With The Amount Of Corrupting That's Happening To Different Islanders (see: Etoiles, Badboyhalo, Philza),

with the amount of corrupting that's happening to different islanders (see: etoiles, badboyhalo, philza), it's a wonder why the federation hasn't done anything about it. do they think this is normal, that it's all part and parcel of life on quesadilla island?

or are they complicit, and it's just part of their experiments?

I have so many thoughts surrounding what Fit and Bagi discussed about Phil on stream today, then Fit's realisation it might be the Ender King.

First of all; FitMC, you chef above the rest, you fucking cooked today.

Second I think Fit was our best chance of that connection being made because he is the one Phil has confided in the most besides his own kids. Fit was the person he grabbed when he was convinced he was seeing things. He told the anarchist about the birdhouse plot. He brought him *again* when he saw things his kids didn't see.

Fit, is quite possibly, the only one outside his immediate family that knows the most about the crow and he knows something is wrong.

And of course this is happening the moment before he is also being dragged off to his own mission, but he can't help but worry about Phil's kids alongside Ramon and Pac.

Because Chayanne seemed genuinely worried and Fit took it seriously. He knew something was wrong the moment he saw the duckie-wearing dragon child and how he was snarky but sorrowful with responding where their father is. Tallulah told him she's had better days, and you can tell the moment he focuses up.

[And its delicious. Whenever those cc's focus in, I sit up straight cause its so impressive.]

Fit has some of the most regular content on that server. He sees things and records them, filing them away for later in case he needs that knowledge.

So the moment it clocks in that Phil is being weird enough his children are being outspoken, he engages. They took him aside, especially, and opened up more to their Tio Fit than I have ever seen [except maybe Tallulah with BBH, who now has amnesia, and Bagi, though misguided has a good heart (thinks Phil is a Federation experiment)].

And he's made the best connections using his past knowledge and experiences.

Bagi helped with showing the crying obsidian and comparing it to the markings that spread across Phil's shoulders and back where the backpack hung, and I think that's when it clicked for Fit.

But he didn't want to tell Bagi because he isn't certain and perhaps he remembers Phil stressing this 'him' is dangerous. But the similarities have started to snap into place; especially with crying obsidian being a marker of the End Dimension, or at least drawing his thoughts that way.

Basically at the end of all of this; Fit had the best damn shot of making the connection based on lore from months ago and I am so fucking glad he did cause at least another Islander finally has a name for the fallen god chasing their crow.

I hope to God he or Ramon share this knowledge with another trustworthy source if an emergency comes up [Hoping on Bagi, Etoiles, Cellbit and Pac]. I have never been more proud to call that beautiful bald man one of my streamers, Veteran's Duo understand each other on a level no one else comes close too.

Yes they have their own important secrets. But, when they are themselves, they will trust one another to protect anyone effected if it becomes dangerous. It's been them since Day 1, between the regular visits and missions Fit is the closest brother in arms Phil has.

Despite the crow believing no one will care nor want to get involved due to the danger, Fit, Pac, Bagi and their families are all ready to prove them wrong. Phil sees himself as removed from the rest because he can be rather blind to affection and fondness, his self-blame not allowing him to acknowledge he is cared about.

But he is. And by Goddess will that server prove it, with Fit and Ramon at the front of the pack.

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i just finished watching netflix's atla, and it's about to become my new personality

hoping this is the last time i speak on this (because it's more tiring than i realised), but i've put out DNI notices on all my wilbur fics and masterlist. like in the notices, the only reason they're still up is because i'm proud of my writing, not because of the cc involved. the reason why i've put the notices up is because i want to minimise the interactions my blog has with that name.

of course i could always just delete everything or move on to a different blog but damn am i attached to the content i create.

this could always change in the future. i might disappear off tumblr, or choose to delete everything, or move to a different blog. who knows?

for now, i'm gonna try moving on to multifandom and engaging with my other interests on tumblr.

thought i'd put out a proper statement about this instead of just vaguely going quiet. first and foremost, i support shubble and am incredibly inspired and touched by her bravery to speak about such awful experiences she went through. no one should have to go through that, and she's so noble to share that with others so that other people can see the signs too

with most of the signs pointing to wilbur soot, i will be stepping away from posting content about wilbur (and lovejoy) for the foreseeable future. speculation or no speculation, i'm personally not comfortable supporting someone who might be an abuser. if it turns out i'm wrong, then alright, but i'd rather not take the chance of giving a platform to someone who might be an abuser

ultimately, shubble is so brave for coming forward about her experience, and i support her and wish her well

what's interesting is that i didn't watch much of atla growing up, despite being part of the generation that would've grown up with it. i have watched episodes, but never the full series. yet the netflix live adaptation has managed to evoke the feeling of childhood nostalgia not many live adaptations have managed to do. with certain weird CGI scenes, wig situations, loyalty to the original material (i really wouldn't know) aside, it's overall such a fun watch and is starting to consume my brain