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“So they gave me love in form of poison and tiny little pills, programming my emotions, teaching me how to feel. To act correct and talk correct and answer without knowing the question, because that, my dear, is how you get love. Yes that, dear youth, is how you'll be loved. I tried to medicate my own fucked up little mind with chemicals and adrenaline, tasting sweeter every night, shaking louder every time. Sitting wide awake in bed until the world disappears, writing poetry to concentrate on something real while waiting for the love to arrive. I've been looking for it night after night, waiting patiently for it to show up, maybe somewhere in between the state of awake and asleep, alive and not so alive, sober and not so sober. (I lost track of the difference somewhere in between.)” #picoftheday #quoteoftheday #nightthinker #philosopherbynight #thinkingofher #artwork #writersofinstagram #smolderpoetry #hauntedbymemories #dreamersandlovers #deviantartist #digitalart #deviantart #lostsoul #lostloki #artistsoninstagram #lostlove #truelove #loversinthenight #guidinglight #drunkinlove #moonlightshadows #lokisilvertongue #hiddlestoner #beyondthewonderlust #beyondtheinvisible #wonderlust #somethinginbetween #soulmate #dreamerphilosopher

I was trying to dream, but my mind kept wandering. For I have always been a seeker, a dreamer, and a ponderer on seeking and dreaming... #picoftheday #quoteoftheday #personalquote #dreamersandmusicmakers #dreamerphilosopher #philosopherspath #mood #midnightconfessions #midnightmood #writersofinstagram #smoldertongue #sleeplessnights #dreamersandlovers #wanderersoul #thinkingaboutlife #artistsoninstagram

I have given too much of myself to the wrong people. I want to love and be loved, but there is that jaded side of me that would prefer just to stay alone. Stay within my walls, my thoughts, my emotions and not give my heart away, because every time I do, I get less and less of it back. And...I don't know whether it is beautiful or sad, that I find such blissful happiness within the confines of my own mind, more so than I do in the reality that surrounds me. #personalquote #writersofinstagram #artistsoninstagram #smolderstyle #smoldertongue #gentsstyle #gentlemanbyday #pervertbychoice #rebelartistbyfate #philosopherspath #hiddlestoner #tomhiddlestonedit #feastonyourlife #confessionsofapoeticsoul #poeticsoul #dreamersandlovers (at Grand Hotel Pupp, Karlovy Vary) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnq4L_uhGTl/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=d3ifqhlrubdg

#repostingagoodone @withrepost “So they gave me love in form of poison and tiny little pills, programming my emotions, teaching me how to feel. To act correct and talk correct and answer without knowing the question, because that, my dear, is how you get love. Yes that, dear youth, is how you'll be loved. I tried to medicate my own fucked up little mind with chemicals and adrenaline, tasting sweeter every night, shaking louder every time. Sitting wide awake in bed until the world disappears, writing poetry to concentrate on something real while waiting for the love to arrive. I've been looking for it night after night, waiting patiently for it to show up, maybe somewhere in between the state of awake and asleep, alive and not so alive, sober and not so sober. (I lost track of the difference somewhere in between.)” #picoftheday #personalquote #nightthinker #philosopherbynight #personalart #thinkingofher #artwork #writersofinstagram #smolderpoetry #hauntedbymemories #smolderstyle #dreamersandlovers #deviantartist #digitalart #deviantart #lostsoul #digitalartist #lostloki #betrayal #artistsoninstagram #lostlove #truelove #loversinthenight #tomhiddlestonedit #guidinglight #drunkinlove #moonlightshadows #lokisilvertongue #hiddlestoner #beyondthewonderlust #betrayaltomhiddleston #repostingitagain #beyondtheinvisible #vampireadam #somethinginbetween #soulmate #dreamerphilosopher #tomhiddleston #andrewsmolderartworks https://www.instagram.com/p/BxsfMqEIj2w/?igshid=5r1rswebyna0