Today I Woke Up And Chose To Be Happy.

Today I woke up and chose to be happy.

I woke up in my windowless messy bedroom and got myself a cup of coffee and just decided today would be a good day. I'm not saying this will be a good day for everyone, I'm not saying that I have the power to turn my shitty day magically good but waking up and choosing to move through today was the hardest thing I've done today and I've enjoyed it. Today I want you to remember to take care of yourself and rest. I want you to read a book, go outside, play a video game, do something just for you and be selfish. I'm not saying it will be easy but I am saying that I care about you.

This is the progress of my mushroom bag on day one. I finally learnt how to do a magic circle and started the project. This is the most confident I've felt about anything I've ever crochet and even though it's just the smallest part of the stump it makes me smile.

God damn this feels like something my father would do

Gender is a game and I'm installing wayyy too many mods on it.

Gender is a game and baby I am winning

Great. Guess who attempted at school and now needs a clear backpack, no shoelaces or hoodie strings? Take a guess

tarot crystal & herb associations

The Fool - rose, geranium, cedar - agate, aventurine

The Magician - carnation, rosemary, vanilla - agate, sunstone

The High Priestess - acacia, sandalwood, lemongrass - moonstone, rose quartz

The Empress - hazel, olive, sunflower - peridot, turquoise 

The Emperor - ginger, mugwort, laurel - ruby, sapphire

The Hierophant - lemon, sweet pea, lavender, violet - jade, topaz

The Lovers  - dragon’s blood, ginseng - agate

The Chariot - St John’s Wort, iris, lilly, dill, rosemary - amber, fluorite 

Strength  - angelica, basil, comfrey, fennel, goldenseal, pennyroyal, thyme, yarrow - cat’s eye, jasper 

The Hermit - angelica, chamomile, sage - bloodstone, peridot 

Wheel of Fortune - clover, daisy, fern, heather, iris, jasmine, lilac, peony, spearmint, violet - amethyst, opal 

Justice - dill, garlic, honeysuckle, violet - cat’s eye, jet

The Hanged Man - grape, ivy, marigold - aquamarine, tiger’s eye 

Death - blackberry, bramble, periwinkle - amber, bloodstone 

Temperance - agrimony, bergamot, catnip, clover, foxglove, hibiscus, lily of the valley, valerian - amethyst, jasper, pyrite

The Devil - bergamot, carnation, fern, mugwort, rosemary - obsidian, apache tears 

The Tower - heather, honeysuckle, morning glory, yarrow - lodestone, ruby 

The Star - angelica, grape, jasmine, lily of the valley, rose, aster, bluebell, daisy, snapdragon, valerian - quartz, turquoise

The Moon - adder’s tongue, eucalyptus, sandalwood, lotus - moonstone, selenite 

The Sun - broom, carnation, chamomile, fennel, geranium, lavender, marigold, rosemary - citrine, tiger’s eye, sunstone 

Judgement - grape, ivy, marigold, violet - hematite, malachite 

The World - rose, carnation, ivy, bay laurel - lapis lazuli, onyx