Sea, a misnomer for her birth name, is unclassified and often viewed as a misinterpreted mortal for the past twenty five years. She is an optimistic yet cynical realist who occasionally experiences moments of pessimism. As eccentric and dull as she may be, the colors in her mind relentlessly declines the vibrant watercolors that were kissed by spring rains. As her vivacious personality blooms, her daily coordination reflects an imbalance of positivism. As for her goal to reach out to the unreachable, she must allow fairy tales to unfold. She also bathes in her own inadequacies in hopes to replenish her very own hollow heart that pumps to the sound of empty choruses. The walls she built out of tentative hopes has latched on to expectations that are crumbling now. Whilst embarking on a journey with no directions, she must accept the reality of her uncertainties and live humbly. Volatile, she’s fearful and fearless. PCOS-friendly
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Sometimes I'm really convinced that I'm better off dead.
What does death have to offer me?
Nothing that is! Just some dirt, a casket, and critters. Yes, it would be a relief to not have to go through the hardships of life. But it's the easy way out. I'm trying to overcome thoughts of death. Whether it is natural or induced.
I don't want to die by suicide.
I surely don't want to die because I'm obese.
Channeling my negative energy into:
transitioning towards a NEW LIFESTYLE! It's the least I could do for myself. The majority of my lifespan I have been overweight, and in the last four years, I have been considered obese. I came to the realization that I constantly make excuses after excuses. I am a weak mortal being. It's something I am highly ashamed of. My motivation sparks off and then it dies. I am not disciplined and focused---which is my major problem. Being a vegetarian, I actually got criticized for being "fat". For one, being vegetarian doesn't entitle you to lose weight. And too, vegetarianism is not the most healthful thing in the world if you were me. I don't consume milk by itself, but I adore cheese. I refrain from eggs too. But everything is practically vegetarian if it doesn't have meat. So it has no limits. I wish I was a strict vegetarian, but it goes back to my whole "I am not disciplined enough". I struggle with fighting the "person" (my subconscious) that constantly fails me.
Well here's my plan. Since this blog is random, I will commit to blogging about my weight loss journey. I've been collecting the necessary items and I will set my anniversary to becoming a full vegan on July 7th 2011. I'm not taking this new transition lightly. Obviously, I know that it will be a huge commitment. But after constant failures, I believe that I have the will power to make that decision.
I want to incorporate healthy meals, exercise, and spiritual activity into my daily routine. I desire to be a new person!
Born Ruffians-Nova Leigh