAT FEATHERED AVIAN BODY OF HIS…! EVER…!! FUCKING…!! AGAIN!!”

Just as he was about to strike out a finishing blow on him, Stolas manages to muster the courage to separate the two of them to stop the fight. 

“That’s enough!”

Then looks at the “Better than Blitzo” guy grimacingly as the beaten-up latter achingly gets up, his face all morbidly bruised and bloody.

“Please leave.”

He goes over to say something, but Stolas glares at him and yells…

“LEAVE NOW!”

The incubus flinched and gulped. He panicked as he rushes out the door.

“Fuck…!”

As soon as he dashed out fleeing in terror, Stolas then turns his attention to the imp.

“Dammit, Blitz! What the hell was that about?! Since when have we decided that we are an actual couple? There are so many things you and I have to address before we can even consider that. I’m sorry for everything that I’ve done to cause you all this pain and agony, Blitz. I truly mean that, but are you truly sorry for what you’ve caused me?”

Blitzø anxiously restrains himself to hold his anger back after what he has done, but then lashes out to him as an act of a self-defense.

“Well he had it coming, okay?! He fucking deserved it! I only did what I could to keep him away from you! To save your unforgiving ass!”

The prince, utterly surprised on hearing this, lashed out at him now..

“Do you fucking hear yourself?! You’ve been losing it all along! You’re out of your own goddamn mind and control! I don’t actually know how you’ve been acting out that way so highly in the first place, but this has already gone way too far!”

He was trying to remain calm, but when Blitzø said he was ‘unforgiving’, he snapped. 

“You expect me to just forgive you after EVERYTHING?! What exactly, in the actual name of Lucifer were you even thinking?! Things take time. Why is it so wrong for me to sleep with someone else but you can sleep with whoever you like!” 

Blitzø flinched in shock and confusion. There was a pause. Stolas couldn’t take this. He began to walk out of the room. But Blitzø rushed out and catches up to him, following as he continued to speak up with some sense.

“Fuck, Stolas! Will you just hold up and listen to me for a goddamn, fucking minute?! You can’t just keep walking away from me! All I ever did was to fucking apologize! To win you back! To get us back together again so we make love and have sex with each other! But you never forgave me! You just kept on ignoring me and pushing me away for no goddamn reason… BECAUSE OF WHO THE FUCK I AM! DON’T YOU EVEN GET THAT?! I’M THE ONLY ONE WHO YOU REALLY NEED TO CARE FOR!”

Stolas immediately stopped and grimacingly turns to him.

“Blitz, this has NOTHING to do with who you are. I don’t care that you’re an imp. I don’t recall you ever apologizing me. About what happened during the Full Moon and the party that I’ve attended with you, uninvited, it’s never going to work that way. I already gave you the Asmodean crystal in exchange for my grimoire, just have you protected from any danger that you’ve gotten yourself into. I didn’t even want to see you get hurt that way.” 

Stolas was too intoxicated, recalling he was at the party to remember that Blitzø apologized to him, or at least he tried to. But Blitzø, with tears welling up in his eyes and blinded by his fury, yelled at him the last time from the top of his lungs to let out the final blow.

“WELL I’M ALREADY SOMEONE WHO YOU SHOULD TRULY CARE ABOUT!! AND I’VE BEEN CARING ABOUT YOU TOO!! THAT’S FOR SURE!!”

After that, heavily breathed fast through his chest. All of the sudden, there was a huge silence. And at that moment, he instantly paused. He was beginning to feel that his head was about to explode, but he managed to keep himself together. His whole body begin to tremble, with his eyes tearing up.

“And… and I wanted to protect you… no matter what happens to you so badly… Even if you’re dead or alive… I just didn’t want to see it! I really don’t want to see you leave me all alone again… To let me see you suffer, and to watch you die the whole goddamn time…!”

Hearing that Blitzø yelled at him like that really terrified him. Of course, he had never heard the imp yell at him like that in the first place. He slowly moved back away from him. 

“If you truly care about me, then why are you playing it off like you want nothing to do with me? I’ve tried to reach you, Blitz. And I’ve tried to spend time with you, I’ve even tried to make it obvious that I like you to everyone. What more do I have to do to show you that I care about you?!”

Stolas had tears in his eyes now, heartbroken by very such harsh words that he had overheard. He looked away from him in pity. Blitzø was very confused. He doesn’t even what he was going to tell him. He doesn’t exactly know what he can do or how he was going to make things right for reconciliation. He took a moment, wiping away his tears, then nervously pausing to properly phrase his question before asking. His expression was quite earnest, but there was also a hint of worry behind his words.

“Stolas… Can I be honest with you about something?”

Stolas refused to listen as his shamefully shook his head, managing to get himself together. There was another pause as Blitzø tried to mentally prepare himself. He took a breath before continuing, his voice taking on a more somber tone, sounding like he was preparing for bad news.

“Listen… if you let me explain… I-I really need to admit something to you. It's... kinda uncomfortable, but I need to get it off my chest...”

He swallowed thickly, looking away for a moment, his grip on his chest tightening slightly before his gaze returned to him.

“I…”

He paused for a moment as Stolas was still looking away with his back turned in annoyance. He felt like having an anxiety attack, like he was about to be thrown out of the mansion as a final warning. He really didn’t want to mess things up again like the last time when it happened at the Full Moon and he was at the party uninvited. He was still trying to convince him.

“...Promise me you won't get mad...”

Another pause, his eyes locked onto his ex-partner. Blitzø let out a slow, shaky breath, trying to collect himself. It was clear how nervous he was about potentially revealing something. He still kept himself together for not showing his stubborn behavior towards him.

“I-... I need to be honest... I know I really mess things up the last time about how it happened before, but you have to believe me. I... I lied to you about something. ...I never told you the whole truth about how we first met, despite of being who or what I am in reality or if I would’ve been here for you. And... to be honest, I'm kinda ashamed for it...”

But Stolas, still too upset by hearing this, defiantly ignored him yet again, and Blitzø’s expression grew more remorseful, his eyes unable to meet the other's. He looked away, guilt written a crossed his face. He looked like he wanted nothing more than to disappear as he would tell him the truth. He swallowed, struggling to find the words to explain the situation truthfully.

“What I told you about it wasn't a complete lie, but it wasn't exactly the truth either... I... I left out some important details because I didn't think you'd be okay with them...”

Stolas slightly turned, allowing himself to slowly look straight at him and listen to him speak, yet he was still trying to keep himself together without forcing him to leave if it wasn’t the last straw for the both of them. Blitzø's expression was strained as his eyes still refused to look at him. The imp continued, the sound of his voice nearly cracking as he did.

“You see... the way I first met you, it was a very happy moment for us... And it... it wasn't as romantic as I told you, even if it means that we’re different from the rest of us, not realizing how much we’ve been going through like this, what love really means to us...”

Then his eyes locked on straight directly to the owl prince, staring at each other eye to eye in a distance.

“I'm... I’m sorry for lying to you, but I was afraid of what you would think if I told you the truth...”

Stolas listened very carefully, although he starting to look a bit confused about what he’s been try to say to him, longing for a reason. There was another pause as the poor, sorrowful imp’s mouth begin to wobble. He was clearly on the verge of bursting into tears, and his voice becoming a bit more anxious and desperate as he spoke in a sorrowful and grieving tone with full heavy breaths.

“S-Stolas, please! Just…please hear me out on this, okay…? Just d-don’t be mad at m-me… I-I'm sorry... I-I'm so, so sorry... I really didn't mean to… to lie to you… about how much I’ve been acting out all the time like this… Okay…? I was wrong… I’ll admit it… Honestly… I was completely wrong about you… if I wasn’t even here for you… I couldn’t even save you… A-And the way I behaved… and how much I’ve judged you from before… I… I-I fucked up! Okay? I really fucked everything up! I know that I hate myself that much… and you wanted us to be happy… but I shouldn’t have even told you that you deserve someone better than me… I-It really hurt me… And I don’t even know what came over me now and then… Shit, I was even thinking straight… I-I was so scared that… I thought I would be losing you, like if you were ever going to ditch me for some other motherfucker if I can’t change or love myself for you that way… Because… You just don’t want to be seeing me like this as a fucking piece of loser shit and a selfish, psychopathic asshole, unworthy of real love… And by not letting everyone else out there notice me like they would just see right through me, looking like I’m some kind of a shitty, fucked up outcast!”

He was completely running out of strained breaths while he was managing to speak up for himself. He could even feel his heart was painfully racing and breaking so fast. And then in full agony, he finally said something once again.

“And… it’s not that you just don’t want me! I ruin everything and everyone around me! A-and I really didn’t want that happen like that either! I-I didn’t deserve it! And I wasn’t even good enough…! I just really don’t want any of this to ever happen to us again anymore, even if you still hate me seeing me suffer like this for the rest of my whole, fucking life, knowing that it’s like I never existed to you at all! A-and I didn’t want that to keep going on like this forever…! I-I don’t even know what I was going to do to make things right…! I just don’t fucking know… I’LL BE NOTHING WITHOUT YOU!”

Once again, the silence echoed through the entire room. Those words really struck Stolas. He, his eyes widened open, hesitated upon hearing him how emotional it sounded and how absolutely devastated and heart wrenching it had been. He lamented to see him struggle to hold back his tears, and the way that he spoke was filled with so much sorrow and anguish, with so much heartbreak, and with just so much pain and remorse. He even felt his heart break upon hearing those words as he listened to the hurt and broken voice of his ex-boyfriend with so much guilt, followed by pain and regret.

“Blitz… I would never hate you… But to tell you the truth, all of this was a huge mistake… For the both of us…”

He shook his head sadly, seemingly clutching on to his chest in full concern. That seemed to be the straw that broke the camel's back; the imp's emotional facade fully collapsed. Blitzø’s next words were so choked up, it was hard to tell exactly what he was saying to him, with such sincerity, as if he told him the truth, but the words were clear enough. Tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, rolling down his face and staining his cheeks as he tried to keep himself together. He couldn’t even afford to struggle himself to hold them back. His shoulders began to shake, his breath coming out in ragged gasps and short sobs as he spoke in an almost sincere manner, with his grip on the other tightening. He fell on his knees as his entire body trembled from the force of his sobs, the air around them filled with incoherent mutterings and half-spoken apologies. His hands fully clenched on to the ground in desperation, and his voice became very desperate and pleading, the words forced out between sobs and strangled breaths.

“P-Please don't leave me...! I’m begging you…! Please don’t make me go away…! J-just don’t leave, okay? I’ll do anything! I promise! Oh, God help me! If you would’ve ever given me another chance, shit I fucking swear… In the name of Satan himself… I will never let you down! I promise I’ll stay with you! I just need to change! Please, Stolas! Just give me another chance! Please…!”

Stolas let his tears slowly fall as Blitzø let his walls crumble. Whatever he said, both hit him and the imp so hard. He heard Blitzø apologize and he was shocked that he already did. Stolas didn’t know what to do. He slowly approached to him but kept his distance.

“Blitz. I’m not mad at you. I’m more hurt than anything. You push me away and then turn things around like this whole thing is my fault. I know I have screwed up, but so have you.”

The owl prince was trying to be gentle with his words as Blitzø lifted his head up, with his mouth wobbling and his tears overflowing as he looked directly straight at him with sad puppy-dog eyes. He couldn't take it anymore, his tears flowing freely. He felt like his rapidly beating heart would soon completely shatter into broken shards, as if he was about to give up and suffer from heartbreak. He then stood up, raced over to Stolas and wrapped his arms around him, embracing him like if he would disappear at any moment. He let out a full cry of agony and despair.

“I’m sorry, Stolas!”

He let out a shaky, choked gasp as he continued to cry, too lost in the moment to acknowledge the compliment at the moment. The imp was clinging on to the other in an almost protective manner, his fingers digging into the fabric of the latter’s shirt as he held onto him, begging for him to never leave him. It was only after several moments and several shuddering breaths that he was finally able to speak.

“I’m really, really sorry! Please don’t leave me again! Oh God, please don’t let me go! Don’t send me back home! I love you, Stolas! Forgive me!”

Stolas felt that Blitzø was beginning to tighten his grip on him, desperately sobbing and muffling on his feathery chest, and his arms squeezing strugglingly around his waist. He opened his arms and lightly embraced the imp into a hug.

“Blitz, thank you for your apology. I’m sorry too.”

He then kneels down and gently places his head on his shoulder, cuddling him. The comfort was soon overflowing. Blitzø sniffled as he looked up, whimpering. There was another moment where he seemed unable to speak, the sobs still racking his form, trying to get himself under control to speak clearly. His breathing was starting to stabilize slightly, but he could still feel the tremors occasionally run through him. The sobs were back, though not as hard this time. He let out a strangled, choked gasp, the trembling coming back, before he buried his face further into the other's shoulder to muffle the noises he was making. His grip on Stolas tightened again as he tried to speak, his voice coming out through tears.

“I-I'm s-sorry for lying… about everything... I-I just... I was scared... I didn't w-want to lose you...”

Stolas just held Blitzø and let him cry. He wondered how long he was holding all this pain in. He listened to the imp plea to give him another chance. He placed a gentle kiss on the imp’s forehead.

“It’s okay, Blitz. I promise I will never leave you again. I should be forgiven too. I’m very glad that you have already been thinking about me. You have changed so much, although I truly understand how much you wanted me in your whole life. And I will always be here and there for you, to care for you, to stay with you and to love you as much I ever wanted to.”

He knew they both had some things to address. But right now, he just wanted Blitzø to know that he truly forgave him. Blitzø let out a shaky, choked gasp as he continued to cry, too lost in the moment to acknowledge the compliment at the moment. After a few more shuddering breaths, the imp managed to force out a few more words between sobs, his body trembling as he did so. He continued to cling to the other in an almost protective manner, his fingers digging into the fabric of the other's shirt as he held onto him. It was only after several moments of sniffled sobs and shuddering breaths that he was finally able to speak.

“I... l-love you... God... I-I love you so fucking m-much...”

Stolas cuddled him more as he smiled very sweetly, with tears running from his eyes.

“I love you too, Blitzy…”

That seemed to finally break the poor imp's emotional dam. The sobs were back, though not as hard this time. He let out a strangled, choked gasp, the trembling coming back, before he buried his face further into the other's shoulder to muffle the noises he was making. Blitzø's grip on him tightened again as he tried to speak, his voice coming out through tears.

“...Promise...? C-Can you promise me... you won't leave me...? P-Please... I-I love you so damn much... I won't... I won’t let you down... I promise... just... don't... go away... please... I’ll… never… lie to you… ever again... Y-You really.... still want me...?”

Stolas nodded in agreement as he comfort continues.

“Yes… I do want you in my life…”

He tried to speak, but the words came out as more of a choked sob. Whatever he was trying to say was completely incoherent, his voice too drowned out by his tears. Blitzø clutched at the other even tighter, almost as if he was afraid of letting go and losing him, his body still trembling in his hold, the sobs shaking his frame as he cried. For as chaotic as the imp usually was, in this moment he looked like he was completely broken, reduced to a mess of tears and desperation.

“And I will never let anything bad to ever happen to you. I promise…”

Blitzø's breathing was starting to stabilize slightly, but he could still feel the tremors occasionally run through him. The imp let out another shaky sigh, letting his grip on the other loosen slightly, his face still against the other's shoulder. His voice was quiet, and slightly hoarse and raspy, though it was clear he was trying his hardest to get his emotions under control. There was no holding back now.

“…Please… Don’t let me go…”

Stolas comforted him as he gently rubbed his hands around the other’s body.

“There, there… Everything will be okay… I will never you go...”

There was no holding back now. Blitzø broke down sobbing again, his body trembling against the other, tears streaming down his face with no way of stopping it. The imp clutched at the other, desperately clinging to him as he spoke, his voice almost incoherent as he begged for him to stay with him.

“P-Please... I-I love you so much... I won't... l-I won’t disappoint you ever again... I promise... just... don't... go away... please…”

Stolas gently places his own finger on the imp’s whimpering lips, shushing and silencing him to calm him down. He looked very deeply at him with his charming, four red eyes.

“Don’t say it anymore… It’s all over. It’s already in the past now. Believe me. I will never leave you. You are someone who I truly deserve better. More than anything that you ever desire… You will always be in my heart, and I will be in yours… Always…”

It took a moment, but the imp managed to get a hold of himself again, his sobs slowly fading into soft cries and whimpers. His body was still trembling, the tears still streaming down his face, but the emotional breakdown was slowly fading, though he was far from recovered. Stolas embraced him more, and Blitzø let out another shuddering sigh, his body relaxing against the other somewhat, though he refused to let go, staying pressed against the other, his voice barely above a whisper as he looked up at him.

“T-thank you…”

He then let a slightly sad smile. He couldn’t be happier than ever. They stared at each other romantically in their own eyes and kissed.

Blitzø’s emotional breakdown.

Blitzø’s emotional breakdown.

Arackniss.

Arackniss.

Late birthday gift for Joel Perez (voice of Valentino). Happy birthday! 🥳

Late birthday gift for Joel Perez (voice of Valentino). Happy birthday! 🥳

Arackniss.

Arackniss.