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Em... Okay, I'll try to write something?..

Last Song: Stolas' song from Helluva boss latest (so far) episode

Favorite color: all shades of purple

Currently watching:... Nothing, I work and watch only videos on YouTube in my free time. I only follow the release of the Helluva boss episodes... Sometimes. I don't know if this counts.

Last movie: The second part of Guardians of the Galaxy (translated the title from Russian, perhaps in the original this film is called something else)

Sweet/spicy/savory: sweet and spicy

Relationship status: I'm in a relationship with my boyfriend and girlfriend, which is sometimes quite tiring, but I'm not complaining, everything is fine

Current obsession: Tell in the tumblr about my au in the rain world and hope that at least someone will pay attention to her.

nine people i want to get to know better

Thank you for the tag, @slutsons-blog! Starting a new post because I'm autistic and therefore mostly only care about the "Current Obsession" question, and want to ramble excessively as usual in that one.

Last song: Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Red Rescue Team: Pokemon Square because I'm currently playing Pokemon Mystery Dungeon with my daughter. Otherwise I honestly couldn't tell you. Whatever was on in my car.

Fave color: Purple

Currently watching: Star Trek Discovery

Last movie: Knives Out

Sweet/spicy/savory: Sweet, tart, salty

Relationship: married x 27 years

Last thing I googled: the word "dependent", for spelling assistance. which is a good thing because I spelled it "dependant".

Current Obsession: it's been spn since 2016. Truly we are the Hotel California of media franchises. I did recently play Disco Elysium twice in a row in quick succession, and I follow the DE tag. I can't recommend the game highly enough.... but I can feel my Special Interest-level obsession with it fading already. Spn has never faded even a tiny bit and I wonder if it ever will.

@slutsons-blog I feel after reading that you're watching spn for the first time, that I did you a bit of a disservice with my Sam takes to you before in that I mostly talked about Sam's evolution as a character as the show goes on and very little about him from the first five seasons.

Gotta be honest and tell you that although I liked both brothers all along, I was a Dean girl until the end of s6/beginning of s7, when the balance of who gets whumped the most started shifting and my subconscious suddenly decided to switch allegiances. It's not that I liked Dean any less; my id just loves a sopping wet pathetic kitten of a man who has been sexually abused, and Sam got suddenly way more kitteny and pathetic after the Cage. So I don't actually have a ton of takes on "what to love about Sam in the early seasons". I do love early seasons Sam too--she is my beautiful baby princess--but my early seasons takes are a lot more inchoate.

I count myself lucky about my id's sudden defection though, because I think we have limited control of who our blorbos are, and having Dean as a blorbo is a tough row to hoe as the later seasons go along. You know how you noticed that in s6, Dean suddenly gets a lot more assholey without apparent reason? Unfortunately he never gets better again, and in fact keeps getting worse and worse as the years go by, until by the last seasons he is openly far more abusive to their joint child(-in-an-adult body) than John was to him and Sam. It's a realistic picture of what can happen when trauma keeps piling up on people, but it's also honestly pretty distressing, especially if he's your blorbo.

If one is in it for the ship, there's some good destiel content in the later seasons, but if you're in it for Dean, you're left either 1) dealing with the fact he's got extremely significant interpersonal problems that he never gets much of anywhere on solving and that negatively impact his chosen family in profound ways, or 2) pretending he's the same character he was in s1 and Sam is the same Sam from s1, only more boring, and Dean is just trying to put up with him because he was brainwashed by John (or ig 3- something in the middle between those two. But that seldom seems to happen in practice for whatever reason). These two versions of the show are poorly compatible, and that's how the Sam girls and the Dean girls end up in isolated silos. A few people manage to live in both, but not many.

Anyway, I feel like without the context of how Sam and Dean change in the mid to late seasons, the two fics I recc'd as Sam character studies are going to seem insanely Dean-critical, so if you haven't read them yet, you might want to wait until s10. In the meantime, the general recs are fun reads and hopefully do a good job of showcasing both characters earlier on.

Tagging (but I would be a huge hypocrite if I didn't specify there's no pressure to respond, since I almost always fail at responding to tag games myself): @adihildilid @aliusfrater @quietwingsinthesky @sammygender @ardentpoop

@peanutbutterandbananasandwichs @schizosamwincester @normalbrothershow @jellybracelet.

I figured my slugcats weren't enough... Slug-like! So I decided that I needed to solve this problem, so I slowly began to draw redesigns of all the slug cats and the first one I drew as you see Monk! Heh, isn't he cute? :3

(Important clarification: the designs of my slugcat characters in my au will not change in any way! These changes will only affect the designs of slugcat from rw in general. And I won't change my slugcat oc in any way because it is perfect >:3)

Hugs =^w^=

Koyt and Kala! 2 silly scavengers that accidentally got outcasted from their pack because they were too busy making bad music and (trying to) tame every creature they come across.

also they accidentally got the mark of communication by bothering pebbles too hard

I can't figure out one detail in rw fandom

This applies to one thorn, which, apparently, everyone at least dislikes, and at most hates with all their hearts. But I really like him myself, and seeing all this hatred from other people towards its, I begin to feel that I am behaving wrong and that I am a sick and mentally ill person... I'm talking ship Gourmand x Survivor... I think for the most part, this ship is disliked because of alleged pedophilia and compared to Monk x Survivor. This is argued by the fact that the Survivor is still a child, and the Gourmand is an adult slugcat. But in this case, people should hate all the other thorns associated with Survivor and Monk, because it turns out that there is no pedophilia in them, but for some reason everyone is satisfied with everything. As for me, it is not very correct to consider Monk and Survivor as children, because both of these slugcats can very well stand up for themselves, and in the game itself I can't say that they are depicted as some kind of small. That is, I believe that Survivor is about 20 years old by human standards, and Gourmand is 28-30. Of course, this is quite a big age difference, but at what point did such relationships become illegal? Please explain to me why my point of view may be wrong, but until anyone has explained to me why ship Gourmand x Survivor is very bad, I will continue to like.

**I've stroked Fawn**

No one will be interested, but I'll tell you a little bit about the fawn.

Of all the stories, I really like it because it's moderately tragic and moderately funny.

Fawn is a slugcat who has gone through three stages of growth (in the picture, he is at the final second stage) this baby was created by a wild creature, and is called a forest. This region is a living being, you can just call it a tree

At the moment, the fawn lives alone, he can talk to the forest. But unfortunately, not all the slugcat he saw can speak sign language.

The fawn is very kind. He's part of the forest. He is the heart of the forest. If the fawn dies, the forest will die. If the forest is damaged, the fawn will immediately feel it

The forest and the fawn are connected. The fawn is essentially sharpened in the grass, where the roots of the trees grow, he cannot go further, otherwise he will die

He is often lonely because there is no shadow with him anymore. There is no Hera either. Yuni, he rarely appears

It is very easy to get into the forest, because the forest no longer covers itself. If you go into the forest, the fawn will immediately understand who you are and will go to meet you to find out the purpose of your visit

(By the way, a fact. This place is either sometimes attacked by scavengers. Also, lizards very rarely go there, they are scared, they are all scared, so they avoid this place)

It is very easy to get into the "tree", just go to the main tree from the outer expanse, and then move west. It won't take long, but you'll get to this place.

If you will sit in silence, be silent and try to hear at least something, then you will hear the leaves moving without wind and soon you will hear a voice. He's very friendly, it's the voice of the forest, but you have to be very focused to make out what the forest is saying

Because the forest is alive, everyone is afraid of it. There are rumors among slugcat that monsters live in the forest. Scavengers avoid this place because they are afraid of the atmosphere around it. To be afraid of lizards too

The forest can also absorb food, but it does so a little faster than other plants. He devours dead creatures or rotted berries to replenish his strength. It looks creepy, because in front of your eyes it's raging, the lizard that you recently killed on the territory of the forest somehow goes to the ground like quicksand

Whatever it was, the forest is a safe place, if winter comes, then this place will either go into hibernation or become a warm corner. There are a lot of fruits here, and there are also fish

The river is not very far from the center, it is marked with a cross. Also, the region has an underground part, there are tunnels that lead to the ground (they are marked with circles). And there are also hot springs, there are not many of them, but they are marked with squares

Warm, like an autumn forest, awaits new, kind guests who will stay next to its owner. The forest is the mother of the fawn, the forest takes care of the fawn and wants her child to be happy

(Something is not interesting and confusing, someone, just stroke the fawn)