Its Currently 1:54 In The Morning And I Cant Sleep Because I Have Insomnia

It’s currently 1:54 in the morning and I can’t sleep because I have ✨insomnia✨

I know it’s extremely fancy.

Besides the point..... I just wanted to come on here to say that I want a boyfriend.

And you see I’m being extremely patient and letting nature run it’s course....

BUT

Except the boyfriend is taking longer than the 4-5 business days to get here, despite what it said on the receipt. So I decided to check the UPS website where my package was going to be sent through...

So I pulled up the order and it said that my Suna Boyfriend Package has been lost with their other shipments of packages😭🤌🏻

So the lessons this story is...

1) I’m lonely

2) UPS sucks

And well...

3) This made up story on wanting Suna to be my boyfriend sucks

Ron, nodding sagely: If it excites you and scares you at the same time, you should probably just do it.

Harry: Really?

Ron: Yeah!

Harry, taking a deep breath: Alright. I’ll do it. I’ll fuck Tom Riddle.

Ron: What.

Harry, waving goodbye: Thanks for the advice, Ron.

Ron: What.

I wanted to come on here and rant and cry over a couple of things. And first of it’s not the cursed memes because they make me feel better.

Im literally sitting in bed minding my own business, looking at pictures of my favorite anime characters and go “wow if only they existed so I can save myself the from all these hoes on Tinder.” The fact that after I say this my heart breaks a little😀. Like I’m sitting here crying about how my favorite anime characters don’t exist and how much it fucking hurts because I love them so much. The fact that my Anime Characters are literally light years better than the men where I’m from🥲. Like no wonder I can’t get a boyfriend, simply because my standards of men are so significantly high that it’s impossible for me to find a guy with any common decency.... LIKE MY STANDARDS ARENT EVEN THAT HIGH!!! ITS LITERALLY THE BARE MINIMUM!!! All they want is sex and I’m over here in my corner like..... “relationship please.” And guys are like..... Ew gross............

So in other words I think I’ve given up.....

So Kuroo, Kise, Daiki..... heck if any of the anime men on my simp list are reading this.... please come pick me up..... I’m tired of this bullshit

Am I in a lecture right now?

- Yes

Do I have any idea what we are talking about?

- No

Do I give any shits?

- Absolutely not

What’s my point?

- I have no point besides the fact that I’m bored and wanting to post this cursed Image of Ushijima

it ends as it began

Do people realize that Marinette is slowly renouncing love altogether? 

The last scene of Truth reveals Marinette believes she must renounce any love life. This is her first episode as the Guardian and that’s the first decision she takes and first sacrifice she makes as a Guardian. And this is also the first episode of the new season, so this is only the beginning. Just like Chameleon was the start of her hardships back in S3. Just like Collector was about LB learning to trust others in order to gain new allies in S2. 

Plus, we got a glimpse of this in a S4 trailer where Marinette states she is better off just being Ladybug. Renouncing her civilian identity and life. Renouncing her humanity for the sake of her mission. Meaning Marinette is starting to believe she has to push away those she loves in order to protect her loved ones, her secret identity and the Miracle Box. As a Guardian, she has to be perfect and cannot afford another slip due to her emotions. 

And you know who else has pushed away people and his emotions for the sake of his mission? Gabriel Agreste.

LB and HM aren’t just foes. They are growing more and more into foils.