Its Currently 12:35 Am, But We All Already Know The Drill I Cant Sleep

It’s currently 12:35 am, but we all already know the drill… I can’t sleep🥰

So what am I gonna do to help this issue?

I’m gonna re-attempt to write a fanfic that I kinda gave up on even though I absolutely love the ideas that go along with it….

Wish me and give me all the luck cause my writing skills and my sanity are gonna need it🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️

Thank you for coming to my TedTalk🤩

Do people realize that Marinette is slowly renouncing love altogether? 

The last scene of Truth reveals Marinette believes she must renounce any love life. This is her first episode as the Guardian and that’s the first decision she takes and first sacrifice she makes as a Guardian. And this is also the first episode of the new season, so this is only the beginning. Just like Chameleon was the start of her hardships back in S3. Just like Collector was about LB learning to trust others in order to gain new allies in S2. 

Plus, we got a glimpse of this in a S4 trailer where Marinette states she is better off just being Ladybug. Renouncing her civilian identity and life. Renouncing her humanity for the sake of her mission. Meaning Marinette is starting to believe she has to push away those she loves in order to protect her loved ones, her secret identity and the Miracle Box. As a Guardian, she has to be perfect and cannot afford another slip due to her emotions. 

And you know who else has pushed away people and his emotions for the sake of his mission? Gabriel Agreste.

LB and HM aren’t just foes. They are growing more and more into foils. 

Reblog if you're gay, lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, asexual, transgender or a supporter.

This should be reblogged by everyone. Even if you’re straight, you should be a supporter.

I absolutely love how I’m minding my business in my room ,watching up on some YouTube to relax. This video pops up on my feed that is titled “The Problem With Modern Love.” I click on it, expecting it to be about popular takes about love that I’ve heard over and over again by many different people. To tell y’all how genuinely surprised I was, is a complete understatement. I don’t know who this man is in the video, but he is so eloquent and explains his point of with so much passion and care that I was blown away. I will not lie, I think this video just completely solidified the fact that I 100000% find intelligence, passions and being themselves are 3 of the most attractive qualities that a person can have.

Oh and here’s the link to the video if you’re curious https://youtu.be/AnEtus9XNws?si=rtyUym_CGzuyTMMH

It’s currently 1:54 in the morning and I can’t sleep because I have ✨insomnia✨

I know it’s extremely fancy.

Besides the point..... I just wanted to come on here to say that I want a boyfriend.

And you see I’m being extremely patient and letting nature run it’s course....

BUT

Except the boyfriend is taking longer than the 4-5 business days to get here, despite what it said on the receipt. So I decided to check the UPS website where my package was going to be sent through...

So I pulled up the order and it said that my Suna Boyfriend Package has been lost with their other shipments of packages😭🤌🏻

So the lessons this story is...

1) I’m lonely

2) UPS sucks

And well...

3) This made up story on wanting Suna to be my boyfriend sucks

Lmao It’s Been A While

Dear college freshman and sophomore me,

Remember the guy you had a major crush on and never talked to him because you were so nervous every time you saw him? The guy you would see at the student union looking all fine and smart minding his own business and just couldn’t help but want to get to know him? Yeah? Well…. Gurl…. He’s not worth it and is a major disappointment because the man is dry asf and is not the standard… he may look cute but do not waste your time.

We finally had our first relationship after years of being single from the ex from high school that traumatized us!! (Btw your bisexual). Look, it may have hurt us deeply, but we learned from it. It gave a us a new perspective on our first relationship and we learned about what WE truly wanted in a relationship. We learned about what we want when it comes to dating and getting into a relationship. I’m proud to say that we are able to say when enough is enough and stand up for ourselves. It was a great relationship, with many beautiful memories and you learn a lot from it. I don’t regret it, but it doesn’t end up hurting you in the end.

You have the greatest friends!! They were there through everything. They helped you when you felt lost, they were there when you had a panic attack for the first time in months, they were there to lift you up when you were down. They were there to support you in absolutely everything and I couldn’t be more thankful that they are in my life. They give you courage and confidence in our decisions, wishes, and dreams!! Heck you even reconnected with your longest friend after a year of no talking because you thought that she would leave you is she found out you were bisexual!! You couldn’t have more more wrong because she supports you and she’s so happy to see how confident you are in yourself!! That’s right baby me!! We are confident now😎 plus you are in such a better place than you have ever been in your life!! Your happy and making memories with the people you love and cherish!! Heck I got high last night with all of our friends and went to the zoo and it was the best experience!!

Also remember the one guy your ex friend did a show with and how she told you all this shit about him and ended up hating him for it? Well… you ended up working on a musical with him and you hated him even more!! But that’s not the point. You both ended up being in the same class… and that my friend, is where it all began. So who would’ve ever thought you would have a fat crush on the guy that you hated? We have read by far too many fanfics. Btw nothing has come out of it, except moments that make me question whether or not he’s being flirty or just a good friend, but let me tell you… it’s worth it. Liking him as been one of the most fun experiences because he treats you differently than does with others in his life. He genuinely cares about us. He has defended you to professors, your fake wife (hi Daisy🥺🫶), your close friends, ect… he has given us advice, he has calmed us down when we are angry and stressed. He literally threatened us that he would come take care of us himself if we didn’t take better care of ourselves when we were sick. He is able to read us like a fucking book and that makes us so happy. We don’t have to say a single word because he will say “what happened? Talk to me,” and we do!! Man do we talk. We have talked about so many different things, and each one I cherish because he is just as grateful to have me in his life like how much I’m grateful that he’s in mine. Whether this ends up becoming romantic or friendly, it doesn’t matter because we have gained someone in our life that makes us happy.

And now on to the star of this saga. You, me and Us. I’m so proud of us. We made it to 22, and who would’ve thought that. We’ve had it hard, life coming at us and throwing curve balls left and right, hiking up mountains and valleys to get where we are and look at us!! We were able to write a full 10 minute script that our professor loved!! We even designed the program that presented our class and everyone loved it!! But the biggest accomplishment was the fact that we are officially an actor!! We preformed in our first main stage theatre production as the main lead for a show that has never been produced before!! On top of that we got nominated to compete for the Irene Ryan this upcoming KACTF!! lol at us go!! All those late nights memorizing lines that ended up being 96 pages was all worth it. We also have made so many new friendships and connections through this experience. We are finally growing up into the person we hoped we’d be! Look how far we’ve come and this is just the beginning because now you’re trying to write a book and man am I having fun with it!!

Everything you’ve gone through led us to where we are now!! I know it was hard in the beginning, but I’m so proud of you for holding on!! And I’m so proud of us for how far we’ve come. Goodbye for now little me. I’ll update you in a few years!!

Sincerely,

Me😘🥰💕🫶