
Hey there! I'm Jace, 19 year old (*2002). she/her and they/them. bi or pan. A (funktioning) depressed fangirl (girl? person? idek anymore) from Germany and working on my mental health (which is also the reason why I'm hardly on this site anymore). Part of more fandoms than there are stars in the sky, but mainly D&D shows (Dimension 20, Critical Role, NADDpod, The Adventure Zone, etc.) Musicals (Starkid, bare, Lizard Boy, etc.), MCU, Narnia, Marauders, K-pop, ... and sooo many more. Big multi-shipper. Love the angst. poetry & aesthetics™ enthusiast. I'll try to do inktober this year, but who knows.
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This Is. The Best. I Love Fabian!!
This is. The Best. I love Fabian!!




Mini comic about the gifts Fabian gave to the rest of the party! This idea started because of @jamiebluewind who also wrote a small script for this comic!
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Love the series.
L♡VE THE FASHION!










pirate fashion
same... I joined in when episode 3 of Fantasy High was just out.
Anyone remember that tumblr post that described the fandom as 8 people and a bag of chips ?
Now it is one of my all-time favourite pieces of media and fandoms.
ayyyy holy shit d20 is trending, i feel like the fandom that was once literally like 10 people is all grownup :')
why do you think fabian ended up killing his father? it's one of the decisions that has honestly never made sense to me
this is a more complicated answer than it initially sounds like, but it boils down to: it was the coolest thing to do at the time.
fabian’s relationship with his dad is defined by its hero worship and the intense projection that came along with it. bill seacaster, in fabian’s eyes, is everything a person should aspire to be: daring adventures, cutthroat skills in battle, secret trysts, dramatic escapes. imagine never getting to grow out of that phase as a 7-year-old where you want to be a superhero, and it hasn’t quite clocked with you all the crazy shit that would come along with being a superhero. that’s the life fabian has lived.
fabian has spent his whole life dramatizing & aspiring to the person that his dad is, and his dad is quite literally a character from peter pan. he has carefully maximized himself to look As Cool As Possible all the time, with the specific intent of gaining validation from his dad.
but fabian is not bill seacaster. it takes all season to acknowledge it, but fabian is kinder, more compassionate, less gold-obsessed, and most importantly, sixteen years old. fabian has lapses, and craves his dad’s love, and gets gifts for his friends just because he loves them, and asks how fig’s dad fucks just to make fun of fig. he is good, in ways that bill is not, and an important part of his arc is the realization that he doesn’t have to be just like his dad.
fabian killing his father satisfies both of these arcs. it’s a fuckin Storybook Moment - narrative parallel to bill talking about killing his own dad, the story of the Son Growing Past The Father’s Influence, just a fuckin Big Swing in general - but it is also an act of mercy, in that it is the storybook ending bill seacaster wants to have. fabian killing his father is a triumphant fairytale moment of cycles and stories, and it’s what bill wants - to go out dramatically, in flames, with explosions. but it is done on fabian’s terms. it is a kindness.
in the moment fabian kills his dad, he is concluding two separate storylines. he is giving his father exactly what he wants. but he isn’t doing it for glory or gold, the reasons his father did it; he’s doing it on his terms. he’s beginning the process of redefining his dad’s legacy for himself to something that he can shape with his own hands to be kinder and more open.
Riz Gukgak HCs
Given how little sleep he gets, Riz is able to conk out pretty much anywhere at anytime. He also has an eerily good internal clock when it comes to napping, which means that he can say that he’s just going to sleep for five minutes, and he will. When he gets his own office above the apartment, he particularly likes sleeping under the desk. Nobody can see him when they first come in, and it’s comforting to be protected like that.
When the others find him the day their quest for the crown is supposed to start, they try to wake him up. He’s usually a pretty light sleeper so they don’t expect it to take much, but when he doesn’t wake up after Fabian throws a balled up piece of paper at him, or when Kristen shakes his shoulder, they start to get worried.
He likes watching bad police shows with Sklonda, where she points out all the procedural issues and Riz mentally takes notes on what to do, as well as what not to do. He does like the confidence that those cool detectives have, despite – or maybe because of – their flagrant disregard for the rules, and Sklonda has walked in on him practicing their catchphrases more than once.
It became their little tradition after Pok died, and comfort to Riz is sitting next to his mom on the couch, snacking on microwave popcorn mixed with candy, and watching detectives that take themselves too seriously.
Riz likes to chew on things while thinking, usually the side of his thumb or whatever poor writing utensil he’s holding at the moment, but on one memorable occasion he got lost very deep in thought and started gnawing on the side of his magnifying glass. He did accidentally chip one of this teeth, and refuses to tell anybody what actually happened.
He is also used to eating pretty much anything, and he and Kristen are team Will Eat Anything against Fabian and Adaine’s Specific Food Preferences
As a kid, Riz would always hide around the apartment – and, considering the size of the place, the number of places that he disappeared to was pretty impressive. He was a fan of hiding in cabinets or under furniture, but one one memorable occasion, he got a nat 20 and managed to wriggle his way into a vent, staying there for a couple hours as his parents searched for him.
Riz tells his mom pretty much everything, and when he gets very into something new or is close to cracking a case, he will talk at her, both so that he can work through it and because he loves her and wants to keep her in the loop. She always told him that if it was important to him it was important to her, and she did mean it, but that also resulted her learning more than she ever expected to know about how hundreds of years ago they put arsenic in the wallpaper.
Most of the other Bad Kids are baffled by him having a legitimately good relationship with his mom, but Gorgug gets it.
Fig acts like she doesn’t really care – poorly, as always – but she does ask Riz what it’s like to be so comfortable with his mom, and maybe, not like she needs to know, but also how they got to that point.

I’m swooning. Nothing could have prepared me for her VOICE.