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From Gold To Mold
From Gold to Mold
Chapter 5: The Departure (Warning: this chapter will contain violence. Read at your own risk.)

Itâs been around two months since you accepted the Megamycete into your body and for the first time since you were dragged to Gotham, youâre actually happy. With its vast archives, youâre bursting with knowledge spanning over the course of four-hundred years, ranging from the academic to the arts and itâs thanks to that knowledge that your grades have skyrocketed in the past few weeks; where once you struggled with something, now you know better than even the teachers, even correcting them when they make a mistake and outpacing the best students in your class. Sure, by this time, itâs a little too late to get to the top of your class, but you really donât care about your ranking; all that matters is being able to complete your homework, class assignments, and tests in record time, giving you time to work on more important things, like your game.
Included in the Megamyceteâs records are the knowledge and memories of many computer programmers, some of them working for Bruce in his tech division; you also have many artists and musicians swimming in your head, many of them talented in making art on computers, so with your newfound knowledge, youâve made tremendous strides in making your game. A year ago, you thought you would have to find a way to crowdfund the game in order to pay artists, musicians, and programmers and it would take a few years to make it ready for players, but now, youâre sure you can have this game ready by yourself within the year.
Not only has your intellectual attributes increased, but so have your physical abilities; the Megamyceteâs records also include many athletes, both professional and student, and you know how to play every sport thatâs ever been played in Gotham, but you havenât shown any improvement in gym class. You never had any interest in sports before and you sure as hell donât know. Plus, if you suddenly start showing everyone in the school that youâve all of a sudden become smarter and stronger out of nowhere, you might attract enough attention that not even the Waynes can ignore.
And that wonât end well for anyone.
Speaking of them, you know they heard about what happened at the My Alibi bar and are working overtime to find the culprit, the only thing they know for certain is that it was the work of someone new. It actually brought a smile to your face when you learned about it, that for all their detective skills, they have no idea that the person theyâre hunting for is under their own roof. While Damian is the only one to have ever told you to your face, you know they all think youâre stupid; that because you chose to deal with your fucked up life in a semi-healthy way and not dress up in some stupid little costume and fistfight psychopaths, that must mean thereâs something wrong with you in the head.
Fuck all of them. You donât need them and tomorrow night, youâll be driving back to Goodsprings.
When you turned eighteen, you inherited all of your Mommaâs assets, namely her life insurance policy, bank accounts, and royalties from all her books, all of which was worth a little over two-million; at first, you were going to save that money for when you moved back to Goodsprings in case you had to fix up your old home and pay the bills, but after almost dying due to relying on bus stops and bumming rides off of Alfred was unfair to the man, you decided to take some of the money and invest it in a car. The Megamycete had absorbed many modern car experts, so you were able to pick out a brand new car that was worth the hit to your wallet.
Plus, you had a way of earning a pretty penny and stick it to Bruce at the same time: sell his proprietary technology to Lex Corp. Many of Bruceâs employees are buried in Gothamâs cemeteries, some of them working on the latest technological breakthrough at the time of their deaths and you knew Bruceâs biggest business rival would kill to see what Bruceâs scientists are cooking up in their lab.
You reached out to the man using your computer knowledge to send him an email that couldnât be traced back to you, stating you had the specs for several of Wayne Enterprisesâ latest large scale projects and asked him if he was interested in buying them for a couple million in cash. Knowing heâd never consider the deal without some proof, you included bits and pieces of what you were offering, just enough to show you were legit, but not enough to be useful without the rest of it.
Sure enough, he took the hit and now, here you are, meeting with the most powerful man in Metropolis in his office, which overlooks the entire city. Of course, youâre smart enough to not show him your face, so you took the form of some Joe Schmo that died years ago.
âI donât believe it,â the man exclaims as he sifts through the papers you drew the designs on. âMedicine, experimental aircraft specs, software designs! Over a million spent in corporate espionage and nothing to show for it. Then you come along, offering more than enough to recoup those losses and then some.â He looks back at you, an ominous twinkle in his eye that makes you shiver. âAny chance I can rely on your services in the future?â
âPerhaps,â you say in your disguised voice. âIf I get my hands on more WE secrets, Iâll keep you in mind. Now, about my money?â
âOf course,â he purrs. He snaps at his assistant, who places the briefcase she was holding on his desk and opens it, revealing more money than youâve ever seen in your entire life. âTwenty million in unmarked bills. I trust thatâs more than enough?â
âYes,â you say, trying to hide your shock from earning enough money to last you the rest of your life in just a few seconds. âI believe it is.â
(We see no signs of sabotage or subterfuge,) the Megamycete says. (It would appear Luthor intends to keep his word. For once.)
âMercy will see you out,â Lex says as you take the briefcase. He then holds out a business card. âAnd this is my personal number and email. If you have more secrets youâre looking to sell, call me day or night.â
âThank you,â you say as you pocket the card.
And with that, you follow the assistant out of Lexâs office and down to the lobby.
(You must be happy to have amassed such a fortune,) the Megamycete states as you walk out the front door. (And exacting revenge on Bruce Wayne makes this moment all the better.)
âYouâre damn right,â you respond with a chuckle.
(Perhaps you could use some of that money to enjoy yourself? Since our joining, you have been hard at work with your education or your project. Taking some time to have fun will do you a world of good.)
Its words resonate with you. Sure, youâve been busy with catching up on school and the gaps in your game, but youâve done some fun things the last few weeks, right?
(No, we are afraid you have not.)
âDamn,â you mutter. âGuess I should change that.â You glance down at the briefcase in your hand. âWell, we have twenty mil of Lexâs money in here. How about have a night out in Gotham?â
(We agree wholeheartedly,â it exclaims, its voice full of joy and anticipation. (We look forward to seeing what you have planned.)
You chuckle as you change your form to your hardened mold armor and wings and take flight into Metropolisâ night sky. Fortunately for you, itâs a quiet night in the massive city, so Superman isnât flying around, so you donât have to worry about bumping into the Man of Steel.
âI gotta say, this city looks a helluva lot better than Gotham,â you remark as you soar above the skyscrapers. âGotham looks like a giant tomb while Metropolis looks like the future.â
(Yes, we have noticed that no matter the era, the architecture of Gotham refuses to change. The city seems to be doomed to remain locked in a by-gone age. We look forward to seeing the world beyond.)
âYouâll love Goodsprings. Sure, itâs the size of a stamp compared to a behemoth like Gotham, but you can actually sit on your porch at night and not have to worry about gunshots or escaped lunatics. People actually have conversations with one another instead of telling you to fuck off.â
In a less than thirty minutes, you arrive back at Gotham and land on the roof of Wayne Manor and quietly sneak in. Jokerâs still on the loose, no doubt waiting for the perfect moment to unveil his latest sick and twisted plan, so everyoneâs out and Alfredâs stuck in the Batcave, keeping an eye on camera feeds.
You take out a few bills from the briefcase before hiding it under your mattress and heading out to the back where you keep your car parked. While Bruce has multiple cars, every single one of them is a high-end luxury car that costs way more than yours, so you didnât want to take the risk of Bruce or the others finding it and doing something to it, so you keep your car behind a large barn thatâs used to hold all the groundskeeping equipment.
As you drive off the property, you tell your phone to dial Alfred, who answers it halfway through the first ring.
âMaster Y/N, is everything alright?â
âYeah, Alfred, everythingâs fine. I was just letting you know that Iâm going out for a bit. Thought some time outside the house would do me some good.â
âWhile I agree that you need to get more, perhaps tonight isnât the best time,â he says hesitantly. âI mean, the Joker is still out there, no doubt planning another heinous act.â
Youâre touched by the manâs concern for you. Really, you are. But, with the Megamycete, you have nothing to fear.
âDonât worry, Alfred, Iâll be fine.,â you reassure him. âI promise I wonât be gone too long. Iâll just be in Amusement Mile for an hour or two.â
âStill, I wish you werenât going by yourself. Perhaps I can get one of your siblingsââ
âNo,â you cut him off. âIâm going out to have fun before I graduate, not be miserable. If I wanted to be tortured, Iâd throw myself in Arkhamâs Intensive Care Building.â
âI know why you feel that way, Master Y/N, but maybe you can give them another chance? Youâll be graduating tomorrow night and leaving after the ceremony. I just donât want you leaving us under such bad circumstances.â
You know the manâs been trying to get the Waynes to notice you, but theyâre all busy with their own lives in addition to being vigilantes at night, either fighting crime in Gotham, BlĂźdhaven, or elsewhere around the world. And when theyâre all home, theyâre spending time together, having fun that was never meant to include you. You learned that after countless times coming downstairs and seeing them, eating delicious food, laughing, watching movies, and enjoying themselves without you. After a while, you stopped going downstairs when you heard noises coming from the living room.
You donât belong here, either in the Wayne Family or in Gotham. You never did. You know it, they know it, and deep down, Alfred knows it, whether he wants to admit it or not. Youâre a Gould, not a Wayne and thereâs nothing thatâs going to change that.
âAlfred, I think the ship for us being a âhappy, loving familyâ sailed long time ago. Theyâve made it clear that thereâs no room for me in their world and I sure as hell donât want them in mine. All I want to do is go home.â
âI understand,â he says after a brief moment of silence. âI hope you have fun, Master Y/N. And please, if you get into trouble, call me straight away.â
âI will, Alfred. Iâll talk to you later.â And with that, you hang up.
You let out a sigh when the line goes dead. You hated saying things like that to the poor man, but itâs how you feel about the Waynes. Ever since you moved in, all you heard about Bruce is that heâs a caring man and a loving father, but that care and love only appears to be for those he deems worthy of it. For someone like you, a bastard born from a careless one-night stand, he has nothing but neglect and indifference.
And the same goes for the others. Theyâre all a dysfunctional hodgepodge that are saturated with so much trauma and paranoia that itâs a miracle that they havenât killed each other yet. Youâre sure if they were locked up in Arkham and studied, they could fill an entire libraryâs worth of psychological textbooks.
(You should not concern yourself with them. They have made it clear that they are not worthy of your love or forgiveness. After so many years of suffering, you are so close to breaking free from your prison. By this time tomorrow, you will be back where you belong.)
âYeah, back home. Finally.â
After thirty grueling minutes of dealing with Gothamâs traffic, you finally reach your destination: Bat Burger. As much as you hate any mention of Batman, Gothamâs cashed in on the âBat Crazeâ and inserts him into anything they can. At least the foodâs good; almost good enough to make you ignore the cartoonish Batfamily designs on all the walls. Emphasis on the almost.
âWelcome to Bat Burger,â the teenage cashier, dressed in a uniform designed around Batman, says in a monotone voice as you approach the counter. A brief look in his eyes tells you heâd rather be anywhere else right now. âHow can I bring justice to your hunger today?â
âCan I get a Batburger with ketchup, large fries, and a large Bat Cola?â
âDo you want to Jokerize those fries,â he asks as he types in your order.
âNo thanks.â You hand him a hundred dollar bill. âI donât need the change. Keep it as a tip.â
âOh,â he exclaims, the dead look in his eye gone, replaced by shock. âYou sure?â
âYeah,â you respond, happy to see such a transformation in the teen.
âThank you,â he stutters as he hands you your cup for your drink. âYour foodâll be out in a minute. Let me know if you need anything else.â
You nod as you take the cup to the drink station.
(That was quite charitable of you,) the Megamycete remarks as you fill up your cup. (Such an action is rare in this city.)
âHe looked like he needed it. I know what itâs like to be that miserable. Plus, itâs not like weâre hurting for money. If I ever run low, I still have plenty of Bruceâs secrets I can sell to Lex for a couple million.â
(Indeed. It would appear he had many of his employees working on secret projects that were not meant to be released. Perhaps such things were only meant for his nightly activities?)
âWouldnât doubt it,â you say as you sit down. âKinda surprised no oneâs figured it out. Batmanâs toys look expensive and thereâs not that many people in Gotham that could foot a bill that big other than Bruce Wayne.â
Not long after that, your order was called and you collected your fast food goodness. You practically moan as you take your first bite.
(This is quite appealing,) it says as you take another bite. (Savoring the food in real time is far batter than savoring it from the memories of the deceased.)
âIâve wanted to come here for a while,â you say as you take a few fries. âAlways saw the garbage cans full of Batburger bags when they came back from patrol. They never offered to take me and I never asked.â
(Their loss, we assure you. We can think of no better meal companion.)
âShucks,â you chuckle. âYouâre making me blush.â
After your meal, you decided to go to the arcade a few blocks away from the restaurant, eager to show the Megamycete all your favorite games. Also, with it behind you, you might be able to earn more tickets and win some of the bigger prizes. Your strideâs broken when you hear screaming, gunfire, and people running from the Gotham Arcade.
âWhatâs going on,â you ask a man as he tries to run past you.
âItâs Joker,â he exclaims, his eyes full of fear. âHeâs shooting up the place!â
He runs away as you duck into an alley and call upon the mold to form the armor youâve been using a lot lately. As you walk towards the arcade, you look through the roots and see the Bats scattered across the city, handling other crises; meaning they wouldnât be here anytime soon.
âGuess itâs up to us to save the day.â
(The Clown has added many into our archives, all of whom spent their last moments of life terrified and in pain. We think it is time he knows fear.)
You walk into the arcade and are greeted by with over a dozen bodies, all of them riddled with bullet holes.
âMy god,â you say, stepping over two teen boys who look like brothers. âThere wasnât a point to this. This is an arcade, not a bank. He just did this because he could.â
You follow the sound of gunfire until you see the Joker, dressed in his signature purple suit, shooting at a bunch of arcade cabinets.
âThis is so much fun,â he exclaims as he rips a bunch of tickets from the machines. âDonât you agree, Harley?â
âSure do, Mistah J,â his partner, clad in her usual red and black spandex and jester hat, answers as she slams her giant mallet down on a poor Whack-A-Mole machine. She bends down and rips out a bunch of tickets from the smoking husk and holds it up to Joker like some offering to an ancient god. âLook, Puddinâ, I won so many tickets!â
Itâs then the two lunatics notice your presence.
âWell, well, well,â Joker says as he pockets his ill-gotten tickets. âNot the costumed freak I was expecting.â He holds his hands up to his head. âYouâre missing the ears and everything.â
The two laugh and you roll your eyes under your mask.
âLooks like Olâ Batsy has a new brat in his nest,â she jokes. âSo, whoâre you?â
âOh, Harley, his name doesnât matter.â He pulls out his gun and points it at you. âHeâll just be another corpse.â
He fires the gun and this time, the bullet actually penetrates your armor and pierces your lower torso. You wince at the feeling of a bullet in your gut.
(It would appear the clown uses a higher caliber than the common scum of Gotham,) the Megamycete explains as it heals your body, stitching the wound closed and hardening your armor to repel the stronger bullets. (Funny how he possesses such toys after being in Arkham for so long.)
âOh, youâre a tough one, arenât you,â he says, seeing that youâre not going down. âNormally, his little birdies go down from just a little love tap. Are you sure you belong to Batman?â
Now that pisses you off. Bruce may have had a hand in bringing you into the world, but youâre not his. Youâre so pissed, in fact, that you raise your right arm and call upon a long tendril that pierces the center of the clownâs chest and pull him towards you.
âMistah J,â Harley shouts in fear as you bring Joker to your face. Sheâs obviously paralyzed by fear because she stands there, doing nothing but watching the scene unfold before her.
His pasty white chin is covered in blood as it pours from his mouth and his eyes are wide as saucers.
âNow ainât that a surprise,â he says with a chuckle, causing him to cough up blood.
âGet this through your sick and twisted head, clown,â you hiss. âIâm not Batmanâs anything. Thereâs no words in any language that can express how much I hate him.â
You twist the tendril and take pleasure in watching him wince in pain.
(He fears you more than the Bat right now. Good. You are far superior than that worm and his collection of misfits. You always were.)
You feel yourself grin at that. You are better than them, arenât you?
âAnd as much as I hate to admit it, Jason was right on how to deal with you. When you have a tumor, you donât dress up in some stupid costume and beat it until it stops being a tumor.â You lift him far above, his head almost touching the ceiling. He flails around, but your tendril holds him in place. âYou take a knife and cut it out.â
And with that, your tendril sprouts dozens of smaller ones that burst through his body, rendering it full of holes that it looks like a blood soaked piece of Swiss cheese. Said tendrils twist around until what was once the Joker is reduced to chunks of meat.
âMister J,â Harley shouts, her voice full of agony, as his remains fall to the floor, landing with a wet splat. She looks at the pile of flesh, tears streaming from her eyes before turning to you, her gaze full of hate. âYou bastard!â
She charges at you, her mallet raised and ready to strike, but you wrap her in your tendril, stopping her advance and making her drop her weapon. She struggles and as she does, she lets out loud sobs; ones were intimately familiar with. You let out similar ones when you lost your Momma and over the years youâve spent in Wayne Manor.
âYou killed my Puddinâ,â she weeps. âWhen Bats hears about this, heâll hunt you down like a damn animal! And when youâre thrown in Arkham, Iâll be waiting for ya!â
(She has a point. Batman and his flock are already looking for you and when they learn you have killed the clown, they will make finding you their top priority; they will marshal every resource at their disposal to finding your identity. Even if she cannot provide them with your identity, she presents a risk to our secrecy.)
You ponder on this as you watch Harley struggle against her bindings, her sobs now filling the arcade. You know the Megamycete is right; sheâs a loose end you canât afford, especially when youâre so close to going home. Plus, you know with Joker gone, Harley has no one to control her and with how racked with grief over the loss of her âlove,â sheâs a huge risk to everyone on Gotham.
You decide the risks are too great and command a smaller tendril to emerge from the one holding Harley, have it wrap itself around her neck, and quickly snap it, the noise it makes ringing in your ears like a gunshot. You release her from your grip and she tumbles to the floor, lifeless.
(It had to be done,) it assures you. (She represented a threat not just to you, but to the rest of the city. There is no telling how many people would have been hurt the next time she broke free from the asylumâs confines. Plus, the influence of the clown would have stayed with her, even after his death. She would most likely never have returned to what she once was. The rest of her life would have been spent mourning over the clown, inflicting pain onto the innocent, and escaping from and being returned to the asylum. You showed her mercy.)
You hear the words and in some way, they make sense, but right now, you donât feel like you showed mercy. Youâve heard of the Tragedy of Doctor Harleen Quinzel, everyone in Gotham has at one point or another; the story of a poor psychiatrist new to Arkham who had been prayed upon by a manipulative mass murderer, turning her into his demented partner in crime and cutting a bloody swath across Gotham every time they escaped, leaving behind many orphans, widows, and corpses in their wake. She had spent years listening to other peopleâs problems and for once, wanted someone to listen to her, to make her feel like she was important.
In many ways, you can relate. Maybe in another life, you two couldâve been friends, wallowing together in your shared misery.
Just then, you learn from the roots that the Bats have been informed of the Jokerâs appearance and are now on their way here to capture hm, unaware that youâd already beaten them to the punch.
âLetâs go,â you say, moving quickly. âWeâre done here.â
In no time flat, youâre back to your car and out of the area before the Bats showed up.
âSorry, buddy, but it looks like we may have to take a rain check on that night out.)
(We understand. And you should not feel guilty because of your actions. It is thanks to you that not only many will be able to sleep peacefully in their beds, but many beyond this mortal realm will finally know peace. While many threats to Gotham remain, its largest one has finally been put down.)
âYeah, I guess.â
(It is also worth noting that we have only been joined for a short time, you have accomplished much more than Batman has the last two decades.)
That actually makes you feel a little better. Yeah, Bruce has been doing this for years and Gothamâs still a hellhole. In the span of a singe night, you make it visibly more safer. And to top it all off, heâll be racking his brain trying to find out who the hell killed him and heâll have no idea it was you, his forgotten firstborn son.
âThat does make me feel a little better. Thanks.â
âOk, when you find out who did this, can you please tell me so I can end them a thank you card before you lock em up,â Jason says as they watch what remains of the Joker being collected into a large evidence bag by GCPD while Harleyâs body is placed on a gurney and covered by a sheet before being wheeled out.
âYou know, I hate to say it,â Jim says as he dismisses a detective. âBut I think this is going to make the city way safer. Hell, the mayor may want to offer whoever did this a key to the city.â
âIt doesnât matter if all crime in Gotham stops because of this,â Bruce responds. âIt was done the wrong way and when I find out who did this, Iâll deliver them to Arkham myself. Iâll take Jokerâs remains back to the Batcave, see if I can find any clues on the identity of his killer. Iâll give them back to you along with my findings.â
âThanks,â the police commissioner responds as he takes the bag from a forensic investigator and hands it to him.
âCome on, B,â Jason whines as they leave the arcade. âJoker was a piece of shit and it was only gonna end with his death. Whoever this person is, do they really deserve to rot in Arkham over someone like him?â
âWhoever this person is, they took the law into their hands.â
âPot meet kettle,â Jason mutters, but Bruce doesnât acknowledge the remark.
âAnd this person clearly has powers. If they go off the deep end, thereâs no telling what will happen. We need to find them before something happens and someone gets hurt.â
Finding this person just became their top priority.
This is it, the night youâve been waiting for: graduation. Itâs funny, when you first woke up this morning, you could feel every second of the day tick as you waited for the graduation ceremony. The only thing that made the time go by fast was you thinking about the conversation you overheard in the kitchen this morning.
Bruce and Tim talking about spending the day at their computers, analyzing every camera feed in Amusement Mile to look for whoever killed Joker. You had to bite your tongue to keep you from laughing. Here you are, the person theyâre chomping at the bit to catch, and they have no idea youâre in the other room. You should be happy that they finally want something to do with you, but you know itâs only because you sent Joker to hell, something Bruce shouldâve done years ago.
And when you heard that Tim was skipping the graduation ceremony to aid in patrolling? You immediately did a cartwheel down the hall. Not only will you finally be free from Gotham, but you wonât have to share the spotlight with Tim and risk catching their attention, though they probably wouldâve had no idea who you were. Alfred tried to get Tim to reconsider getting Bruce to attend, but when those two are obsessing over something, itâs impossible to tear them away from it. The butler tried to tell Bruce that he had another son graduating, but the man left before the sentence could be complete, stating he had work to do.
At this point, it doesnât even phase you. You know theyâve practically forgotten your existence and you couldnât care less. You have everything you need to go back home and start your new life, you donât need them for anything.
âMaster Y/N, are you sure you donât want me to call master Bruce and have him attend your graduation,â the butler fusses over your cap and gown for the umpteenth time. âAs you father, he should be here to see one of the most important moments in your life.â
âItâs fine, Alfred, I donât need him here. Frankly, with the way heâs acted over the years, Iâm glad heâs not here. Same with Tim.â
The butler looks at you and you grimace at your remark. Ever since becoming the Megamyceteâs host, youâve noticed changes in your behavior. Where once you use to keep comments like that to yourself, you know say them in front of Alfred, unafraid for his reaction. Or how you use to always speak in a barely audible whisper for fear of being overheard by the Waynes, now you talk to Alfred at a volume that could easily attract unwanted attention. And youâre certain heâs noticed your change, too. God knows that man is aware of everything that goes on in his house.
(It is because you no longer have that fear. Before, you were a timid little thing, afraid of being seen by a predator lying in wait. Now? You are the hunter. They canât hurt you anymore.)
Alfred opens his mouth to day something, but one of the teachers calls for all seniors to make their way to the field, signaling the beginning of the ceremony. He heads to the stands while you follow your fellow seniors to the field where youâre herded in alphabetical order. Once the teacher was satisfied with the order, she typed on her phone and the graduation music started playing from the speakers at the top of the stands.
As you follow in line, you look up to see Alfred in the front row, holding his phone up, no doubt intending to take several pictures and record just as many videos. You smile at the man, thankful to have him here on this important night. Itâs then you think about your Momma and how sheâd be cheering for you so hard, everyone could hear her. You feel something slide down your face and realize youâre crying. This is an important day in your life and youâre missing an important person in your life.
(She would be so proud of you. If your memories are anything indication of her character, she would give anything to be here right now. While the butler can never replace her, he is an acceptable stand-in.)
âYeah,â you whisper as you take your seat near the front of the stage set up in the middle of the field. âHe is. And Iâm gonna miss him like hell.â
While youâre overjoyed to leave Gotham in your rear view and never step foot in it ever again, youâll really miss Alfred. The man has been your rock since day one, celebrating your birthday which also happens to be the day of your Mommaâs death. He held you while you cried and was your only company in the lonely halls of Wayne Manor.
Maybe you can hire him as your butler? Your smaller house would no doubt be much easier to clean than that behemoth of a mansion. Plus, Alfred is way more than people like the Waynes deserve.
After an eternity, the valedictorian finishes his speech and takes his place at up front, which is when the headmaster walks up to the podium and begins to call the students to come up and receive their diplomas. With each name called, you feel chest begin to tighten. This is the first time in years that so many eyes will be on you. What if you fall flat on your face while walking? Or try to shake the headmasterâs hand with your left instead of your right? Orâ
(Relax,) the Megamycete says, bringing you out of your thoughts. (All will be fine. When your name is called, you will rise, walk with a level of pride none of your peers could ever hope to match, accept your diploma with such grace the headmaster will b in total awe, and walk back to your seat with the same pride as before. You are better than any of these children and you will make them know it.)
Hearing those words instantly makes you relax, your the knot that had been building up in your chest untangling, allowing you to breathe again.
âThanks,â you say, taking a much needed deep breath. âGlad to know you think so highly of me.â
(We speak only the truth. We have seen the lives and memories of countless people over the past four centuries and not a single one holds a candle to you. You possess much potential and now that we are joined, we know you will unleash that potential and the entire world will be in awe of it.)
Wow. You actually have no idea how to respond to that.
(Pay attention, now. You will be called soon.)
Itâs then you realize the headmaster is now on the Fs, almost to the Gs.
Thereâs three people ahead of you.
Then two.
Then one.
ThenâŚ
âY/N Gould.â
This is it, your biggest moment in Gotham Academy. You stand up and walk with the grace the Megamycete said you would, accept your diploma from the headmaster with your left hand and shake with your right, and walk back to your seat. As you do, you see Alfred, a smile stretched across his face and cheering your name as he continues to hold his phone, probably recording a video just before your name was called.
(Excellent, Y/N,) the Megamycete praises as you sit back down. (We offer our most sincere congratulations on your triumph.)
You stare down at the piece of paper down in your hands and you while the evidence is right there in black and white, it still doesnât feel real. Youâre actually in awe of the fancy kind of paper Gotham Academy uses to print its diplomas, with its Coleen gilded edges, bold ink, beautiful calligraphy, and soft feel.
Hell, Alfred may fight you to keep it so he can frame it and mount it somewhere in Wayne Manor.
After that, the rest of the ceremony seems to speed up, the last of the names being called, the headmaster deeming all of you graduates of Gotham Academy, and the graduating class being told to gather behind the chairs for the moment every senior looks forward to: the Cap Throw. You follow your fellow graduates with bated breath, eager to throw your cap and complete your graduation experience.
âOn three,â the valedictorian yells from the center of the crowd. âOne! Two! Three!â
You eagerly toss your cap with everyone else, your cheers and laughs joining everyone elseâs. You watch with joy as the caps soar above you all and begin to float back down to the field, your eyes tracking your cap, which you had decorated with paintings (the Megamycete allowing you to make them flawlessly) of the team you beat Cynthia from PokĂŠmon Platinum with: Infernape, Luxray, Staraptor, Floatzel, Lucario, and Garchomp (you had no idea so many used the same team before you discovered the internet).
You collect you cap while so many try to find theirs and had towards the exit to meet Alfred.
âCongratulations, my boy,â he greets you, his wide smile still adorning his face, before bringing you into a tight hug.
âThan you, Alfred,â you respond, returning the hug.
When you separate, he flags down a passing man. âPardon me, sir, would you be so kind as to take a picture of the two of us?â
âSure,â the man says, taking his phone and aiming at you and taking the picture.
âThank you, good sir,â the butler says as he takes his phone back.
He types on his phone and not even a second later, you feel your phone buzz in your pocket beneath your gown, indicating he sent you the picture.
âIâm so proud of you, Master Y/N. Youâve certainly earned this.â
âThank you, Alfred. And not just for this, but for everything.â
You two leave the field and he follows you to the gym so you can return your gown and once you do, you two make your way to your car, which is when you realize this is the part of the evening where you two say your goodbyes and you leave for Goodsprings while he returns to Wayne Manor. And the sweet moment youâve been waiting years for now turns bittersweet. Youâve looked forward to this moment ever since you started high school and while youâre ecstatic to finally leave this godforsaken city, you hate that you have to leave Alfred behind.
âMaster Y/N,â he says, breaking the tense silence. âI know youâve been waiting for this moment for so long, but do you have to leave right now? Maybe your return to Nevada can wait until morning? You really shouldnât be driving so late.â
âWe can put it off for as long as we want, still wonât change the outcome.â
âI know,â the poor man sighs. âBut still, itâs over forty hours from here to Goodsprings.â
âIâll be fine, Alfred. Really. Iâll be super careful. Iâll stop at a motel a few hours from here, take regular breaks, stop at restaurants to eat, and Iâll be there before you know it and in one piece.â
âI just wish I could convince you to stay. Iâll miss you, terribly. The manor wonât be the same without you.â
âIâll miss you, too, Alfred.â
You two pull each other into another hug.
âPromise me that youâll call me if you run into any trouble, be it on the road or in Nevada.â
âI will.â
âAnd that youâll try to visit whenever you can. Iâll arrange for Master Bruceâs jet to come and get you, you just say the word.â
âIâll try.â
Youâre lying. Youâre lying and both of you know it. But, neither of you bring it up.
âAnd promise me youâll take care of yourself. I didnât raise you for over ten years just for you to end up in the hospital just because you didnât feed yourself.â
âI will,â you laugh. You know heâs joking, he taught you everything he knows about cooking, cleaning, and housekeeping. That, combined with the Megamyceteâs records, you have everything you need to keep your house together.
âI just wish your father and siblings were here.â You just did manage to fight off the flinch at the mention of those assholes. âThis is an important moment of your life and they should be here to celebrate it with you.â
âI know you do, Alfred,â you respond, thankful that youâre still hugging so he canât see the face youâre making at the thought of them being here, insulting you and making you feel like graduating somehow made you feel like a failure.
Finally, you two pull apart and with one last goodbye and promise to be careful, you get into your car, the backseat covered by boxes that couldnât be placed in the trunk. When you woke up this morning, you packed your computer, video games, books, and other things that you refused to leave behind at Wayne Manor, your Mommaâs pen sitting in your pocket as you refused to part with it. Sure, there were some things were left behind and while Alfred told you repeatedly he could arrange for them to be delivered to your house, you told him that anything you left behind wasnât important and could be thrown away.
You didnât leave much behind, some stuff like a few books you hadnât read in years, a bunch of notebook paper with stupid ideas for video games that you had years and threw away when you realized no one in their right mind would play them, and an old journal you kept when you first move to Gotham. You archived every major event leading up to Damianâs arrival in those pages, which is when you finally filled it up. You briefly thought about keeping it, but decided against it. You had your stay at Wayne Manor burned into your memory and werenât eager to have been more reminders around you. Plus, youâre about to start your new life, so thereâs no need to carry it around. Maybe you can start keeping a new journal?
You start up your car, put it into reverse, and when you backed up enough, put it into drive and wave at Alfred as you leave the parking lot and follow your GPS to Goodsprings. Thatâs when your phone finally connects to your radio and starts playing music, Hollow from FFVII Remake, playing at just the right volume.
âWow,â you chuckle as the music begins. âTalk about great timing.â
(We agree. This song is about heading into the unknown with hope; perfect for the start of your new life. It is as if fate itself is smiling down upon you.)
âSeems like it. You with me, buddy?â
(Every step of the way. Until the very end.)
And with that, you pick up speed as you get onto the interstate.
Alfred watches you drive off and only when youâre out of sight does he finally shed a tear. To see Master Y/N leave is one of the most difficult moments of his life.
He understands, of course. Not only did you leave much behind after the tragic and unexpected loss of your mother, but Master Wayne and the children had given you zero reasons to stay. In fact, theyâd given you a million reasons to leave.
But he canât let you go. Not his favorite member of the family.
Heâd never admit it to anyone, but out of everyone in the Wayne Family, he cared for you the most. You were raised by a wonderful, loving woman who knew how to properly raise a child and didnât skulk about at night, battling with criminals night after night. You had a normal life and knew what life was like outside of being a vigilante, bringing a much needed balance to the manor.
You were a delight to raise, always saying please and thank you, offering to help around the manor, and carrying on pleasant conversations that were the highlight of his day. And if the family would take the time to get to know you, theyâd come to the same conclusion he did many years ago.
However, as brilliant as everyone in the family is, they can also be equally foolish. Too wrapped up in their civilian and vigilante lives to see the gift they had been given, but spurred for years. And now, youâre gone.
But not for long. You belong here, with your family, and by God heâll make sure you know it, your father knows it, and your siblings know it. One way or another, heâll bring your father to his senses, and when that day comes, heâll make him go to you and beg for your forgiveness, even if he has to get on his hands and knees. And after that, your father will bring you back home, where youâll be lavished in the love they shouldâve shown you from the beginning.
Heâll do whatever it takes to bring you back home, where you belong. He doesnât care what he has to do or how long it takes, heâll make sure you come back to the place where you belong. And when you, youâll be showered with so much love that youâll never want to leave ever again.
A/N: I got lucky this week. I was going to have 4 tests this week (2 regular tests and 2 midterms), but a professor I have for two classes got sick and cancelled, pushing the tests for next Monday and Tuesday. With only one midterm left and a study guide basically matching the test, I had plenty of free time to make this chapter. Hope you all enjoyed it!
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a/n: since you guys loved the prequel so much... i am rewarding you all with a very long chapter one and it's a lot more angstier, i promise. i was so shocked seeing how much it blew up and im so happy about it !! thank you lots for the comments, it was what made me motivated to write an entire outline and make it an entire series.
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SILLY LITTLE BAT




pairings ⸺ Yandere! Platonic! Batfamily x Anti-Hero! Fem!reader.
sinopsis ⸺ In the shadowed halls of Wayne Manor, a girl lost among the darkness seeks the connection she never had. Her mother, a kleptomaniac with a broken heart, vanished, leaving only echoes of empty promises. Surrounded by a family that never sees her, her pain turns into a deafening silence. The void left by her past traps her in a limbo of solitude and sorrow.
One dark night, seeking her own way, she became what she once despised. Now, like the albino bat rejected by its own flock, she flies alone in the twilight. Her pale skin glows in the dark, but her heart still yearns for the warmth of a home she never came to know.
warnings ⸺ Dark Themes, Dead, murdering,Disturbing Content, Unhealthy Obsession, Discrimination, Violence, Blood, LGBT Content, Child Abuse, Kidnapping, Implicit Sexual Content, Mental Illness, Addiction, Suicide, Torture, Corruption, Isolation, Trauma, Phobias, Paranoia, Manipulation
A/N â English is not my first languageâSpanish isâso there might be some grammar or spelling mistakes here and there. This is the first part of a story Iâm writing for a friend (Isabel, I love you, you brat), and also an experiment to see what itâs like to write on Tumblr. Please support me! :"((

Nobody is coming to save you
Get up.

Your mother was not a good woman, and that was an undeniable fact, heavy as the shadow that covers Gotham City at nightfall. She was a creature of the underworld, one among the specters that wandered under the yoke of crime, walking among dangerous names like Selina Kyle or Harleen Quinzel, yet always remaining in the background, never reaching their fame or infamy.
She was nothing more than a kleptomaniac and a mythomaniac, doomed to live by cunning and deceit. She took advantage of the men who crossed her path, from the lowest criminals, like The Penguin, to the most powerful man in the city: Bruce Wayne.
You never called him Dad. To you, he was always Bruce, and on the rare occasions you addressed him, you did so with distant formality, "Mr. Wayne." Richard, your adoptive brother, found in him a father figure, while to you, he was just another shadow in the mansion, that huge, cold house you arrived at after your motherâs death.
You remember how, time and again, you tried to warn your mother to stop stealing, to stop lying, that those dark paths would inevitably lead her to Arkham Asylum, surrounded by all the lunatics you feared so much, or even worse: to death. But she always responded with a playful smile, stroking your head with her delicate hands, adorned with stolen jewelry and crude tattoos. "Those are just fantasies of an eight-year-old girl," she would say sweetly, while her ring-laden fingers assured you that you neednât worry, "I will always come back for you," she promised, "because you are the only thing more valuable than any diamond Iâve ever held."
But the cruel truth was that was the last time you saw her. That night she left, and she never returned. It was then that the last vestiges of innocence faded with her absence. From that moment on, you ceased to be a child.
And that was one of the few things you understood with absolute clarity. There were no more empty promises, no more caresses tinged with lies. All that remained was the silence of a life fading away, like a stolen jewel that never returns to its rightful owner.
The only thing you knew after calling the police when your mother didnât show up after two days was that they found her corpse in a back alley far from Gotham, showing signs of having been beaten and bruised by some underground gang.
Commissioner Gordon searched the entire house for illicit substances and signs of debts to mobsters, but he only ended up finding documents, stolen jewelry, and letters from your mother that were never sent, and most importantly, DNA evidence implicating that the cityâs millionaire was your biological father.
From then on, your life was stained with eternal gray, that muted shade that erased all traces of light or shadow. There was no more white or black, only a silent fog that, day by day, enveloped you and dragged you into a madness that seemed inevitable. Gotham itself seemed more alive than the place you called home, although "home" was never the right word.
You didnât love any of the Wayne family members. Bruce, your biological father, never listened to you. To him, you were always just another shadow, a ghost in the vast mansion that he prioritized over his other children, his "true" heirs. There was always something more important, something more urgent, and your presence faded among the cold walls and the echo of his hurried footsteps. With each passing day, you became more invisible to him, as if your very existence were a mistake he preferred to ignore.
Richard, the perfect brother, was kind on some occasions. He spoke to you courteously, but when you needed him, when you asked him to attend one of your performances, there was always an excuse, something that kept him away, as if your passion and accomplishments were insignificant details in his heroic life.
Jason, on the other hand, despised you from the start. He saw you as an intruder, a child of goldâbut not of that pure and valuable gold, but of a dirty and false one, which he always mocked with disdain. And although you never cared for him, when he died, silent tears rolled down your face. It wasnât out of love, but out of respect for what he represented, for the brutal reality of his fall.
Tim, in contrast, was the most indifferent. To him, you were a nobody, so irrelevant that you werenât even worth a glance. Spending time with his friends or being the Robin of the moment mattered more than you did. You lived on his periphery, in a limbo where neither your name nor your face seemed to exist.
Cassandra, Stephanie, Barbara⌠at least they treated you with politeness, but you knew they didnât really remember who you were. They saw you, smiled at you out of obligation, but deep down you knew they had no idea of your name, your story, your struggle to be more than a shadow in that world.
The worst of all was Damian, your younger half-brother. When he arrived at the mansion, Alfred introduced him to you with that serene formality he always had, and you, driven by an almost desperate impulse, tried to reach out to him. You wanted to offer him the support and affection of an older sister, that warmth you would have longed for in his situation. But all you received in return was a cold response: a katana piercing your abdomen. I wish I could say it was just a metaphor, but no, that wound was as real as the blade that cut your skin.
You would have liked to think that the pain was symbolic, that Damian had only rejected your affection with harsh words or his usual arrogance. But no, it was much more than that. The only thing you received in exchange for your attempt at fraternal love was a stab, a scar you still carry not only on your body but also in your soul. Because in that brutal gesture, you understood that the blood that united you also separated you, sharper than any weapon. And that was how you tried to connect.
You strived to stand out, to learn, to shine in your own ambitions, wishing that your success would be enough to earn you a place, a bit of affection. But no matter how hard you tried, it was never enough. Your talent crashed against indifference, your achievements faded into the air, as if they had no weight in the lives of others.
The only light, the only beacon in that storm of gray, was Alfred. The only one who smiled at you with genuine tenderness, the only one you truly loved. To you, he was the real father, the one who was always there, expecting nothing in return, offering you a silent but firm love. You did call him father, and his presence was the only thing that kept your sanity, the only thing preventing the gray from consuming you completely.
But even that love, so genuine and deep, was not enough to fill the void that your own family left you. And in that void, you continue to float, trapped between the girl you were and the woman you are trying to be, searching for a place you can truly call home.

Y/n's small room, though modest, had always been her refuge. The walls were adorned with unfinished sketches, trophies from various activities, and some paintings she had completed with dedication, showcasing her passion for both manual and performing arts.
The dawn light filtered softly through the curtains, bathing the space in golden tones, giving it a warmth that contrasted with the coldness of the rest of Wayne Manor.
On the desk, a small cake rested on a plate, simple yet made with love. Beside it, Alfred, with his usual understated elegance, watched Y/n with a mixture of nostalgia and concern. He, the only one who seemed to remember her birthday, offered her a delicate professional drawing set, wrapped in smooth, elegant paper.
"Happy birthday, Miss," Alfred said with a gentle smile, although his eyes reflected a sadness that was hard to conceal. "I know how much you love art, so I thought this would be helpful for your new projects."
Y/n took the gift in her hands with a genuine smile. It had been so hard for her to find moments of joy lately, but Alfred's gesture filled her with a warmth in her chest that she hadn't experienced in a long time. She placed the gift into one of the many brown boxes she had prepared for her upcoming move.
"Thank you, Alfred. It's perfect," she said, examining the set carefully, as if each detail were a reminder of the affection he held for her. "It will help me a lot... although, well," she sighed, as if searching for the right words. "Actually, I wanted to talk to you about that." Alfred raised an eyebrow, attentive, as she continued, glancing at the small space that had been her home within the vast mansion.
"Today... today is not just my birthday. It's the day I leave here." Her voice was firm, yet there was a sense of liberation in it, as if this were a long-awaited step. "I am finally no longer a Wayne. I go back to being a L/n."
Silence filled the room for a moment, heavy and dense. Alfred clasped his hands, striving to maintain his composure.
"Miss, I can't help but feel a certain unease hearing this. Are you sure this is what you want? This house, though empty in many ways, has always been your home..."
"Home?" Y/n looked at him with a mix of sadness and determination. "This house has never been my home, Alfred. Not like it was for Dick, nor even for Bruce. I have always been a stranger here, the daughter of a woman who never fit into this world, the bastard child. My mother taught me to find my own path, to not cling to what doesnât belong to me... and being here, being called Wayne, has never belonged to me." Alfred sighed softly, turning his gaze toward the window. He knew there was truth in her words, but that didnât lessen the pain of her leaving. "I know itâs hard to understand," Y/n continued, "but for the first time in a long time, I feel happy, Alfred. Iâve graduated, college is just around the corner, and I want to start anew. I want to find what truly makes me, me... not what others expect of me."
The old butler remained silent for a few moments, nodding slowly. He knew he couldn't retain her, that it was not his place to interfere in the young woman's dreams. But still, he couldnât help but feel a pang in his heart at the thought of the house being even emptier without her. "I just wish you find what youâre looking for, Miss. And if you ever need a place to return to... this door will always be open for you."
Y/n stepped closer to him, gently hugging him, something she had rarely done. "Thank you, Alfred," she whispered against his shoulder. "You will always be my family, but I need this. I need to discover who I am outside of this last name."
The old butler felt the lump in his throat as he tightened the embrace a little longer before letting her go. He knew that deep down, she was doing the right thing. But that didnât make it hurt any less to see her leave.
"Alfred, can you call the movers? Iâll be leaving tonight," Y/n said as she closed the last box with trembling hands, her gaze lost in the empty corners of the room she once considered her refuge. The butler, ever serene, nodded with his unwavering calmness.
"Don't worry, Miss, I assure you they will be here on time." His voice was soft, almost an echo of the ancient walls of the mansion, as if he himself were part of that structure that had seen so many comings and goings, so many lives broken and healed in silence.
Alfred turned halfway to leave, but Y/n's voice stopped him, broken yet sweet, like a melody at sunset. "Alfred..."
The man turned slowly, his eyes filled with paternal warmth, though always contained behind a formal gesture. "Yes, Miss?" he replied, with that tranquility that had always brought Y/n peace in her worst moments.
She took a breath, feeling how the words she had kept for so long fought to come out, to break the shell she had built since childhood. "Iâve never told you, but... thank you. Thank you for being the father I never had, for being there when no one else was."
For a moment, the silence in the room was heavier than all the accumulated boxes, deeper than any word. Alfred, who had been a witness to so many confessions and secrets in that house, stood still, his eyes shining with an emotion he rarely showed. "Miss," he murmured, his voice slightly choked, "it was an honor and a privilege to take care of you. If I ever gave you anything close to what you deserved, then my life has had true purpose."
Y/n smiled sadly, nodding slowly. "You did, Alfred. You did. And for that, I will always carry you with me, even if I leave here."
The butler slightly bowed his head in respect, swallowing any emotion that might betray his composure. "Wherever you go, you will always have a home here, Miss."
"I know," she said, though in her heart, she knew she wouldnât return.
And as Alfred left the room to make the call, Y/n let out a long sigh, as if with it, she were leaving behind a part of herself, a part she could no longer carry with her.

Life in Gotham is like constantly walking on the edge of a razor blade. The city never sleeps, always alert, always dangerous, and for someone with the Wayne surname, the risks multiply. It has been a year since you left the mansion, trying to erase any ties that bound you to that life, desperately wishing the name would fade into the echo of the dirty streets and crumbling buildings. But it's not that easy. The name Wayne remains an indelible mark that the media and the people of Gotham refuse to let fade. The forgotten child, the silent accident of billionaire Bruce Wayne. And although you try to live as if you donât exist under that shadow, the weight of the legacy haunts you.
You left with little, barely enough money to rent a small apartment in one of the worst corners of the city. You share the space with a friend, a plant-loving girl who has filled every nook of the place with leaves and pots, as if trying to make green defy the constant darkness of Gotham. You get along well with her; her love for nature is almost an antithesis to the chaos of the city, and she has taught you that even in the hardest concrete, something can bloom. She always accompanied you on the coldest, loneliest nights, giving you a warmth that, although ethereal, was very welcome. But still, life is not easy. You barely survive, spending the little you have on cheap food and paying the rent. There are days when the cold seeps through the poorly sealed windows, and you wonder if it was really better to be in the mansion instead of this little trench. However, you prefer this rough freedom to the soulless luxury of Wayne Manor.
Freedom, however, comes at a price. It wasn't enough to distance yourself, to change your life, or even to always carry a knife for defense. Gotham does not forget. People recognize you in the shadows, whisper your name, and approach you, sometimes with curiosity and other times with disdain. You have been beaten more than once. Some just for being a Wayne, others because they think they can extort you, even though they have no idea you can barely get by. The scars on your body bear witness to those beatings, but you refuse to give up. You get up every morning, despite the pain, and continue on your way. You donât need Batman. You donât need Bruce. You learned long ago that he wouldn't come to save you.
That night, like so many others, you were heading to the subway for your night shift, with the hood of your coat covering your face, trying to go unnoticed. The sound of the tracks echoed in your ears, a constant reminder of the city's hustle. You had gotten used to walking fast, avoiding eye contact, as if each step was a small battle won against the city. But this time, something was different.
"So it was true, the little Wayne girl is roaming the city... how lovely." The raspy, mocking voice rang out beside you, cutting through the heavy air of the train station. The man speaking wore a suit that, at first glance, seemed elegant, but there was something about his extreme thinness, his skin clinging to his bones and his disheveled hair, that made him look more like a specter of Gotham than a distinguished figure. A ghost from the shadows that had stalked you since you set foot on the streets.
If it weren't for his gaunt appearance and unsettling aura, you might have mistaken him for one of your father's employees. "I'm not a Wayne anymore," you said disdainfully, your voice sharp like the edge of a dagger refusing to be touched. "If you want money, I donât have any. And Mr. Wayne wouldnât give a cent for me either."
Your gaze drifted to the station clock. 8 minutes until the train that would take you away from this corner of Gotham, far from the shadows and faces that always seemed to recognize you.
The man let out a dry, raspy laugh that sent chills down your spine. "I donât want your money, pretty girl," he replied, moving closer, invading your space with the same familiarity that Gothamâs filth slipped into every corner. "Youâre worth more than that." You felt his calloused, scarred hand rest on your hip, with a pressure that was neither violent nor friendly. The contact filled you with disgust.
7 minutes.
You clenched your fist, your jaw tight as you struggled to maintain your composure. "I donât want sex either, idiot," you spat, your words loaded with contained fury. Your hand subtly slid toward your bag, where your knife lay, waiting to be used.
6 minutes.
The man didnât flinch. In fact, he let out a low, mocking laugh. "And I donât want that either, little girl," he murmured, his cold, deep blue eyes scrutinizing you as if they could read every dark corner of your soul. "I want something more from you."
5 minutes.
"What do you want then?" you asked, forcing yourself to keep your voice steady, even as the ice of fear began to creep down your spine. Your eyes scrutinized him, searching his gaze for any hint of his true intentions, but all you saw was darkness.
4 minutes.
He let out a long, chilling laugh, tightening his grip on your hip. "Do you know what I want, Y/n?"
3 minutes.
His voice dropped, as if his words were a cursed secret the wind refused to carry away. "I want you."
2 minutes.
The world seemed to stop. You knew there was no time to run. There was no time to pull out the knife or to scream. It was as if the clock itself had conspired against you, reducing those last minutes to mere seconds.
1 minute.
The blow was sharp, a flash of excruciating pain at the back of your head. The cold metal of the station, the hum of the city, everything faded abruptly. The last thought that crossed your mind, before the world vanished into darkness, was that this time, you didnât expect Batman to save you. It wasnât a mere thief or a street threat that was taking you.
Gotham, with all its cruelty, always had new ways to remind you that there is no escape.
That night, when the Gotham subway stopped at the station, there was no one to pick up.

The mansion felt emptier than ever, like a deserted and cold labyrinth, where each hallway seemed to stretch into an infinite tunnel, devouring the light.
The silence was overwhelming, an oppression that enveloped every corner, as if even the ancient walls had run out of words. It was so heavy that the few who remained in the mansion couldnât help but move uncomfortably, trying to fill that void with something, anything.
Bruce Wayne walked through those same hallways with a strange feeling, as if something was missing, though he didnât know what. An unease, a persistent discomfort that he couldnât shake off.
He had been like this for months, with that absence haunting his mind, a gap he couldn't identify. And then, suddenly, like a gust of icy wind, the truth struck him.
You.
His daughter.
His little daughter.
How long had it been since he last saw you? When was the last time he heard your laughter, the one that always seemed too sarcastic, too filled with resentment? He stopped abruptly, frowning. Why couldnât he remember you? He couldnât bring to mind a clear image of your face, not even how you used to look at him... why? How could he have forgotten you like that?
Damn.
It was as if time had stopped. It had been a year, maybe more, since he had really thought about you. He felt a pang of guilt pierce his chest, a heavy, silent guilt that dragged him into the abyss of his own negligence. Not knowing what else to do, he began to check the rooms, one after another.
Each door he opened was another blow to his conscience. Where was your room? The more he searched, the more confused he felt. The mansion was enormous, but how could he have forgotten where you slept? How was it possible that he didnât know where you lived in the house where both of you grew up? Had you been here all this time?
Each door he opened was identical to the last, as if all the rooms had fused into one.
None showed a trace of you.
None seemed to have a hint of your presence. Didnât you decorate your room? He thought frantically, didnât you even mark it as yours? Panic began to take hold of him. Anxiety wrapped around him like a fist tightening on his chest. Were you still living in the mansion? Or had you left without saying a word, like a shadow fading at dawn? But... no, you hadnât mentioned anything. You hadnât said you were leaving. Or had you? And if you had, why didnât he remember? How could he have ignored you for so long that now he didnât even know if you were still under the same roof?
âAh!â he exclaimed in a whisper, unable to contain the dread he felt.
Frustration consumed him from within. He stopped in the middle of the hallway, breathing heavily, and the echo of his voice faded into the empty walls. He tried to remember something, anything about you, about the last time they spoke, about how you were... but everything was blurry, as if his mind was betraying him, hiding you behind an impenetrable fog.
How could he have forgotten so much?
He brought his hands to his head, trying to calm himself, but only felt more confusion, more desperation. The mansion, which had once been his home, now felt like a strange and foreign place.
Had you been the one who made it feel like home? The question echoed in his mind, but he had no answer. Just more questions. More uncertainties. Finally, he let his arms fall, exhausted. He had checked almost all the rooms and had found not a trace of you. Not a clue. Not a sign that you had been there. And at that moment, something dark and painful began to settle in his heart.
Had you ever really been there?
Then something caught his attention as he passed by the cleaning room. In a dusty corner, next to a forgotten bag, something was protruding. Something small, old, and faded. He bent down and pulled it from the dirty clothes. It was a stuffed animal, or what was left of one. The faded black of its suit left no doubt. It was a figure of Batman, but worn down by time, battered to the point of looking forgotten.
Bruce's eyes were fixed on the small piece of fabric hanging from the doll's neck. A tag.
Your name.
Your name, handwritten, in ink that was already fading.
Bruce felt a lump in his throat, a mix of guilt and rage. How could he have forgotten something so important?
He clutched the doll tightly, as if doing so would return a piece of you to him, but instead of comfort, he only felt more emptiness. Where were you? He ran to Alfred, who looked at him with a mix of concern and pity.
"Alfred..." Bruce said, his voice breaking. "Where is she? Where is my daughter?"
The butler, with his always serene face, seemed to age suddenly. A long silence settled between them, as if time was fading away. "Mr. Bruce, I didnât mean to..." Alfred lowered his gaze. "I didnât want to burden you with that truth, but... itâs time you know."
Bruce felt a chill run down his spine. Truth? What truth?
"She left almost a year ago. She didnât say where. She just... she took all her belongings, though they werenât many, and left. She said she didnât want to be a burden. That you and the other family members had too many things to worry about."
Bruce took a step back, as if the words had physically struck him. Did she have enough age to leave? A burden? Never, not for a second, did he think that of you, of his little daughter who, even though she wasnât wanted, he embraced under his wing just like Damian.
You were never a burden.
...or were you?
No, he refused to acknowledge it; he just... he hadnât spent time with you because Gotham needed him!
But when you needed him, where was Batman?
Where was Bruce Wayne when his only biological daughter needed him?
"Alfred, do you know anything about Y/n?" the hero asked, worry clear on his face.
Alfred didnât look at him; he only stared into nothingness. "...I havenât heard anything about her for two months...
And honestly... I'm starting to think...
that she might be lost to us forever..."

A/N â This is definitely apart from being my first official Tumblr post, it is also my first DC post and especially the first from the Lord of the Night xD
Don't hesitate to ask me anything if you want.
Isabel, I dedicate this to you, my love. Eat more to be well, you fucking anorexic, don't suck.
take a bath!
inspiration: @acid-ixx with his Again & Again series, @gotham-daydreams' work, @i-cant-sing's work and @klemen-tine's work, be sure to check them out!
Being in a relationship with Bruce Wayne: a journey - Hi, Jason (Part V)
It's a big series about an afab!reader who doesn't like Bruce Wayne and who still falls in love with him (he fells quicker and harder)
Reader's origin story // Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4
Warnings: no proof reading, Jason's relationships with Bruce and Dick are discussed, mentions of Joker, violence, death
You met with Dick again in a bookstore. At first, you thought that it was quite a strange coincidence, until you saw him trying to talk with a very big boy who didnât seem very interested in talking with him. Dick appeared upset ; the other boy was just shrugging and trying to focus on the books in front of him.Â
You hesitated to go to them; you didnât want to intrude. You werenât too sure to recognise the other boy, but his face somehow seemed familiar. What decided you was where they were standing: the classic literature aisle of the store. Which was what you were looking for when you entered the shop.
You thought you could just say hi and then leave them alone if your presence was annoying them. You carefully walked to them.
âHey Dickâ you greeted the boy who turned around and instantly smiled at you.Â
You werenât too sure if it was a real smile yet, so you didnât come closer to him, but his answer showed he was actually glad to see you.
âHey, Y/N! What are you doing here?â he asked
âBuying books I guess.â you teased âI was looking for Mansfield Park or Emma, now I finished Pride and Prejudiceâ you said.Â
The big boy to whom Dick was trying to talk to, quickly turned around and looked you up and down. He watched you with curiosity sparkling in his green eyes. Dick took his chance before his brother could go back to the cover of the book he was holding.
âY/N, this is Jason, my little brother. You seem to share the same taste in booksâ Dick introduced the two of them
âHi, Jasonâ you smiled as you cautiously observed him, remembering who he was now you knew his name.
You remembered what you read about Bruce and his son âwho came back from the deadâ and all the headlines about âBruce arguing with his adoptive sonâ. It had quite broken your heart at the time.
âYouâre Bruceâs new girlfriend?â he asked you quite bluntly
âI hate titles and I hate to feel like a possession. But yes, I'm currently seeing Bruce.â you replied and Jason nodded âIâm surprised you heard about me.â you added.Â
âDidnât mean to hurt your feelings. It's just that things are rocky with Bruce.â Jason said and you reassuringly smiled at him âAnd yeah, everyone is talking about you in the âfamilyâ. Dick and Tim said you were nice.â Jason explained his first coldness to you
âI understand; Bruce isnât always easy and you donât know meâ you nodded
âAh yeah?â Jason arched an eyebrow at you.Â
He had expected you to take Bruceâs defence, like everyone else.
âLetâs say that I like challenges.â you smiled âAnd Iâm not Bruceâs lawyerâ you joked
âYou should thank god for that, or you would have a lot of workâ Jason grinned and you could tell Dick was quite happy about the current interaction.
âCan I buy the two of you a drink or something? Or a mealâ you asked. âThere is this sweet little cafĂŠ right outside the bookstoreâ you offered
You actually wanted to know more of them. Jason was curious about you so he agreed. Dick wanted to come as well, but he quickly received a call from BĂźdhaven. He reluctantly left the two of you together. Dick would have enjoyed some time with his brother too, but maybe you would help. If you helped with Bruce, he was certain you could do pretty much anything. At the same time, he really hoped Jason wasnât going to scare you away from the family as a way to avenge himself.
But you knew better; you had met Red Hood before and you liked him.
You settled in the cafĂŠ. You started to talk about literature at first. You were both passionate so it was a good conversation starter. You gave each other some recommendations and debated on characters you liked or disliked. Your point of views on characters were often based on your experiences, so it naturally led to a conversion about each otherâs lives. And of course, you arrived at the subject of Bruce Wayne.
âIâll tell him to apologise to you. He shouldnât have acted that way even if I do agree with the no killing ruleâ you said âYouâre both right in a way, but⌠Bruce should have talked to you, he should have let you know what was going on with the Joker and why he couldnât kill him. Why you couldn't kill him either. He should have been there to appease your anger, not the oppositeâ you said
âYouâll quickly learn that he doesnât talk much. Especially not about his feelings. If it gets too personal, heâll push the subject away. If it can hurt him, heâll run away. He's a bad dad for that. And he might be a bad partner to you as wellâ Jason told you
âIâm sorry about what happened to you. It must have been so difficult to wake up without your family. And in a body you didnât know. You did good, despite the murders and everything. Actually, Red Hood has always been my favourite vigilanteâ you admitted without commenting on the last part of Jasonâs words. You wanted to believe that Bruce would make an effort for you.
Jason chuckled as you mentioned his vigilante persona.
âItâs true you never wrote anything bad about me. I thought you were scared of me⌠Until I realised we actually metâ he teased, his eyes litting up
âOh you remember? Yes I used to live in your territory, and now Iâm nearby. I stand by what I said that night: I know what you did for people like us, thatâs why I thanked you. Bruce canât understand what it is to be poor and lost and to have to do bad things to survive. But Iâll make sure he does better with you.â you said âJust promise me to speak with Dick. Your brother looks like he is very eager to have you back in his life. He seemed very sorry you werenât speaking with him earlierâ you added
âI will try to talk with him again then. Thank you for⌠Thank you. I think I really needed to have this conversation with somebody but no one wanted to have it and I couldnât really go to a therapist. Youâre easy to talk withâ he whispered, a little bit awkward
âI knowâ you smiled âIâm glad if Iâve been able to helpâ
âIs it your good action of the day to go to Heaven?â Jason jokedÂ
âAbsolutelyâ you giggled
A moment of comfortable silence engulfed the two of you. You both enjoyed your tea before you resumed talking:
âHey you know what, this is my phone number. You can call or text me whenever you need it.â you offered
âWhy?â Jason plunged his eyes onto yours.Â
He was definitely not used of adults being there for him, especially without a catch
âWell Iâm afraid Iâm a family woman and my own family sucks very much. And since Bruce wants me around, Iâd prefer it if I can get along with his people. Iâd like to take care of you all.â you admitted, feeling a little shy to say all of this out loud.
Jason was also very easy to talk to.
âI donât think Iâm one of his people. Not anymore at least.â Jason sadly smiled at you
âYou can be one of mine then. Take it as a repayment for allowing me to go back home every night without having to worry about anyone slicing my throat offâ you insisted
âAll the pleasureâs mineâ he chuckled before saving your number onto his phone âYou know, everyone says Bruce is nicer since youâre around. I have to admit this is true. Maybe happiness can truly change a manâÂ
âEven a bat?â you joked because Jasonâs words were touching you a little more than you wanted to show it
âEven a batâ Jason nodded
A few days later, you received a message from Jason, clearly tasting the water with you.
J: Hey wanna go have some lunch together today or tomorrow?
You: Today sounds good :)
After this, you regularly had lunch together and Jason clearly started to see you as a motherly figure, and you saw him as a son. He crashed at your place more than once after patrol, so you could eat together. Bruce never commented on your relationship with Jason, but he heard you when you asked him to apologise.
Which he did.
Jason accepted it and tried his best with Dick and his other siblings. He was still feeling awkward around everyone, but he was slowly spending more time at the manor, even when Bruce was there.Â
When Bruce asked if you wanted to meet all of his children anytime soon, you agreed but you instantly sent a message to Jason to make sure he would be there as well. He eagerly agreed because he couldnât wait for you to be officially a member of the Batfamily.
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PART 6
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Batfamily x male reader who likes to cuddle
Alright. *cracks knuckles*, Lets do this. Some nice fluff. Also, it took me far too long to find a nice GIF. Also, should I do like head cannons? Is that what they are called? And also, this is a bit shorter than normal.
Summary: (Y/N) loves cuddles.
Warnings: nothing, pure and utter fluff.

Bruce wouldn't consider himself to be an affectionate dad. Does he hug them and provide them with advice and words of encouragement? Yes. He isn't a cruel father. His children are his priority, despite the way he might look cold in general. But he truly loves all of his children. None of his children were particularly affectionate, besides Dick.
That was until (Y/N) came into the picture. He was the youngest, a year younger than Damian. Bruce saved him from the streets and he wasn't always so cuddly. He was more cold and standoffish, the streets leaving a mark. Not trusting, not anything. Simply living there.
But as time went on, Bruce has noticed that (Y/N) became showing more physical affection. It became with leaning on his siblings if tired and with Bruce it would be reaching for his hand when in public, since he would get overwhelmed by the attention of the paparazzi. Bruce never minded, understanding how (Y/N) is still a child, not used to this. He would be scared of it, which is normal for a child. And Bruce had no issues protecting him.
Soon enough, when (Y/N) had nightmares from living on the streets, he would go to Bruce. And Bruce always lifted the blanket for him, tucking him in with it, making sure he was warm physically and emotionally. Bruce wanted (Y/N) to know that he had someone in his corner, he had a protector.
Soon enough, (Y/N) became the cuddle bug of the family. Bruce never minded it. How could he? He enjoyed it, but he would never really say it outright. He has a certain reputation to uphold. But (Y/N) cracks that reputation and Bruce allows it.
Dick enjoyed (Y/N)'s cuddling. More often than not, the two could be found together, lounging on the couch, Dick's arm around his shoulders, watching TV or just napping. Depending on the day. Sometimes, (Y/N) wouldn't be in the living room since he needed to study, since he started school officially. And if Bruce wasn't available for comfort during nightmares, Dick was.
Jason... Jason was around the middle when it came to physical affection. He didn't mind it occasionally, but he had his limits. (Y/N) tried to respect those boundaries, but sometimes he just couldn't, seeking comfort in his big brother after something. And considering that Jason grew up on the streets, who better to understand his problems than Jason?
And Jason helped his brother, even with physical affection and cuddles during the night when (Y/N) couldn't fall asleep. Whenever he had a night off of patrol and (Y/N) couldn't sleep, they would be lying down in Jason's room, either talking or just lying down together, Jason holding his brother in his arms.
And while he hated to admit it, he was starting to like it. To share and trade experiences from living on the streets... And cuddling wasn't so bad. It was nice. But would he ever admit it out loud? Nope. He would like to remain his reputation, just like Bruce. But is he ever found in public with (Y/N), arm around his shoulder? Yes.
Tim... He never minded any affection to be frank. If he was on his laptop working, (Y/N) would have his head in Tim's lap, just enjoying his time with his workaholic brother. And Tim liked the weight on his lap. It was comforting. Tim is often heard saying that (Y/N) is a great addition to the family.
Damian... He's not a fan of affection. Never have been. Being raised by the League of Assassins, under his grandfather and mother. Affection was never on the table for him and never will be. But... Being an older brother... It awoke something in Damian. He didn't know what, but he was feeling protective.
Of course, he would rather die than show it outwardly. He was cold and he would have liked to keep it that way. But then (Y/N) came into their lives. At first, Damian was kind of steering clear of him, trying to assess him. Damian is a distrustful individual and he doesn't let just anyone in.
But (Y/N) was a persistent bastard, as Damian would often say. It took some time, but soon Damian didn't mind the cuddling. If they were watching a movie and (Y/N) wanted a cuddle? He would allow it. Would he be grumbling about it? Yes. Did he mean any of that grumbling? No. He may say yes, but everyone can see that he adored his little brother. But Damian would deny it. Until the day he died.
It was a night where everyone took a night off and Bruce wanted to spend time with his sons. So he called in a family night. A movie night in specific. Alfred was invited too. There were blankets, pillows and a lot of space in the home movie theater so they could all lie down comfortably. There were snacks and everyone was just happy to take a night off.
(Y/N) came in last, assessing where to lie down. Where is the best position for snuggles and cuddles. Bruce is a most certain option since (Y/N) started calling him dad and it warmed Bruce's heart. (Y/N) moved next to Bruce and Jason, moving to be in between them. The two chuckled and Bruce pulled a blanket over (Y/N), making sure to keep him warm.
Jason put an arm over his shoulders, allowing him to lean onto him.
" So, what are we watching? " (Y/N) asked, curious about what they choose while he was gone.
" We've managed to agree on Netflix. Not a movie yet so you made it in time for the vote, " Jason explained as he watched Dick and Tim arguing over the genre of the movies. (Y/N) smiled as he leaned on Jason, who adjusted his hold on his brother.
" What's the smile for? " Bruce asked in a quiet murmur.
" I'm just happy to have a family. To be loved. Despite the chaos that surrounds this family. "
Bruce smiled at that and brought (Y/N) closer to him. Jason didn't mind it, he allowed it. Damian watched everyone with a critical eye, trying not to smile. He has heard (Y/N)'s words and he was happy to hear them. He handed (Y/N) some popcorn and (Y/N) took them happily.
Alfred finally sat down on the couch after preparing the rest of the snacks. " Still undecided? "
(Y/N) sighed quietly, a smile still on his face. This family may be chaotic, but he wouldn't have it any other way.
Smalltown! Neglected! Meta! Reader x Yandere! Batfam
Part Five
Part One âď¸ Part Two âď¸ Part Three âď¸ Part Four âď¸ Part Six âď¸ Part Seven
A/N: Starting to realize I need to slow down, things are really getting complicated and I want everything to be included. Including proper warnings and important plot details and to really keep things more polished.
A/N: Also, going through the doubts on my writing, but we is gonna persevere, yâall. Iâm going to take some time to focus on Obsessions.
Warning(s): Yandere themes, Obsessive behavior, Kidnapping, Vomiting, Slight Stalking

After running Dateâs life, Tim starts to investigate Reader full throttle. Before it was just something he did to relax between cases when he couldnât shut off his brain. Now, he didnât want to miss anything. Not a single detail. Heâd also been having trouble digging up an information on readerâs small town.
Apparently, they werenât up to date on their technology. Canât hack computers for information if the computers donât exist. Still, it was nice to find out about Readerâs childhood. (Making notes for Bruce to add certain flora and fauna to the Manorâs garden and looking up any restaurants in Gotham that he could possibly take Reader too. You know, as friends.) But, Tim was nothing if not stubborn.
Reader, having a bit of whiplash from Dickâs comforting and sudden departure starts trying to fill their time by hanging out with Cassandra, Duke, and/or Stephanie.
They also call back home informing Nana about the Date incident. Surprisingly enough, Nana was sympathetic. (Though Reader couldnât help thinking she was using that condescending small town sarcasm. Maybe theyâd just been in Gotham for too long?) Regardless, Nana lends a comforting ear and even talks about BFF and their older brother, Childhood Crush, to Reader in an attempt to distract them. Telling them what the two have been up to. (How much they miss you. They canât wait for you to come home visit.)
Reader, however, is a tad more concerned with Younger Brother. Making sure to ask how he is fairing and if he could come visit them in Gotham for a bit. Just to give Nana and Grand Daddy a much needed break since their age is catching up with them. (Arenât you so sweet? Caring so much for your real family.)
But, Nana brushes reader off. No need, heâs been hanging out with Childhood Crush and BFF. Theyâve really taken him under their wing. (Theyâd make great a great partners. Donât you think, dear?) It does arouse Readerâs suspicions, but when they call their Younger Brother, he sounds⌠fine⌠Said he was having more fun with BFF than Childhood Crush, but thatâs a given. (BFF knows Reader best, and wonât let anything happen to him or Reader.) Theyâre probably overthinking things about things back home. (That pang of homesickness just doesnât seem to go away.)
At school, however, things were changing.
Damian wasnât lying to himself about scaring off Readerâs friends. A few started to avoid Reader suddenly. But, a few, mostly the wealthier ones, stayed close. Not at all bothered by Damianâs sudden campaign. Some even introducing Reader to their closer circles.
Readerâs happy to have more friends, but the loss of Date and Readerâs more down to earth friends weighed on them. Readerâs new group felt like an isolated bubble cage that encloses tightly around them (and wouldnât let them go.)
Bruce has been pretty strict about who Reader spends time with since the gala. But, Reader, going stir crazy when Cass, Steph, and Duke, respectively, are to busy (have patrol and missions), decides to ask Barbara if they can hang out with her. (A stranger is better than nothing.)
Timâs seems to be too busy with whatever heâs doing. (Heâs technically spending time on Reader, rather than with Reader.) Reader loves Alfred, but theyâre always helping him cook. Dickâs gone off on some errand in Buldhaven or Gotham (Reader canât remember, theyâre a bit annoyed by how finicky he can be with giving Reader attention.). Jason might actually choke reader if they suggest hanging out. And, Reader is still pissed at Damian for being a rude little shit (Plus, they suspect he has something to do with their friends leaving them. They just canât prove it.)
Barbara agrees to bring Reader to work with her at the Gotham City Library. Fully expecting Reader to mostly stay to themselves or possibly sneak off. (As members of the family are prone to do.) She is pleasantly surprised that Reader actually tends to stay by her side. Of course, Reader goes and gets a few books to curl up with. But, they quietly chat with Barbara, occasionally assisting with task, and mostly just enjoy silent companionship.
Reader doesnât expect Barbara to entertain them, they can entertain themselves. They just donât want to be alone at the moment. (Reader hates being alone when theyâre sad. Hate. Hate. Hates it.) Barbara finds the silent and soft companionship to be a balm for the soul, so to speak. Thereâs no pressure. No duty. Just companionship. (Itâs eases her mind how Reader is willing to stay safe. Theyâre not being dramatic or doing something foolish. I can get used to this.)
After the day is over, Barbara reports how Reader behaved back to Bruce. (Didnât wander, stayed close by, wasnât rude or sarcastic. That Gala had to have been a fluke. It has to be those horrible friends of Readerâs corrupting them.) If anything, it builds a level of trust with Bruce that Reader can be cautious and they wonât have to worry about them leaving. (Running away. Ha!)
Bruce decides Reader deserves a little more trust. (He wants to spoil his child.) Giving them more leeway to spend time in Gotham. But, only with members of the family. Which would be fine, if they were available. Thereâs, unfortunately, been an Arkham Breakout.
The entire family is on high alert for the next few days, especially since Joker escaped this time. (Hell, no. The family isnât risking it. They wonât allow it. If Joker does something to Reader heâs dead. Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead. Batman wonât stop anyone for killing him this time if he dares.) The family prioritize his capture, even recruiting the Gotham Sirens and the Superfamily to get the job done. Itâs probably the fastest Jokerâs ever been caught. (Joker is definitely pissed over the matter. And, will be making it everyoneâs problem next time he gets out. What are you protecting Batsy? What are you trying to hide from me? Are we not friends?
Reader gets a brief introduction to Clark Kent during this ordeal. Before, Reader had only seen Conner and Jon around the manor hanging out with Damian and Tim respectively. (Conner would always try to flirt, which annoyed Reader. And, Jon was avoid on principle of being near Damian. Though, Reader was nice if they caught him alone in the manor. Which was growing more frequent recently.)
Clark is charmed, surprised by the Reader having grown up in a Smalltown. For Reader, itâs nice to meet someone who understands the longing for simplicity. Though Clark personally felt like he had something bigger to achieve outside of his town. Still they appreciate each otherâs mindset. (Clark also wouldnât mind inviting Reader out to the Kent farm. It would be fun to annoy Bruce. Plus, Reader is clearly struggling in Gotham. Heâs not wrong.)
With Joker locked up, the family relaxes⌠Somewhat. They still have the rest of the rouge gallery to catch and have to work overtime to do it. Hardly any of them are seen outside the Batcave, which Reader is eighty-four percent certain is in the library.
Reader spends a lot of time pacing the halls. Looking at the paintings and furniture. Itâs lonely. Itâs like living in a house thatâs haunted by ghost youâre supposed to know, but donât. (If I have to live in a house haunted by ghost, Iâd rather be haunted by the ones that loved me. I wanna go home. I want Momma and Daddy. I hate being alone. I hate it here.)
Stephanie, however, having made plans with Reader, finally gets a chance to take them out into Gotham. It takes a nearly a week, but they do manage to get out into the city together. Stephanie showing Reader all her favorite sights, pointing out landmarks and fun things. Itâs possibly the funnest day Readerâs had since coming to Gotham. Arcades, Ice Skating, food trucks, street performers, itâs all new and exciting.
Nothing good last in Readerâs life it seems.
In broad daylight, Reader is forcefully grabbed and thrown into the back of a truck.
Thereâs a massive down side to being Bruce Wayneâs child. You easily get taken hostage and held for ransom.
Stephanie is helpless. She can only watch it happen too far away to make it to Reader in time. The horror and fear on Readerâs face made her stomach turn violently.
She immediately called Barbara to start tracking the vehicle and the thugs, sending an alert out to the entire family.
Once done she couldnât stop herself from letting the disgust and shame bubble from her gut out on to the pavement. Just the thought of Reader being hurt making her physically ill. (Give them back. How dare they take whatâs mine? Itâs my fault. I shouldnât have left them alone. Theyâre helpless without me.)
