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Just Had The Horrific Realization That I'm Dean Winchester Coded.

Just had the horrific realization that I'm dean Winchester coded.

Older sibling to younger sibling who looked up to me but I'll I ever could be was a failure who would never truly be able to side with them because I'm am so desperate for my dad to love me so after my younger siblings leaves the family in an extreme way I side with my parents and try and force myself to be the perfect kid I was but now i have lost the reason to behave since they are no longer here. And it's only after I have lost my dad that I realize how much I miss them. The aching wound that is never going to go away because they looked at.me so fondly in my memories and I left them alone. And it turns out that despite me putting absolutely everything into being a good kid the best kid I will simply never be good enough and now I have lost everything for nothing.

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