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just in case | hhj

pairing: hyunjin x (gn) reader.

wc: 8.6k

genre: fluff. angst. suggestive. romcom. office au. valentine’s day au. coworkers to lovers. slight enemies to lovers.

warnings: alcohol, heavy making out, a both snarky and unreliable narrator, all around just inappropriate behaviour for a workplace (but what else would you expect from an office au lmao.)

summary: your valentine’s day plans of bad cable and a bottle of wine take an unexpected turn, as when leaving the office you witness a completely different side of your least favourite coworker, hwang hyunjin. perhaps valentine’s day really does hold a little bit of magic.

a/n: this is so disgustingly late, frankly i’m ashamed. but life and such, you know how it is. this is for the sweet treats from skz event hosted by @districtninewriters. hope you all enjoy, and i’d recommend checking out everyone else’s works!! also i lowkey resent this fic for how long it has taken me, so i hope it’s okay.

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・❥・Pairing: Hwang Hyunjin x Female Reader

・❥・Genre: Kind of (?) Villainous FL , angst, romance, college au, enemies to lovers, very minor love triangle, social media au (With written parts)

・❥・Synopsis: It girl, Queen Bee the most popular girl around campus Song Y/N was envied by everyone. She has it all, money, the looks and brains. After making a bet with her bestfriend Yeosang her life takes a turn to the worse, seeming to lose everyone around her she doesn't expect the only person to stick by her side to be her Ex-first love and long time enemy - Hwang Hyunjin.

(The bet part is inspired by the k-drama tempted however nothing else is the same)

・❥・Warnings: Vulgar language, swearing, kys jokes etc. Mentions of weight and disordered eating. Sexual themes and talks. FL is really mean and malicious at times (will get better ofc) {will add more later if needed}.

・❥・Status: On Going.

TW = TRIGGER WARNING.

W = WRITTEN PART.

Profiles (Y/N's Friends)

Profiles (Hyunjin's Friends)

Profiles (Notable Cast)

One - Cheating Again.

Two - New Girl.

Three - I hate Her.

Four - The Beast Is Out.

Five - Early Birdies.

Six - What’s Your Problem?

Seven - Talking In Circles.

Eight - Just One Meow (TW).

Nine - Give Us A Chance.

Ten - Operation : Hwang's Pet.

Eleven - Why Is It Always Her? (TW) (W)

Twelve - Lock Me Up.

Thirteen - The Bet.

Fourteen - A little Too Silly.

Fifteen - I'm A Fuck Up

・❥・Taglist: Open.

the boy is bad news | h.hj smau

pairing: hyunjin x reader

genre: angst, smut, social media au (with written parts), college au, enemies to lovers

summary: An aspiring journalist, you are the news editor for The Uni Chronicles; the campus newspaper, popular for delivering breaking news at the drop of a hat and providing detailed articles about the various happenings around your university. You think you’ve covered every story there was to cover before you’re tasked with producing an in-depth editorial on a student whose name is on everyone’s lips—Hwang Hyunjin.

status: completed

profiles (y/n’s friends)

profiles (hyunjin’s friends)

ch. 1 - stop drooling

ch. 2 - he believes in me

ch. 3 - cheeky bastard

ch. 4 - i’m not your sweetheart

ch. 5 - surprisingly intriguing

ch. 6 - say please (w)

ch. 7 - something in common

ch. 8 - no strings attached

ch. 9 - i owe you

ch. 10 - a little fun won’t hurt

ch. 11 - do you mean it? (w)

ch. 12 - it’s not that deep

ch. 13 - just. be. cool.

ch. 14 - no misunderstandings here!

ch. 15 - i get what i want

ch. 16 - just to kill time (w)

ch. 17 - hate is a strong word

ch. 18 - something's seriously wrong with me

ch. 19 - do you want me too?

ch. 20 - everything i’ve ever wanted

ch. 21 - am i wrong? (w)

ch. 22 - no more secrets

ch. 23 - strictly professional

ch. 24 - it’s a secret

ch. 25 - pretty fucking down bad

ch. 26 - as in…love?

ch. 27 - officially mine

ch. 28 - what are you doing here? (w)

ch. 29 - tell me

ch. 30 - plus one

ch. 31 - lol no

ch. 32 - something’s changed (w)

ch. 33 - the juiciest piece of meaty gossip

ch. 34 - nari is always right

ch. 35 - messy

ch. 36 - it’s gonna be a long night

ch. 37 - i love him (w)

ch. 38 - focus

ch. 39 - never been in love before (w)

ch. 40 - stuck with you

ch. 41 - i’m jeongin

ch. 42 - the boy is bad news (w) (finale)

bonus - memories of spring break

taglist CLOSED

I can’t, I am hurt

“Hyunjin one shot”

Pairing: Hwang Hyunjin x female reader

Genre: Angst

Warnings: mention of anxiety and blood

Word count: 1.6 K

A/N: I wanted to write something but I wrote this :”)

[12:00 AM]

I am sitting, alone in a corner of my room. Hugging my knees with my head low; it’s dark and the moonlight is the only source of light which is falling on the room and keeping it a dim so that the room is not pitch dark. Everything seems like, I don’t have any feeling anymore. The moment he left me saying; “I am done with you” still hurts me. It’s been two days; I want to stop thinking about him. My fingers didn’t stop bleeding although I stopped scratching my thumbs; now the second finger is also bleeding of both my hands. My tears stopped falling; although I want to cry more but it was like I couldn’t anymore. I was scared, scared to see anyone like that anymore; people might come and start hitting me again, I can’t handle that anymore specially after he left. He always saved me whenever I had tough time with people, he stopped people from abusing me and he brought me here to live with him so that I could escape from them and we could live together. I was scared, that everything might repeat the way it was in past, before meeting him. I wanted to tell myself, that I am okay but it’s just me in the end who wasn’t ready to accept the lie.  

   I wish he could come and talk to me; I wish he could take me in his arms. I can’t wait to touch him once more, I miss him. I miss his feeling, I miss his warmth, I miss his voice. I just miss everything. I miss the way he smiled at me. I miss him cuddling with me until I sleep. The bed seems cold now; without him.

 How much I tried to stop myself from thinking but I can’t.

 2 DAYS AGO

  It was raining. I was near the window in our bedroom; I heard Hyunjin enter and he sighed; he was late as usual. “Hyunjin, you had dinner? It’s quite late” I heard Hyunjin sigh. I looked at him he was sitting on the bed. “Hyunjin, is something bothering you?”

“Nothing. Stop, I am sick of it”

I told myself that it’s okay maybe he didn’t mean it.

“Okay, I will stop, just let me know when will you be okay.”

“I’ll be okay once you will stop bothering me.” He looked at me.

“Hyunjin, I understand. I won’t as-”

“What do you understand? Tell me? What do you know?” he suddenly started shouting.

“Hyunjin calm down, please you’re scaring me.” I was scared. I was scared what he might break things again infront of me.

This was the second week; he was behaving like this. He was always so stressed and I give him space for that. I tell myself to help him but he just keeps on blaming me for everything. He comes home late, all stressed and I try to help him but it doesn’t help him. I let him take out his anger and frustration on me because I was scared of him leaving me.  His behavior was getting harsh and I was getting scared. Last Sunday he broke 3 glasses just in one go. This Tuesday, he threw the plates on the floor during dinner; because I asked him to eat with me.

“Shut up” he threw my favorite flower vase in the floor; it broke into thousand pieces. He gave it to me on my birthday. It was reminding me of my childhood. The way I was treated, my memories were scaring me. I hate my past. He knew everything well that I can’t take this, not after when I nearly faced my death one day. His behavior was scaring me the most, the way he was doing things.

“Hyun-Hyunjin please don’t do. Hyunjin please” I shouted

“I am done with you.”

“Hyunjin, listen”

“You just give headache to me. You are annoying” he said looking at me and I was already crying.

As he went out, I broke down on the floor. I was devastated; I wanted to run to him and stop him but I couldn’t. Something was holding me back. I snuggled up in a corner.

[12:30 am]

Since then, I was a mess. I don’t care how I looked right now; I just wanted to see him and hold him tight. I told myself, even if he wanted to leave me one day; I will let him go because I want him to be happy. But now his love made me weak. I miss the way we randomly started walking at midnight in the streets, his soft kisses, our random night dates. I miss everything.

Hyunjin POV

[11:30 pm]

 I miss her. “Jeongin, I want to see her, should I just go and say sorry for everything? I shouldn’t have done that and I know she hated when people threw things and get into arguments. I realized my mistake, I let my anger take over me. I shouldn’t have done that Innie. I-” I broke down infront of him. Jeongin hugged me tight. “Yah, don’t cry and go. I know you miss her; she loves and you love her too. You couldn’t focus on anything since that night you came to dorm at 1 AM. Go and hold her tight in your arms again. She must be scared. She is closest with me after you, she isn’t picking up her phone and I guess the battery is dead now because it says the call is unreachable.” Jeongin looked at me with a smile. I noticed it was just me and Jeongin in the practice room because everyone left after practice hours; I got up and took my black cap and mask and went out. I drove to our place.

[12:30 am]

   I rang the bell, but there was no response. I took out the spare key and opened the door, I called her name; she wasn’t giving me any response. I ran to our bedroom and opened the door; I heard screams as soon as I opened the door.

 “NO. DON’T HURT ME PLEASE. PLEASE GO. HE LEFT ME ALONE SO PLEASE GO.” She shouted.

“Y/N!” I said her name

“DON’T COME NEAR ME PLEASE!! GO!” She was crying and shouting.

I ran to her and hugged her tight. She was a crying mess, “Baby, I am here; I am sorry.” I tried to calm her down. She was grabbing my shirt tight. I was patting on her back. “Hyunjin don’t leave me please, I hate being alone. Please don’t leave me alone Hyunjin. Please, stay with me. I am scared.”

I blamed myself for being so careless towards her. She is a mess right now because of me. I made her like this.

“I am not leaving you alone. I am here with you” I told her, I hoped that it would help her. I looked at the room, it’s still the same as that night. The broken pieces of her favorite flower vase were still on the floor, the bed sheet is not on the bed anymore. Her bleeding fingers were holding my shirt tight.

“Hyunjin please just please” she cried out again, she was hurting and I am the one who was hurting her. I hated myself for doing this; to make suffer like this.

“I am right here, just by your side. Okay? Shh, calm down. Everything’s good now.”

She slowly calmed down. I looked her; her face was pale. She looked lifeless. I wiped her tears and carried her, and took her to bed carefully. She sat there, holding the tip of my shirt. I was about to bring the first aid kit to clean her finger tips which were bleeding; “Hyunjin please don’t go please” I looked at her; she started crying again. I was getting weak, looking at her like this made me weak. I hated her tears the most in my life and now I am the reason of her tears.

“I am not going anywhere, don’t worry. Let me bring the first aid? okay?” her eyes said it all, she was hesitating but she let go of my shirt. I brought the first aid kit. I cleaned her finger tips carefully; she had a habit of scratching her finger tips when she is worried and blaming herself. I applied cream and then wrapped a band-aid. “Hyunjin, I am annoying sorry. I will try- I sealed her lips with a kiss.

She was clearing blaming everything on herself. I wanted her to stop that. Everything was more than enough; I couldn’t let her suffer any more.

“You are not annoying; I am sorry I said that to you. I am sorry for behaving like a damn asshole since few weeks. I was stressed and I always let out my anger on you and also let me anger take over me.

I kept the first aid kit on the bed and cleaned the floor. I went to her, looked at her.

“Do you want to eat something? Should I cook something for you?” I asked her

“No, can I just cuddle with you? Hyunjin please.” She requested me, which she rarely did and I would never reject her request.

“Of course, we can. I will give you warm cuddles with love” I said her. She smiled.

Both of us we were cuddling, I was holding her tight and her hands were around my waist. “Hyunjin, I love you”

“I love you too my baby” I said her and she drifted to sleep.

THIS COMBACK LEFT ME SPEECHLESS-

BLACK DOOR 🚪 STRAYKIDS

Malibu Nights

“Hyunjin one shot”

Pairing: Hwang Hyunjin x female reader

Genre: Angst

Warnings: If you can’t deal with angst please don’t read, mention of alcohol.

Word count: 1.8 K

A/N: Idk why I had mental breakdown while writing this, I hope angst lovers like this.

[7:27 pm]

You lazily got up from your bed and went to your closet. You looked at the clothes, you decided to go to a bar. You took out a sleeveless black dress. You took out a black see-through cardigan, you changed into it, fast. You let your hair down and took your wallet, phone and car keys. You wore high heels and went out of the house. You walked down the streets. You looked at the night sky, it looked pretty and the busy streets. You looked at the people walking in the streets, you spotted a couple, they were walking and the girl was holding the guy’s arms; it reminded you of Hyunjin. It was a long time since you went out with him like this casually, you started missing him. You wanted to go to him. You shrugged up the thoughts as soon as you remember his words ‘You are just a mistake to me, all these years. I just don’t know why, why we are together’

You reached the nearby bar, went inside. You looked at people drinking, chilling, dancing with eachother and some were making out. You went to the bar counter, took a seat there. You looked at people, you started craving for company, specially Hyunjin. You ordered drinks, the bartender looked at you, “do you want a company? People usually don’t come here alone.” You looked at him with a smirk. You knew what he was trying to do, “Don’t mind me. I don’t want any company; I love drinking alone because no one will bother me.”

“Sorry.” He said and served your drink.

One shot, two shot and it continued. You had a good alcohol tolerance; alcohol wasn’t bothering you. After sometime you felt a bit tipsy and looked at people enjoying with eachother. You looked at the time, it was 9:15 pm. You paid and came out of the bar. Drinking in a bar was just an excuse to forget about Hyunjin’s words but no matter how much you tried you just couldn’t forget what he said that night.

 “Ahh, I always thought that I loved you more than myself but now I see, I started loving you as much as you can ruin me in few seconds with your words.” You said to yourself, your tears started falling down.

 It suddenly started raining, it was like, your tears were falling now in the form of rain. You were not totally drunk; you were a bit tipsy. You were heartbroken today. After that fight with Hyunjin, you left home. It was yesterday when you last saw him, you drank yourself to sleep yesterday. Today you took a day off from your work and were crying till the evening. You were soaked in the rain by now, and your phone was probably dead now.

{Flashback}

[7:11 pm]

“You just don’t understand me and you can’t” he was clearly frustrated.

“How can you say that Hyunjin?” you asked him. He was breaking you slowly but today, he just broke you in one go.

“You know what? You are just a mistake to me, all these years. I just don’t know why, why we are together. I just don’t understand” he let out a sigh.

“You just…” you wanted to say him a lot of things, you wanted to show your anger, tears, you wanted to breakdown right now but you just couldn’t bring yourself to show any emotion. Your heart dropped when he said all the words you never wished to hear all these 4 years. All these years you lived with him, all the happy moments, sometimes conversations about jealousy, dealing with problems together, sometimes small arguments, sometimes cuddling all day on both of your day off, morning and coffees, waking up everyday in his embrace, dancing under the rain and those dates, everything you cherish everyday just disappeared with just one statement from him. You couldn’t understand him, he was shouting at you earlier but he ended up stating and he sighed. You couldn’t understand how to react, even though you were clearly breaking inside.

“Thankyou for telling, Hyunjin.” You got up from the couch. “Take care.” You took you phone, wallet, car keys and went out of your house.

“Y/N listen” he tried to say something but you tried to ignore it because, you knew if you look back at him now, you’ll break down in tears and you didn’t want to show him your weakness right now.

As soon as you closed the door, you broke down. Your tears falling down your cheeks, you went to your car, at very least you hoped and wished that Hyunjin will come out and stop you, hug you and say sorry for being harsh and he didn’t mean what he said to you. But he never came. You started driving, your tears making your sight blurry. You were wiping your tears every then and now. You stopped the car near a cliff. You got out of your car and sat on the cliff, your legs hanging down. You were crying, your tears didn’t stop. You were hurt, it was paining. You had few arguments with Hyunjin sometimes but never had this kind of argument, you don’t remember how the shouting and the anger turned into calm and heartbreaking statements. You remember Hyunjin holding you tightly and you trying to calm him down.

You closed your eyes, thinking what actually happened, where did it went wrong? What was your mistake? Weren’t you good enough? Was everything a lie? You were a mess. Your sobs were getting louder. After good two hours, you decided to go. You got into your car; a bit stable. You weren’t crying anymore; you stopped your car infront of a bar and brought soju.

[10:32 pm]

After that you, stopped your car infront of your old house, the house you used to live before moving out with Hyunjin. You took out the key, unlocked the door and went inside. Everything looked the same. You went straight to your bedroom and switched on the night light. It was already 10:30 pm, you kept your coat on the bed and kept the car keys, your phone, wallet and soju bottles on the night stand. You went to your closet and saw your old clothes; you saw few hoodies and spotted Hyunjin’s hoodie. You took it out and it smelled like him; without thinking twice, you changed your clothes and wore his hoodie and shorts.

You sat near the bed, and opened Soju bottles one by one. That night you started drinking until you felt sleepy at dawn. You were drunk crying that night, because of Hyunjin. It wasn’t just a heartbreak to you, you wanted explanation from him and what was your fault? You wanted to know where did it all go wrong and was it a lie all these years?

The bed felt cold, you missed his warmth. You wanted him by your side, you were dealing with your broken heart alone. You wanted to stop crying and hold on but nothing was working for you. The main purpose of drinking was to forget that everything happened with you but instead you were missing him and it was getting worse for you. What could you do with a broken heart?

[9:00 am]

The sunlight hitting your face, you looked at the clock and you realized you have to go for work. Your headache didn’t help you with anything so it made you call it as your sick day. You looked at your bedroom, it looked like a mess, you dragged yourself lazily out from the bed, missing Hyunjin’s warmth. You cleaned the mess slowly. You cleaned your house just to distract yourself from thinking about Hyunjin. You wanted to forget everything, sometimes you just wanted to run to him and ask him, sometimes you just wanted to hold him. It was not even 24 hours and you were missing him like a crazy.

You cooked something and had lunch. You thought how to spend your evening, time went by, you ended up watching Netflix all the time. You didn’t bother to look at your phone.

{Present}

[9:17 pm]

Rain made you feel better but definitely your mind wasn’t working because you felt suffocated. You had to cross the road to go home, you were waiting for the signal, you looked at the cars, you thought the cars will stop when you will walk on the zebra crossing. You couldn’t think straight for some unknown reasons maybe the alcohol was working on your mind, confusing you with everything. You took one step, two step, three step and you saw a car coming towards you. You closed your eyes shut afraid it will hit you before you could cross the road, but instead your felt an arm pulling you and you felt the warm embrace. You looked at the person, it was Hyunjin.

He was soaked in rain too; he was holding you tight; “Are you crazy?”

“You want to kill yourself?” he shouted

You saw him, you missed him, missed his warmth, how badly you wanted to hug him tight and your tears started falling more.

“Leave me alone Hyunjin.” And removed his hands from your arms.

“So that you will go and kill yourself?” he shouted.

“Why do you care? I’m a mistake. Leave me Hyunjin. Stop faking.” you were crying and shouting at him, it was a mess.

“Y/N stop, I am sorry. I didn’t mean it” you looked at him, his eyes looked teary. You can’t stand his tears; you can bear anything but you can never bear him crying in front of him.

“You didn’t mean it but you said? You supposed I’ll believe that? After you hurt me like this, made me a mess. Tell me Hyunjin, TELL ME” you shouted back

“No, it’s not like that. Please don’t leave me, I realized my mistake; I can’t let you go after people left me like this, please stay with me. I am sorry, please. I am so sorry baby please, just one more last chance. I tried to stop you that day when I realized what bullshit I spoke but I was late, I tried calling you but you didn’t pick up, I tried to find you but when I went to your house, but you weren’t in your home either; I thought you’ll comeback but you didn’t. Till today afternoon, I was hoping you’ll come back but when you didn’t I came out to find you this evening until now.” He was crying more; you can never see him cry. You took a step towards him, trying to speak

“Hyun- Hyunjin don’t cry-

“I am sorry, do whatever you want but don’t leave me please. I can’t live without you.” His cries were breaking you.

“Hyunjin don’t- you took your hands to wipe his tears.

But he pulled you into a kiss, you missed his touch, you missed his kisses. He pulled you by your waist and you wrapped your arms around his neck and gave him all of it. It was a longing kiss.

“I’ll never ever let you go. I promise.”

“why?”

“Because I love you. And I realized I love you more than myself”

[08:25 pm]

“Hyunjin, I will sit near the window! don’t you dare to sit” you told him, after you saw people getting down.

“Okay, okay. Sit, near the window.” He smiled at you.

There were no seats earlier, but now people started getting down and you finally sat beside Hyunjin. You looked outside, it looked pretty. The chilly winds hitting your face and you enjoyed it. Hyunjin held your hands, all of a sudden. You looked at him.

“What?” I can’t even hold your hand now?” he asked.

“It’s not like that- you were flustered.

“I won't do anything unless you are ready. I will do what you want”

“Hyunjin-

“I am ready to wait, for you to open.”

You looked outside and realized you have to get down soon, you stood up, ready to get off.

“You are really going?”

‘Hyunjin, I need to go”

“You can’t stay with me, tonight?”

“I wish I could, but I can’t I’m sorry.” you replied him

“You can stay with me, I want to stay with you“ he looked at you, you could feel the sadness in his words.

You wanted to stay with him too, but if you don’t go home tonight; you will be questioned and lot of things can happen because, today you managed to come out because you literally begged your mom to have dinner outside, that’s the reason you can’t stay outside. You didn’t tell Hyunjin about it, he will be worried.

You don’t know what you felt at that time, you went to him. Bent over to his height and placed your lips on his, you closed your eyes and felt his soft lips. You hit realization, you opened your eyes, totally flustered because of what you did. He held your hands, “You really want to leave me now? This was our first kiss.” You were getting more flustered. He was a tease, and that was working on you.

“I am going, bye.”

“Bye baby” and you got off the bus. You saw him through the windows, he waved at you and he smiled. You were happy, this was your first kiss. Your phone started ringing, it was Hyunjin. “Go home safely, take care. I love you”

“I love you too Hyunjin” right now you were the happiest person alive on the earth right now.

Hyunjin sickfic when. *folds arms waiting patiently* 🤭

I love your writing sm I’m gonna cry

𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐨

pairing: hyunjin x fem!reader (afab)

genre: sick!fic. idol!hyunjin. hurt/comfort. angst. fluff. reader pov. established relationship.

content & warnings: explicit & strong language. mild thematic elements. hospital visit. this one's got angst in it. reader is sick (with a sprained ankle). hyunjin is worried af, as he should be lmao. reader has low self-esteem w/her dancing abilities, and has difficulty opening up about how she truly feels. pet names (affectionately). toothe-rotting fluff.

word count: 6.3k (yikes got carried away with this one wtf)

summary: it's been proving to be very difficult to keep the dance class that you take three times a week a secret from your boyfriend hyunjin. and the lies only become even harder to tell when you suddenly hurt your foot during class one night.

a/n: originally, i was planning on posting this yesterday as a kind of valentine's day gift for you guys, but then uni homework raw-dogged me like a total bitch and i got fucked over with a horrible migraine later in the night... i love my life!!! 😊 anyways, this was really fun to write- i FUCKING ADORE SOFT HYUNJIN!!! 😭 thanks for requesting, @hyungenie5... i hope this little piece of writing is to your liking, and thanks for your support~ 🤍

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The dance class was supposed to remain a secret. No one - not even your boyfriend Hyunjin - was supposed to know that you were taking it until it was long over in the summer. By the end of the class, you hoped that your skills would improve immensely and that you’d be able to join your boyfriend in the studio some time to dance with him. 

 But unfortunately, those grand plans all came to a halt late one Friday night. 

 When you were practicing a certain twirl that had been giving you a hard time for the past week. For some reason, one of the laces of your sneakers had come undone. And this prompted you to trip over it when you suddenly came out of the spin. 

 You landed on the ground in a heap of limbs, clenching down hard on your jaw at the feel of a sharp pain shooting through your left ankle. The ache was agonizing, and it took everything in you to not scream out in anguish at the feeling that had quickly exploded inside your ankle. 

 Soon, your classmates rushed over and helped you off of the floor and onto a nearby bench, where your teacher took a look at your foot.

 “It doesn’t look too bad, it’s just a bit swollen from the impact,” she said, peering up at you, a sheen of sweat glistening across her exposed forehead. It was sweltering in the practice room at the gym where you were taking the lessons, and everyone crowding around you was out of breath from the routine that the class had been practicing tirelessly for the last month or so. “I’d advise you to keep off of it as much as you can for the next few days and ice it every night. Don’t come into class Monday and instead give it a rest, and it should be better by the next session on Wednesday.” Your teacher instructed you, before giving your knee a gentle squeeze and going back to a group of students who needed her advice on a certain move. You had class every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday late in the night, but surprisingly, the sessions were always packed with wannabe dancers, even late into the night. It just proved how many people desperately wanted to become better dancers. And you were one of those ‘people.’ 

 “Can you make it to your car alone?” One of your classmates asked. You looked up at Yejun, offering her a smile that quickly turned into a grimace of pain. You had met her soon after you started the class, and the two of you had grown closer over the past few months. 

 But no one knew who you were dating - who your boyfriend of three years was. They couldn’t know, otherwise, that would jeopardize everything Hyunjin did for work and your entire livelihood. So, you mostly stayed silent about the intimate details of your personal life with everyone else and opted to talk about the surface-level things in your life.

 “Yeah, I don’t think I can do it,” you laughed in a humorless kind of way. Without another word, Yejun was picking up the large duffle bag that you always brought with you to practice. Then, she was slipping an arm around your waist and leading you out of class and through the spacious gym. It was still relatively busy even for it being so late in the night on a Friday.

 “You promise that you’re gonna rest?” She rose a black, perfectly-manicured eyebrow your way as you shuffled out of the main doors of the gym. 

 And even though you had only known her for a few months, she could get a pretty good read on you. How you didn’t like asking people for help and how you tended to bottle things up all of the time. You had done such a thing since you were a very little girl, and you supposed there was no changing the way your mind was built. Even still, this aspect of your personality drove Hyunjin insane. He’d pry and pry and pry for you to tell him what was truly wrong with you, and it’d take more than just a few kisses and gentle words to finally get you to talk. It didn’t matter who you were with - who you were talking to - you just… couldn’t talk about really personal stuff most of the time. 

 “Yeah, yeah- I’ll rest all this weekend.” You rolled your eyes at Yejun as you stopped just in front of your car. You pulled out your keys, unlocking the doors before throwing your duffle bag into the backseat. 

 “Okay, well… drive safe and take it easy, yeah?” She mumbled, pulling you into a gentle hug, and you gave her a quick pat on the back before pulling away. “See you on Wednesday?” 

 You flashed her a playful wink, “Sure thing!” You waved her off as you slipped into the driver’s seat of your car. Your friend returned the gesture before she turned around and jogged back into the gym. 

 As soon as she was out of sight, you let out the moan of misery that you had been holding in for the last few minutes. The pain seemed to shoot through your ankle in quick increments, traveling up the length of your leg and pooling in your knee. 

 Holding onto the steering wheel with a death-like grip, you took a few deep breaths. The ache wouldn’t be this bad forever. You just needed to ice it. Just follow what your teacher told you to do, and you’ll be fine. You said all of these things and more to yourself inside your head as you turned your key in the car's socket and the car’s ignition roared to light. 

 Just get home and get in bed, and then everything will be alright. 

 But everything was not alright. 

 This was made so apparent when you stood in front of your apartment door and the remembrance dawned on you that Hyunjin had the entire weekend off. So that meant that he would be home earlier than he usually would be on a Friday night. And since it was a quarter-past-eleven at night, he was sure to be home.

 Fuck. 

 It had already been an entire production getting out of your car and into your apartment’s elevator, what with your limping form and all. But now you had to face your very own boyfriend, who wasn’t even aware that you were taking a dance class in the first place. You wanted it to be a surprise for him. You had always been self-conscious about your dance skills ever since you were a little girl. 

  And then you went ahead and started dating one of the best dancers in all of the Kpop industry. As a consequence, your self-esteem in the dancing department tanked astonishingly low. You’d regularly join Hyunjin in the studio late at night at the company, and sometimes he’d try to teach you some of Stray Kids choreo. But most of the time, you made a complete fool of yourself, and instead opted to just watch him from the sidelines. Watch in silence, offering praise when you could, about how perfect his angles were, how amazing his technique was, and how his flow and rhythm were impeccable with the music. 

 Meanwhile, deep inside your mind, you were playing the same thought over and over again; why can’t you just be a better dancer like him? Why can you just not suck at it, for once in your damn life? He probably thinks your horrible, and he’s right… no wonder why he stopped offering you teach you. 

 But in the new year, finally feeling fed up from always feeling shitty when your boyfriend would show you a video of his dance practices, or when you’d watch him in the studio, you decided to sign up for the beginner's contemporary dance class at your local gym. 

 It was daunting, at first, to go by yourself without knowing anyone there, but soon, you got used to the feeling and genuinely started to enjoy your time spend in the studio. It was hard work, that was for sure, but you liked the idea of finally finishing it in the early spring and then surprising your amazingly-talented dancer boyfriend with the choreo that you had learned and practiced tirelessly for the past few months, unbeknownst to him. 

 To keep the class a secret from Hyunjin, you had lied and told him that you were going to the local gym and lifting weights. And it wasn’t a complete lie, because technically, you were at the gym. You just weren’t lifting any weights. 

 Nevertheless, Hyunjin had been hesitant about the idea. Especially since you would be coming and going so late at night. At first, he had protested against it because of how many creeps could be hanging around the gym that late at night. He didn’t want you willingly putting yourself in any danger from being out so late alone. But, after much negotiation and pleading on your part, you had managed to convince him to be okay with it. And then, you were off… attending the class three times a week and absorbing the lessons like a little ocean sponge out in deep sea waters. 

 You gathered up all of the courage you still had inside of you as you shuffled across the apartment’s threshold. A couple of the lights were left on in the living room, and dim classical music was filtering out through the nearby room to the right of you. Hyunjin’s art studio. The two of you had chosen this specific apartment to rent out because it offered two bedrooms, and the space that he wanted to make his office had an amazing, large bay window that showcased a huge portion of Seoul's cityscape. The view in there was breathtaking and was the key inspiration for a lot of his recent art pieces. 

 A sigh of relief fled from your lips as you dropped your duffle bag down on the nearby dining room table and made to get some ice for your foot. Your entire body was sticky from your dried sweat, and you longed to hop into the shower for a nice cool-off. Just as soon as you ice your ankle. 

 Just as you were filling up a small plastic bag of ice, you heard a door open behind you. Then, in a few beats, you felt two long arms wrap around your waist from behind. If you weren’t in so much pain at that moment, you would’ve been happy to feel Hyunjin’s presence at your back. But mostly, you just felt exhausted and irritable. And these were two things that didn’t mix well together.

 “Welcome home, sweetheart,” he muttered, as he leaned down with his tall frame to pepper gentle kisses against your shoulder. “How was your workout?” 

 “Fine, I guess.” You said in a slightly-dismissive tone, as you finished filling up your baggie with ice. 

 “And why in the world are you filling up a plastic bag with ice?”

 Your heart dropped into the pit of your stomach at his question. Because in your state of discomfort and exhaustion, you hadn’t thought out the lie that you would have to tell him for why you could barely fucking walk. And you definitely couldn’t tell him to the extent that the pain was at. But there was no getting around the fact that you had hurt yourself, so better to tell a small white lie than ignore it entirely. 

 “I, uh- kinda hurt my foot when I was working out with weights tonight, but I’m okay.” You said, trying to keep your voice light and airy. 

 Immediately as the words fell from your lips, Hyunjin was turning you around. His eyes raked over your face, assessing your neutral expression before flitting down to the rest of your body. Like he’d be able to see any other injuries you hadn’t told him about if he looked hard enough. 

 “Are you sure you’re okay?” His brows were furrowed in worry, the concern blatantly shining in his dark brown eyes. His fingers brushed across your cheek, before tucking a few stray, sweaty strands of your hair behind your ear. 

 You gave him a soft smile, leaning up to ruffle his fluffy, peachy-pink hair a little bit. “Yes babe, I’m fine.” 

 “Then, you should rest and use the ice pack.” 

 You gave him a sardonic grin, “That’s what I was trying to do before you stopped my plans and started to grill me with questions.” 

 He slipped his arms from your hips and reluctantly stepped away from your frame to allow you space to continue your routine. But not before he leaned down into you with his towering form and pressed a gentle kiss against your lips. And if your foot didn’t currently hurt like a bitch, you probably would’ve melted into his embrace and let him hold and kiss you for a long time after that. Instead, you just felt like a sweaty ball of painful shit and wanted to hop into bed as soon as possible. 

 “I’ll be in my office if you need anything…” Hyunjin’s delicate voice stayed with you in the kitchen, as he trekked back to the door to his office. 

 You quickly grabbed a kitchen dish towel to use to wrap around your bag of ice. “Alright. I’m going to take a quick shower and then head to bed.” 

 “I’ll be there in a little while,” your boyfriend said, and when you looked up at him, he was giving you this sweet, pure look of devotion. But it was also mixed with a tad bit of unease. He never did like the idea of you being injured in any way. “Try to get some rest, yeah?” 

 “Sure, baby,” you flashed him a wink, “but only if you come to bed relatively early tonight.” It seemed like he was always slipping into bed late these days… curling up behind you well past three in the morning. He proclaimed that it was only because inspiration struck him the strongest late into the night, and while you weren’t one to stand between an artist and their craft, there had to be a better solution for inspiration than ruining his entire sleep schedule.

 “I'll sure try, sweetheart.” Hyunjin’s soft voice followed behind you, as you made your way to your shared bedroom. 

 At least you weren’t the only one who told lies in the relationship. 

 The next day, your foot hurt like a literal bitch all day long. The pain wasn’t too bad after you first woke up, and upon icing it for a little while, it felt somewhat better. But then you went about the apartment doing the chores that you usually did every Saturday, and the discomfort returned tenfold. 

 At one point, it was so bad that when you sat down on the living room couch for a few minutes to give it a rest, you could barely get up again. And when you untucked your sock after lunch, you noticed how your left foot was looking a little… discolored. Some parts of your ankle were grayed, and a tiny bit of swelling was present too. But you had hurt it in dance, so that was to be expected. 

 You tried to hide the agony that you were in from your boyfriend, but being the perceptive man that he was, he automatically picked up on it. After all, he had become attuned over the years to understanding when you were feeling shitty since it took you so long to admit to him how you were feeling. Throughout the day, he’d ask you if you were okay and force you to sit down for a few minutes to ice the hurting foot. 

 But it was after dinner that he finally decided to put his foot down about the whole thing. He had dragged you over to the living room couch, practically throwing you onto the plush cushions before plopping down beside you. 

 “And what gives you the right to think you can throw me around like your own personal rag doll?” You asked, playfulness dripping from your tone. You turned to him and rose a quizzical eyebrow his way as he turned on the tv and flipped through Netflix to find a movie to watch. The usual thing that you two liked to do every Saturday night; was curl up on the couch and get all cozy with each other. The movie nights either ended in one of two ways, cuddling until you both fell asleep right then and there, or making out and soon traveling into the bedroom for a long night of fun. 

 “I’m forcing you to take a break, that’s what I’m doing,” he leveled you with a serious face, a slight frown pulling his mouth downwards. 

 You folded your arms across your chest defensively, “I don’t need a break, babe. I’m fine.” 

 “Oh yeah? Well then, I guess I’ve just been imagining all of the pained faces that you’ve been making all day, or that perpetual furrow in your brow that you always get when you’re holding something in?” Hyunjin said, voice completely flat. Just then he reached out to you, wrapping a long arm around your waist and yanking you close to his side before tucking a fuzzy blanket around the two of you. 

 “I’m not furrowing my brows.” You said defensively, even though you had given up on fighting him any longer. Honestly, you were a little too tired from all of the hurt and activity of the day to care. So you snuggled deeper against him, slinging your arms around his waist and breathing in his scent of fresh linen and sweet roses. “And besides, the apartment needed cleaning. A bad foot wasn’t going to stop me from completing my mission.” You had taken some pain medication soon after lunch, but since it was late into the night, it had worn off. You’d have to take some before you went to bed, but it didn’t seem to help that much, since you had still been in pain even after taking it in the middle of the day.

 “Just shut up and relax, will ya?” Your boyfriend all but grumbled, as he finally selected some random thriller to watch. You hid your smile behind your blanket as you felt him lean down and press a few kisses atop the crown of your head. “Just want you to feel better, my love…” 

 You turned your head up on his shoulder so that you were staring right into his expressive dark-brown eyes. “And I already do feel better just with your kisses alone.” A smirk spread across your mouth, as you leaned into him and your mouths met again in a soft kiss. 

 Your boyfriend motioned with his head to the flashing tv screen in front of the two of you, “Now, let’s focus on the movie so that you can get your mind off of the discomfort.” 

 A few giggles escaped from deep inside of you at his serious tone. He truly did care a lot about you and your well-being. And so that’s why you didn’t want to tell him how bad the pain was. Because you knew that as soon as you told him, he’d get himself all worked up into a tizzy and obsess over your health until you were back to one-hundred-and-twenty percent. Would practically nurse you back to health, ignoring all of his other duties at the company until he could confirm with his own two eyes that his girlfriend was feeling much better than before. 

 So you stayed silent, refraining from revealing to him how much agony you truly were in from your foot alone. You turned your attention to the movie in front of you. 

 And the feel of his long, muscular arms wrapped around your waist and squeezing slightly, the comforting sense of his warm body just beside yours, did wonders to the pain. It worked better than any of the medicine in the entire world, and you soon found yourself completely ignoring and forgetting the ache that was shooting through your foot and up into your veins and instead was basking in the feel and smell of your very loving boyfriend. 

 “Sweetheart, do you want to stop and take a rest for a minute?” Hyunjin asked you in a gentle voice the next day. What with it being Sunday and since the two of you were still off from work, you had decided to spend the day out on the town - shopping around. 

 You two had already eaten a sweet breakfast of pastries and coffee at a local cafe and were currently walking the streets of Hongdae, in search of a matching set of hoodies that fit both of your styles perfectly. So far, you had had no luck at the boutiques that you had already searched. The fuzzy hoodies were either too frilly or too plain...

 You shook your head vehemently, “No, I’m fine… don’t worry about me.” But you knew you telling him that would only make him worry even more. Since your foot only hurt even worse when you woke up early that morning. The pain throbbed up your leg now, and it felt like somehow was grasping harshly at your left ankle bone every time you walked on it, rattling the thing bitterly. 

 You were practically limping pathetically at your boyfriend's side, desperate hands clutching at his arm to stop you from completely toppling over into a pile of weak limbs right there. Because that’s what you were feeling at that exact moment; weak. 

 Hyunjin ran a frustrated hand through his peachy-pink locks, an exasperated sigh flooding from his lips, “I knew I shouldn’t have agreed to us going out today-” He started to grumble beside you. 

 Just then, the two of you stepped over a particular area of sidewalk that was somewhat cracked in the middle. And of course, your left shoe - your bad foot - just had to get caught in the tiny space there. Immediately, your body hurled to the ground as you grasped for your boyfriend. Thankfully, he caught you just in time before you hit the asphalt, pulling you up onto your feet again. 

 And when you stood straight once more, the agony only intensified even more so. Feeling so overwhelmed by it, and so, so weary with sudden despair, a tiny cry escaped past your lips as your legs gave out from underneath you. Toppling onto the ground in a heap of exhaustion, the tears were freely flowing down your cheeks. 

 Hyunjin was already crouching at your side, one arm wrapped around your waist. “Darling, what’s wrong-” He began, the worry seeping from his tone. 

 “It’s hurts, Hyunjin… like, a lot…” You managed to get out in between your sobs. Your vision was blurry from your tears, cheeks warm to the touch at the embarrassment of feeling others' eyes on you as they passed by on the street. 

 But not another word needed to be spoken, as you were soon being lifted into your boyfriend’s arms. And a moment later, he was gently placing you down on a nearby bench. 

 He was then crouching in front of your feet, gently grasping at your left foot and holding it out to him slowly. “Can I take a look at it, sweetheart?” He asked you with all of the tenderness in the world. The look in his eyes then- one of pure apprehension and heartache did something funny to your heart and only made you cry even harder. You nodded your head in silent approval. 

 Heart beating wildly inside your chest, you waited, and watched in bated since, as your boyfriend gingerly slipped off your thin sneaker. With thin, nimble fingers, he slid your baby-blue sock down and off of your foot. 

 And the moment he saw what lay underneath, he gasped audibly. Your foot was steadily turning purple and blue and was swollen all around the ankle. Eyes completely focused on your foot, Hyunjin turned your foot from either side, inspecting it diligently. 

 Finally, after what felt like an eternity of looking at it, he stared up at you with wide eyes. The heartbreaking look in them told you all you needed to know- the way that his lips slightly fell open in his surprise, jaw clenching in anger. “B-Baby, has it looked like this since you got home from the gym on Friday?” His fingers gently swept over the bone that was slightly protruding out to the side near your ankle. 

 The tears had begun to slow down, leaving wet trails down either of your heated cheeks. Sniffling, you meekly nodded your head yes in answer. “Why? Is it that bad?” 

 A deep crease formed between his dark brows, and his blush-pink hair blew in the cool February breeze that suddenly swept across the streets at that moment. “Sweetheart, this looks really- really bad,” his eyes flitted down to your foot again, which he was still holding in one of his palms. “I’ve seen a lot of injuries, and I know the signs… honey, I think you’ve sprained it.” 

 Your heart plummeted into the pit of your stomach. “W-What? But… how could that be? It’s not like I-” Your voice took on an incredulous tone, but before you could say anything else, your boyfriend was moving your foot again, turning it slightly so that he could slip your sock back on. You hissed in discomfort, biting down hard on your bottom lip to quell the moan that wanted to bubble up and out of you just then. The pain was unbearable. 

 Your boyfriend stood up from the ground, fitting two hands around your waist and helping you rise from the bench. He slipped an arm around your hips, securing you to his side as you slowly began to shuffle down the street, going backward from the way you had just come from. “C’mon, we gotta get you to the hospital.” He said, leading you two away from the shops that you had been at for the last few hours. 

 “Hospital? No- that’s not necessary, I just need to… rest at home, that’s all…” Your voice trailed off as another wave of pain throbbed through your tender foot. 

 Hyunjin leveled you with a glare. “It’s either you come with me willingly, or I carry you in my arms bridal style. Either way, you’re fucking going to the hospital.” The way he said the last of his words in that deathly-low tone sent a chill down your spine. Because you knew it all too well since he’d only use it on you when you were being particularly stubborn. And almost always, it was during a time when you weren’t taking any regard for your health, and Hyunjin had to force you to do the things necessary to practically stay alive. 

 “O-Okay…” You whispered. You struggled along beside him, fingers holding on tight to his thick brown winter jacket. “Just… don’t let go?” You stared up at him with big eyes, lip quivering a little bit from the pain of having to walk and put pressure on your bruised foot. 

 “Never, sweetheart.” He brought you closer to him then, practically wrapping both arms around your waist and helping you along the sidewalk as you slowly made your way back to his car. 

 “Well, you have a sprained ankle,” the nurse told you a few hours later. She was a rather short, petite-looking woman, with long, black hair swept up into a tight braid at the back of her head. “You’ll need to diligently rest for the next… four to six weeks. The doctor suggested using an ice pack for twenty minutes a few times a day, to help with the swelling.” 

 After you and Hyunjin had left Hongdae, it was only a matter of time before he found the nearest hospital and checked you into the Emergency Room there. After waiting for a little over an hour, you were finally called back into one of the exam rooms. It merely took the nurse and doctor one look at your ankle to confirm that it was sprained. After the doctor’s assessment, the nurse filed back into the room to hand you some paperwork to fill out. 

 During the entire visit, Hyunjin was sitting beside your hospital bed in a small chair, clutching onto your hand as you awaited the news of your diagnosis. He let out a sigh of relief at the news of it only being a sprain since he had been worrying that it was broken instead. 

 “And don’t walk on it,” the nurse continued, as she handed you a bottle of prescribed high-dosage pain medications. “I understand that it will be difficult to assimilate to a less active lifestyle for some time, but please remember that if you walk on it, doing so can put you at risk for horrible complications in the future and hinder you from achieving a full recovery.” 

 “I understand, thank you so much,” you said, giving her a soft smile as you fit the bottle of pain meds into your nearby purse. Your boyfriend was still clutching onto your hand, fingers squeezing a little too tightly as you positioned yourself back on the bed. 

 "I’ll give you two a few minutes, and then come back to assist you in checking out at the front desk.” The nurse returned your smile and bowed slightly at you and Hyunjin before making her way out of the room, quietly shutting the door behind her. 

 Immediately, your boyfriend turned to you with a deep frown. “And you’ve been walking on a sprained ankle for the past… three days.” He shook his head in disapproval, running a frantic hand through your hair. “Honestly, Y/N, I don’t understand why you do this to yourself- why you do it to me…” 

 Training your focus down at your lap, your fingers absently played with a loose strand from your thick winter sweater. “It’s not like I mean to not tell you stuff. It just… happens.” 

 “And you said you got this from lifting weights at the gym?” 

 His question forced your head to shoot up without you even thinking about it, eyes locking with his as he sat just beside you in his tiny vinyl chair. “Y-Yeah… I must’ve used the barbell wrong or something.” You laughed a little anxiously, heart beating painfully against your ribcage. 

 Because he couldn’t find out. It was downright embarrassing to think about him knowing you had been taking dance classes. But you also wanted to keep it a surprise for him, when you eventually performed your routine for him - not like that would happen anytime soon though, since you would be on bed rest for the foreseeable future. 

 Hyunjin brought his hand away from yours then, folding his arms across his chest stubbornly, crossing his legs together and giving you a knowing look. “I call bullshit. You don’t get a strained ankle from lifting a few pounds.” 

 “And how do you know that, mister?” 

 “Because I’ve seen the guys get injured from lifting before, but it never has to do with their ankles.” 

 “Well, maybe I’m the exception.” 

 “Cut the crap, sweetheart,” his voice came out a little cold just then, eyes raking over your form, studying your face to gauge your emotions at that moment. “Tell me what happened on Friday night.” 

 The embarrassment overtook you again, and you ripped your eyes from his. Focusing once more on your hands, you twisted the end of your sweater around your fingers. There wasn’t any use in keeping the ruse up any longer. It’s not like you’d be dancing the routine any time soon. So, you finally gave in and confessed to your boyfriend in a quiet mumble. 

 He leaned forward, tilting his body close to yours so that he could hear you better. “I didn’t hear that, love. Speak up.” 

 Clenching your fists in sudden annoyance, you stared at him, already feeling the crimson pooling in your cheeks. “I said- I was taking a dance class, okay?! And I fell and hurt my ankle- the instructor said it would be fine, but obviously, she isn’t a doctor…” 

 Silence filled the entire room after that, and it was charged with equal amounts of confusion and hurt. “Why in the world are you taking a dance class?” 

 “Because- I want to be good at dancing…” You exclaimed, staring into Hyunjin's eyes with what you hoped was a fierce expression. “I fucking suck at it- and- and you’re just so amazing, and I… I wanted to surprise you with a routine that I had learned all on my own. But then, I hurt myself, so that’s never gonna happen now.” 

 “Don’t say that.” 

 “Say what?” You canted your head to the side, watching as the emotions erupted across your boyfriend's face. First, it was anger, that you had kept such a secret from him for so long, then it was sadness, that you had felt the need to prove yourself in any way to him. 

 “Say that you suck at dancing,” he began, as he moved forward and clasped either of your hands in his. He brought them close to his mouth, lips hovering near your skin and pressing a few soft kisses to your knuckles. “You’re great at it, baby, don’t doubt yourself. And I was never amazing right off the bat. It took me a long time and lots of hard work to get where I am today.”

 “Yeah, but some people are just naturally born with it, and I don’t think I am. So… that’s why I was trying to improve.” You shrugged slowly, a zap of energy coursing through your veins each time Hyunjin pressed a fervent kiss against your hands. 

 “Well, I always think that improvement is good. But, there has to be a balance. You can’t simply ignore your health just because you want to get better at something.” Your boyfriend said in a calm voice, the warmth of it vibrating on your flesh and softening some hard part inside of you. “And besides, even if you weren’t born with the gift of dance - which I don’t believe to be true - there are still other gifts that you have that are unique and wonderful to you, baby. You shouldn’t compare yourself to me, or anyone else, for that matter.” 

 You gave him a frown, eyes locked on his mouth that kept nearing your knuckles and pressing kisses there. “I know, but… it’s just hard sometimes, you know? To be dating such a… talented man.” 

 A tiny sound of pain - of heartbreak - fled from Hyunjin’s mouth then, and suddenly, he was pulling you towards him. Fitting his arms around your waist, he squeezed on tight. In an instant, you melted into the touch, burrowing yourself into the crook of his neck and inhaling his calming, sweet scent. 

 “I’m so sorry that you’ve felt like this, sweetheart. I had no idea.” He mumbled close to your ear, imprinting a soft kiss against the exposed skin there. “How can I make it up to you, darling? How can I change things, so that you don’t think so poorly of yourself anymore?” 

 You positioned yourself away from him a tiny bit, offering him a light smile, “Babe, you don’t have to do anything for me. My low self-esteem when it comes to dancing isn’t your fault, so don’t worry about it.” 

 He leaned in, kissing your lips gently. “Yes, but I don’t like the thought of you feeling so down about your abilities…” his voice trailed off into silence, as he contemplated what he could do for you. “I know- I’m going to nurse you back to health, and when your ankle is completely healed, I’ll help you continue learning that dance routine from your class. How does that sound, love?” 

 You kissed him back, hot breaths mingling slightly in the passion of the moment. “I’d like that very much, but… don’t you have your schedules?” 

 Hyunjin waved a nonchalant hand in the air like he didn’t have so many people expecting high standards from him every single day. “I can still help you and do my job, baby- it isn’t rocket science.” 

 You contemplated his idea over in your head. You hadn’t liked him trying to teach you different dances in the past, but perhaps that was because of your issues and not because of his teaching. And now that your struggles with the thing were out in the open, you got the feeling that your boyfriend would be extra careful when teaching you - treat you extra gently when explaining certain moves. 

 “Okay, I like the idea,” you decided, nodding your head slowly in approval. A wide smile cracked across your lips as you stared at his face that was alight with happiness and contentment, “When do we start?” 

 “How does eight weeks from now sound? To give your ankle plenty of time to heal.” 

 Gently carding a few fingers through his light, peachy-pink silky locks, you bent into him, the smile still plastered onto your face as you gave his mouth another kiss which felt like the hundredth one in the last hour. “Sounds perfect.” You said, and soon he was smirking against your lips, before tightening his grip around your hips, yanking you ever closer to his form, and smashing his mouth against yours in a fiery, loving kiss. 

 Fin. 

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13. Actually not really

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AN: yes all four of them are waiting in cars for each other :/Do you want the next update to be written? This was longer but tumblr allows 10 so rest in the next :)) I don't think alot of ppl like reading in smau👀

*･゜ﾟ𝑮𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: 𝑆𝑀𝐴𝑈 𝕝 𝐸𝑛𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠, 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑠𝑡.

*･゜ﾟ𝑷𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝐻𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑗𝑖𝑛 𝑥 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟

*･゜ﾟ𝑺𝒚𝒏𝒐𝒑𝒔𝒊𝒔:𝑊𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑜𝑠 𝑢𝑛𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑐𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟.𝑊𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑎𝑟 𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑜𝑛 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑜𝑙𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑚𝑠? 𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒? 𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡?

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16. Tomorrow

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*･゜ﾟ𝑷𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝐻𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑗𝑖𝑛 𝑥 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟

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17. I'm all ears

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AN: jakey made yn inhale for 20 secs cause he got distracted btw. Do you guys like yn jake dynamic? I ll keep him around if guys do:) did I just misspell subsidiary jakes gonna make fun of me:D thanks for reading 💗

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18. He's clean

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AN:yn doesn't care about news she's all about business 🤪 sorry about the text mistakes this time :/ Hyunjin had Waffles ready yn:(

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19. He wasn't my boyfriend

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AN: it's going to be almost 3 months since HS started. It ll be cruel to drag it more so faster updates! Grammatical mistakes once again Sorry! Thanks for reading 💗

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*･゜ﾟ𝑮𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: 𝑆𝑀𝐴𝑈 𝕝 𝐸𝑛𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠, 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑠𝑡.

*･゜ﾟ𝑷𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝐻𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑗𝑖𝑛 𝑥 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟

*･゜ﾟ𝑺𝒚𝒏𝒐𝒑𝒔𝒊𝒔:𝑊𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑜𝑠 𝑢𝑛𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑐𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟.𝑊𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑎𝑟 𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑜𝑛 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑜𝑙𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑚𝑠? 𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒? 𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡?

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20. New home(?)

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*･゜ﾟ𝑮𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: 𝑆𝑀𝐴𝑈 𝕝 𝐸𝑛𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠, 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑠𝑡.

*･゜ﾟ𝑷𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝐻𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑗𝑖𝑛 𝑥 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟

*･゜ﾟ𝑺𝒚𝒏𝒐𝒑𝒔𝒊𝒔:𝑊𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑜𝑠 𝑢𝑛𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑐𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟.𝑊𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑎𝑟 𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑜𝑛 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑜𝑙𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑚𝑠? 𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒? 𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡?

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21. White lady or Katherine?

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AN: my mind has gone numb. The screenshots consume more time than typing all of it. Anw it's Hyunjin dramatic era but what's up with yn?

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*･゜ﾟ𝑮𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: 𝑆𝑀𝐴𝑈 𝕝 𝐸𝑛𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠, 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑠𝑡.

*･゜ﾟ𝑷𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝐻𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑗𝑖𝑛 𝑥 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟

*･゜ﾟ𝑺𝒚𝒏𝒐𝒑𝒔𝒊𝒔:𝑊𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑜𝑠 𝑢𝑛𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑐𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟.𝑊𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑎𝑟 𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑜𝑛 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑜𝑙𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑚𝑠? 𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒? 𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡?

my angel ✫ hwang hyunjin (800+)

(needed) a/n ✫ omg. so sorry for the inactivity on posting but this month had hit me the hardest - being really busy with life, i couldn’t sit down and find time to write so finally i wrote something short and sweet. also im a hyunjin girly rn but enha posts return! also not proof read.

you would believe your boyfriend’s parents if they said angels paid him a visit when he was born and blessed him with the most perfect face you’ve ever seen. pure strangers, mainly girls, have a hard time missing him if they walk past him because he’s so beautiful.

hyunjin melts everytime you call him beautiful, insisting on it. it’s habit of hyunjin to deny and kiss you when you say those things but when he took you into his arms and held you so you couldn’t move, you knew you were loved.

it’s late at the park and a few couple and friend groups remain on the grass. you wondered if kissing you in public crossed hyunjin’s mind but it seemed everyone was already focused on the sunset.

he smiled before leaning closer into your face and places soft kisses that tickled you. fighting them was pointless but you wanted to only because you knew how pink your cheeks get.

“you sure you’re not referring to yourself, beautiful?” he hums, smushing his lips onto your pink cheeks. he’s lucky he’s beautiful and you’d never want to ruin his pretty face.

he continues to kiss you as you let it happen.

“just accept it hyunjin. you are an angel in disguise.”

you feel hyunjin’s kisses come to a stop and you look over to him, wondering where they went.

hyunjin’s eyes were sparkling, looking back and forth from both of your eyes. it’s as if he was making sure you were watching what he was doing - or going to do.

you could trail your gaze across his face to find his pretty mole under his eye or his long lips that were red and plump, but holding eye contact with him felt more intimate then anything else.

his lips curled into a soft smile as he began to speak softly to you.

“are you aware how angelic you look right now? you can’t convince me your not an angel standing in front of me.” he says as he lets one of his arms release from behind you to take your hair behind your ear.

it’s unfair he can do that to you, makes your heart flutter as if you’ve fallen in love with him all over again.

you look to the side, trying to dismiss his comment.

“you’re just saying that-“

“you’re beautiful y/n.” hyunjin takes your face in his hands and raises your head to look up at him. hearing him say that made you feel warm. if hyunjin was always here to let you know you were beautiful, you could be saved from any sadness or pain.

he won’t be able to ignore his beauty either, so you softly remind him again.

“i love you.”

“i love you.”

meeting his lips and adoring the softness of them felt like heaven. every aspect of him reminded of you of heaven. you two held each other close and shared sweet nothings when you two pulled away.

hyunjin rose your hand to his lips and placed a soft kiss to both. you smiled and adored each one.

“so,” he held your hands in front of him and played with them as he trailed. your laugh adorned the moment.

“what are our plans for tomorrow?” you question why he wonders of plans for tomorrow, it’s not even night time.

“since this day is ending.” he answers but it didn’t seem to satisfy you completely.

you wonder what the two of you can do. it’s always fun going on dates or simply staying inside and being all cozy but it’s hard to decide.

“do we need it planned out?” you ask, wrapping your arms around him and fitting your head under his chin.

hyunjin smiles as you do so and shakes his head softly.

“no, not at all.”

you two hold each other in a hug for a moment before you continue you on with plans.

“well.. i did make one plan.”

hyunjin listens, not daring to break your hug just yet.

“to start calling you my angel.”

hyunjin broke out into the sweetest laugh and you weren’t trying to make him laugh. you didn’t want it to stop so you smiled as he brought his laugh down. he seemed to have something to say as he cleared his throat.

“okay deal.” you smiled hearing him say that. “but..” you sometimes dread but’s.

“you have to let me call you my goddess.”

maybe you would and maybe you would love to kiss him for the rest of the night. you simply shrugged, acting as if that wasn’t an issue. hyunjin senses something and squeezed your soft cheeks.

“my goddess?”

“you are so lucky i’m in love with you hyunjin!” you raise your voice as you burn up and leave his hug to walk away. like a dog, hyunjin follows behind you and takes your hand in his.

“yes. i am very lucky.” is all he had to say to show his innocence in loving you.

getting to be in love with hyunjin is a chance to live in heaven on earth.

𓉸ྀི ©vampirehoon

Hot, hot, HOT 🔥 this was sexy and spicy, and it wasn't even smutty!

Dark Revelry

Pairing: Hwang Hyunjin x female reader

Genre: romance

Warnings: suggestive with the assumption of leading to sex.

Word count: 1288

The roar from the guitar was primal, sinking deep into your skin. Guttural rifts consumed the valley festival, the steady thrum of bass shooting through your veins. Your heartbeat marched in beat to the endless drumming, the music leading the path to animalistic moves from the partygoers.

The revelry had taken everyone hostage, and you were not immune. Your once dubious appearance at the festival was now forgotten, and the anxiety long dissipated, along with the tension in your body. You had been dancing for what had to be hours, yet you weren’t tired at all. Your body anticipated the way the musicians would dictate your next movements, as if you were a marionette and they held your strings. You had been consumed by darkness, the sounds claiming the valley and your soul. You briefly wondered if you had stepped into an enchanted land, forced to dance until the dawn broke, or your body gave out.

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just imagine that you are at a prestigious rich people party where hyunjin hwang meets and falls in love with you at first sight so much that that coveted billionaire bachelor who will do anything to have you and make you his

please someone make him a fanfic!! ughhfgg

What was wrong with him??????????????????? why is it so fucking good? I mean shit it's so beautiful, make me a son plss I beggg youughfefgj

what the fuckk hyunjin let me come on your belly while I rub my wet pussy into your lap, I swear I'll say pleasee