66 Wishes, Weeps, Praying It's Enough To Pull For Baizhu

🌙 — 66 wishes, weeps, praying it's enough to pull for baizhu

W: 5 favorite characters from 5 different fandoms.

ace attorney: miles edgeworth, phoenix wright, trucy wright, apollo justice, kay faraday

rwby: yang xiao long, ozpin, qrow branwen, weiss schnee, oscar pine

naruto: naruto uzumaki, sasuke uchiha, madara uchiha, kakashi hatake, deidara

obey me: lucifer, asmodeus, diavolo, barbatos, simeon

genshin impact: diluc, dainsleif, zhongli, xiao, kaeya

🌙— crying, i'm uploading psds on my resource blog, and i'm testing them on kaeya beforehand to see if they whitewash and uh. i have turned kaeya into a grape LKSJDFLSF

diluc hates that even after all this time, he's still an open book to kaeya. no matter how hard he pushes him away, no matter how closed off and locked away he makes himself, kaeya still knows exactly how diluc feels.

he rolls his eyes, arms folding over his chest. he looks away, brows knitted together. he sighs softly, why...? why does kaeya care so much? why doesn't he hate him? why does he try? why does kaeya shoulder all of diluc's mistakes and actions?

"you aren't responsible for my burdens." he finally speaks, "and i'd rather you not care about me because of some imagined guilt. i don't need the pity."

he can't help it. he can't help but keep kaeya at a distance. he doesn't trust himself. he has changed from his little... adventure, but that doesn't mean he isn't still capable of possibly losing all sense and composure. he can't risk that.

@noctuafought: ❛ i’m fine. there’s nothing for you to worry about. ❜ 

when was diluc ever fine? that was the first thought that rushed through kaeya's head as he sat there in the winery. this was meant to be a brief visit, to drop off some items his estranged brother asked for, and get out of the way before the suppressed memories of his time here broke free and rushed into his head.

but that was not going to happen now as he found himself leaning forward in his seat and tilting his head, almost examining diluc as a long sigh left his lips and kaeya replied to that obvious lie.

"i'm not dumb, diluc. you haven't been fine for years, and whether you like it or not, i still care and worry about you. i'm responsible for some of those burdens you bare, so i will worry about you no matter what. so, talk to me, what's wrong."

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while grape juice is his favorite, he developed an obsession with lemonade, especially strawberry lemonade