I Have Decided To Change Friends Because The Ones I Currently Hang Out With Do Not Understand That Having

I have decided to change friends because the ones i currently hang out with do not understand that having an eating disorder is not my fault... i try so hard to eat healthily... find healthy options and then i just want to keep eating... even wen im full all i need to do is keep eating 🥺🥺🥺

I hate getting out of bed, i just want to do everything inside my bed... however i can not exercise in my bed🤒🥺🥺 they think im being lazy, nope Im not lazy I just do not have the energy because im too full and occupied with depression.

I am glad i stopped taking anti depressants but they helped to get me out of the bed. I really enjoyed that. The side effects were crazier so i had to drop them. My excess weight is from my efforts to get out of bed (antidepressants) how then can i do everything they want me to....🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️

I think its time to hang the boots and say adios!!!✌

I am trying my best and I do not want to be guilted more than I am feeling guilty right now. I know I should stop and I know I should exercise stop making me feel guilty🙄🥴😢

Did i mention that i stopped taking antidepressants now... well im fucked up with the withdrawal symptoms, the crazy one being brain zaps😰😰😰 remind me next time i listen to a dr and think this is a good idea... im just glad to be here and closing this chapter honestly

201205 MMA 2020 Artist of the Year: Acceptance Speech

“The seasons will return, and life does go on, so let’s have faith that spring will come, and I would like it if you could continue living with me. This year, you all suffered greatly, and I’m really really thankful and love you. Yes. You worked hard.” - Kim Namjoon

Other Acceptance Speeches. (trans.)

I am tired from yesterday's tiredness that refused to stop and i can feel today dragging me down🙆‍♀️ will i ever stop

THE 4 UNRIVALED MOMENTS IN BTS & ARMYs’ HISTORY:

1st MUSIC SHOW WIN (2 YEARS AFTER DEBUT)

1st DAESANG (GRAND PRIZE) WIN (3 YEARS AFTER DEBUT)

1st NUMBER 1 ON BILLBOARD HOT 100 (7 YEARS AFTER DEBUT)

1st GRAMMY NOMINATION (7 YEARS AFTER DEBUT)

BTW, THIS is a group that was told were not even gonna last a year! And a fandom that was SO small everyone easily bullied them! LOOK AT US NOW!! 

| Cr pics twt namseokzip - Post by @mimibtsghost​