Do I Like You Or You Just Possess Qualities And Achievements That I Have Been Dying To Achieve But Want
Do I like you or you just possess qualities and achievements that I have been dying to achieve but want to have an easy way out by just having you in my life?
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I want a soft spoken, humble man who does not get angry on small things, does not call me stupid or make me feel dumb for not knowing the answers or not being able to apple common sense sometimes because he knows it's human to make mistakes.
I want someone who will be my peace, whose eyes will enough to convince me survive one more day in this world and whose smile will make me forget all about my problems.
I want someone who does not raise his voice at anyone until it's very needed, is a good human at heart, and who treats everyone with respect.
I want someone who will balance my craziness and weirdness with love. Someone who will atleast want to be with me in tough times and include in his. Someone who understands that coming to dirty home after a long day of work will as irritating to me as it is to him.
Need someone who considers me as human as himself.
My heart beats for a future not possible
My heart gnaws to bite you, to consume raw
You ask me for whom do I hold so much desire?
How do I say your name without scaring you away?
You're my muse but aren't muses supposed to unattainable?
Then why does my heart beat only in the desire to attain you?
a you-shaped hole in the universe Celia Paul, Ocean Vuong, Owen Gent, Alejandra Pizarnik (trans. Yvette Siegert), Karman Verdi, Edna St Vincent Millay