CIGARETTES OUT THE WINDOW

•••CIGARETTES OUT THE WINDOW•••

Pairing: non.idol!Jungwon × Afab!reader

Gerne: kinda angst, fluff, tw cigarettes

Warnings: CIGARETTES, SMOKING, PLEASE DON'T READ IF UNCOMFORTABLE

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- not again, not again, not- her thoughts got cut off when a hand waved beside her face

- you alright? - he asked as he noticed fear plastered on her pale face

-y-yeah just... Tired- great excuse.ofc he would believe her it's 3am

- then go to bed, If anything I'm outside- he said making sure to not break eye contact. That's when he reached the balcony door as she called

- where are you going?

- to smoke - he sighed, and opened the door. The cold air hit his body. It was his tradition to smoke before bed. And she knew it. Why would she ask? Didn't she know? Did she forget? His thoughts were all about her while she was sitting on the edge of their bed and thinking of it. She didn't want to. But she needed to. But Ur wasn't right. But nothing else could help. But how? He'll notice. Hell nah she's not going to do that. No no no. And that's it. She's standing in front of the balcony door looking at his muscular figure though the thin glass. She could see the smoke coming out of the cigarette. The little light was calling her.

- Do you have a spare one?- the question got him out of his thoughts.

- what?- his brain couldn't function properly

- cigarette. Do you have spare cigarettes? - she asked once again feeling her limbs get colder. Not because it was freezing nigh in January but because of his gaze. Oh that fucking gaze. They've been dating for a while but still she wasn't able to read that gaze. Was he mad? Was he confused? What's next? His right hand moved. Is he going to hit her? So many questions spinning in her head making her dizzy

- here- her eyes moved to his hand. Here it is. That box. The box she'd never seen in his hands. But she could smell it. Both of them smoke. It's just that she brushes her teeth after. And he lets that venom slip into her lungs every single time. But what she didn't know Is that he could still taste it when they kissed.

- thanks- she mumbled and gave him the box back.

- oh yeah- he chuckled lowly after awkward silence when she was waiting for the lighter.- here

- thanks- again. She said the same word twice. What will he think? Will he think she's bored? But she's not. Is he insecure? Is he embarrassed? Why didn't he scold me ? I'm smoking after all. Has he already seen me smoking? Has anyone told him? And here we go again. Thoughts making her dizzy. She shuts her eyes close.

- so pretty - he mumbles exhaling the gray smoke

-huh? - she opened her eyes and looked at him.

- so pretty- he said a little louder not making eye contact.- even when smoking

- are you mad?- finally. She Said it. The relief she feels after letting those 3 words out.

- Yeah- he turns his head the other way. Avoiding her and her innocent eyes- this is the last time you're doing it

- can't promise- she says going back to inhaling the substance both knew very well was killing them

- are you kidding?- he looked at her. Finally. They made eye contact. But obviously he was mad. He was confused. He was mad. He was sad. - I said it's the last time

- Okay- she answered throwing the cigarette out.

- come here- he said doing the same with his poisonous treat and opening his arms. They hugged. Both knowing it was not the last time

~~~A BOY WHO~~~

Lee Heeseung fiction

Part 1

Author's pov:

"Dear diary

Seems like a story about a boy who never found his happiness" he wrote while wiping away his tears. He was tired of everything. Tired of school.Tired of family.Tired of friends.Tired of his life.

Suddenly he took of his shirt, got the scissors from his table. He looked at his scars that remind him of the pain he went through his whole life, he looked at the wet pages of his diary that tell him about his hard life and then he looked out of the window. Spring. A season when everything wakes up. Everything wakes up again. After cold and freezing winter everything finds strength and wakes up again forgetting about past. Starting everything again. There was time when those trees with green leaves looked like a stick but now... There was no sun and no hope that sun will come up soon and now...

Tears fell dow from his eyes. He felt happy. Something told him to give second chance to his life. Give a second chance and start everything again. From new page.

The bell rang. Everyone was in the classroom. Heeseung too. He was always smiling and happy boy to everyone but no one knew the truth. Though it was obvious. Always wearing long sleeves, always sitting alone, avoiding eye contact. The teacher entered the classroom but he wasn't alone. There was a girl behind him. She wore their school uniform but no one had seen her before. She was shortie. Black hair with bangs. Cute boba eyes and pink plump lips.

" She's cute" Heeseung thought himself.

Your pov:

- okay Y/N, here's your class. Can you introduce yourself?

- Yes Mr. Park. I can

The teacher guided me to the classroom. When me entered everyone's eyes were on me.

- Hi everyone, I'm L/N Y/N. Nice to meet you.- I said awkwardly

- okay now go and sit somewhere- the teacher Sait to me. I noticed the last seat next to a boy that was free. So I sat there.

As an introvert I didn't even say hi to my seatmate and he did the same.

His pov:

" She sat next to me. Omg. Okay Heeseung don't do anything embarrassing. Don't talk a lot. Just don't talk." I told myself. She is beautiful. Her dark hair reminds me of night sky. Her puffy blush cheeks looked so soft that I already wanted to pinch them. WAIT?! I REALLY DID THAT??!! SHIT

Your pov

I was listening to the teacher when felt that someone pinched my cheeks. I turned around and saw the boy next to me. He looks good.

- what are you doing ? -i whispered to him

- oh. .... Um... Sorry i- I don't know . Just.... Your cheeks .....- he whispered

- What my cheeks ? What's with them? Is there something? - I panicked

- N-no... Just ... They're- he was cut off by the teacher

- Y/N and Heeseung silence- the teacher yelled

So his name is Heeseung. But what he wanted to say about my cheeks. I'll ask later.

The class ended. When I was done packing my things I noticed that Heeseung was already gone.

So I had to look for him. I was running through corridor when I noticed him next to his locker.

His pov:

I was getting my books when I heard someone's heavy breathing. I couldn't see anyone, so I just closed my locker. But behind the locker door was Y/N trying to catch her breath.

- Are you okay?- I asked her

- Yeh I'm okay Heeseung- she said still catching breath. Heeseung? She knows my name? How? She asked anyone? Maybe I was interesting for her?

- How do you know my name? - I asked out of interest

- The teacher said- she said already calmed down. My expectations were wrong. What's this feeling? Why do I feel it? I started to think...

- Hey, Earth to Heeseung. Are you there?- she said snapping her fingers in front of my face

-oh, um yes. What did you wanted to say?

- I just have a question- she said. I didn't say anything and stood there with blank expression.

She sighed. Guess she wanted me something to say.

- What did you wanted to say earlier. About my cheeks.- she said looking down.

-Oh, I wanted to say that your cheeks look cute- i felt embarrassed. Her too. But why.

- o, thanks....-i could see her blush- i-is that all?

- yeah?- I said not looking in her eyes.

- ok then, bye. See you tomorrow - she said running away.

Y/N pov:

His words made me blush really hard. But I never blushed before......

It's so sweet

Genre-fluff

Pairing-bf!Niki x afab!reader

Warnings-fluff,cuddles,kisses

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The raindrops started hitting the window of your train cabin. Hot ramen on the table, your favourite book in your hands and you wrapped in your boyfriend's arms going for a little trip. Niki was listening to music while you were sitting on his lap, turning the pages of your book. Suddenly he pecked your temple and squeezed you a bit . It made you look at him and he kissed you. You smiled as he broke the kiss. He took off his headphones and you put your book next to the ramen that already got colder. You turned to him and wrapped your arms around his neck as he wrapped his around your waist and kissed you once again. The rain got heavier and you placed your head on his chest as he caressed your hair. He left another faint kiss on your head and let out a sigh. " It's so sweet. " You mumbled in his chest. He hummed and hugged you tighter. "Knowing that you love me" he continued and earned a smile from you.

Ehem????... Unexpected....?