Sneak Peek

sneak peek 🤫🤫

caldre having their first kiss on july 4, 2000.

a lot of us have pointed out how andre kisses to the camera after the boys say “let the countdown begin!” imagine if that’s andre teasing the people watching the tapes, hinting at his and cal’s actions off camera.

they’d set off a bottle rocket and watch as it flew over the water. the water lit up and looked like a true piece of art. cal wasn’t too concerned about that piece of art though.

he’s staring at andre and how he’s smiling. he’s watching how andre’s eyes almost completely shut and his nose crinkles. his eyes stop at andre’s mouth, where his thin lips line a toothy grin that displays his pride in his firework. the smile disappears suddenly.

“did you not like it, cal?”

“what?”

“you look a little out of it. if you want to stop, we can. i think we got enough footage.”

cal shakes his head. he didn’t notice that andre had glanced over at him and how obvious he was. “no, that’s not it.

“what is it?”

andre genuinely is worried. his eyebrows knot together. he looks adorable, cal thinks. even in the dark, the beauty of the boy in front of him shines.

“can i kiss you?”

andre laughs. “what?”

“you heard me, andre.” cal swivels on his feet and runs his hands through his hair. “i’m not saying it again.”

“cal, look at me.”

he does. he’ll always do what andre asks of him. when he looks at andre, they’re standing a lot closer than he remembers. andre must’ve stepped closer when cal wasn’t looking.

“do it.” andre spots the confused look on cal’s face. “kiss me, fuckwad.”

once again, cal does what andre tells him to. he’s never been happier. even if the camera doesn’t capture this moment, cal knows it’ll forever be immortalized, even after zero day when both boys are gone.

andre saying zero day is to even the score in life. he’s been bullied his entire life since moving from germany. the words and actions others have inflicted on him have become internal now. the voices in his head have turned against him.

whether he wants to admit it or not: andre is his own biggest bully. he remembers things others don’t like the jcpenney shirt and puts himself down over it. no matter how hard he tries, he will never get rid of his self hatred.

maybe that’s why he was so quick to end his own life after cal mentioned it. he knew who his final and greatest enemy was: andre kriegman.

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whats like your top 5 ships of all time in any fandom or movie or show or game.

OKAY SO: this will not be in any specific order and if i leave any out i’m so sorry. i’m also only doing movies n tv shows because books are a whole other category

1. david and matteo from druck!

2. cal and andre from zero day!

3. stu and billy from scream!

4. young shauna and lottie from yellowjackets!

5. hannibal and will from hannibal!

honorable mentions: laura lee and lottie from yellowjackets, grizz and sam from the society, neil and todd from dead poets society, leah and fatin from the wilds, even and isak from skam, and kieu my and fatou from druck!