Thinking About How The Last Thing Eric Saw Was Alex Pointing A Gun At Him. Alexhis Best Friend, The Person

thinking about how the last thing eric saw was alex pointing a gun at him. alex—his best friend, the person he was in love with, his partner in crime—decided to stop his life mid sentence. whether or not alex thought he was doing the right thing doesn’t matter. eric’s last moments, even if just for a split second, were filled with fear as he stared down the barrel of the weapon alex was holding.

cal getting institutionalized.

he’d call andre on the old phones the hospital has that make his voice all crackly. he’d use one of the small pencils they have to write down the numbers of his parents that andre obviously knows. he teases cal about how he knows the numbers, but cal doesn’t.

cal defends himself, telling andre he should be flattered that he even remembered andre’s cell phone number. they’d laugh and have endless conversations until a nurse tells cal to get off the phone.

he’d write in his journal about andre and his siblings. he wouldn’t really miss his parents, but his siblings are always on his mind. when he talks to his psychiatrist about a support system outside of his family, he mentions andre and rachel.

he talks about rachel a lot, making the psychiatrist wonder if they’re dating. he heavily denies it and mentions that he likes someone else but will never admit who it is.

his parents come to pick him up after a week or two, and andre is sitting in the backseat. they have his favorite snacks and music on the radio. he’s glad to be home, even if he’s annoyed from the amount of medication he has to take.

I LOVE LIFE IS STRANGE 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 also yeah id say im doing... okayish! could be better but at least i am living :)

-the passenger anon

I LOVE IT TOO!!!

passenger anon my dms are open whenever you need them (if you want to stay anonymous we can talk in my inbox instead!!) just know that im always here if you need to talk

i saw one of your posts about cals siblings reactions after his dead. youre a wonderful writer and all like youre so good at letting the emotions transpire through words that being said that shit made me cry so much i hope youre jailed for it

please do not jail me... operationfreeme again...

no but fr thank you so much for your kind words!! you're genuinely so lovely anon. hopefully you werent crying for too long! ill post some happy stuff soon!

also (to everyone not just anon) sorry for not posting a lot since i got out of the hospital. i'm just trying to get back into the swing of life and while tumblr is important to me, it's just hard to balance everything at the moment

HELPPPP????!??????

i do eat glass it’s true 💔

Operationandre eats glass

Operationandre eats glass

don’t think i ever posted this so here you go!!