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rotting in bed but in a richard wasting away during that first winter in vermont kind of way

i bring a “what if none of this is real and you’re all just figments of my imagination” sort of vibe that my family and friends don’t seem to appreciate

some days i think it’s just me and my letterboxd against the world

i used to pretend what i went through was normal but i don’t think life should’ve been that hard at the ripe age of 16

i came out of the womb, and immediately apologized for the pains i caused my mother in childbirth. it cost her something to bare me and raise me, and i think ill spend the rest of my life trying to make up for that. all i really am anymore is sorry

the first-winter-in-vermont version of richard papen is a little too relatable sometimes

four years ago november started and i don’t think it’s ever really stopped

sorry i can’t take your touch, man. it’s not you it’s just that i fell in love with a war

love is buying your favorite chocolate out of habit cause i saw it at the store

(a short poem for a friend who will never know how dear she is to me. i’m sorry i don’t know how to tell you. i’ll have to hope the chocolate conveys what words never could)

the pear??

Mr. Flanagan! I loved those bts snippets in your Hill House post. Do you have any behind-the-scenes photos from the making of Midnight Mass you’d be willing to share with us?

(Also, thank you for making Midnight Mass! I can’t tell you how much that show has made a permanent home in my brain, one year on. A forever #1 favorite of mine. Thank you.)

Sure! Here are some my personal photos from the shoot. Hope you enjoy.

Recent Midnight Mass com, finished my third rewatch a little bit ago and the concept's been bouncing around in my head for a while.

midnight mass (2021, dir. mike flanagan)

i appreciate it, i am in fact very scared for communion

watching the last episode of midnight mass right before church on a sunday was perhaps not my smartest idea…

only kind of bingo i play

house of usher comes out next week so it feels like the right time to break out the old mike flanagan bingo board.

filled out to the best of my memory. love when a dude is obsessed with themes and imagery <3

3. 3 nickels mike. this is getting out of hand

If i had a nickel for every time i cried my way through the last episode of a mike flannigan series, i would have two nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it’s happened two times

watching the last episode of midnight mass right before church on a sunday was perhaps not my smartest idea…

i cannot merely read words, i must consume. give me a sentence and watch as i carve it into my bones, tucked safely right over my heart

the sun is shining. it’s morning and i can hear people moving outside my door but im still in bed. i don’t think i’ll ever get out of bed, i don’t think i know how to anymore. some days im not so sure im even still alive…

Kaz Brekker invented love. in this essay i will-

If i had a nickel for every time i cried my way through the last episode of a mike flannigan series, i would have two nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it’s happened two times

Mike Flannigan you’ve done it again (i’ve been sobbing violently for the last hour with no signs of stopping soon)

“I loved you completely and you loved me the same. That’s all, the rest is confetti…”

Mike Flannigan your days are numbered

how do i let people know that fall is my favorite season, not in a pumpkin spice way but in a “the snow in the mountains was melting and bunny had been dead for several weeks” kind of way?