So They Gave Me Love In Form Of Poison And Tiny Little Pills, Programming My Emotions, Teaching Me How

“So they gave me love in form of poison and tiny little pills, programming my emotions, teaching me how to feel. To act correct and talk correct and answer without knowing the question, because that, my dear, is how you get love. Yes that, dear youth, is how you'll be loved. I tried to medicate my own fucked up little mind with chemicals and adrenaline, tasting sweeter every night, shaking louder every time. Sitting wide awake in bed until the world disappears, writing poetry to concentrate on something real while waiting for the love to arrive. I've been looking for it night after night, waiting patiently for it to show up, maybe somewhere in between the state of awake and asleep, alive and not so alive, sober and not so sober. (I lost track of the difference somewhere in between.)” #picoftheday #quoteoftheday #nightthinker #philosopherbynight #thinkingofher #artwork #writersofinstagram #smolderpoetry #hauntedbymemories #dreamersandlovers #deviantartist #digitalart #deviantart #lostsoul #lostloki #artistsoninstagram #lostlove #truelove #loversinthenight #guidinglight #drunkinlove #moonlightshadows #lokisilvertongue #hiddlestoner #beyondthewonderlust #beyondtheinvisible #wonderlust #somethinginbetween #soulmate #dreamerphilosopher

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"When I, when I'm sitting in the dark.. I believe the words you say When I, when I'm singing with no charm... I believe you're not my way. Well I smell the richness of the sky But I still need your shiny eyes.. Well, I see the room begins to swim.. I know my cares will blow away... Blow away, blow away, shine away... Blow away, blow away, shine away... When I feel I'm near the end.. Yes, I'll try to save our land.. When I, I start to feel the pain I believe that you could remain... I've been losing you I've been losing you Oh...what a beautiful way I've been losing control.. I've been losing my soul.. Oh...what a beautiful way.. Blow away, blow away, shine away... Blow away, blow away, shine away.." #picoftheday #smolderpoetry #nightlife #thinkingaboutyou #hauntedbymemories #thoughtful #dreamer #nightthinker #lostinlove #lostinside #faded #artistsoninstagram #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #love #darkshadows #moonlight #adamvampire #hiddlestoner #lostloki #lostlove #trueloveneverdie #lovedontdie #memoriesofher #painting #starsandshadows #lokisilvertongue

“I may be a gentleman love...but if you keep looking at me like that...with the devil in your eyes...biting your lower lip...we are fucking against the nearest surface I find...” #picoftheday #lokisilvertongue #writersofinstagram #lokisdirtywhispers #smolderpoetry #artistsoninstagram #naughtythoughts #gentstyle #gentlemenstyle #malemodel #class #elegance #gentlemensclub #andrewsmolderpantsphotography #fashionphotography #winterstyle #britishstyle #godofmischief #killergaze #gazingintotheabyss #hiddlestoner #vampirestyle #vampirehairstyle

Speaking with her always felt like sitting on a seashore. Hearing the waves and feeling them crashing into my feet, while gazing the setting sun and the way it colors the whole sky. I never got tired of it. Being with her always felt like gazing the stars and into the infinity, reading a book which never ends. She had no boundaries, all she knew was to shine, and live without any walls around her on every page. #picoftheday #quoteoftheday #fridaymood #thinkingmood #thinkingabouther #writersofinstagram #philosopherbynight #dreamersandmusicmakers #artistsoninstagram #dexterquotes #lovequotes #truelove #storyteller

I’m a cold hearted bastard. I’m insular, I’m jaded, a workaholic, I’m ruthless and I’m self-serving. I don’t do forever, I rarely even do “I’ll call you tomorrow”. And just because I’m here now it does not mean if you ask me to stay I will. #picoftheday #personalquote #gentstyle #hiddlestoner #lokisilvertongue #gentlemenstyle #class #coolattitude #niceasshole #ruthlessbastard #hiddlestoner #artistsoninstagram #writersofinstagram #welldressedmen #sharpstyle #suitsstyle #tuesdaystyle #elegance #classystyle #classystoner #thelookofapoet