If You Like Greek Mythology And Tragic Gay Stories Then Please Read This Poem I Wrote For My Writer's
If you like Greek mythology and tragic gay stories then please read this poem I wrote for my writer's craft class :)
I've never written proper poetry in my life until this so don't expect this to be good but hush I share it anyways
《A poem from Apollo to his mortal lover Hyacinthus》
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Hyacinthus
The life of a God is a lonely one.
Why try to change that, when it’s impossible to change fate?
I couldn’t change it with you.
Why would I try with anyone else, when it’s not you?
I wonder often, why mortals want to be loved by the Gods,
When it’s a death sentence in disguise.
It’s written in the stars, mortal suffering.
But the sun's beauty seems to hide the warning signs.
I thought the euphoria of love was enough to deal with the anguish.
Therefore, I let you in.
And what for? A selfish need to ease the never ending loneliness?
Was your life worth the short-lived freedom?
Do you blame me?
You should, your blood is on my hands.
Your fate lay strung between our fingers.
And I cut the string, letting you fall.
Alas, Hyacinthus, gentle Hyacinthus.
As your blood spills over my feet.
I hope you hear my songs on the way to Hades’ lair.
And I hope they ease your pain for the rest of eternity.
And as my tears, my soul, pools on the grass,
Forgive me, for all I thought of was my own grief.
Not your pain, but my loneliness.
My unavoidable fate.
My love, we are doomed to never reunite.
For I cannot die, and you won’t ever live again.
So I drown in sorrow and flower petals.
Flowers grown from spilt blood and tears.
Hyacinths
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RULES FOR REQUESTS
This is mainly an Apex Legends writing blog, but I will also write for and take requests for Overwatch, Genshin Impact, and The Legend of Zelda (all games)
I WILL NOT WRITE FOR:
• anything like r*pe, pedophilia, ageplay, shit or piss, beastiality, nothing icky at all
• daddy kinks, that makes me uncomfortable as fuck
• anything robot fucking that involves the robot having humanoid genitalia and being able to feel the pleasure, makes me feel weird and I don't like it
Anything else is on the table unless I edit this again :)
Before you request, take a look at this list of links for everything I've already written
I'm willing to write the same characters multiple times but you might alrighty find what you want in here
Headcannons
~Valkyrie x Reader~
~Bangalore x Reader~
~Mirage x Sick!Reader~
~Bloodhound, Crypto, and Fuse Kinks~
~Mirage x Wraith~
~Mirage x Reader~
~Mirage x Fuse~
~Mirage x Reader (Valentine's)~
~D.Va x Brigitte~
~Crypto x Reader~
~Crypto x Wattson~
~Moira x Mercy~
~Apex Masochism Headcannons Part 1~
~Apex Masochism Headcannons Part 2~
~Apex Masochism Headcannons Part 3~
~Valkyrie x Loba x Bangalore~
~Wraith x Wattson~
~Wraith x Catalyst (t4t)~
~Fuse x Sick!Reader~
~Crypto x Octane~
~Bloodhound x Fuse (nsfw)~
~Bloodhound x Reader~
~Crypto x Revenant~
~Xiao x Aether x Lyney~
~Wraith x Catalyst~
~Loba x Bloodhound~
~Crypto x Octane~
~Horizon x Catalyst~
~Bloodhound x Fuse~
~Mirage x Fuse~
Shortfics/Oneshots
~Valkyrie x Loba (Angst)~
~Bloodhound x Reader (Smut)~
~Bloodhound x Reader (Jealousy)~
~Horizon x Catalyst (Angst)~
~Revenant x Reader (Part 1)~
~Revenant x Reader (Part 2)~
~Bloodhound x Fuse (Comfort and Smut)~
~Crypto x Revenant (Smut?? Kind of??)~
ph my god please give me crypto x rev content (either sfw or nsfw) ive been. going insane
Since you didn't specify, I decided to do a short one-shot thing instead of just headcannons because I crave coherent thoughts :)
⚠️ Spoiler warning ⚠️
This is gonna include a little bit of the revenant reborn stuff, not really the lore it just is based off the end of the second lore video.
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TW: very nsfw, choking, breathplay, aftercare if you squint, almost no communication
Crypto bade the others farewell after their talk and sat back down at his desk, minimizing windows and tabs that had to do with the whole Eduardo stuff. He lingered on one though, something about the workings of Revenants many bodies, and sighed. He couldn't quite figure it out, the way that they could transfer his whole consciousness over between metal frames in a matter of minutes everytime he died. Crypto figured he would get the answer soon enough, he just had to get Revenant back under his questioning.
Before he could dwell on it any further, a noise from his left drew his attention and he turned just in time to get a glimpse of shiny red metal before a cold hard hand wrapped around his throat. Crypto was lifted out of his seat and he opened his eyes to meet glowing red ones. Crypto struggled weakly, the grip on his neck uncomfortable, but all that did was make Revenant chuckle and squeeze slightly.
"Miss me?" Even though his face and body had changed drastically, Revenant's voice was the same as ever, and it caused a shiver to run down Crypto's spine.
But he wasn't afraid. In fact, he seemed to relax after hearing that voice.
"You wish." His voice came out raspy and strangled, restricted by the metal fingers putting pressure on his windpipe. "Now put me down."
Revenant complied and lowered Crypto slowly until his feet touched the ground and he slumped back into his office chair. Crypto put a hand to his neck and rubbed, coughing a bit.
"Even though you got a new look, you still listen to me." He smirked slightly. "Good to know they didn't take what little human emotion you have left."
"I can still kill you, you know. It would be even easier than before." Revenant reached a hand out, dragging his razor sharp 'nails' along Crypto's jaw. Crypto scoffed and batted it away, turning back to his computer.
"We both know you won't." Crypto smiled as he heard Revenant scoff, but the simulcran didn't deny it. "You came at the perfect time," He changed the topic. "I've got some questions for you."
Revenant had moved, standing behind the other with his hands resting on the back of the chair and occasionally grazing the skin of Crypto's nape.
"What? More information for you to tell your little friends? Might as well just tell them everything." Even as a monotone robot, Crypto could hear the sarcasm in his voice. But he ignored it.
"No, just something to satisfy my own human curiosities." He set the tab he had open before to full screen, and let Revenant read his notes over his shoulder.
It was almost embarrassing, admitting that he had been studying the robot. Writing down stuff as simple as the type of joints that were used on his fingers or the way the fabric accessories on his old body were attached to the metal. He wasn't an engineer, and this type of stuff didn't interest him often, but when Crypto looked at Revenant he couldn't help but let his gaze linger on small things.
"Hell if I know!" Revenant's booming voice made Crypto jump slightly in his seat before he refocused on the task in front of him.
"All I know is one second my consciousness fades and the next I'm waking up in the same damn facility. I don't have any more to tell you."
There was a tense silence for a while, Crypto thinking about possible answers and Revenant now pacing the room in his frustration. Crypto could imagine how much the constant toying with Revenant's consciousness could build up some anger, and he often helped the other in these times to let out some of those emotions without going on a killing spree.
"Tae Joon."
Crypto turned, surprised at the robot using his real name. He rarely used it, said it was too intimate.
"I need someone to take my frustration out on."
Yep, there it was. Crypto sighed and stood up, walking into his bedroom like he did everytime Revenant came over. He didn't even have to tell the simulcran to follow, he knew their routine.
"Go ahead." Crypto laid on the bed, taking his jacket off so it didn't get wrinkled. As shameful as this 'guilty pleasure' was, he still had some dignity and wanted to keep himself tidy.
Revenant took his time approaching the other, almost like he was stalking prey. He hummed in approval as Crypto brought his hands up to rest them on the pillow above his head, surrendering himself. And as Revenant dragged one finger from his ankle up and stopped at his thigh, Crypto shivered. His breath hitched and he closed his eyes, waiting for the pain to come like it always did.
He was being unusually slow, and Crypto opened his eyes again to look at him questioningly. He quickly shut them again as a metal hand wrapped around his throat again, sharp fingers digging into his skin but not puncturing it yet. He tensed, but that only made Revenant squeeze harder.
Eventually, Crypto was able to remind himself that Revenant wouldn't kill him and he relaxed into the mattress, letting Revenant cut off his oxygen for 10 seconds, and then let him breath again for 10 seconds.
He hated how it excited him. Crypto's legs twitched slightly every time his breath was cut off, and he whined quietly. It wasn't enough for Revenant though, so he trailed his other hand up Crypto's leg and traced shapes along his upper thigh. He wanted to torture him, bring him all the way to the edge, push his boundaries, and then leave him a mess.
Crypto was expecting pain, and he was surprised when he felt the hand settle on his crotch and palm him gently. He gasped and his eyes shot open, grabbing at the hand around his neck and muttering swear words.
"Revenant, this-"
"Do you want me to stop?" It seemed like his voice was softer somehow, even though it was as monotone as ever. He was being genuine. Like maybe he cared.
Crypto was quiet for a moment, thinking.
"No." He said, looking away and letting go of Revenants arm to put his hands back above his head. Submission. It made Revenant feel even more want to ruin him. So he put more pressure, on both his neck and his half-hard length.
Revenant didn't want to hurt the other, at least not too badly, so he kept Crypto's clothes on. He just let his hand wander all over his clothed body before continuing to palm him through his pants. Crypto could feel as all the air left his lungs, and his eyes rolled back, bucking his hips into the metal hand.
Every time Revenant released his grip on the others neck, Crypto would gasp and moan, the feeling of getting so close to unconsciousness and then being brought right back was thrilling and he couldn't help but whimper as Revenant started to tightness his hold again.
Before he knew it, he was arching his back and cumming in his pants, mouth open in a silent yell as his voice was trapped behind a hand around his throat. And Revenant loved this reaction so much, he made Crytpo cum 4 more times before he stopped palming him. He tried to be as gentle as he could as he rubbed the others' chests while he caught his breath.
Crypto was a wreck, tears running down his cheeks, a wet spot on the front of his pants, and bruising starting to form around his neck.
Once he knew Crytpo was stable, Revenant stood up and left, like he always did. Part of Crypto hoped that he would stay this time, but he knew that wasn't how he worked.
A routine of mutual satisfaction, that's all they would admit it to be.
could you do fuse x bloodhound? (nsfw + sfw, please)
Of course! Even tho my first post was mirage x fuse I still love the canon fusehound, good shit, someone else also asked for this so. You didn't specify like a one-shot or headcannons so I'm gonna do headcannons.
(No mention of Bloodhounds genitals)
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《SFW》
• I really see fusehound as that one meme the "someone is going to die" "of fun!"
• Bloodhound is Fuse's scary dog partner
• People are definitely terrified of Bloodhound and Fuse is just like "ain't they a beaut"
• Fuse finds Bloodhound the most beautiful person in the world, mentally and physically, he's absolutely infatuated with Hound and worships everything they do
• Bloodhound can do no wrong in Fuse's eyes
• But Fuse is also a bit of a little shit and teases the hell out of Hound
• I MEAN HAVE YOU HEARD THE BUTT SMACKS VOICE LINES???
• In the beginning of their relationship Bloodhound was very anxious and slightly uncomfortable with Fuse's way of showing affection but that's just because they aren't used to it
• They don't know what healthy romantic affection looks like (this is a Boone hate account) so they are taken by surprise
• But as time goes on they get more confident and even ask for affection when they want it
• Fuse playing with Hound's hair is one of their favorite things, will teach him how to braid just so he can do it for them every morning
• Hound cooks and Fuse cleans
《NSFW》
• They're both switches, def
• When Fuse tops it's very loving and there's lots of praise and worship
• He wants Hound to know that they are his whole world, and he does that through compliments and butt smacks
• But even though his words are soft and he goes HARD
• Always makes them cum more than once
• A pleasure dom
• Bloodhound is always a flustered mess when they bottom
• Definitely gets overwhelmed quickly, but Fuse always tells them they can take more, praising them the whole time
• They whine and whimper more than they moan, and they're very breathy
• When Bloodhound tops it's a lot less vanilla
• Primal play>>>>
• Enjoys tying Fuse up, if they're gonna be on top they aren't letting Fuse have any chance of gaining dominance
• Enjoys riding him more than penetrating him, enjoys watching Fuse's eyes roll back and how he mutters "so warm~"
• Makes Fuse watch him the whole time, whether they're riding or they're sucking/jerking him off, eye contact is the good shit
• Definitely makes Fuse get on his knees and worship them and Fuse is really into it
• Their favorite positions are probably missionary and riding, eye contaaaactt
Anyways thank you for reading I'm so tired dhdhjsnam
Fuse definitely knew that Mirage was bicurious once he saw him. You can't tell me Fuse isn't the type of guy to flirt with his male friends just to watch them panic like- (nsfw) (yes my first post on this blog is a rare pair nsfw post-)
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• Fuse making comments on Mirage's appearance that he works so hard for, and Mirage is so soft for it.
• "You shaved, eh? You sexy bugger, do it like that more often and I won't be able to resist ya."
• "Your hair looks different today, Elliot."
"Ran out of hair gel, I'm just going to get more right now."
"Come drink with me instead, yeah? I wanna see you like this just a little longer.~"
• Touches that last just long enough, it starts to make Mirage question the others' intentions.
• Taps on Mirage's shoulders to signal directions, but Fuse doesn't take his hand away after. He just rests there, a silent reminder that Fuse is so fucking close behind him.
• An arm around Mirage's waist when they're out together. He shivers as Fuse's thumb gently rubs along his hip bone, and Fuse whispers in his ear about smth related to how bad the drinks are in this joint.
• And Mirage is absolutely ruined by all of it. He's nervous and shaky, and his face hasn't stopped flushing. He wants it so bad.
• Mirage starts getting more and more sexually frustrated from Fuse's advances, flashes of mustaches and metal arms in his mind while he's relieving himself.
• Obviously Fuse notices, and he's so fucking smug about it.
• "What's got you all pissy, mate? Almost got yerself killed this match."
"Just... frustrated."
"Ahhh, I see. Ole' Fusey understands. Who's the lucky fella that's got you all blue-balled?"
• It takes everything in Mirage to restrain himself from just saying, "You."
• Fuse just keeps on teasing though, taking it alllllll the way.
• "Well if this mystery person ain't fixin' your problem anytime soon, I can offer a hand with relieving your stress."
• Mirage is so taken aback, and then he realizes this was Fuse's plan all along.
• Mirage finally gets what he's been wanting, and as Fuse's hand wraps around his length all his pent up feelings come tumbling out of his mouth in one big undecipherable mess.
• "You- I hate y- you~ Making me so- hah~ Fuck... please~ Mm your stupid face~ Stupid h- hands... Fuck 'm close- Walter~"
• And this whole time, all the other legends are like "god dammit just bone already"
Cw‼️// Bodily fluids / Cat being sick / Cat has really bad health problems idk what, Cancer??? / Cat maybe having to be put down???
CAN SOMEONE WHO KNOWS ABOUT VETERINARY SERVICES/TAKING CARE OF SICK CATS HELP?
This is embarrassing that I'm asking Tumblr and putting this online but Google isn't helping and I don't have money or transportation to go see the vet rn. So I'm asking Veterinarian Tumblr if that's a thing?? Someone please help.
Ok so my cat Belle is 14 year old, she's also very much obese but a lot of old cats are fat like that so that hasn't been a big concern, she keeps pissing on my bed and I don't understand why. I can't take her to a vet myself cause I don't own a car and I live in the country, I have to try and get my dad to but he won't cause he "doesn't have time". It's stupid and I'm trying.
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Anyway my cat has multiple problems, she's got purple lumps on all her nipples. I'm not talking small lumps either, it's like a couple of golf balls, she's had these for years but it has never caused her pain, we honestly just thought for a while it was cause she's fat but now we're starting to realize it's not.
On top of all that, she's so big she cannot properly clean herself, we have tried getting her to lose weight but nothing works, now with these lumps adding to it she has problems cleaning herself so every now and then we have to go in and clean her ourselves.
Anyway, at the moment I just want to know why the fuck she's pissing on my bed and the couches all the time. Why is she doing this? I don't understand. That's like a conscious choice she is making to get up and go piss on our furniture instead of her litter box. I've had to clean my bed and remake it three times within the past four days. And for the couch? We have done all we can to clean it and every time we do she just goes and does it again, we don't understand why.
Is it out of spite? Its not cause she can't control it, she's not having bladder leaks. She's consciously doing this. Why???
Honestly I think she's sick and dying so if she is, should we just take her to the vet and get her put down? She's not in any visible physical pain as far as I'm aware. I don't know for certain though.
Someone please help me if you can, DM me if needed