I Do Hate "normal"

I do hate "normal"

I've always hated expectations. The norm. It's always about what other people want you to do, want you to be.

I can understand that there's a need for "normal" in society. Biologically, our brains just group up similar concepts together to better manage all of it. So it intrinsically dislikes what goes out of the norm, what's different.

But it sucks especially when you're what's different. Or don't do what people expect of you, don't dress how they expect you to dress, don't talk or walk or act in the ways they want. If anything, I want to say that I'm never gonna be normal. There are days where I'll be more different, days where I'll be less different, but.. not normal. And if anything, people shouldn't expect you to be whatever you're not. They'll have to deal if they don't like it. But I like different. There's something quite beautiful in different. And everyone is different in a way. Not "special", just different. Unique.

And that's beautiful!

"i couldnt call someone an it" "it/its pronouns make me uncomfortable, im not calling you that" "that feels dehumanizing"

discomfort is not an excuse to misgender someone xoxo

Huh. Guess I'm ungrateful now XD.

oh your pronouns are he/they?

well that’s mathematically incorrect becuase you can still simplify the fraction since both sides have “he”

making your pronouns technically 1/ty

I know it's not even pride, but like how can you NOT?!? It's a little pride crow!

Happy Pride Month!

Faust the Crow loves you even more than she did the last 2 years!

So, I'm a boy.. kinda.

I used to not think much about it. I'm a boy.

I was born a boy, I grew up a boy, so I've been a boy. But.. there are days where I don't.. boy. I boy most days and when I'm tired, I default to boy. And I don't mind being a boy, I'm fine with it. But there are days I don't wanna boy. I wanna.. be me. Not boy me, just.

Just me. I like my days when I put on jeans and an unassuming t-shirt, add on a cool jacket and just go about my day. But now that I've had more freedom to explore things.. I find myself wanting to just not boy sometimes. Sometimes, I wanna paint my nails or try on make-up. Why not? Thinking back, I've always wanted to try different clothes, jackets on the women section of the mall or shirts with cute colorful styles. I wanna try on dresses, see how they make me feel. I wanna try on different shoes and try different crop tops.. I wanna let my hair grow long, 'till I can maybe put it up in a messy bun from time to time. So yeah, I'm a boy. Except when I'm just... not.