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Anon please don't give up on life, there's always a reason to live.

Can i request a Tauxolouve x female reader fic? Reader is stressed about life stuff, she has social anxiety and she frequently says how she would have been better off dead. She doesn't have any friends. These tendencies have increased after her aunt's recent death. Her aunt was like a friend to her. She is worried about everything in her life. I was wondering if you could write a story where Tauxolouve has a long heart to heart conversation with her and makes her feel better.

You don't have to write this if you don't want to. Please don't pressure yourself. Life has been stressful for me. I admire your work and I look up to you. Tauxolouve is my comfort character and i love your interpretation of him. I don't know what else to say.

"Path"

Genre: comfort

Warnings: mentions of death, mentions of funeral, suicidal thoughts

A/N: I really hope you like this story and I wish you the best from the bottom of my heart.πŸŒ·πŸŒ·βœ¨βœ¨πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’– Remember that there's always someone out there for someone and no one is fated to be lonely for the rest of their lives.πŸ’–βœ¨πŸŒ·βœ¨πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’™βœ¨πŸ’™βœ¨πŸ’•πŸͺ·πŸ’™βœ¨πŸ’™πŸŒ·βœ¨ The entire SCM fandom loves you, Tauxolouve loves you and even the people you haven't met just yet, they love you! And we want you here on our journey, like a big familyπŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–

Can I Request A Tauxolouve X Female Reader Fic? Reader Is Stressed About Life Stuff, She Has Social Anxiety

You closed the door of your house and leaned against it, your eyes casted upon the floor. Your usually bright irises, now seemed empty as they avoided the light slipping inside through the window.

Your gaze slowly rose and you faced the curtains of the window, as the gentle breeze blew passed them, making them sway and along with the light of day, creating shadows on various places.

Staring at the shadows across the furniture, your heart clenched as you felt them dragging you beneath them.

You slipped off your black coat, yet it didn't alter your predicament. You were still dressed in nothing but black.

The memories of white flowers and sobbing, gave way to your tears. You had gotten home straight after your aunt's funeral, given how the number of people gathered there made you feel suffocated.

Your back slid down the door and you fell to your knees, your hands fisting the fabric of your black pants as you cried out all of the feelings that cut you deeply. Devastation, grief, fear, stress. And they all came together into one.

Despair.

The view of the world beyond the window was too painful to witness. You saw people walking around and you envied them. They had a place in this world, a purpose and... Someone... Someone to call, meet, laugh with them or even cry with them.

You longed for what they had, your aunt having taken a piece of your heart with her to the afterlife. You felt so lost, you doubted you'd find your way through life again. And honestly... You were exhausted to even try.

Your body grew weak and you doubled over in loud mourning, your face buried in your forearms, which were folded onto the floor.

"I don't want to live anymore..." You choked out the words through untamable sobs and tears and you closed your eyes, wanting to avoid the sight of this darkened world.

You heard a snap and the hardness beneath your body turned impossibly soft. Your fingers twisted around the new sensation and identified the presence of bedsheets. Lifting your tear stained face from what appeared to be a bed, Tauxolouve was kneeling on the floor, his forearms folded onto the mattress.

Your eyes met and he smiled at you gently, his slanted eyes kind and loving, deep enough to take everything you wanted out of your chest and hide it safely there.

You couldn't even speak from the heartbreak, your fingers curling around the white bedsheets of his bed.

He reached out and caressed your head softly, wordlessly letting you know he's here for you whenever you felt ready to talk.

"Tauxolouve..." You called out his name, but stopped there, breaking into another fit of crying.

He pressed his lips against your temple. "My condolences." He whispered.

You balanced yourself on your hands, sitting up on the bed and looking at him with the most broken and desperate expression on your face, that made his own heart shatter into million tiny pieces. "I don't know what to do now...!" Your hands trembled as you relived in your head every parting moment with your aunt. "She was my support. A person that I considered a friend and now she's gone!" You screamed, grief eating out at your soul. "I'd be better off dead! This is too torturous!"

That was when Tauxolouve's eyes opened widely and he threw his arms around you, holding your pained and fragile form tightly within his arms. So tightly, as if trying to piece you back together with his hug. "Please, don't think about throwing away your life even for a second!" Tauxolouve rubbed your back up and down, as you tried to tame your breathing against his caramel scented chest. "The world would be such a dark place without you here." He pressed his lips onto the top of your head, breathing into your scent, which he found lovely.

"I don't think something is going to be different without me here..." You said, your voice twisting painfully and you were on the brink of bursting into crying again. "There's no place for me here."

"Life has a place for everybody." Tauxolouve squeezed you in his arms even more, his breathing heavy at the fear that you could've... Done something so cruel to your own self. "Maybe you can't identify where yours is yet, but you'll find it."

"How...?" You peeked up from his chest and stared at him, your eyes widening slightly at seeing his dark irises rippling underneath their watery veil.

Tauxolouve held your head within his two big hands and savoured the gratitude he felt that you were here with him right now. "You have so much to live for. Life has lows, for sure, but we need to keep fighting, because there's always a high."

"What if there's no other high? No improvement?"

"There's a high for every low and every person has a purpose in this life." He began running his fingers through your hair as he spoke softly, his kind voice soothing your tensed mascles every so slightly. "Maybe right now you're scared and you feel lonely, but I want you to take my word for this... There's always a golden path waiting for you... New experiences... New people... New difficulties, but always with reachable solutions. You just have to keep fighting." He kissed your forehead and didn't pull away as he spoke against your skin, as if trying to speak directly to your mind. "You are one of Earth's many little stars. There are many, but even if one of them goes out, the light of the night sky will fade and we'll no longer be able to see the beauty around us." He blinked and a single teardrop fell from his eye, landing upon your cheek, before streaming downwards. "You are what helps us see beauty. And one day... You will find someone and their starlight will brighten up your world, just like your starlight will brighten up their world. Life is scary now, but it won't be that way forever. It's only until you take the first two steps, then there are answers for everything. Life has changes and they're not always bad ones. Some of them are exactly what one may need."

Tears filled up your vision, blurring the image of Tauxolouve and you dropped your forehead back onto the warmth of his chest.

"And as for your aunt... She loved you so much, I'm sure of it. It would destroy her knowing you gave up your life." Tauxolouve peppered sweet kisses on top of your head and then rested his cheek agaist it, holding you close to his soothing and welcoming warmth. "Life is beautiful. There's pain too, I won't lie to you, but the meaningful moments... They're so many more and they worth so much more. I know you're scared and stressed right now, I'm not disregarding that... But whatever happens, promise me you'll keep on living and giving it your best. There's a path... Waiting for you, somewhere... Explore a little and you'll find itβ€”without pushing yourself to unhealthy levels, of course."

"Tauxolouve..?"

"Yes, my little lady?"

"Would you mind if..." You asked timidly. "You stayed with me today? If you didn't let me go?"

He smiled at you and gave the tip of your nose a peck. "I will never leave your side. I love you so much, I only want the best for you."

That day, Tauxolouve didn't allow you to leave. He cuddled you close and was there to catch your tears, listen to your suffering and offer you his comfort whenever you needed it.

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2 years ago

Hi. I know my writing isn't very good and i have a lot to improve.

But it would be nice of you to request something.

I would try to write them to the best of my ability and knowledge.

I don't write nsfw and yandere stuff.

If you have any writing tips and suggestions please share them as well.

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Hello! 😊 I saw you're accepting requests and I was wondering if you could write something with Scorpio and the mc watching a movie of murder mystery genre. I'm not pressuring you of course! 🌷

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Synopsis: A movie date ( sort of ) with Scorpio.

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You were sitting on your bed, writing a diary entry. You had a few assignments to complete, and here you were wasting your time.

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" Why am i so tired, all the time ? I need to complete it as soon as possible. But i want to sleep." you sighed, and closed your notebook. " I will write it tomorrow. " you thought.

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" How are you ? " he asked. " I am fine. " you said. " You look tired. " he replied . You smiled ruefully and said " Well i could say the same for you, Mr. Scorpio. " you both chuckled at that.

" What's in that bag ? " you asked. " I brought a DVD and you're favorite chocolates 🍫. I thought we could watch a movie tonight. " he said. " DVD ? Where did you get it?" " Karno gave it to me. Well he said the story is good, so I thought we could watch it. If you want to? " he replied bashfully.

You two sat on the couch with a bowl of popcorn and chocolate. The movie had subtitles. The story revolved around a man who was recently transferred to a remote village in the middle of a tropical rain forest. " What language are they speaking? It is beautiful. " Scorpio asked looking mesmerized at the tv screen. " I haven't heard this language before, but it indeed sounds beautiful. " you said.

The movie opened with some children reading story books and one of them goes on to read about a ghost, who is known to kidnap and kill children. The story goes on to show a kid being kidnapped by an eerie figure.

The story goes on the introduce the villagers and tells a bit more about its characters, finally introducing the main character, accompanied by his daughter, who has arrived to investigate further about the mysterious murders and kidnappings.

You were getting a bit scared but Scorpio was looking at the tv screen with undivided attention. Being mesmerized by the countryside landscape of this foreign land. It was indeed beautiful. Even though you have never been to a place like that, but you were nonetheless pleased to have been introduced to such beautiful place.

The story moved forward to some gruesome scenes, showing the muder of a villager. Few minutes later it introduced two new characters, a girl who has returned to her village for summer vacation and a boy who has just returned from London, after living there for the past ten years.

They both met the main character in the forest, when they thought someone was chasing them. They were in a relationship having met a year back in college. Everything seemed normal at first. The boy was from that village and surprisingly he had runaway from home as a 14 year old. Some believe he had been living in London. Here he was, back to his village; his mother couldn't stop crying when she heard he has returned.

Everyone was happy in the family. His father is the headman of the village and that girl, he is with is his father's friend's daughter. Everything seemed perfect. But the main character had his doubts about this boy.

" This is getting interesting. " smiled Scorpio. " I think the main character is judging too quickly " you said, and perhaps you were right. It was too early to link this new guy to the muders, after all, everyone seems to kinda recognize him as the runaway boy from their village, he and that boy had the same name and he even knew a lot of childhood incidents from his life ; some of which were only known by him, his mother and his cousin brother.

The main character was looking through criminal records when a villager approached him. The villager said he knew some important details of the runaway boy 's family and relatives. The villager was no ordinary man ; he was the principal of the village school and provided the main character with some information about this runaway boy.

" This seems too easy." you said, Scorpio nodded in agreement. " But i don't think the principal is a genuinely good person," " What? Why not ? ". " I think he wants to trick the main character into believing something, which is far from the truth. " Scorpio said.

The movie was slowly approaching its climax. With the main character being informed about a girl and her brother being kidnapped. When he reached there; a secluded part of the forest where the girl and her brother were being held captive, on a old almost destroyed castle like structure. There was a big water well beside the structure. The whole arrangement seemed like ritual setup.

There were two men wearing black clothes and mask. The main character got severely injured and woke up tied beside the girl. One of the man was holding her brother on the ground and the other one had a sword in his hand ; ready to behead the boy.

Somehow the girl managed to loosen the rope tied around the main character's hands, freeing him. In the end it was revealed that those two men were the school principal and the runaway boy, and they were cousins. The principal brought his distant cousin from another city to take revenge on the runaway boy's family .

The runaway boy was killed by both of them 10 years ago when he tried to inform the police about them. And were the ones who abducted and killed those missing children and villagers. Their victim's bodies ended up in that water well near the structure, and they spread the rumors of the eerie figures and ghosts by paying the wood cutters and frequent travelers.

The movie ended with the main character rescuing that girl and her brother by killing those men, and telling the respective families the incident. The runaway boy's mother still believed her son will come back one day; as the village headman asked the main character to not inform her( his wife) of their son's death.

" I liked the movie. Did you like it? " Scorpio asked. " Yeah. It wasn't too scary. I feel bad for the mother." you replied.

" Do you want to cuddle ?" You were taken aback. This was Scorpio, after all. He was asking for cuddles. " Scorpio, are you alright? You have been acting strange." you asked " You were stressed and i haven't seen you in days. So i thought we spend some time together and relax. Just the two of us." he said.

He was smiling at you; the most gentle smile he has ever shown anyone. He carried you to your bed and gently placed you on the bed. He sat beside you and stroked your hair until, you fell asleep.

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A/N : My friend recently watched a movie and told me the story. This movie i wrote about is loosely based on that. I hope you like this story.


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