I'm In That State That I Want To Go Ice Skating At 11pm In The Summer Even Though I Am Not So Good At

I'm in that state that I want to go ice skating at 11pm in the summer even though I am not so good at skating....

I just want to slide on the ice....

I don't know why but I feel it will calm me down so good.....

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When you're yelling at the ghost in your room for covering the window and not letting you work, and it actually moves and sits on your bed.....

Sometimes I regret lying to the psychiatrist in the hospital....well, maybe not actually lying more like hiding stuff and playing this whole 'I am strong and not mentally ill kid' role.

I've read some books about being in psych ward and I personally think it's not that bad as we see it. For sure you feel safer there than in the world out here, you have people who actually care about you (doctors and nurses) and you might meet some people who are a lot like you ...

I really want to go there, even just for this protection and understanding. That might help me a lot...

Me: wanting to have someone who I can tell everything and take everything off my chest

Also me: not telling anyone about myself and how I feel because I think I am being a burden

Sometimes I think I am 'inteligent mentally ill'....when I am supervised I easily pretend I am fine

But when no one is looking...the whole new story