minhosbitterriver - the lost identity of green
the lost identity of green

220 posts

NEWJEANS Is Now Added To The List Of K-Pop Groups I Want To Write For! Please Make Requests For Them

NEWJEANS is now added to the list of K-Pop groups I want to write for! Please make requests for them to get me started!

( ๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ ) ( ๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ & ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ) ( ๐ซ๐ž๐ช๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ) ( ๐ฅ๐ข๐›๐ซ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ )

  • nishi-riki
    nishi-riki liked this · 10 months ago
  • haerinslover00
    haerinslover00 liked this · 10 months ago

More Posts from Minhosbitterriver

10 months ago

( ๐“๐„๐€๐’๐„๐‘ ): Release Date: Posted!

๐Ÿ’‹ CAUGHT IN THE ACT ( stray kids )

( ): Release Date: Posted!
( ): Release Date: Posted!
( ): Release Date: Posted!
( ): Release Date: Posted!

โ› The reactions of each member of Stray Kids when they're caught kissing you by another member.

๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ ๐ค๐ข๐๐ฌ + gender neutral reader เณฏ ( ๐ก๐ž๐š๐๐œ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ )

๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ: 15.6k ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž: 62 mins

๊’ฐ ๐Ÿ’Œ ๊’ฑ ใƒŸ Will be split into HYUNG LINE and MAKNAE LINE! This was anonymously requested! Reblogs for this teaser are always appreciated! Requests are currently open! โ”€โ”€ ( ๐ฅ๐ข๐›๐ซ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ )

๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: Getting caught kissing, established relationship for every member except for Felix, Reader is a brat in Seungmin's piece, Seungmin's part is also kinda suggestive but nothing too serious.

( ๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ ) ( ๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ & ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ) ( ๐ซ๐ž๐ช๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ) ( ๐ญ๐ข๐ฉ ๐ฃ๐š๐ซ )

( ): Release Date: Posted!

Want to be alerted when I post this? Let me know in the comments so I can tag you!


Tags :
10 months ago
Wait Omg This Is So So Sweet Im So Glad You Enjoyed This Piece As Much As I Enjoyed Writing It

Wait omg this is so so sweet ๐Ÿฅน Iโ€™m so glad you enjoyed this piece as much as I enjoyed writing it ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ’•

๐Ÿ’ ๐ƒ๐‘๐„๐’๐’๐„๐ƒ ๐…๐Ž๐‘ ๐‹๐Ž๐•๐„ ( xdinary heroes )

 ( Xdinary Heroes )
 ( Xdinary Heroes )
 ( Xdinary Heroes )
 ( Xdinary Heroes )

โ› As you step into a new, more masculine identity, your nerves are eased by the unwavering support of your friends and boyfriend.

๐ค๐ฐ๐š๐ค ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฌ๐ž๐จ๐ค + trans boy reader เณฏ ( ๐จ๐ง๐ž-๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ )

๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ: 1.9k ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž: 7 mins

๊’ฐ ๐Ÿ’Œ ๊’ฑ ใƒŸ This is probably one of my favorite pieces I've written, it was so self-indulgent as a masc non-binary fan of XDH, so I absolutely adored this request (made by my wonderful ๐Ÿฉท Anon! I hope you guys enjoy, reblogs and feedback are much appreciated! Requests are currently open! โ”€โ”€ ( ๐ฅ๐ข๐›๐ซ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ )

๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: Established relationship, Y/N recently came out as a trans guy, mentions of wearing a binder for the first time, the rest of the members of Xdinary Heroes are dressed femininely to support you since it's the first time you go out in public dressed so masculine, mentions of anxiety, mentions of people staring.

( ๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ ) ( ๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ & ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ) ( ๐ซ๐ž๐ช๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ )

๊’ฐ ๐Ÿซ™ ๊’ฑ ใƒŸ Tip Jar!

 ( Xdinary Heroes )

You anxiously pace around your apartment, your steps quick and uneven, a reflection of the turmoil inside you. The clock on the wall ticks loudly, each second echoing your mounting nerves. Every few moments, you dart back to the mirror, adjusting the binder Jiseok had surprised you with and smoothing out the more masculine clothing youโ€™ve chosen for the first time. The reflection staring back at you is both unfamiliar and oddly liberating, but the anxiety still gnaws at you like a persistent shadow.

Jiseok, lounging on your couch, watches you with an expression that blends amusement and tenderness. His phone lies forgotten in his hand, abandoned in favor of observing your restless movements. His eyes, filled with warmth and affection, follow your every step, a silent but reassuring presence amidst your growing apprehension. Despite his frequent reassurances that you look undeniably handsome, the unease remains, a gnawing uncertainty that refuses to fade.

This moment is significant for you, a departure from the familiar into uncharted territory. The binder and the new style represent more than just a change in wardrobe; they symbolize a step toward embracing a more authentic version of yourself. Yet, even with Jiseokโ€™s repeated affirmations, the anxiety of stepping into this new self is palpable, a heavy weight that clings to your chest.

You cast another glance at your reflection, searching for flaws, for something that might unravel the confidence youโ€™re trying to muster. The mirror shows a version of yourself that feels both empowering and vulnerable, a delicate balance that is hard to navigate. Each adjustment of your clothing, each smoothing of your hair, is an attempt to find comfort in this new skin, but the anxiety persists, whispering doubts into the corners of your mind.

Jiseokโ€™s eyes, however, remain fixed on you, his amusement softened by a deep, unwavering support. His presence is a quiet counterpoint to your inner turmoil, a constant reminder that you are not alone in this journey. Though the anxiety continues to gnaw at you, the steadfastness in Jiseokโ€™s gaze and his gentle reassurances offer a flicker of hope and a promise of acceptance.

Suddenly, your lifelong best friend and boyfriend excuses himself into your bedroom. You barely have time to wonder why before a knock on your front door interrupts your pacing. Heart racing, you sprint to answer it, only to be rendered speechless by the sight before you. While you had expected to find your friends, you hadnโ€™t anticipated their striking transformations.

Gunil stands confidently at the forefront, his cropped top revealing a sliver of toned midriff, and his eyes accentuated by grungy makeup that sharpens his features. His bold look radiates a daring defiance, setting the tone for the unexpected ensemble before you.

Jungsu catches your eye next, sporting a mid-thigh length plaid skirt that sways slightly with his movements. His shirt is neatly tucked in, giving him a polished yet rebellious air, and his hair is adorned with colorful clips that contrast playfully with his otherwise composed appearance. The sight of Jungsu, usually so serious, embracing this vivid and whimsical style stirs a mixture of surprise and admiration within you.

Seungminโ€™s outfit is equally captivating, his cropped top paired with a flowing black skirt that grazes just above his knees. The eyeliner framing his eyes adds a dramatic flair, highlighting his expressive gaze. The combination of soft and edgy elements in his look mirrors the complex layers of his personality, leaving you both intrigued and impressed.

Hyeongjun, in a long denim skirt you've seen him wear before, exudes a quiet confidence. His hair is styled into a half-up, half-down look, softening his features and adding a touch of elegance to his casual attire. The familiar yet refreshed appearance of Hyeongjun brings a comforting sense of continuity amidst the surprising changes.

Finally, Jooyeon stands out with his short plaid skirt paired with fishnets, his hair styled into playful space buns. The juxtaposition of the classic plaid and daring fishnets creates a bold statement, and the space buns add a whimsical charm to his look. Jooyeon's daring fashion choice radiates a fearless confidence that resonates with your own journey of self-expression.

As you take in the sight of your friends, each embracing their unique styles with unapologetic confidence, a wave of emotion washes over you. The anxiety that had gripped you moments ago begins to melt away, replaced by a profound sense of camaraderie and support. Their bold transformations echo your own struggle and triumph in embracing your true self, reminding you that youโ€™re not alone in this journey.

Your heart swells with gratitude and admiration for your friends, who have shown up not just in presence, but in spirit, celebrating your courage with their own. The sight of them, so different yet so authentically themselves, fortifies your resolve and fills you with a renewed sense of confidence. With a deep breath, you step forward, ready to embrace the evening with the unwavering support of your lifelong friends by your side.

"You all look amazing," you manage to say, still trying to process the vibrant array of styles before you. As they step inside, your eyes remain wide in shock and admiration. Their response is immediate and heartwarming; they shower you with genuine compliments, each remark about how handsome you look in your new style making your cheeks flush a deep crimson. The sincerity in their voices and the pride in their eyes fills you with a warmth that eases your earlier anxiety.

Just as you begin to relax into the moment, you hear Jiseok clear his throat dramatically behind you. Turning around, you gasp at the sight that meets your eyes. Jiseok stands there, still wearing the striped sweater he had on before disappearing into the bathroom, but instead of jeans, heโ€™s now donning one of your old, long black satin dresses underneath the sweater. The elegant fabric sways slightly as he moves, creating a surprising yet strangely harmonious blend of casual and formal.

The absurdity of his outfit doesn't stop there. Perched atop his head is a plastic tiara, catching the light and adding a whimsical touch to his ensemble. His lips shimmer with glittery lip gloss, completing the playful and unexpected transformation. The sight is both ridiculous and endearing, a perfect encapsulation of Jiseok's ability to make you smile even in the most unexpected ways.

A light chuckle escapes your lips as you take in the full extent of his getup. The laughter bubbles up, mingling with the lingering remnants of your earlier anxiety, and suddenly, the room feels lighter, filled with an unspoken understanding and acceptance. You step forward, closing the distance between you and Jiseok, and press your lips against his in a tender kiss. The glitter from his lip gloss transfers slightly, adding a touch of sparkle to the intimate moment.

As you pull back, your eyes meet Jiseok's, and the look you share speaks volumes. In this small, affectionate gesture, there is an acknowledgment of the journey you've both been on, the courage it took to embrace your true self, and the unyielding support you have from him. Surrounded by your friends, all uniquely expressing themselves in your honor, and with Jiseok by your side, you feel a profound sense of belonging and love that fortifies you for whatever comes next.

Once the flurry of compliments had settled, you all made your way out the door, heading to a nearby restaurant as planned. The group walks in unison, a vibrant parade of diverse styles and unapologetic self-expression. As you move through the streets, you notice the curious and occasionally puzzled glances from strangers. However, the once-daunting stares no longer feel as terrifying with your friends and boyfriend by your side, their bold attire a testament to their unwavering support.

Gunilโ€™s grungy makeup and cropped top, Jungsuโ€™s plaid skirt with colorful hair clips, Seungminโ€™s flowing skirt and eyeliner, Hyeongjunโ€™s elegant denim skirt and styled hair, and Jooyeonโ€™s plaid skirt with fishnets and space buns create a striking visual that draws attention. Despite the occasional odd look, there is an undeniable sense of solidarity that envelops you, making the world feel a little less intimidating.

The endearing sight of your friends and boyfriend dressed so uniquely to support you fills your heart with warmth. Every step you take is lighter, buoyed by the camaraderie and love that surrounds you. The anxiety that had once gripped you now feels distant, replaced by a profound sense of acceptance and belonging.ย 

As you approach the restaurant, the looks from passersby seem less significant, their judgmental gazes overshadowed by the strength and unity of your group. Your heart swells with gratitude, knowing that these extraordinary individuals have not only embraced their own authenticity but have also empowered you to embrace yours.

The evening air feels crisp and invigorating as you walk together, and with each passing moment, the bond between you and your friends deepens. Their willingness to step out of their comfort zones and dress in a way that challenges societal norms just to support you is a testament to their love and friendship. The thought fills you with an overwhelming sense of pride and joy.

Jiseokโ€™s hand remains firmly intertwined with yours throughout the entire walk, his touch a comforting anchor amidst the sea of emotions swirling within you. Every so often, he leans in close, his breath warm against your ear, and whispers how ridiculously handsome you look, how he canโ€™t get over the transformation. His words are like honey, sweet and soothing, each one sinking into your heart and settling there.

He tells you how obsessed he is with you, his voice filled with a sincerity that makes your heart flutter. Each declaration of his pride in you, his honor to be your boyfriend, sends a fresh wave of warmth coursing through your veins. The intensity of his feelings is palpable, wrapping around you like a protective cocoon, and you can't help but blush profusely at each affectionate confession.

With every step, Jiseokโ€™s grip on your hand tightens ever so slightly, a silent reassurance of his unwavering support. His presence, his whispered affirmations, create a bubble of intimacy amidst the bustling streets and curious onlookers. Itโ€™s as if the world fades away, leaving just the two of you wrapped in a moment of pure connection and love.

His words are a balm to your anxiety, each one meticulously chipping away at the insecurities that have long haunted you. The way he looks at you, with eyes brimming with adoration and pride, makes you feel seen in the most profound way. Itโ€™s not just about the clothes or the outward changes; itโ€™s about the courage to embrace your true self, and Jiseok's endless support amplifies that courage tenfold.

Every time he leans in to murmur his adoration, your cheeks heat up, a blush spreading across your face. The sincerity in his voice, the warmth in his eyes, makes each compliment feel like the first, filling you with a sense of joy and affirmation that you hadnโ€™t realized you needed so desperately.ย 

As you walk together, hand in hand, Jiseokโ€™s unwavering support and constant reassurances weave a tapestry of love and confidence around you. His pride in you is evident in every word, every touch, and every glance. With each affectionate whisper, the bond between you strengthens, reinforcing the belief that together, you can face anything the world throws your way.

By the time you reach your destination, the anxiety that had once threatened to overwhelm you has dissipated, replaced by a profound sense of love and belonging. Jiseokโ€™s constant reminders of how handsome you are, how proud he is of you, and how honored he feels to be your boyfriend, have fortified your spirit. Blushing and beaming, you step into the restaurant with him by your side, ready to face whatever comes next, knowing that with Jiseok's love, you are unstoppable.

 ( Xdinary Heroes )

๊’ฐ ๐Ÿท๏ธ ๊’ฑ ใƒŸ My permanent taglist is open! (Click on the link to join! All you have to do is answer a few questions to help me stay organized!)

 ( Xdinary Heroes )

๐Ÿ‰ FROM THE RIVER TO THE SEA, PALESTINE WILL BE FREE! DAILY CLICKS! STAYBLR FUNDRAISER!

 ( Xdinary Heroes )
10 months ago

Write for hanni pls pls pls

Hello! First of all, thank you so, so much for being not only my very first NewJeans request, but also my very first girl group request! You have no idea how excited and happy it made me when I received your notification ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿฅน

Second of all, since you didn't specify what exactly you wanted to see, I took the liberty to just come up with something on my own, so I hope you enjoy it! If you want me to write something a little more specific, you're more than welcome to make another request! โ”€โ”€ ( ๐ง๐ž๐ฐ๐ฃ๐ž๐š๐ง๐ฌ )

Write For Hanni Pls Pls Pls

โ˜”๏ธ BLUE LEMONADE โ˜”๏ธ

( ๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ ) ( ๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ & ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ) ( ๐ซ๐ž๐ช๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ) ( ๐ฅ๐ข๐›๐ซ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ ) 5.5k

Write For Hanni Pls Pls Pls

Tags :
10 months ago

Oh, Green!

I canโ€™t even begin to describe how happy it made me when I saw that you had answered my requests! When I tell you that I genuinely teared up while reading both of them, it was so beautifully written. Thank you so much for this blessing!

I honestly canโ€™t wait until you post my Hyunjin request. Based on what you wrote for Jongseob and Gaon, I just know that the one for Hyunjin is also going to have me crying.

You genuinely seem like such a sweet person! So Iโ€™m really glad to have found your blog!

All the love,

๐Ÿฉท Anon

Hey ๐Ÿฉท, Iโ€™m sorry I didnโ€™t see this sooner!

But Iโ€™m so, so glad that I managed to deliver well! Thank you so much for the compliments, your requests were the blessing here because they were so self-indulgent ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿฅน

As for your Hyunjin request, itโ€™s getting there! It looks like itโ€™ll end up being a longfic because I just want to really go into the whole friendship dynamics and I also want the friendship to flow into romance in a way that makes sense, so itโ€™s taking me a little while to figure out the flow of the story. I promise I havenโ€™t forgotten it!

I try to be as sweet as I can, and Iโ€™m happy you found me โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน

10 months ago

hey Green, iโ€™ve just come from the Lee Know one shot you wrote and iโ€™ve already read some of your other works and iโ€™m in love! i see you also write smut so i was wondering if you could write something with Hyunjin? tbh i was thinking of something like itโ€™s the first time he and the reader (fem!) make love, not like losing their virginity or anything. theyโ€™re both adults but theyโ€™ve been dating for a bit and feel ready for this next part? maybe add a bit of awkwardness to add a bit of realism to it?

if not, totally okay! i just love your writing!

also, a little side note..can i be ๐ŸŒช๏ธ anon? is that weird? iโ€™m sorry!

Hello ๐ŸŒช๏ธ! Iโ€™m so sorry it took me so long to get to this but I hope you enjoy it! This took me a while to complete purely because I couldnโ€™t figure out the pacing of it, but Iโ€™m finally satisfied with it and I hope youโ€™ll be as well! This was genuinely such a fun request, though, and I feel like a lot of people don't really talk about how lowkey awkward it can be when you're having sex with someone for the first time โ€” regardless of whether either of you are virgins or not, and also regardless of how much chemistry you have with them! Sex doesn't follow a specific guide that everyone enjoys, so it can sometimes take a little bit of trial and error until you figure out what your partner likes and what they don't. We also should always consider the anxiety that a lot of people experience right before as well as during, which can often mess up their performance, which is totally okay!

Anyway, sorry for the mini-rant, I just feel like these are things that should be normalized! Especially when it comes to writing since a lot of these (wonderful, might I add) authors glorify the idea of first time you have sex with your partner goes absolutely perfect. It doesn't mean that it never happens, but it's important to also know this. Okay, seriously, moving on โ€” thank you for your support! <3

Please feel free to send me other requests or asks and I promise I'll try to do better about responding! Again, sorry it took me so long! โ”€โ”€ ( ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ ๐ค๐ข๐๐ฌ )

Hey Green, Ive Just Come From The Lee Know One Shot You Wrote And Ive Already Read Some Of Your Other

๐ŸŒง๏ธ ๐‘๐€๐ˆ๐-๐’๐–๐„๐„๐“๐„๐๐„๐ƒ ๐‡๐„๐€๐‘๐“๐’ ๐ŸŒง๏ธ

( ๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ ) ( ๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ & ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ) ( ๐ซ๐ž๐ช๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ) ( ๐ฅ๐ข๐›๐ซ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ ) 4.5k

Hey Green, Ive Just Come From The Lee Know One Shot You Wrote And Ive Already Read Some Of Your Other

Tags :