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im over three months clean today. i want to get better. i tried to get better. i dont know how much longer i can handle this

repost because i was good at writing before i lost all motivation

“Best friend”

She was a fiery mess but disguised it with clever smiles and pastel aesthetics.

Her heart was full of knots but she kept it in a guarded corner of deceiving fake laughs.

Her wrists were buried in white scars but she covered them with designer sweaters and passionate kisses.

She had no emotions left but she concealed this with intensity and well thought out lies.

Her blue eyes burned through me with their icy stare but curiosity melted my carefully built walls.

havent used this account in two years but my other one randomly got deleted and its the place where ive been logging my recovery 😃

im currently hung up on the one that got away and the regrets.

There’s your very first kiss and the one that got away

The never gonna happen and the maybe someday

We all have our favorites, we all have regrets

The ones we wish worked out and the ones we wish we never met

But we know we’ll find someone someday that makes the regrets all go away

and makes everything we went through seem worth it, necessary, and okay

“Best friend”

She was a fiery mess but disguised it with clever smiles and pastel aesthetics.

Her heart was full of knots but she kept it in a guarded corner of deceiving fake laughs.

Her wrists were buried in white scars but she covered them with designer sweaters and passionate kisses.

She had no emotions left but she concealed this with intensity and well thought out lies.

Her blue eyes burned through me with their icy stare but curiosity melted my carefully built walls.

And the nasal spray makes me throw up at least twice every time I take it

When you have steroid nasal spray to reduce nasal passage swelling, but your nasal passage regularly swells too severely to allow the nasal spray to actually go where it’s supposed to 😒😒😒